#well technically today bc it's 1:34 am

[transmortaltv]

1. I tend to lean more digital...but I'm not sure that I prefer one over the other.

2. I have been drawing since before my earliest memory, so maybe 26ish yrs? Being creative is something I feel is an inherent part of me.

3. I took basic drawing, painting, and digital art in highschool...then pursued a bachelor's in graphic design in college...so I've taken more classes than I can count off the top of my head.

4. I mostly just post here and Instagram when it comes to art (I'm on Twitch/Youtube/Twitter for gaming content)...I'm bad very bad at social media.

5. My favorite things to draw are characters...usually with hoods and masks. I have always loved drawing Kirby characters... they bring a sort of comfort to me and robots are also pretty high up there in the list...

6. My least favorite thing to draw are hands and backgrounds because I am most unfamiliar with them and they stress me out.

7. I use references a lot...I learned in school that drawing from real life references allows you to truly visualize something in 3d space and it helps a good bit.

8. I have done quite a few commissions and work semi-frequently with Empire Comic Con in Savannah Ga to provide them with fun visual material for their events...but I mostly develop my own characters to be used in future projects 👀

9. On a daily basis overall I do not draw a lot...I personally am recovering from a very toxic mindset surrounding my art and been in a bit of a burnout/block for a while. I'm working to get back to the core of what makes creativity sincere and fun!

10. I'm fairly confident in my art looking back at it after the fact, specifically whenever a piece is done. Somehow they ALWAYS seem to finally come together at the end.

11. I follow very few artist blogs...I follow many artists on Instagram...but I think no more than 5 blogs (I'm new here)

12. I welcome any questions about my creative process or art advice...if you have any questions about art ever and think I could help I'm more than willing to try!

13. I always prefer to share the art I'm most proud of, whether it was personal or not...I think connecting and sharing it is what it's all about.

14. I don't collab usually...I'm very much a "too many cooks in the kitchen" kinda guy...

15. My works depending on the level of detail range anywhere from 2-10 hrs total maybe?

16. I draw less than I have in the past...I used to draw every day for fun, but as I get older I have to deal with the struggle of the weight of perfectionism and "it needing to be about something"

17. I think everyone is justified in some context to give art advice when asked...we all learn at different rates and everyone has something valuable to share.

18. Right now I'm just trying to improve my motivation to just create freely!

19. The most difficult thing for me to draw is probably feminine faces...It's very frustrating to me that this is a struggle.

20. I feel most comfortable drawing Kirby Characters...I doodled them constantly as a kid growing up and they just feel like home to me.

21. I feel like saying I LOVE to be challenged is disingenuous...initially I hate the overwhelming feeling, It's always stressful and almost makes me feel sick...but when I power through I love the end results and am happy I went through it after the fact. I feel every new piece I do challenges me to learn something new.

22. I try not to be over-confident about much...but looking at newer art of mine compared to my older stuff...I think I can safely say that I am improving...even if very slowly.

23. I feel like I draw more fanart than I used to just by the nature of me drawing for social media...I do a lot of speed drawing on Twitch...but traditionally overall I think I draw more original characters.

24. I don't think I ever feel jealous about someone elses art. I feel like that implies a certain level of resentment toward their work which I don't feel. I'm not a very competitive person when it comes to creativity and I don't feel like someone being good means you can't ALSO be good; therefore, there's never a reason to angrily covet someone elses capabilities. Sometimes I do struggle with feeling much less desirable/adequate as an artist than them or at a disadvantage...but I dont see how that's thwir fault...I believe one should channel that INTO inspiration to try to improve.

25. When I draw I like to put on music or a show that connects me to what I'm drawing. Maybe it's music that I feel like the character would like, or maybe a show that inspires me to create this world in the first place...the more it puts me in the world I'm drawing the better.

26. I mostly use Procreate with the Apple Pencil because I'm working to cut Adobe out of my life...but I also am well versed in Clip Studio and Photoshop.

27. For my more cartoonish style stuff...it's usually only about 5 layers in the end...but that requires a lot of creating new layers and merging throughout the process as well.

28. Oddly enough...when I draw traditionally I prefer a mechanical pencil for sketching followed up by inking with Prismacolor pens/Markers...or scanning in the pen illustration and coloring digitallyl

29. To start a drawing I like to get the line of action and rough layout of characters down then build off of that. It helps with proportions and anatomy which is not usually my strong suit.

30. What inspires me most is the stories that make an impact on me as a person. Movies, Games, Books, Shows, Comics...they have the ability to teach us in almost a parable fashion. There is usually a lesson we can learn from them...I want to do that too...I want to create and inspire. People say art is what we learn from the most left behind by past civilizations...Your creativity pushes others in ways you might not understand now.

Artist Asks!

Do you prefer traditional drawing, or digital?

How long have you been drawing?

How many classes have you taken?

Do you have a DeviantArt, personal website, or art blog?

What’s your favorite thing to draw?

What’s your least favorite thing to draw?

How often do you use references?

Do you draw professionally, or just for fun?

How much time do you spend drawing on an average day?

Are you confident about your art?

How many art-related blogs do you follow?

Is it okay for people to ask you about your process?

Do you prefer to keep your art personal, or do you like drawing things for other people?

Do you ever collaborate with others?

How long does an average piece take you to complete?

Do you draw more today than you did in the past, or do you draw less?

Do you think you’re justified in giving other people art advice?

What are you currently trying to improve on?

What is the most difficult thing for you to draw?

What is the easiest thing for you to draw?

Do you like to challenge yourself?

Are you confident that you’re improving steadily?

Do you draw more fanart, or more original art?

Do you feel jealous when you see other people’s art, or inspired? (Be honest!)

Do you like to draw in silence, or with music?

For digital artists: what program(s) do you use?

For digital artists: how many layers does a typical piece require?

For traditional artists: what medium do you like most? (Pencil, charcoals, etc)

For traditional artists: How do you usually start on a big piece? (Light sketch, colored lead, sketchpaper, etc)

What inspires you to not just make art, but to be a better artist?

[kayliemusing]

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1: Name - Kaylie

2: Age - 23

3: 3 Fears - Spiders, failure, loss

4: 3 things I love - Reading, writing, Taylor Swift

5: 4 turns on - Kindness, nice hands, humor, someone who has a really warm heart.

6: 4 turns off - Arrogance, moustaches lmao, narcissism, basket ball shorts *shudders*

7: My best friend - Her name is Megan (but also my mom lmao)

8: Sexual orientation - Heterosexual

9: My best first date - I have never been on a date.

10: How tall am I - 5'2

11: What do I miss - My childhood mostly

12: What time were I born - 2:45 pm

13: Favorite color - Red, but sometimes a nice summery, pastel yellow

14: Do I have a crush - no

15: Favorite quote - I have so many that I can't say my utmost favourite, but one that I always think about is from Richard Siken "He was pointing at the moon but I was looking at his hand." I'm not even sure how this is supposed to be interpreted, but I just love the detail of this. Of someone looking at the moon and pointing at it, but you're looking at their hand because you're that consumed by them and also they're like your moon. anyway-

16: Favorite place - My house lol

17: Favorite food - Cheesecake

18: Do I use sarcasm - Yes, but very dryly

19: What am I listening to right now - Nothing actually. I'm just sitting in the quiet.

20: First thing I notice in new person - I used to think it was physical, like eyes or their smile, but I think it's actually their demeanor. i.e., confidence, if they're laid back, talkative or quiet, etc. Or even just how they handle things. Like when I'm at work and I meet a new co-worker I'm always noticing how they are with people.

21: Shoe size - 6.5 US but I can manage a 7 US too.

22: Eye color - Grey

23: Hair color - Ashy blonde, but I usually get it highlighted to be a brighter blonde

24: Favorite style of clothing - I'm super into the French girl vibe right now (elegany, classy, ribbed sweaters tucked into high waisted jeans or dress pants, a blazer thrown over and a nice gold necklace) but I'm also really into a summery boho look (flowy maxi dresses and skirts)

25: Ever done a prank call? No

27: Meaning behind my URL - On this account, it's just my name and then 'muses' because this account is just me talking to myself tbh. My main account is called autumnsletters which is just a combo of my fav things: autumn and handwritten love letters, and finally, my embarrassing taylor swift account is called sixteenavenue which is a lyric from her song I Think He Knows where she mentions her heart skipping down sixteenth avenue.

28: Favorite movie - I feel like i don't have one answer bc I always have a different answer to this question lmao. I think it's called A Christmas Carol (the 2009 version w/ Jim Carrey). It just makes me feel cozy and warm inside. Also: Clueless.

29: Favorite song - All Too Well by Taylor Swift I think.

30: Favorite band - Of Monsters and Men

31: How I feel right now - I actually feel really happy today, which is a change lol. I had an awful week last week, but over the last couple of days I've just felt more creative and happier.

32: Someone I love - My mom

33: My current relationship status - Single

34: My relationship with my parents - Excellent.

35: Favorite holiday - Christmas

36: Tattoos and piercing i have -0 :'(

37: Tattoos and piercing i want - I want to get my ears pierced again bc the holes grew over. Low key want a nose piericing and low key want a tattoo on my collarbone (or somewhere around there)

38: The reason I joined Tumblr - Because everyone else had it and I felt left out LOL

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - I don't have an ex

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - No

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - No i've never been kissed rip

42: When did I last hold hands? - never but it's ok bc i can hold my own hand

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Depending on what I'm doing. If I showered the night before and I'm just doing a very low-maintenance look, roughly 15-20 mins. On a normal day in which I shower in the morning and am trying to actually be presentable, roughly an hour.

44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days? - Have YOU shaved MY legs? No. Have I shaved my own? Yes

45: Where am I right now? - My room

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - Most likely I'm not drunk, but IF I WAS, it would be my friend, my mom, or my sister (my sister would probs make fun of me and film me tho tbh)

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - Loud if I'm jamming with nothing else to do but sing along. If I'm trying to do something, I'll turn it down bc I can't focus with loud music (especially if I'm trying to write something/talk to someone/text someone)

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - My mom bc my dads dead

49: Am I excited for anything? - My sister and I are going to Banff in about three weeks so I'm excited for a getaway.

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - No

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - I work in retail so

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - I don't know. I think I hugged my mom at some point this week lol

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - Bye bye babyyyy

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - my cat

55: What is something I disliked about today? - I had to go to work

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Taylor Alison Swift baby

57: What do I think about most? - Probably Taylor Swift.

58: What’s my strangest talent? - I can make stomach gurgling noises with my mouth closed.

59: Do I have any strange phobias? - Nah, pretty generic ones

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Behind the camera

61: What was the last lie I told? - Some lady asked if a product was good and I said yes so I wouldn't have to help her find another one

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - Neither what the hell

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - Neither

64: Do I believe in magic? - No

65: Do I believe in luck? - No

66: What's the weather like right now? - It's calm, but a little cloudy. It was really warm and sunny earlier, but it's gotten a little grey.

67: What was the last book I've read? - I just finished this series called The Winner's Curse by Marie Rutkoski and it was so good but so stressful omg. Still 5/5 stars.

