#well to be fair I've been that way since like february none of the Jaidens I've drawn make my brain spark
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Going through a really big frustration phase with my art rn, please be patient with me (and by you I mean myself I feel the need to wrap my spine around a lamp post bites bites bites bites)
#it's been a while since I had one of these#i want to draw something beautiful#but I don't like anything that I come up with#all of it is so fucking ordinary and then when I get inspired and I experiment I don't like it one bit cause it doesn't look like mine#*look mine#so I'm really just frustrated#I want to sit outside and colour something using my pencils and have a relaxing time#and I want to draw rooms and I want to draw washing machines and shit. but whenever I imagine myself actually drawing them it feels ordinar#and boring and not spectacular and beautiful#i need a drawing that will rearrange my personality as I know it#i wanted to draw a lot of blood and meat so I drew a lot of blood and meat and it just feels cheap#having a really bad time rn. i can't find anything that would make me really happy or at least invested in the drawing#well to be fair I've been that way since like february none of the Jaidens I've drawn make my brain spark#bites bites bites I want to achieve the beauty I see in other people's art but I know it's not for me I need to find beauty in myself#hard hard so fucking hard#rambles rambles rambles
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