adore-gregor 2 years ago
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#being sick sucks#just like why?? did this need to happen??#馃槕#it's not even so much being sick itself which sucks but all the things it ruins for you 馃槶馃槶#altough yesterday i felt quite rough really bad headache which makes you feel like run over and bad sore throat#but i can ignore these things quite well if i distract myself yeah so it's alright#i do feel a lot better today after i ate a whole lot because yesterday i didn't eat anything besides lunch bc my sore throat hurt sm#it still hurts but the headache is gone and the groggy feeling mostly#but i had a date today with this guy from uni or i'm fairly sure it would have been one bc i do think he likes me like he texts me everyday#well i couldn't go 馃槶馃槶 i had to reject him we would have gone to the gym and then to watch a tv series he would have cooked for me...#gym even if i'm better now is not a good idea with a bad cold and i wouldn't like to pass it on to him whatever i have#but i feel so bad now 馃槶馃ズ and he saw my message but hasn't responded yet :( i'm so afraid he now thinks i'm not interested 馃槗#because we tried so long to meet again by now but i had exams and had to study#i told him in two weeks if we can reaarrange but maybe that was not well worded because it's so long but my uni scedule 馃ゲ#and i was really looking forward to it#anyways i also had to skip a class yesterday with attendance and now i can only miss it one more time 馃ゲ#what if i get covid again and would be positive so long that i miss two classes should i just go to class with covid wtf#otherwise failing this class#i so hope nothing will happen again and i just went to class today and tomorrow i will too because i can't risk missing more classes#and i do feel better so it's alright i think it's hardly covid more like a bad cold#and everyone in my classes was sick my friend who sits next to me maybe i got it from her 馃槄#also i was so motivated for studying this week now all my plans fell apart 馃槳#and i still can't do sports hopefully tomorrow or friday at the very least hopefully on the weekend because i have tennis practice then#i wanted to play tennis with a guy this week even twice but no#today would have been my workout day but ig if i do it by friday i can still finish the schedule until sunday#basically all my plans for this week were useless i feel so behind on so many things how am i ever gonna catch up again#i wanted to do 3-4.5 hours of studying every day but all i did is my homework :((#i might study a bit for the medicine entrance exam now i guess it's better than nothing#how being sick can mess up your whole schedule and progress it sucks sm :((#you see i'm feeling very sorry for myself 馃槄 ignore
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syrupsyche 4 days ago
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Chapter 2 of "Even If There Are Monsters" Director's Commentary
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I wrote a Les Mis 脳 Dracula AU! You can find the commentary for Chapter 1 here.
Now onto Chapter 2!
Combeferre as the Dr. Seward-figure is kinda funny to me 馃槶 because I feel like they'd have HATED each other. And is a big reason why I didn't have a Renfield character either; not only would the Renfield side plot taken way too much time, but I also wholeheartedly believe that Combeferre would not have been an asylum director 馃様. So a regular doctor he is!
Speaking of Combeferre, that implied One-sided Combeferre/Enjolras tag is a callback to Lucy's rejection of Dr. Seward. Didn't include the scene bc its fanfiction; readers would already be familiar with Combeferre鈥檚 personality! No need for any humiliation /lh. But for those curious in the lore of this AU, Combeferre had indeed confessed to Enjolras years ago, only to be kindly rejected. Clearly their friendship has not suffered, but Combeferre will always be a little fond of him. As we can see in the later chapters.
There's a lot of build-up around Enjolras's illness and his relationship with Grantaire, firstly bc yay exR 鉂わ笍 and secondly, I've always loved the parallel between Arthur/Lucy and Jonathan/Mina, and though both couples deserve happy endings, A/L was simply just the right person, not enough time trope 馃様 and so I wanted to gun for this parallel even further by having exR and marisette go on the same "journey": one side of the couple suffering/missing, while the other is frantic with worry.
Anyone familiar with Dracula would also know I've completely mucked up the vampire lore/logic/timeline of the OG novel too. Well, with Renfield gone and me not wanting to basically regurgitate plot, I figured I'd just create my own vampire lore 馃槶 They can come in uninvited now apparently! Yay!