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Yes

69: Do I have any nicknames? - Not really, but sometimes my coworkers call my Kayls

70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? - Oh my god when I was like 10 I fell during grounders and the bar hit me right on the cooch. Most painful event of my entire life.

71: Do I spend money or save it? - Spend it bitch

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - No

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? - yes!! my blanket!!

74: Favorite animal? - I love hippos and I don't know why.

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Reading on my phone to avoid sleeping so I could prolong not going to work

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - Devil. Kind of like Satan The Devil is his full name

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Shake It Off

78: How can you win my heart? - Learning Taylor Swift's entire discography for my sake

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - tbh I really don't know

80: What is my favorite word? - Wonderstruck

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - n/a

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - stream fearless taylor's version

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - no

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - Healing

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - N/A

86: What is my current desktop picture? - it's a misty forest

87: Had sex? - no

88: Bought condoms? - no

89: Gotten pregnant? - no

90: Failed a class? - yes

91: Kissed a boy? - no

92: Kissed a girl? - no

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - no but it's a dream

94: Had a job? - I've had two so far

95: Left the house without my wallet? - Yes, sometimes I do it on purpose so I can make my mom pay for something lmao (chill i'm talking something small like candy)

96: Bullied someone on the internet? - no

97: Had sex in public? - no

98: Played on a sports team? - no

99: Smoked weed? - no

100: Did drugs? - no

101: Smoked cigarettes? - no

102: Drank alcohol? - yes

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - no

104: Been overweight? - I feel overweight, but technically no

105: Been underweight? - No

106: Been to a wedding? - Yes

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Yes, but not since I was younger. I'm mostly on my phone now.

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - Oh yeah lmao

109: Been outside my home country? - No

110: Gotten my heart broken? - Yes

111: Been to a professional sports game? - No

112: Broken a bone? - No

113: Cut myself? - Yes

114: Been to prom? - Sort of. I'm Canadian so I had grad.

115: Been in airplane? - No

116: Fly by helicopter? - No

117: What concerts have I been to? - Jonas Brothers when I was about 10 lmao and Marianas Trench when I was 15

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - No

119: Learned another language? - Tried to

120: Wore make up? - Yes. I do work at a makeup store.

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - no

122: Had oral sex? - no

123: Dyed my hair? - not a funky color, no

124: Voted in a presidential election? - Sort of; I voted for a prime minister

125: Rode in an ambulance? - Yes

126: Had a surgery? - No

127: Met someone famous? - No

128: Stalked someone on a social network? - No

129: Peed outside? - No

130: Been fishing? - No

131: Helped with charity? - Yes

132: Been rejected by a crush? - No bc I never fessed up to any crush lol

133: Broken a mirror? - No

134: What do I want for birthday? - A jewelry box

[meterokinesis]

i’m feeling fighty today so let’s talk about tim drake. no new 52 bc i hate it.

fanon makes tim a caffeine-addicted, depressed, memelord. and that’s okay.

1) fandom is for fun. as long as you’re not harassing anyone or hurting others, then do whatever you want. have your headcanons and rarepairs and aus.

2) in some ways, this characterization makes sense! a vital aspect of tim’s character is how much he cares about others, and how he puts them before himself. in most pre-52 runs (excluding red robin) he takes care of himself pretty well. out of all the robins at the time, he was the most normal. he ate junk food with his friends and stayed up late. he got good but not great grades. he went home at the end of every day (first to drake manor, then to the manor after he’s adopted). this changes when bruce “dies” and tim gets extremely depressed. suddenly, his characterization changes from a funny, optimistic, normal kid to a teenager with the weight of the world on his shoulders. is it so much of a reach that he’d start to neglect himself? (hint, it’s not. we see in red robin that he’s basically falling apart.) and what’s the easiest way to stay awake? caffeine. he may not have a coffee or energy drink in his hand in every panel, but it’s a valid headcanon to have.

(and in case someone says he’s never had coffee in canon, that’s wrong. see below.)

3) yes. tim is depressed. but, you say, he’s so happy and optimistic in canon! you’re right! but i hate to tell you this, depressed people can still be idealists. depressed people can still have hope. depressed people can still love. (how do i know? i am one.) in the span of a few years, tim lost his mother, his father, his stepmother, his girlfriend, his two best friends, his adoptive dad, and other (less close) friends. that’s a lot of death for someone under 18. not to mention, tim spent the majority of his childhood either alone or with household staff instead of his parents, under the constant pressure to take over the family company. children need a stable parental caretaker. it’s necessary for their development. coupling this with massive amounts of loss can lead to severe depression (and anxiety, for that matter). additionally, you can’t read red robin without seeing how depressed tim is. even after bruce comes back, tim is deeply changed. he’s much more melancholy than he was when he became robin, and it’s more than just maturity.

3.5) let’s not forget that tim is a sexual assault survivor. he was almost raped by scarab so ra’s al ghul could have an heir with his dna. this is 34 kinds of creepy, but the most important part is that tim was assaulted. i won’t link images for obvious reasons.

3.75) tim’s also very open about the fact that he’s a virgin and he’s okay with it?? like his long-term relationships have talked about how he’s not ready for sex. just throwing this out there.

4) tim is a teenager and he deserves to have fun. let the boy have some memes. on the flipside, he is meme illiterate. both are good interpretations but it has to be one.

5) ok this isn’t a widespread thing but i’ve seen people suggest that tim has either ocd or bipolar disorder and i personally support both of these! as someone with ocd, a lot of tim’s thought processes mirror ocd (especially if you factor in comorbid depression and anxiety). i can’t speak to bipolar, but i’ve seen some people analyze his character and say that a lot of his actions correlate with mania, especially with depression being such a large part of his character in his later pre-52 appearances.

6) tim plays dungeons and dragons and has since his creation. he’s a dm. (technically it’s warriors and warlocks in dc)

7) tim was bullied in school. like teen coming of age movie bullied. do with this what you will

8) tim was originally supposed to be jewish, but then it wasn’t included. in my heart, he still is.

8.5) bruce is jewish too. kate kane, his maternal cousin is jewish. judaism is traditionally passed through the mother’s side. unless martha converted, bruce is jewish.

i’m sure i’ll have more opinions later, but here’s my rant for now

[singinrevelry]

Tagged by @theamazingdearheart​ so here are some questions + answers under the cut!

1. What is the color of your hairbrush?

It’s a wood one, so. light wood colored.

2. A food you never eat?

I won’t eat tuna but that’s because it’s the most severe of the white fish allergy, but most stuff i can eat if i have to? 

3. Are you typically too warm or too cold?

If it is below 60F my hands and toes will be cold, bc bad circulation, but otherwise I’ll be good until it gets in the 30s. If it is above 80F I will be miserably hot XD

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?

I was saying bye to a friend of my dad who was dropping off some food she’d baked! 

5. What is your favorite candy bar?

is it chocolate? I will eat it. gimme ALL OF THEM (okay most of them.)

6. Have you ever been to a professional sporting event?

Have I? I honestly may not have. lol

7. What was the last thing you said out loud?

I have already forgotten but it was... something to my mom? we were talking about some stuff about the protests and where I’m watching stuff about it

8. What is your favorite ice cream?

Few things surpass Moose Tracks, and I love a lil mint chop chip. Lots of kinds of ice cream are good, though.

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?

water (wow boring) (hydration is a Challenge)

10. Do you like your wallet?

Yeah actually! It’s technically a card holder but it’s green leather with a knotwork design! 

11. What was the last thing you ate?

pizza

12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend?

I did order a couple shirts a few days ago but was it a weekend? i d e k

13. The last sporting event you watched?

It was almost definitely a figure skating event but idk

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?

I was gonna say fancy chocolate but a good cheesy coated popcorn is pretty good

15. Who was the last person you sent a text message to?

my friend Brett who wanted me to join the videochat i was not informed of beforehand

16. Ever go camping?

Lots! Both just with my family and with Girl Scouts.

17. Do you take vitamins?

I DO take a daily multivitamin but that’s it.

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?

*laughs in casual pagan* I haven’t gone to church except for weddings/funerals (and sometimes we go to, like, Christmas, with my grandma) in probably 15 years

19. Do you have a tan?

lol i am v pasty

20. Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza?

why not both though, both are so, so good

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?

If it’s in a restaurant and it comes with one, sure, otherwise nah

22. What color socks do you usually wear?

i have a lot of black socks bc they look better for work

23. Ever drive above the speed limit?

*does a does-not-drive dance*

24. What terrifies you?

well. a lot right now. I wish I could give a more lighthearted answer, or a more personally specific one, but I don’t have it in me atm

25. Look to your left what do you see?

my water glass, the little desk organizer with pens and pencils and sharpies and scissors and letter openers and stuff, a book i brought home from work, a mask, my wallet, some headphones... and then far to the left, a bookshelf :)

26. What chore do you hate?

LAUNDRY bc I am Incapable of putting clothes away after they are washed

27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent?

y’know that ‘G’day’ vine

28. What is your favorite soda?

look i love all kinds of ginger ale, but also gotta love that chicago classic, Green River

29. Do you go into a fast food place or just hit the drive through?

Depends, really, on if it’s a STOP to get food or just ‘swing by to get food’

30. Who was the last person you talked to?

My mom

31. Favorite cut of beef?

look i am not a food person i do not know the things

32. Last song you listened to?

My ‘washing the dishes’ music has been cycling through Hanggai, so it was this

33. Last book you read?

I haven’t read much lately but I happened to flip open Read Seas Under Red Skies, to a part I had forgotten, where Locke has to go to Salon Corbeau. It was... distressingly relevant.

The rich remember.

34. Favorite day of the week?

I dunno, Tuesdays are kind of chill for me usually?

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?

I’m not sure I’ve ever attempted successfully XD

36. How do you like your coffee?

If I’m drinking coffee, it will be sweet and have lots of milk. I will take lots of variations within that. (look I work at what’s practically a starbucks, i’m not terribly picky)

37. Favorite pair of shoes?

oh god I think I’m in between good shoes at the moment, I don’t know, what IS my favorite pair of shoes

I do have a pretty neat pair of cool fun boots and a dope pair of work boots, go stompy, v good

38. At what time do you usually go to bed?

Usually around 1??? what is time I haven’t been able to sleep lately

39. At what time do you normally get up?

somewhere in the realm of 9:30-10

40. What do you prefer - sunrises or sunsets?

Sunsets!

41. How many blankets are on your bed?

uuhhh too many bc i use them both for weight and to prop my feet up, so like 5 but it’s summer so i’m barely using one lol

I like the Nest

42. Describe your kitchen plates?

ooo okay so we have a probably 50 year old set of corelle dishes with flowers on them, they’re great

43. Do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage?

I’m a boring drinker bc I rarely do, my go-to is some kind of cider (bonus it’s in fun berry flavors!) but I’ve discovered a fondness for moscow mules (it’s the ginger).

44. Do you play cards?

We play rummy a lot in my house, and we play for quarters. It’s very serious.

45. What color is your car?

bus colored

46. Can you change a tire?

I have never had to so I’d like to think I could figure it out if necessary buuut

48. Favorite job you ever had?

I haven’t actually had that many jobs, I do rather like what I was doing, in a lot of ways, though the few times I’ve gotten to house/petsit for people has been pretty dope. Chilling in someone else’s house and playing with animals? Heck yeah

49. How did you get your biggest scar?

I was at my cousin’s house in wisconsin, we had kind of finished a water gun fight and I was telling a story and walked right off their pier into the water. I split a bit under my arm on the way down. Gave my aunt a REAL big scare XD

50. What did you do today that made someone happy?

I dunno if making a kind of angry facebook post (about how the absolutely garbage response of CHI authorities is emblematic of the WHOLE PROBLEM PEOPLE ARE PROTESTING ABOUT) that people appreciated counts, but I did do that. I also pulled some weeds and made friends with a robin, which various people appreciated.

[defencelessdevotion]

50 questions you’ve never been asked before

@hoenyy tagged me for this <3

1. what is the colour of your hairbrush? pink- I’ve had the same one since I was like 7 (yes I clean it)

2. a food you never eat? I’m pretty open to all food 

3. are you typically too warm or too cold? too cold

4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? eating dinner

5. what is your favourite candy bar? snickers or symphony

6. have you ever been to a professional sports event? I went to a brentford fc game when I was in London? Idk if they count as pro

7. what is the last thing you said out loud? I’m gonna go watch Phineas and Ferb 

8. what is your favourite ice cream? probably just cookies and creme

9. what was the last thing you had to drink? water

10. Do you like your wallet? yeah, I got it at primark my first day in London bc British bills wouldnt fit right in my american wallet

11. what was the last thing you ate?a piece of a symphony bar

12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? nah

13. the last sporting event you watched? that brentford game lmao

14. what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? I only like popcorn if it has hella butter 

15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? my dad

16. ever go camping? all the time when I was young

17. do you take vitamins? nah

18. do you go to church every sunday? lol

19. do you have a tan? I’m hispanic so I’m technically always a “tan” color

20. do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? both but i get pizza way more often

21. do you drink your soda with a straw? no

22. what colour socks do you usually wear? multicolors

23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? almost always. I need to get better about it

24. what terrifies you? people I love talking bad about me

25. look to your left, what do you see? a side table 

26. what chore do you hate? vacuuming

27. what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? I think if texting my friend who lives there, who I really should text bc its been a minute

28. what’s your favourite soda? Baja Blast, no competition

29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru?  mostly drive thru but sometimes go in with groups

30. who’s the last person you talked to? my two friends that Im nstaying with for quarantine

31. favourite cut of beef? sirloin 

32. last song you listened to? Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 

33. last book you read? 1984 by George Orwell for a class

34. favourite day of the week? Saturday

35. can you say the alphabet backwards? only to S

36. how do you like your coffee? I don’t. I don’t like tea or coffee. Only chai

37. favourite pair of shoes? maroon converse at the moment

38. at what time do you normally go to bed? between midnight and 2 am

39. at what time do you normally get up? between 9 and 11 am

40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunsets

41. how many blankets are on your bed? one rn

42. describe your kitchen plates? I’m at a friends hosue temporarily so I odnt have my own but white with flowers

43. do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage? strawberry margarita

44. do you play cards? occasionally

45. what colour is your car? black

46. can you change a tire? lol nope

47. what is your favourite state/province? I’m biased for Ohio but it kinda sucks, I just don’t know others as well

48. favourite job you’ve ever had?  I work with the events department at my college and my boss is one of my favorite people

49. how did you get your biggest scar?  I have two on my face but those are really it. The one on my nose is bc I I tripped and ran into an arcade game and split the area between my eye and nose open. And the one on my forehead is because I was jumping from a couch onto a mattress with my cousin and I jumped too far and hit my face on the outside of the fireplace. They both happened when I was less than 9. I promise I’m not this much of a dumbass now lao

50. what did you do today that made someone else happy? I got free tacos with one friend and helped the other clean his room

 i’m gonna tag: @was2011louisevenreal @queenbeeharry @darkrainbowlouis and @heknewellenough

[rap-liine]

50 questions tag

tagged by: @nervousatthenightclub omg sorry this took so long but thank you!!!

1. What takes up too much of your time? prolly tumblr tbh

2. What makes your day better? just getting time to myself to chill and watch stuff

3. What’s the best thing that happened you today? a bunch of stuff actually!! i got a bunch of compliments on my outfit + hair, maintained first place in my gymnastic competition in gym, got my daily approval from my favorite teacher, finished the oreo ripple icecream i didn’t know we had until my sister told me and i discovered red oranges are a thing apparently 

4. What fictional place would you like to go? oooohhhh maybe Alagaësia (the place where the Inheritance Cycle is)

5. Are you good at giving advice? yupp

6. Do you have any mental illness? nope

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no

8. What musician inspired you the most? honestly i think the entirety of bts was really a big inspiration for me to get deeper into dancing and other things but hobi especially motivated me, and even though hyunjin’s backstory is super inspiring i don’t know how it helped me personally yet

9. Have you ever fallen in love? huh even 9 year crush don’t count as love imo

10. What’s your dream date? i’ve never really thought about it but probably a fancy dinner and a walk through the city at night after 🌌

11. What do others notice about you? i try to be optimistic and upbeat 24/7 so I really hate being around negative ppl, even tho ppl hate me for my smarts idgaf about them and genuinely care about my education, although im v confident im also v grateful for everything, and can cut people down but im really caring (mom friend literally everywhere) and i know what i want and i get it done

12. What is the annoying habit you have? ok my mom can fight me on this but burping isn’t that bad ok

13. Do you still talk to your first love? no? he moved but even before not really

14. How many ex’s do you have? 0️⃣

15. How many songs are on your playlist? pandora ain’t letting me see the full list but either way a lot of what i listen to isn’t on there, so im gonna take a guess and go at 500? it’s different for each playlist tho

16. What instruments can you play? i’m relearning piano and i want to pick up guitar

17. Who do you have the most pictures of? lmao one of my best friends and trust me they’re all ugly

18. Where would you like to go before you die? either mecca for religious purposes or greece/rome/brasil

19. What is your zodiac? virgo ♍

20. Do you relate to it? yES omg it’s like a 98% match

21. What is happiness to you? the emotional, physical, and spiritual contentment of a person OR (bc i think i understood this wrong) being with people i love, the feeling of accomplishment / pride, reading books that take you away from reality, debates and physical exercise

22. Are you going through anything right now? only high school my dude 🤙

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? even though this technically wasn’t my choice but eating nutella sandwiches for lunch every day and not getting into team sports as a kids 😭

24. What’s your favorite store? MARSHALLS, HANDS DOWN

25. What’s your opinion on abortion? women are absolutely entitled to the rights to their bodies and men should have no say whatsoever in this aspect, but at the same time don’t use it as an excuse to hoe around and constantly get pregnant

26. Do you keep a bucket list? not really, but i have an idea of some things i want to do in life

27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment? stray kids’ miroh (liSTEN TO IT)

28. What do you want for your birthday? silver/grey adidas soccer sweats, a new pair of black sneakers, and a permanent ps account

29. What are most peoples first impressions of you? 1) looks bc (majority of) ppl aint blind and 2) im super energetic and outgoing and just really friendly in general, 3) confident and a bunch of other things

30. What age do you seem according to most people? okkk literally all adults think im 5 years older than i am but?? i’m not 20 believe it or not

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? on my dresser next to my bed or charging on my cabinet

32. What word do you say the most? the duh lmao prolly bruh or either of the second two words

33. What’s the oldest age you would date? no one older than me but maaaaaybe sixteen

34. What’s the youngest age you would date? no on younger than me past a few months

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? teaching but HUH i do not have to patience to teach kids

36. What’s your favorite music genre? pop (more specifically the kind with a k before it)

37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be? i’d stay in the US

38. What is your current favorite song? hmmmm beside the ones that will always be my favs then maze of memories by stray kids

39. How long have you had this blog for? only a few months but i made so many amazing mutuals already!! 💫

40. What are you excited for? my april trip to spain & morocco with my best friend and my move into my new private school in late august

41. Are you a better talker or listener? uhhh both?? i love talking but i’ve always been a human diary so i can't really chose

42. What is the last productive thing you did? finish four pages of my history hw 🙃🙃🙃

43. What do you want for Christmas? nothing bc i ain’t christian

44. What class do you get the best grades in? omg my grades are lowkey sad rn they’re all a minuses but!! i do really well in p much everything but us history honors, bio honors, and spanish ii are two classes i love and excel in

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? gotta say a 9.3 bc im regretting all the sugar i ate today

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years? working in a lab in boston

47. When did you get your first heart break? if you don’t fall in love you can’t get hurt :0

48. At what age do you want to get married? hmmmmmm i don’t wanna have a huge gap between me and my children but i also want to have a stable successful career first, so i’ll say before 30 ig

49. What career did you want to have as a child? veterinarian but then i realized that meant looking at sick animals all day and i went n o p e

50. What do you crave now? a gym bc i wanna exercise

tagging: @sonqmingi @parkseonghwa (whenever she comes back from hiatus), @lqhhj, @forhyunsuk, @ultvisual, @cuteez, @ateezsbitch @taengyo @astarlightmonbebe and ofc anyone who wants to!!

[kylorenpunk]

Well I challenged @masonjar828 to do this ask meme like 200 years ago and he challenged me back but I’ve been busy so here we are. 