Prouvaire as the Van Helsing-figure also means that he is now their equal instead of a High Ranking Professor with Multiple PhDs Etc. Thus, he has a personal stake in the matter from the very beginning, making him hesitate when investigating bc surely his friend couldn't be going through what he thinks he's going through...right? And also makes for a great friendship with Cosette! I love writing the both of them together; they would have had tons of lovely conversations in canon 馃 too bad they're left to face the Horrors here.
This was a shorter commentary than yesterday's but tbf, this chapter is quite short in generally. Was unsure where to cut it but decided to do so just before the next rising action (sleepwalking outdoors!) Hope you guys enjoyed nevertheless :D
Come and find the next chapter's commentary tmr!!
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baekhvuns 2 years ago
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Mingi is actually yellow-orange-PINK?! So he didn't technically lie when he said his hair was pink, holy fucking shit I appreciate your dedication Mingi 馃槏 and Hwa had black hair for so long, now he's on the next level that I didn't know was achievable
Right Jennie we see you 馃槈 TASTE, but yes please change the passwords protect your photos like I protect Seonghwa pcs wkheisgdusueyehshs. Seriously someone sue them for invasion of privacy and possibly posting fake photos 馃槶
Lmao tbh all the HP ships were shit in retrospect, like I did not care for them at all. I remember reading Drarry and Dramione fanfiction when I was 12-14 though. Truly on that enemies to lovers shit
K-trauma oh no, not another one :////
I think some idols are in their stripteasers era, well good for them, but it's just...abs lmao WE GET ITTTTTT. How about you sing something good 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
Wait pink tux??? You mean from that BTS cover or did I miss something? By BWY I meant Be With You btw soz for the confusion lolol. But agreed bring back the pink!
Yup we got a lot of black hair Hwa fics, and the white hair just fits better with the royal theme imo (and I'm biased too, but shhhh). I feel like he might be gone once you post that fic, so it's gonna be a bittersweet situation 馃挃 oh yeah I can imagine reader is gonna make him very IMPURE
Our Shawol and Exo-l Hwa <3 but omg this man is unable to listen to songs that aren't sentimental. I can't listen to most of his recommendations, because I'll be falling asleep or falling into depression 馃槄
The characters in Love in Contract are interesting, I love miss lady Min Young, she's serving. The cat hates Hae Jin, but loves the other lead, of course (a metaphor for him not getting the other Jamie perhaps 馃挃馃挃馃挃) udyhsjshehaha that man is a loser 馃グ ngl PMY and GKP characters are kinda cute together (though I don't get how she fell for him despite barely getting a word out of him for years lmao), but what is he hiding, hmmm. I bet it's a red herring, he can't be a psycho. His story seems sad... But why couldn't KJY get that role 馃槶 why does he have to be childhood reject... it's fine tho I'm gonna take the pathetic man <3333 at least he's funny and dumb and hot. And yes for the 馃嚚馃嚘 mention!
Me when Seonghwa's arms. CATBOYS
Thinking some delulu thoughts actually... I will not say a word tho
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Hey, Ateez anime OST?! Finally! Though I'm not sure if I'm gonna watch it, Lookism was alright ay first, bu then...
P.S. I don't even like Avatar but I watched the re-master on Saturday 馃憖 - DV 馃挅
hi hello!!!
Mingi is actually yellow-orange-PINK?! So he didn't technically lie when he said his hair was pink, holy fucking shit I appreciate your dedication Mingi 馃槏 and Hwa had black hair for so long, now he's on the next level that I didn't know was achievable
mingi is so iconic, the presence, the style, the taste this man has everything ,,, SEONGHWA JUST EXCEEDS EVERY TIME HE BREATHES if he goes blue like this and this i am going to start making this man my religion
Right Jennie we see you 馃槈 TASTE, but yes please change the passwords protect your photos like I protect Seonghwa pcs wkheisgdusueyehshs. Seriously someone sue them for invasion of privacy and possibly posting fake photos 馃槶
THE IMMACULATE TASTE IN MEN AND FASHION,, DFGHLBRFOUV U MUST BE PROTECTING UR HWA PC'S WITH TRIPLE VERIFICATION LOCKS 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶 no literally why arent the companies doing shit 馃槶馃槶馃槶 like arent u embarrassed pls 馃槶馃槶
Lmao tbh all the HP ships were shit in retrospect, like I did not care for them at all. I remember reading Drarry and Dramione fanfiction when I was 12-14 though. Truly on that enemies to lovers shit
i agree BUT THAT DRACO HERMOINE ONE ESP BC IT WAS AN ETL,,, u would be surprised to know i have never read any harry potter fics just vibes only
K-trauma oh no, not another one :////
k-trauma with konfusion <3
I think some idols are in their stripteasers era, well good for them, but it's just...abs lmao WE GET ITTTTTT. How about you sing something good 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
LMFAOOOOO THEIR STRIPPER ERA AND THEY GETTING PAID !!! but some idols in their feet showing era like ayo pls put the grippers away 馃槶馃槶馃槶 LSDGHLAEEIUG LAST PART I AGREE 1000% like limitless was such a good song where did we go wrong nct pls 馃槶馃槶馃槶
Wait pink tux??? You mean from that BTS cover or did I miss something? By BWY I meant Be With You btw soz for the confusion lolol. But agreed bring back the pink!