200: My crush’s name is: don’t have one. men suck. 199: I was born in: Mickey Mouse’s lair aka Orlando 198: I am really: trying not to make a self deprecating joke rn 197: My cellphone company is: Not being disclosed bc I don’t need stalkers 196: My eye color is: brown 195: My shoe size is: 8. I’m pretty sure I’m supposed to be taller than I am bc of that shoe size 194: My ring size is: Uh no idea. Maybe 9? 193: My height is: Five foot three inches 192: I am allergic to: A couple of antibiotics but that’s it  191: My 1st car was: 1995 Honda Accord. RIP Goldeen. 190: My 1st job was: Technically I was an assistant for an occupational therapy clinic that paid me under the table. My first paid job was a pool attendant for a hotel.  189: Last book you read: My professor’s shitty textbook.  188: My bed is: currently unmade.  187: My pet: doesn’t exist. Bro is allergic to the entire animal kingdom 186: My best friend: I have multiple and love them all very much  185: My favorite shampoo is: Just recently bought a new shampoo from OGX (coconut curls I think?)  184: Xbox or ps3: xbox 183: Piggy banks are: Not a bad concept. I have upgraded to using mason jars to save money  182: In my pockets: Not wearing pockets atm. Usually I only carry my phone tho 181: On my calendar: Is a bunch of doctor’s appointments 180: Marriage is: Fantastic with the right person 179: Spongebob can: ??? do whatever he wants? idk what op was thinking 178: My mom: is great and shouldn’t have to deal with my shit 177: The last three songs I bought were? I haven’t bought music in over two years. Spotify is my life. 176: Last YouTube video watched: I watch so many a day that I forgot what I last watched.  175: How many cousins do you have? 5 on paternal side. 3 on maternal. But I’m hispanic so it’s def more than immediate family  174: Do you have any siblings? 1 and he’s a pain but I love him 173: Are your parents divorced? nope. fun fact. I used to think divorce was normal as a child and wondered when I would get a second set of parents.  172: Are you taller than your mom? No I’m like 4 inches shorter 171: Do you play an instrument? is mayonnaise an instrument 170: What did you do yesterday? future job training and watched my brother [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: Lust at first sight  168: Luck: kinda 167: Fate: sure 166: Yourself: a lot more than I used to  165: Aliens: why not 164: Heaven: in a way 163: Hell: sure 162: God: the catholic in me says yes 161: Horoscopes: yes and no  160: Soul mates: tough question. 21 year old me would have said yes. 23 me is on the fence. Maybe for other people but I don’t really believe it for myself.  159: Ghosts: I love ghost walks so I hope they’re real 158: Gay Marriage: Of fucking course 157: War: No 156: Orbs: Isn’t this the same as ghosts? 155: Magic: No  [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: Either one has it’s benefits 153: Drunk or High: Never been high so I guess drunk  152: Phone or Online: they mean the same thing now 151: Red heads or Black haired: dark hair 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 149: Hot or cold: hot  148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: spring 146: Chocolate or vanilla: depends. rn I want vanilla 145: Night or Day: day 144: Oranges or Apples: oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: doesn’t matter. I feel more myself with straight hair tho 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonald’s  141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk  140: Mac or PC: pc. Apple is a peice of shit.  139: Flip flops or high heals: heals 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: this is a weird question 137: Coke or Pepsi: depends on whether it’s a can, glass or on ice 136: Hillary or Obama: lol was this made in 2008 135: Burried or cremated: not sure. i wanna say burried tho 134: Singing or Dancing: I’m bad at both 133: Coach or Chanel:  neither 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who 131: Small town or Big city: small town 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target  129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller 128: Manicure or Pedicure: pedicure. my hands never last 127: East Coast or West Coast: east  126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas bc I can see my family 125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: six flags despite the fact that i’ve never been 123: Yankees or Red Sox: I don’t give a shit about sports [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: dumb 121: George Bush: dumb 120: Gay Marriage: I’m hoping for a day where the LGBTQ+ community is no longer discrimated against 119: The presidential election: dumb 118: Abortion: No woman should be denied a right to abortion  117: MySpace: yeah this was made in 2008 116: Reality TV: dumb 115: Parents: great wonderful  114: Back stabbers: dumb 113: Ebay: useful 112: Facebook: kinda useful 111: Work: a necessity 110: My Neighbors: I don’t talk to them 109: Gas Prices: could be lower 108: Designer Clothes: I don’t care 107: College: a scam but education is worth it 106: Sports: depends on the sport 105: My family: great wonderful 104: The future: idk [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: yesterday 102: Last time you ate: when I started this thing 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: last month 100: Cried in front of someone: Two weeks ago 99: Went to a movie theater: going tonight 98: Took a vacation: three years ago. going soon tho 97: Swam in a pool: I don’t even remember.  96: Changed a diaper: never 95: Got my nails done: a year and a half ago 94: Went to a wedding: a year and a half ago 93: Broke a bone: never 92: Got a peircing: three years ago 91: Broke the law: probs when I was underage drinking 90: Texted: yesterday [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: all of my friends 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: free food and family 87: The last movie I saw: toy story 4 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: starting my career job 85: The thing im not looking forward to: taxes being taken out of my paycheck 84: People call me: Karina, Kari or Rina 83: The most difficult thing to do is: let go of someone in your life 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope 81: My zodiac sign is: cancer 80: The first person i talked to today was: no one. Update my boss just called lol 79: First time you had a crush: 1st grade lmao 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: myself 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: uh recently I think  76: Right now I am talking to: Romantic? no one Normally? No one lmao  75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I’m grown but I’m not disclosing my job on here 74: I have/will get a job: already have one 73: Tomorrow: I’m working 72: Today: I’m cleaning 71: Next Summer: No idea 70: Next Weekend: no idea 69: I have these pets: no I don’t 68: The worst sound in the world: styrofoam 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mother 66: People that make you happy: family and friends 65: Last time I cried: Thursday 64: My friends are: cool great wonderful 63: My computer is: working 62: My School: I’m graduated 61: My Car: I need to wash today 60: I lose all respect for people who: have no respect 59: The movie I cried at was: toy story 4 58: Your hair color is: brown 57: TV shows you watch: Sabrina, jane the virgin 56: Favorite web site: twitter 55: Your dream vacation: new york 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: wisdom teeth 53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare 52: My room is: a mess 51: My favorite celebrity is: chris evans 50: Where would you like to be: on vacation 49: Do you want children: yes 48: Ever been in love: three times. Ironically only one was with someone I actually dated 47: Who’s your best friend: I have multiple 46: More guy friends or girl friends: good mixture of both 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: makeup 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: a few 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: hell no 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: not a physical list 41: Have you pre-named your children: kinda 40: Last person I got mad at: no disclosing 39: I would like to move to: the smokey mountains 38: I wish I was a professional: MUA [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: lifesaver gummies 36: Vehicle: hondas 35: President: obama 34: State visited: TN 33: Cellphone provider: ATT 32: Athlete: n/a 31: Actor: i can’t choose 30: Actress: cant choose 29: Singer: can’t choose 28: Band: currently little mix 27: Clothing store: rip charolette russe 26: Grocery store: publix is the only acceptable floridian answer 25: TV show: jane the virgin 24: Movie: high school musical 23: Website: twitter 22: Animal: meerkat 21: Theme park: busch gardens 20: Holiday: halloween 19: Sport to watch: soccer  18: Sport to play: none 17: Magazine: n/a 16: Book: eragon 15: Day of the week: friday 14: Beach: n/a 13: Concert attended: hannah montana? 12: Thing to cook: beans 11: Food: rice 10: Restaurant: taco bell 9: Radio station: n/a 8: Yankee candle scent: n/a 7: Perfume: anything fruity 6: Flower: rose? 5: Color: pink or blue 4: Talk show host: ellen 3: Comedian: n/a 2: Dog breed:  black lab 1: Did you answer all these truthfully?  wouldn’t you like to know

[gayside-blog]

All of them, sorry

You’re not sorry but we’ll allow it. Here u go: 

1. Post a picture of you?

I’ve never put a picture of me on Tumblr and I never intend to

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

Yeah

3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

I don’t really have a preference! I don’t like people who are hypermasculine but I prefer spending time w boys/masc-aligned people so it can be a toss up sometimes. Luckily all of my friends are great

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

Yeah!

5. Can you commit to one person?

Yeah

6. How do you look right now?

Uh. Normal. Maybe a little tired

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

Jeans and a red t-shirt and grey toms sneakers. I have my red jacket but I’m not wearing it rn

8. How often do you listen to music?

Very often. I like to have it in the background when I’m chilling or studying and I usually listen while I’m traveling anywhere. Occasionally I use it to fall asleep but not so much anymore

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

Jeans but I wish I wore sweats more often bc they’re more comfortable

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2020?

Probably. Maybe not suddenly but things are changing so much every moment for me right now

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

I’m pretty social! I like to talk to people I know well and strangers but a little less to people I vaguely know.

12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

I would be really jealous but I’d never act on that. I’d be happy for them

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

I think I’m okay at it

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

Nope

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

Yeah

16. Are you going out of town soon?

I guess so. Am I out of town now? Am I going out of town or going back to town?

17. When was the last time you cried?

Same as the last time I answered this. Sometime in march

18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

No I think I have a type

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

Maybe for fun! My band director would wear red contacts on halloween so maybe I’d pull stunts like that

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

I have my last day of work for the semester tomorrow!

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

I wish I didn’t have to work so long today

22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

This question is confusing

23. Are you nice to everyone?

I try to be! I’m not nice to people who are mean to people I care about

24. What are you sitting on right now?

A desk chair

25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

Yeah??

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Kind of?

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

Alex

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

Not really! Usually like once a year

29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

No!! That sounds horrible

30. Does anyone hate you?

I don’t think so

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

Yeah

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

I haven’t seen many! But I don’t like watching them right before trying to sleep

33. Are you a jealous person?

Yes

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

None of them! If I had to, I guess I’d pick 2011 but really they’re all very important to me

35. Did you have a dream last night?

I don’t think so

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

Technically yeah. I probably wouldn’t though, I like to maintain my mysterious and elusive persona

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

Probably not

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

Yes? It’s complicated

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Probably not? Not to plagiarize Lio but someone is reading this rn so there’s that. As I’m typing this though, I don’t think so.

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

Yes. A goofy one

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

It’s hard to recall……no

42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

No! I’m in a new state with new (wonderful) people and I’ve grown a lot personally

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

In theory? being bold

44. What’s the best part about school?

I’m learning the coolest things!! So I can go do the coolest things!

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

I don’t use my facebook besides to see cute videos of dogs (thanks Lio) and keep up on what my mom’s up to

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

I used to! Now we have phones

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

Ceaselessly and to my own detriment

48. Were you single over the last summer?

Mhm

49. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

“Working” or something. There’s no work to do though so I guess nothing. Studying?

50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

Yeah!

[call-of-quileutes-blog]

ive had a couple glasses of wine and i was tagged by @washington-wolves and @masochisticlion whom fthought i wouldn’t do this  but HA HERE I AM BITCH

last

1. drink - chardonnay  2. phone call - alex  3. text message - abigail  4. song you listened to - I guess thats why they call it the blues by elton john  5. time you cried - sunday bc i met my now 6 day old niece and shes so tiny and im lov her

ever

6. dated someone twice - technically-ish (very short lived both the first and second time) 7. kissed someone and regretted it - ya lol 8. been cheated on - not to my knowledge ???? 9. lost someone special - ya 10. been depressed - ya 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - thats !!!! the !!!! only !!!! sport !!!! im !!!! good !!! at !!!!!!

fave colors

12. marigold 13. forest green 14. any and all shades of pink 

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes!! my lovely lil angel bb abigain !!! @masochisticlion for clearification !! 16. fallen out of love - if you consider like “teenage love” to be love then ye ?? 17. laughed until you cried - to where tears have brimmed but not actually like..........cryin  18. found out someone was talking about you - listen my boss talks shit on ALL OF US LIKE SORRY I GENUINELY LIKE SMASH MOUTH, JULIE 19. met someone who changed you - yes! in good and bad ways !!! im a horrible person thank u for coming to my TED tak!!! 20. found out who your friends are - kind of. theres still a couple on the fence 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - ya !!! at least 10 at most 17 (mostly bc i was drunk and i really love my friends)

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - probs like 98% lol maybe closer to 95% but who’s keeping count 23. do you have any pets - i have 3 cats !!!! and i love them all !!! 24. do you want to change your name - at this point in my life it doesnt even matter anymore does it 25. what did you do for your last birthday - we have a tradition where we always have my b day at my friend Pbone’s house and they got me a taco pinata and set up a margarita bar and i love them so much ????? 26. what time did you wake up today - 6:30ish bc there was a bunch of shit for me to do at work this AM so i decided to be an actual adult for once and wake up early and go in early to get a head start lol 27. what were you doing at midnight last night -drinking some tea and reading Graveyard Shift articles on FB to put me to sleep lol 28. what is something you can’t wait for - this friday ???? a new job???? not being poor???? my bf to become a millionaire????? 30. what are you listening to right now - die die die y the avett brothers 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - at least one !!! i actually think i have a cousin named tom 32. something thats getting on your nerves - well the fire alarm just started going off, so that fer sher 33. most visited website - probs tumblr lol 34. hair color - brown 35. long or short hair - i probably have the shortest hair in the twilight fandom ! 36. do you have a crush on someone - alex ! i love him ! and still have a crush on him !! even after (almost) 5 years together !!!  37. what do you like about yourself - my ability to throw hands or my sense of direction

i accidentally deleted 38 lol 39. blood type - who eveen fuckin knows thei blood typ e my dude 40. nicknames - lace, lace-face 41. relationship status - basically married but without he tax benefits 42. zodiac - virgo (leo cusp) 43. pronouns - she/her 44. fave tv shows - Arrow, The Flash, Parks & Rec, The 70′s Show  45. tattoos - i have 2 and thet’re horrible !!! 46. right or left handed - right 47. ever had surgery - YES MANY TIMES**** i accidentally skipped this one and had to come back to edit lol 48. piercings - none rn ! but i used to have my ears, both nostrils, my smiley, and belly button pierced  49. sport -  wats a sport 53. drinking - listen. i love alcohol.  54. i’m about to watch - probs that 70′s show 56. want - @masochisticlion !!! THE!!!!! LOVE!!!! OF !!!!! MY !!!! LIFE!!!!! 57. get married - maybe???? im torturing my mom by not getting married bc she wants me to so badly lmao 58. career - I’ve been thinking abt embalming school !!!

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - a nice, firm handshake for me, pal 60. lips or eyes - probs lips i guess???? 61. shorter or taller - shoerter???? 62. older or younger - it doesnt matter????? 63. nice arms or stomach - i really dont care??????? i dont see ppl for their physical forms ?????? unlesss their lizard ppl ???? 64. hookup or relationship - nether i really wanna die a,one i only keep alex around bc homeboi can cook (im kidding im lov him relashonship) 65. troublemaker or hesitant - my mans is a lil bit of both so imma go with voth lol

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - yes!!!!  67. drank hard liquor - yes 68. lost glasses - YESSSSSSSSSSSSS 69. turned someone down - homeless men, yes lmoa 70. sex on first date - i think me and alex did it before we even went on a date LMAO  71. broken someones heart - ok so kind of  but no really lol 72. had your heart broken - of course!! im so sensitive !!! my heart gets broken every day !!!! 73. been arrested - yes lol 74. cried when someone died - yes !! 75. fallen for a friend - like a got crushes on lotsa friends but like it wasnt that serious lol

do you believe in

76. yourself - ya!!!!! im the best !!! 77. miracles - possibly? 78. love at first sight - i mean.....maybe???? 79. santa claus - wait whut 80. kiss on a first date - sure

81. angels - sure 

other

82. best friend’s name - Abby ! and Phe and Lauren lol 83. eye color - a nice hickory  84. fave movie - detroit rock city !! 85. fave actor - keabu reeves

ok so imma tag ............... @aphroangel @lapushwerewolves @boysoflapush and uhhhhh im too lazy to tag mor eppl lol

[seabunnii]

DAYS LATER but guess what i’m stealing this tag game from @cipherr​  :3c

— what was your last…

1. drink: water !!!! stay hydrated !!!! DRINK LOTS OF WATER 2. phone call: my mom it was her bday yesterday so called her ! 3. text message: Lissa !! (cipherr x3) 4. song you listened to: Warm Blood - Carly Rae Jepsen 5. time you cried: wednesday i wrote a short angst ficlet for @simplymomo​ and made myself cry :^) (it will be published and shared soonish momo is also a saint and is beta-ing for me :’D)

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: Y E A H 8. been cheated on: not technically??? but a little listen it is a whole thing 9. lost someone special: hmm...again technically yeahhh but i never had them...and in all honesty being more removed from it now, what happened is, probably for the best :’) 10. been depressed: yeah 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i think once maybe ...? i have been drunk very bad but it takes a lot to make me throw up i guess 

— fave colours

12. pink  13. blue 14. gold

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes !!!! (a lot thanks to the yakuza games) 18. found out someone was talking about you: i don’t think so ? 19. met someone who changed you: Y E S and all for the better :3 20. found out who your friends are: uhhh ... i mean i think other than new friends, it hasn’t changed  21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: nope 

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: most ?? but there are quite a few who are internet friends 23. do you have any pets: Loki my asshole son (cat), and Little Bastard who well the name says it (snake) 24. do you want to change your name: EVE IS THE NAME CHANGE LOL 25. what did you do for your last birthday: CAT CAFE  26. what time did you wake up today: 6:15 ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: S L E E P 28. what is something you can’t wait for: LITERALLY COPYING LISSA’S ANSWER BUT ON THE FLIP OF going to see her dance recital and see her for the first time since college !!!! I CANNOT WAIT AAAAA 30. what are you listening to right now: yakuza kiwami is paused in the background so like ambient city noises 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i had a class friend in college who was named Tom he was a really chill cool person we worked on some projects together and he was a not shitty partner so that made him a good guy in my book 32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cannot think of anything right now :’D 33. most visited website: atm probably twitter?? 34. hair colour: dark brown naturally, ends are dyed pink and blue ! 35. long or short hair: L O N G (but must be. longer)                                          36. do you have a crush on someone: buddy i don’t know how to identify crushes (if we’re counting fictional characters tho uhhh i am in deep with one rn that i think most people regularly talking to me/following me on twitter COULD PROBABLY GUESS LMAO) 37. what do you like about yourself: my hair, my eyes, my voice (not singing LOL), and my luck !! and there are probably other things to. I AM TRYING TO LIKE ALL OF MYSELF AS HARD AS I CAN ! THAT IS MY BIGGEST GOAL MOVING FORWARD. 38. want any piercings: more ear piercings and maybe a nose one one day??  39. blood type: A+  40. nicknames: evebunni (if that counts???? it is cute tho i would not be opposed) i am not opposed to nicknames in general i’ve just never really gotten any :’D 41. relationship status: singglleeee (but, mostly ok with it for once! also mostly daydreaming about fictional crush lmao) 42. sign: scorpop 43. pronouns: she/her 44. fave tv show: QUEER EYE 45. tattoos: a conversation i had last week: Me: “My dream is to get a sleeve from Horitomo-san one day, he does traditional Japanese tattoos!!” Friend: “Uhh do you know how painful tattoos are? Aren’t traditional Japanese ones the *makes gesture for tenbori*” Me: “....I have six tattoos??” Friend: “WAIT REALLY” Me: “Haha yeah, *rolls up sleeve to show wrist one since most easy to access* i even got solid black on wrist and almost fell asleep during it. Same with solid black on ankle. My tattoo artists have said I’m one of the most still people ever” (so, six tattoos: steampunk “cyborg” service panel on thigh, deadpool heart on left ankle, x-men symbol on right ankle (matching with @deedeepurr​), “the future is bullet proof the aftermath is secondary” back right shoulder (matching with mom), swedish tres kronor on collarbone, adventure zone bureau of balance symbol on left wrist)

46. right or left handed: right 47: ever had surgery: nope 48. piercings: two on bottom right ear, three on bottom of left ear + one up top 49. sport: I KINDA WISH NOW i just do my own workouts :’) 50. vacation: aaa probably China or Sweden or Japan...those are my top three ;v; 51. trainers: as in people training me ?? the guys from queer eye they trained me to live better and also my friends constantly inspiring me and pushing me to do better

— more general

52. eating: i ate more chips and guacamole today bc hey sometimes that’s a dinner 53. drinking: water!!!!! SO MUCH WATER 54. i’m about to watch: kiryu being the Best Dad for Haruka 55. waiting for: MY PHONE TO CHARGE 56. want: ....all the yakuza games.... 57. get married: ye if i find the right person 58. career: eeehhhhhh i have one that pays the bills and for now that’s enough !! i’ll find something else or what i want to do someday

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: i love real crushing long tight hugs ;w; 60. lips or eyes: eyes 61. shorter or taller: taller ? but shorter isn’t bad. all heights are good 62. older or younger: same or older 63. nice arms or stomach: NICE ARMS NICE ARMS NICE ARMS 64. hookup or relationships: i don’t even know i feel like atm i’d rather have a relationship tho 65. troublemaker or hesitant: both have their merits!! i’m more hesitant so i feel comfortable around people who won’t push, but at the same time, sometimes having someone who will push you is a good thing !!

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger:  yes 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: yes 69. sex on first date: wasn’t even a date really >v>;; 70: broken someone’s heart: yeahh i think so and i still feel awful about it but, it would only have been worst if i kept going 71. had your heart broken: yeah 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: oops we’re not talking about This :))))))

— do you believe in

75. yourself: for like the first time in my life I think i can actually say YES and it’s thanks to some really lovely wonderful people 76. miracles: ehhhhhh 77. love at first sight: ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 78. santa claus: no 79. angels: no

— misc

80. eye colour: hazel  81. best friends’ names: Lissa, Momo, Brin, Bryce/DeeDee, Emma ;3;  82. favourite movie: HHHHH it’s really hard to pickkkk ok probably Paprika only bc god i can watch that movie so many times and never tire of it 83. favourite actor: HAVING JUST SEEN PACIFIC RIM 2 at the moment it’s John Boyega (beauty is a burden) 84. favourite cartoon: miraculous ladybug ?? i still haven’t watched season 2 but i’m blanking on other cartoons lol 85. favourite teacher’s name: Michele !

i wasn’t even officially tagged so i won’t tag anyone but there is an open invitation if you want to do this go for it :’D

[cherryskies13]

Tagged by @sirius-blacks-wife 💕

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

Honestly whoever wants to do this can do it

last

1. drink - WOter

2. phone call - @percy-james

3. text message - also @percy-james

4. song you listened to - Sick of Losing Soulmates- dodie

5. time you cried - legit today

ever

6. dated someone twice? - yEAh and we’re not gonna talk abt it bc he cheated on me both times and he was a jerk

7. kissed someone and regretted it - y e ah

8. been cheated on - 3 times :)

9. lost someone special - yeP

10. been depressed - is this even a question

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - not both at the same time

fave colours

12. Lilac

13. Really light pink

14. Pastel blue

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes :D I love all my frens

16. fallen out of love - nOpe

17. laughed until you cried - YE A H actually, last time I did was when I first watched Pop Team Epic

18. found out someone was talking about you - y eAh

19. met someone who changed you - definitely

20. found out who your friends are - uhhhhhhh wha t

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - that’s gonna be a no

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - no Facebook here

23. do you have any pets - YES I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN

24. do you want to change your name - legally

25. what did you do for your last birthday - made myself a birthday cake and cried for like half an hour