i am jared and i cannot read <3 no no pls i was the on who got it wrong gjkghhgqh BUT BE WITH U WAS NOT THE STAR DV WAS !!! back to the pink tux, he looked like he was about to perform exo's love me right in those tuxes 馃槶馃槶馃槶
Yup we got a lot of black hair Hwa fics, and the white hair just fits better with the royal theme imo (and I'm biased too, but shhhh). I feel like he might be gone once you post that fic, so it's gonna be a bittersweet situation 馃挃 oh yeah I can imagine reader is gonna make him very IMPURE
i agree so many black haired hwa fics will do white this time! OH HE DEF WILL BE BC IM STRUGGLING TO GET THIS YUNHO FIC DONE 馃槶馃槶馃槶 so will start the hwa on in nov <3,,, y/n about to make him go crazy <3
Our Shawol and Exo-l Hwa <3 but omg this man is unable to listen to songs that aren't sentimental. I can't listen to most of his recommendations, because I'll be falling asleep or falling into depression 馃槄
the best combo truly >>>> nO BC HIS RECS ARE THOSE EMOTIONAL TEAR JERKING BALLADS AND LIKE ????? IS HE OK???? HE GOES FROM BALLADS TO CALL ME BABY???? BRO???
The characters in Love in Contract are interesting, I love miss lady Min Young, she's serving. The cat hates Hae Jin, but loves the other lead, of course (a metaphor for him not getting the other Jamie perhaps 馃挃馃挃馃挃) udyhsjshehaha that man is a loser 馃グ ngl PMY and GKP characters are kinda cute together (though I don't get how she fell for him despite barely getting a word out of him for years lmao), but what is he hiding, hmmm. I bet it's a red herring, he can't be a psycho. His story seems sad... But why couldn't KJY get that role 馃槶 why does he have to be childhood reject... it's fine tho I'm gonna take the pathetic man <3333 at least he's funny and dumb and hot. And yes for the 馃嚚馃嚘 mention!
omg she is serving, her outfits too!! but ngl there seems to be something off about her 馃槶馃槶馃槶
聽(a metaphor for him not getting the other Jamie perhaps 馃挃馃挃馃挃)
why would u do this to me.聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽聽
NO BUT ISNT JAEYOUNG LIKE TALLER THAN THE FRIDGE WHAT THE HECK,,, the story for the ceo really seems so sad, tbh all three seem ot have quite sad stories聽at least he's funny and dumb and hot. ur so right
Me when Seonghwa's arms. CATBOYS
ABOUT TO EAT HIM LITERALLY聽
Thinking some delulu thoughts actually... I will not say a word tho
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THIS IS LIVE FOOTAGE OF HOW CEO PARK SEONGHWA TEXTS聽
Hey, Ateez anime OST?! Finally! Though I'm not sure if I'm gonna watch it, Lookism was alright ay first, bu then...
P.S. I don't even like Avatar but I watched the re-master on Saturday 馃憖 - DV 馃挅
RIGHT FINALLY AND FOR SUCH A BIG PRODUCTION TOO!! never even heard of the webtoon tbh 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶 i think i liked avatar when it first came out but then it got overhyped and the interest faded hfd but hopefully the new one brings it back it聽
vampire hwa????
my agenda has been accomplished聽
WHAT IS GOING ON
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