26. what time did you wake up today - 9 I think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping

28. what is something you can’t wait for - time skip into moving to Germany

30. what are you listening to right now - a live lo-fi station on YouTube

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - I don’t even know

32. something that getting on your nerves - I haven’t been able to find a job to save my life and it’s stressing me out

33. most visited website - tumblr dot com

34. hair colour - like a dark honey brown of sorts

35. long or short hair - shortish

36. do you have a crush on someone - WHELP SECRET OUT I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON @percy-james

37. what do you like about yourself - literally nothing, I hate everything about myself

38. want any piercings? - no idea

39. blood type - some rare one, I don’t remember

40. nicknames - I give nicknames, I don’t really get them

41. relationship status - Snatched af

42. zodiac - Pisces

43. pronouns - he/him

44. fave tv shows - Atm? B99 and SVTFOE

45. tattoos - I want micro tattoos

46. right or left handed - ambidextrous

47. ever had surgery - yEah Bo i

48. piercings - none at all

49. sport - hockey

50. vacation - wanna go see my bf, also really wanna go to Stirling Scotland

51. trainers - like tennis shoes? I have a pair

more general

52. eating - my fav food is tempura. If anyone ever wants to give me money so I can go eat tempura, dm me I’ll give you my PayPal

53. drinking - I’m very badly addicted to coffee

54. i’m about to watch - I gotta catch up on SU

55. waiting for - the sweet release of death™️

56. want - to see my friends happy

57. get married - yes pls

58. career - I wanna be a vet tech

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - HUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSH

60. lips or eyes - eyes def

61. shorter or taller - idc how tall you are my dood

62. older or younger - are we talking dating wise bc don’t do anything illegal, if you’re 26 and you’re dating an 18 year old you’re disgusting please leave my blog and rethink your life choices anyways off topic but you get my point

63. nice arms or stomach - waaaaa all stomachs and arms are nice

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - I’m the most hesitant person

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - not that I can remember

67. drank hard liquor - yE ah

68. lost glasses - thank god I haven’t

69. turned someone down - yeah

70. sex on first date - asexual my dudes

71. broken someone’s heart - yeah

72. had your heart broken - y e ah

73. been arrested - nOPE BUT I DID GET TO RIDE IN THE FRONT SEAT OF A COP CAR AT 2AM ONCE ABOUT TWO MONTHS AGO

74. cried when someone died - I cry everyday but yeah

75. fallen for a friend - Um excuse me, but I am dating my bff

do you believe in

76. yourself - NOPE

77. miracles - I’d like to

78. love at first sight - not really

79. santa claus - YE AH B OI

80. kiss on a first date - Depends

81. angels - I do now

other

82. best friend’s name - WELL A C T U A L L Y I HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS THERES NO WAY I CAN LIST THEM ALL ON HERE HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHHAHA im actually so lonely it’s depressing

83. eye colour - dark brown, technically hazel

84. fave movie - Sing Street and Perks of Being a Wallflower

85. fave actor - Either Ezra or Gal, don’t make me choose

[sunflower-vol14]

i was tagged by miss fati aka @princeofyorkshire to answer these 50 questions!

1. what is the colour of your hairbrush? a very light almost metallic blue

2. a food you never eat? FUCK apricots especially dried ones

3. are you typically too warm or too cold? it really depends

4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? watching youtube and putting a warm compress on my eye

5. what is your favourite candy bar? i like aero chocolate bars especially the mint ones around christmas time. you can get them year round but i like them at christmas time.

6. have you ever been to a professional sports event? yeah. one leafs game (hockey), one BC lions game (canadian football), a TFC match (soccer), around 3 Blue Jays games (baseball), and one Marlies games (hockey)

7. what is the last thing you said out loud? ‘i think ive only been to one leafs game’

8. what is your favourite ice cream? i love this strawberry cheesecake one from this ice cream shop in my neighbourhood aslfdkjdf i almost said what it was but then you would know exactly where i live and that’s too much info

9. what was the last thing you had to drink? water?

10. do you like your wallet? yeah

11. what was the last thing you ate? pizza and my favourite chicken fingers last night for dinner. i really should get something to eat its 11:10 am

12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? ajsdklf no but i need to i kinda hate 3/4 of my clothes

13. the last sporting event you watched? clips from the nfl but in full? the last super bowl (i wasnt paying attention the whole time but it was on)

14. what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? .... normal popcorn??? with some butter? are there others??? oh wait yeah caramel popcorn exists yeah thats a no from me

15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? technically it was in response to my friend Rhiannon but it was in a group chat

16. ever go camping? yeah!!! i love it!!! ive gone only 3 times in my life but i love it!!! dont love being so cold at night but the overall experience outweighs that

17. do you take vitamins? yeah. not a fan of it but i sorta have to

18. do you go to church every sunday? nope

19. do you have a tan? that’s a good one. my friends joke that they’ll lose me in the winter bc ill blend in with the snow

20. do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? pizza

21. do you drink your soda with a straw? i havent had soda in a long time but im sure when i had it as a kid i did drink it with a straw if it was in a glass

22. what colour socks do you usually wear? my favourites (i have multiple pairs of them) are light grey with white on the toe, heel, and at the top, with a little light pink at the very top

23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? i dont know how to drive

24. what terrifies you? i dont like being submerged under water, watching finding nemo still freaks me out. i dont like open water. spiders also suck. thunder and lighting very easily trigger panic attacks. the movie psycho also triggers immense amounts of panic. 

25. look to your left, what do you see? my door slightly open/ the hallway

26. what chore do you hate? i hate the sound of a vacuum

27. what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? australia??

28. what’s your favourite soda? sprite

29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? i like drive thrus better but i dont drive but i also dont go to fast food places often

30. who’s the last person you talked to? my dad

31. favourite cut of beef? i dont know

32. last song you listened to? my spotify is currently paused at 1:40 of never enough

33. last book you read? ...................... the sea of monsters .....

34. favourite day of the week? i like a good saturday

35. can you say the alphabet backwards? i barely know it forwards so no

36. how do you like your coffee? i dont

37. favourite pair of shoes? my blundstones or my maroon converse

38. at what time do you normally go to bed? 11:30 to 12:30

39. at what time do you normally get up? my alarm goes off at 8 but that doesnt mean i get up at 8. its wildly varies.

40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunrise

41. how many blankets are on your bed? two

42. describe your kitchen plates? from ikea

43. do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage? i’ve never had alcohol

44. do you play cards? sorta? i’ll play with my friends if someone has a deck but im not good

45. what colour is your car? i dont have one but my mom’s is black

46. can you change a tire? nope

47. what is your favourite state/province? bc’s cool. i really want to go to newfoundland and labrador though

48. favourite job you’ve ever had? i really liked my last two coop jobs

49. how did you get your biggest scar? i was a newborn, i had something in my arm to monitor me or whatever and the nurses put something around it so it wouldn't move or i couldnt touch it, and well it cut into my skin enough that i have a line on my right forearm right before my elbow. the most obvious one is right next to my left eyebrow, i was dancing in a recital and hit myself in the face with my thumbnail and broke the skin. 

50. what did you do today that made someone else happy? i wished valery a happy birthday 

i always tag the exact same people so im not going to tag anyone but feel free to do this if you want and say i tagged you!!!

[magical-agatha]

Even numbers! :)

Aaaa golly thats a lot. Thank u, here we go!2. Ive never lied about my age but i used to say i was an inch taller than i really am lol.4.i dont believe in love at first sight. Thats called infatuation. Real love takes time and effort.6. Uhhhhh.... my grandma taught me to ride a bike iirc??8. Spring or winter!10. Nope but i think ouija is kind of neat in a cheesy way lol.12. My favourite scent is burning paper or burning wood. Close second is the smell of rain. I like the way iron and rust smells too.14. A bad habit that i have... hmm... too eager to please and a tendency to trick myself into thinking someone has changed when they havent. I also share personal stuff too readily bc im a narcissist.16. First was violin (ive forgotten it already tho lol) then guitar (gone) and piano which i dont practice but i still have a lot of fondness for.18. Would i rather stay in or go out... hmm... depends on context. If im alone id rather get away from the house and do stuff. If im with someone its either.20. Do i want to get married? Absolutely. I want a massive wedding!!! With a huuuuuuge and elaborate dress!!! I want it to be about celebrating the love between me and my future wife, as well as how far we'll have come and everything we went through. To say to the world and everyone who stood in the way that we made it in spite of them.22. Idk if i can sing well. My voice is kind of weird. I think its kind of in the middle and i can go lower but i cant go very high without it cracking. But regardless i love singing. I sing in the shower all the time and if im alone ill sing a lot. I always mouth the words when i listen to music lol.24. I think ive been sledding once maybe?? It snowed on a monday when i was a child and i sledded down a hill on a plastic food platter.26. Nope not really. I dont think ppl ever rly mispronounce my name. My first name is the same as a celebrity so that helps i guess.28. Nope im not interested in shows about ghost hunting. They're very fake imo. The shows i mean. Ghosts im undecided on.30. Something id like to be better at? Managing my mental illnesses. Confidence.32. Does cooking a frozen pie in the microwave count as cooking? Frozen chips in the oven? A sandwich..?34. I have a LOT of trouble sleeping at night. Always have. Its 3.45am atow. Sleep is annoying.36. Half an hour. Less if i push myself. But i always leave at least 45 minutes in case something goes wrong.38. I cried earlier today bc my mum said something really cruel. Thats how it is on this bitch of an earth lmao. I cry like. Daily.40. Uhhhh... moderately..?? Ive studied design so i can do rendering quite well. And i know a lot of that stuff but... i dont draw really any more. If i sat down and got a bunch of references and made an evening of it maybe i could produce something worthwhile but its not really something that excites me.42. Leftover sandwiches were the last thing i ate.44. Near death experience? Oh yeah sure. When i was a kid i got trapped under this huge floating duck in a pool once and nearly drowned. As an adult i have a real problem with suicidal impulses too. I have to keep knives out of my room and avoid thinking about train tracks and traffic when im depressed. My brain is shitty.46. Bluhh... my middle name(s). See these are technically deadnames. I guess i should change them. Idk. My current middle names are john edmund. Im thinking when i change my name legally to agatha, ill put my old first name in with my middle names to remember. Maybe ill change my middle names to something else. My current legal name is already a mouthful and tbh i want to up the ante on that. I think Agatha Cameron Jane Edwina [lastname] would be fun. I like being over the top and extra. This needs a lot of workshopping tbh. Hmm. Lots to think about here. Might keep edwina and scrap jane for something else.48. Do i like myself. Thats a fucked up question to ask a person. Lets just say i see myself as a work in progress.50. Five facts about my personality hmm..... 1. Too much self control, i am too careful. 2. Easily distracted. 3. Very very passionate. 4. I dont typically give up or break really. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other even if doing that makes things worse, bc i am desperate for progress. 5. Never truly satisfied. I always want more.That was a lot goodness gracious me!

[lafillederenard]

all the questions!

Thank you, Kate! I’ve been going through these slowly for a while now. Here are the first 50 questions to the ask post found here: x

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?

I pour more milk than is needed and feel wasteful when there’s milk leftover in the bowl. Sometimes I drink the milk and feel better. Usually I don’t even eat cereal though? I’m a wakey wakey eggs and bakey gal.

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?

Love that crisp cold winter air! Sure would like to feel it sometime soon! Right now at school, it’s almost like I can feel the weather slowly shifting to cold winter air weather.

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?

I often just use scraps of paper that are handy. I’ll use a pen or pencil if I’m switching between reading and writing. And I’ve used my phone a couple of times.

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?

I like really sweet and flavored drinks when going out for either. For coffee from scratch, I like to add a lot of creamer, preferably flavored.

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

I used to be more so before. Now, not so much, but it has become a habit for me to smile with a closed mouth for pictures.

6: do you keep plants?

I try to, but it never seems to end well. 2 of my 4 succulents I had in my dorm room were stolen recently when I left them out. The other two I’ve been ignoring. I’m much better at taking care of my virtual plants on the app Viridi.

7: do you name your plants?

I’ve named a couple of my real plants, but I don’t really care to for the most part. Most of my plants in Viridi have a stupid meme name.

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?

Music and writing. I haven’t been journaling as often as I used to, but I still consider it a big way I like to process my emotions: by writing down as much as I can.

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

Yeah. I get self-conscious though, sometimes even when no one is around to hear.

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?

I like to sleep on my stomach, and can pretty much only fall asleep that way. But I sometimes switch to my side during the night.

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?

I don’t know if I can think of anything specifically that actually really applies so I’m just gonna pick some stuff…. High school friends will probably laugh if I mention how we all agree I have pretty good aim with my vomit….and college friends, well they call me the Cheese-It Harpy. Friends, let me know if you’re reading this and you think of something else.

12: what’s your favorite planet?

I don’t have a favorite planet. I’m very appreciative of space and I know basic astrology with the planets, but somehow I just don’t have a fave.

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

I did my friend’s hair up pretty and she liked it and another friend liked it.

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?

It’s gonna have vines on the walls outside and there’s a courtyard maybe and the apartment will have yellow painted walls and the window will look out over the street and we’ll put up lots of string lights and small plants. I really want to make those tiny tiny gardens with the little benches in them and stuff. And the kitchen sink will usually have dishes in it bc I’m/we’re not people who wash our dishes right away. There will be original and purchased art on the walls.

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!

So apparently CalTech astronomers think there might be a big planet way out past Pluto, technically in our solar system.

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?

UM I love all pasta but I will pick lasagna as my favorite almost all the time. I really love a baked ziti covered in mozzarella tho

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

So I don’t really want to dye my hair, but if I did, legit I would want it to be opalescent (silvery-white with pastel colors). Opals are my birthstone, and you bet that my hair would look like that if I was a Crystal Gem. But I don’t really think I’d be able to pull that off irl.

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.

So yeah, so my CV squad is always gonna remember me throwing up into the cup holder of the RENTAL car. My college friends…there’s probably so many but I’m blanking and can only think of when I spilled the cappuccino….or when I was tired and they put plastic lizards on my head and I got emotional bc I felt loved LOL. Idk help me out here guys Idk why I’m forgetting. I need to write down more of the things I do.

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?

I keep a writing journal at all times, and it’s basically a regular journal/diary where I write what happened, how I’m feeling.I also have a gratitude journal. I try to write in there as often as I can about things I am grateful for on that particular day, like compliments I may have received, or nice things that happened.

20: what’s your favorite eye color?

Brown. Almost everyone I’ve ever crushed on has had brown eyes. Brown eyes are beautiful!

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.

Favorite bag??? I don’t use bags, lol. I got my backpack. I’m not terribly attached to it.

22: are you a morning person?

Nope! My sleep schedule may be really messed up, but either way, I love being up and doing things at night. I really like to take my time waking up in the morning; I’m pretty slow about it.

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

The thing I usually end up doing is bumming around the computer, tumblr and all. My favorite thing, though, would probably be to watch a really good movie or two, or to gather a pile of books and read through them all, like I used to do when I was little. I also really like to sleeeeeeep

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?

Not really. There are some things that I just don’t talk about with anyone.

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?

I’ve broken into very few places. One of them is the toilet paper dispenser in the slightly scary bathroom downstairs in the campus center.

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?

This is basically all my shoes, as I kinda just find one pair of shoes I really like, and wear them every day until they get destroyed. I really liked my San Antonio Shoes that I wore to band. Several people complimented me on them. They seemed to fit really great. They were some good shoes. If I ever have the money, I might buy another pair sometime. The pair I had were bought ridiculously under-priced at a thrift store.

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?

I really like fruity gum. Fruit Stripe is my favorite chewing gum, but my favorite legit bubble-blowing bubblegum is the cotton candy bubblicious. It’s blue and super sugary and I have distinct memories of times when I chewed it, or wanted to be chewing it but was chewing something else, lol

28: sunrise or sunset?

Sunset is my favorite time. Since I do a lot at night, it’s not really a sad symbol of my day ending, but the night beginning. Whereas if I am seeing the sunrise, that probably means I’ve stayed up all night, which probably was questionably smart to do….

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?

I have a friend who kisses my hand to show affection, and I think it’s really cute and nice.

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?

I’ve never had any bone-chilling moments — no ghosts, home intruders, etc. But I have been genuinely scared of whether or not me and my family would be okay.

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.

I don’t really like the look of fuzzy socks, but I like how it feels to go to sleep in them. I prefer not to wear socks to bed, but my feet get cold often and I can’t fall asleep if my feet are cold. I’ve got a growing collection of socks with foxes on them, but I kinda prefer to wear plain socks. I feel like it’s immature to wear colorful socks.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

I can’t recall anything exciting happening. We’ve gone out for food. Had a microwave macaroni party…

33: what’s your fave pastry?

Ooh. I can’t think of anything specific. I like stuff with cherries, or maybe like a cheese danish. I’m not picky!

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

When I was really little I had Silly Bear. He was purple or something, and wore a jester’s hat, I think. I used him to make my brother laugh for the first time. Then I had Maple the bunny. She was the most beautiful bunny, until we put her in the wash and then the dryer. Now, I have my fox. It doesn’t have a name, it’s just my fox. I’m sorry to say that my fox went in the dryer, too. My mom told me it would be okay, and it wasn’t. It’s fur is all messed up, but it’s still cute and I love it. Makes me wish I had kept Maple the bunny. And yeah, I sleep with my fox most nights.

35: do you like stationery and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

Ughhhh yeah my favorite is designer notebooks that are all pretty. Blank paper is enticing to me. I used to really like pencils that were colorful or had designs on them, too, but I’ve actually made the switch to pens now. I never thought I would switch to pens because I make so many mistakes, or I used to. I prefer my pens to be comfy and write nicely, rather than to look good. Pencils that write nice and dark are very important to me. But yeah I love stationery, and I always have to visit the stationery aisle whenever I go to the drugstore.

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?

So lately, I think my mood has been sort of like Norah Jones or Corinne Bailey Rae. Kinda soft and sad, but nice. At least, that’s how I want my mood to be. Less the sad part though, just kinda soft and nice. Tryin not to stress out over finals.

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

Definitely messy, but an organized messy. I want to know where everything is, and I want to be able to function and move around in the room, but I love having little figurines and papers all over my desk and stuff.

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

Well, as an English major, I have many grammar pet peeves. I hate it when people put recyclables in the trash. I dunno what else…

39: what color do you wear the most?

I wear a lot of blue because it looks good on me. Matches my eyes. I am gaining an increasing number of maroon-/burgundy-colored clothes. I don’t like to wear gray clothes.

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?

I don’t wear jewelry. Let me tell you about my Two Cats On a Couch instead. They’re made of painted wood; two cats, one striped, and one in some kind of clothing. They are on a red couch with white dots and yellow flowers. The cat in the clothes is me, and the other cat is someone to talk to. My mom found the cats at a thrift store and said she got them for me because she wanted me to always have someone to talk to. They were the last gift I ever received from her, as she gave them to me shortly before she passed away.

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

One of the last books I remember liking a lot is The Mysterious Benedict Society by Trenton Lee Stewart. I read it about four years ago, and it was meant for a younger age group than mine even back then, but I remember it really resonating with me. It also totally hyped me up for a good test experience when I was about to take the SAT, because I read about the kids taking the test in the book right before I went to take the SAT, and it made me excited to rock a test.

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!

I wish I had a favorite shop, but I don’t get out much and I usually take things to go places. There are several coffee shops in the area, but the independent ones are kinda new and kinda less comfy, and more minimalist, at least from what I’ve noticed. I can tell you about Norm’s, though, because I could definitely say that it’s a favorite spot of mine. My larp club at college, AOKP, goes to Norm’s every other Thursday or so. We have this big table in the corner that we usually sit at. I steal crayons from the basket on the front counter. My friend once left a big pile of sand in the bathroom because she didn’t clean herself off before we left the beach. I’d say that Norm’s has become a special place for me.

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

Alice, this one is you! The last time I really watched the stars, alone or not, was when we went to the beach to watch the sunrise. That was a good time.

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

Thanksgiving break was emotionally rough for me, but there was one afternoon when everything seemed really pretty, and the sun was real good, and all the plants were good, almost like they were giving off a vibe, and I just sat outside for maybe an hour and wrote in my journal, and started to feel really calm and good. I don’t even remember what I was thinking about, I’d have to check in my journal. That time just felt really good, from what I remember.

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

I would say that I do try to intuit a lot of things, but I maybe have a hard time trusting myself or what I’m feeling. I’m trying to learn to recognize when I’m ignoring a feeling that is telling me to do or not to do something.

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.

I like this joke, cuz English: A rule of grammar: double negatives are a no-no

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

I don’t think people should be eating balut (duck embryos), and I’m pretty sure the smell alone of coconut shrimp has the power to make me throw up in an instant.

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?

I think it is the same. I just kinda always am afraid of, instead of a comfy life, being alone and not having money or food and not being okay. Especially the alone part.

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

I really don’t buy or even use CDs anymore, since I was little. We didn’t have internet in the house when I was a kid, so all the music we listened to, we played on a boombox. It could do CDs and tapes. My mom had a small collection, and we rented a bunch of stuff from the public library. The sound on the boombox got messed up eventually, and by that time I had access to the internet, so now it’s streaming and Youtube.

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

I have a collection from, like, late elementary and middle school, of pencils that I used until they got really heckin small. I’m talking, you can barely write with the dang thing. One of these pencils is a colored pencil that is one of the best shades of my favorite color (neon orange) that I’ve ever seen.

[victoriaxodus]

tagged by @yukikoekahara thank ;3
rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people
tagging: @anickelforyourthoughts (bc you were nice enough to tag me before)

THE LAST

1. drink: Snapple fruit punch 
2. phone call: mom
3. text message: my sis
4. song you listened to: Nightcore- warrior (idk man, don’t be judging me, I was tired)
5. time you cried: from what I remember? Yesterday (I hate bio) but I wouldn’t be surprised if I did today
6. dated someone twice: nah
7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope 
8. been cheated on: nopeee
9. lost someone special: technically? Kinda maybe?
10. been depressed: “been” haha I’m so tired, end me Lol idk 
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope but someone said I look like a future alcoholic so my answer may change in like a decade


3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. red 
13. Green 
14. Purple (?)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made new friends: yesh!!
16. fallen out of love: kinda?
17. laughed until you cried: dude yessss
18. found out someone was talking about you: nope but I wouldn’t be surprised lol
19. met someone who changed you: yepp!! 
20. found out who your friends are: *awkward shrugging* idk man, I’m not sure if I even know
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: neh

GENERAL

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i think like 3 people changed their names so idk who they are exactly but I’ve only ever added people I know. So all?
23. do you have any pets: -.-“” nope
24. do you want to change your name: nahhhh (unless this is about your full name? Then yeah ig)
25. what did you do for your last birthday: had a pretty chill get together at my place ^^
26. what time did you wake up: at 3/4 am ? Idk I’m tired 
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching yt vids I think 
28. name something you can’t wait for: having enough money to take care of myself and just like “buy” myself happiness 
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a few seconds ago
31. what are you listening to right now: real life people talking 
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: noo?
33. something that is getting on your nerves: not getting a chance to recover from my headache 
34. most visited website: youtube or tumblr 
35. hair colour: basically black
36. long or short hair: short ? Long? When it’s not plaited it reaches a little past my collarbone so yeah 
37. do you have a crush on someone: Maybe?? Idk fam, doubt it tho

38. what do you like about yourself: I think I can be pretty smart sometimes and I think I’m pretty caring/empathetic

39. want any piercings: noooo I have enough holes already lol
40. blood type: salt lol (bc I like eating salty things I’m not just really petty)
41. nickname: Osy
42. relationship status: single as a Pringle 
43. zodiac: leooooo
44. pronouns: he/them 
45. favourite tv show: probably the walking dead 
46. tattoos: neh
47. right or left handed: right handed
48. surgery: none
49. piercing: none
50. sport: not anymore
51. vacation: somewhere cold? I would say America but I’m black and queer soooooo
52. pair of trainers: what?

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: ewww
54. drinking: fruit juices 
55. i’m about to: watch youtube and sleep
56. waiting for: my mom to take me home 
57. want: to be okay 
58. get married: prolly not
59. career: physics/maths/screaming


WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: hugs
61. lips or eyes: eyes
62. shorter or taller: talleeeeeer
63. older or younger: older I guess
64. nice arms or nice stomach: what does this even meeean (idk either nad ) 
65. hook up or relationship: friendship XD 
66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitatant?

HAVE YOU EVER

67. kissed a stranger: nope
68. drank hard liquor: nope
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope
70. turned someone down: yeah
71. sex on the first date: no 
72. broken someone’s heart: hope not 
73. had your heart broken: yeah ://// lmao it was shattered 
74. been arrested: no
75. cried when someone died: just in movies/tv shows 
76. fallen for a friend: kinda?


DO YOU BELIEVE IN

77. yourself: well someone gotta 
78. miracles: yeah
79. love at first sight: not really 
80. santa claus: sure why not
81. kiss on the first date: not really 
82. angels: yeah kinda


OTHER

83. current best friend’s Name: Shen 
84. eye colour: brownnnnn 
85. favorite movie: *soft uncertain muffling*

[dek0pon]

hey ronan ;-) do ;-) all 102 asks ;-)

bet :^)

1. favorite season?

its been winter for a long time but fall is also gr8 but like spring is definitely the worst?

2. prettiest thing u own?

i have this key necklace which is probably the one thing out of things i own that would be “pretty”

3. do u prefer to be outside or inside?

im inside all the time but idk being outside is pretty gr8???

4. furthest ever traveled?

like? in miles? & in one go? prolly 7300ish miles lmao

5. what’s your aesthetic in 3 words?

bein really gay

6 favorite gemstone?

i dont have one?

7 best thing about yourself, in your opinion

sense of humor? i think im the funniest person i know

8 best thing about yourself, in other’s opinion

who could say

9 what’s your weirdest fear?

ok i was deadass thinking about this today and definitely my top 2 super irrational fears (if you could even call them fears) are trying to punch someone and missing and looking like a fool bc of it and also not being able to describe a face to a sketch artist because i definitely am not able to i don’t know how faces work

10 weirdest dream you’ve ever had?

i have a lot of funky fresh dreams but one that i remember n is having an easter egg hunt but outside but then i ran into this weird like semi-underground complex (think like, a hotel that opens into an atrium except its not a hotel) and the floor was like a large griddle??  while being chased by the grim reaper on a motorcycle 

11 go-to hiding place

my room i guess?

12 favorite place in your house

room or roof

13 earliest memory

i literally dont remember anything lmao uhh holding my younger brother around when he came home after being born

14 do you believe in ghosts?

like. yeah? i dont fuck w em tho

15 favorite sea creature?

sharks hands down

16 cold showers or hot baths?

hot showers? i dont take baths 

17 satin or lace?

i don’t really care but satin

18 gold or silver?

silver

19 hoops or pearl earrings?

neither lol 

20 aesthetic song

i dont. get what this means lol um but my current mood is die for the government by anti-flag and sedated by hozier

21 top 5 songs

knowledge by operation ivy, la devotee by panic, white crosses by am!, normal by thgc, dead end by dk. i dont rlly actually have a top 5 but these r some goods

22 favorite time of the day?

early morning or late night idk if we’re talking in general

23 favorite part of your body?

hands?

24 do you drink alcohol?

yeah

25 dream job from when u were a kid

already answered

26 messy or clean?

im a fucking mess but like wildly organized in certain cases

27 tea or coffee?

both

28 favorite book

i dont have time to read anymore but feed by mira grant is a good one also the raven cycle

29 zodiac sign?

aquarius & snake

30 extrovert or introvert?

mostly introverted

31 celebrity crush?

ezra miller, reece king

32 early bird or night owl?

night owl prolly

33 do you believe in love at first sight?

not really

34 favorite book quote

don’t ? have one

35 three wishes you have  

to be like. financially secure as an adult & doing something i love & live my best gay punk life yknow

36 do you believe in magic?

i dont not believe in it but i wouldnt necessarily i do . might be might not but i’ve never rlly thought about it

37 do you believe in soulmates?

already answered

38 zoo or aquarium?

aquarium

39 cats or dogs?

both? i’ve had both (at diff times)

40 how many languages do you speak?

technically 2 but like my second language (chinese) is so shoddy lol

41 how has your life changed from last year?

uhhhh i think im doing a lot better than i was this time last year, i dont hang with the people i was with then, im a less illegitimate punk now, school isnt literally killing me now, i had green hair this time last year idk a lot my dude

42 why do you have your name/url?

yikes (general emotion) punk (i am)

43 do you keep secrets? how well?

i do and alright

44 favorite animal

dogs

45 what is love to you?

what kind of. question is this. in my good neighborhood

46 future children name?

who could say? also will i even have kids

47 favorite color

magenta

48 favorite movie

i dont watch a lot of movies? but fuck ok the lego batman movie is an absolute masterpiece. spiderman hoco was rlly good n like. fantastic beasts?

49 cuddles or kisses?

sorry cant relate

50 if you could have any person in the world over for dinner, who would be?

laura jane grace probably

51 someone to bring back from the dead

nobody

52 lipstick or lipgloss?

neither

53 are you street smart or book smart?

i’d like to say both

54 your biggest strength

55 favorite sport

when i used 2 play sports touch rugby was def my favorite , i like swimming also and skiing

56 favorite drink?

green tea arizona, milk, red bull, chai tea, also fucking boba

57 favorite winter activity

goin skiing

58 last time you went abroad

does living abroad count because like the last time i was out of the country was right before i moved back which was just over 3 years ago

59 favorite dessert

who knowz

60 favorite artist

lmao idk if yr noticing a trend but i dont actually genuinely have ‘favorites’ of anything so like. who could say but this photography exhibit by ryan mcginley was @ the museum of contemporary art downtown for a while n it was just a Large Mood

61 favorite singer/band

im gonna do plural i guess uhhh am!, war on women, op ivy, dk, the clash, chernobyl babies, panic, hozier, bad suns, thgc

62 favorite dancing song

who knows

63 favorite crying song

already answered

64 do you wear glasses?

no

65 first thing you do when you wake up

feed my fish

66 how long do u usually sleep for?

school nights like 7.5 hrs and on weekends who knows

67 one thing you lost and you want back

am i still bitter about losing my red gameboy advanced as a kid? probably

68 biggest fear

i don’t fuck w ghosts or demons but like i absolutely cant stand spiders n other bugs with too many legs

69 favorite carnival ride

the spinning swing thing?? the like merry-go-round xtreme yknow . yeah that one i live for that (i h8 roller coasters lol)

70 do u have birthmarks or scars?

yeah both

71 favorite childhood memory

one of my favorite things to do when it rained when i was a kid was go to the playground in my neighborhood and go on the slides and pretend it was a waterpark?? 

72 what do u think about during a storm?

i fuckin love storms so im usually like damn its rainin a lot but this is lit

73 one word to describe your life?

wack

74 craziest thing ever done

i don’t really consider anything i do to be that crazy but probably like what could be classified as crazy is giving myself all my tattoos? /tattooing other people? 

75 do u have piercings or tattoos?

i have three tats, 2 on my left hand and one on my hip n my ears are pierced

76 favorite flower

sunflowers just because they can get so fuckin tall and every time i see a sunflower thats like . over 4ft im like :00000, 

77 do u have any pets?

a betta named oswald & a dog

78 describe your style

uhhh punk/alternative bc i dont always wear my gear

79 choose one thing to change about yourself

sure do wish i wasnt sewerslidal 

80 do u play any musical instruments?

used 2 play trumpet

81 if your life was a movie would it be a comedy, a rom-com, action film or drama?

either a drama/comedy depending on what ur focusing on idk like i do a lot of dumb shit but im also a sad boi yknow

82 do u prefer dark, dramatic makeup or natural makeup?

dont wear makeup

83 favorite perfume

i dont wear perfume but like i wear old spice krakengard if that counts for anything

84 biggest fandom

i dont really. identify with any fandoms? yikes

85 favorite YouTuber(s)

nathan zed and any slam poetry vids

86 OTP

no

87 country, state where you were born

kentucky, usa

88 your parent’s name

i’m like ,,,, not going to answer this one 

89 favorite snack

already answered

90 pasta or pizza

pasta honestly

91 pen or pencil

pen

92 blue or black ink

i use both

93 paper books or electronic books?

i don’t have a preference but i usually read paper

94 history or geography?

history? 

95 pastel or neon

neon 

97  soap or body wash

soap

98  conditioner, no conditioner, or 2 in 1 shampoo & conditioner

i condition like once every 2 weeks so usually none

99 singing in the shower or not

not rlly

100  listen to music while bathing or silence

music usually

101  blow dry, towel dry, or air dry your hair

air dry

102 morning or night showers?

night showers wtf