#weight. the only reason i manage to stay at 62 is because i'm at a relatively stress-free period and the moment i start doing
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#tw: ed#i don't have an ed and this isn't actually about ed but i didn't know what else to use for the warning and i figured people with ed might be#affected by reading this and that's why i used this tw#anyway#i just can't help but thinking that i want to lose weight. and like. i know that it makes no sense from a rational pov. i even think that#from a moral pov it would be wrong because it's against everything i believe in and i don't want to encourage others to do the same#but it's so hard to fight this will.. especially when you spend so much time on social media and see pictures of skinny celebrities and i#influencers. i just wish i could look like that. i'm a healthy and fit person and my face is alright but i always feel like i'm not pretty#enough. i wish i was beautiful. i wish i could wear all the cute clothes i wanna wear and look like the people on instagram. i wish my face#wasn't so round. it looks so bad in pictures. i just. there is no reason for me to lose weight.. i know that. i weigh 62 kilos and i eat two#meals a day and a snack and i work out regularly. there is no way for me to weigh less without dieting but i can barely even keep my current#weight. the only reason i manage to stay at 62 is because i'm at a relatively stress-free period and the moment i start doing#stressful things i gain weight immediately... like there is literally no way for me to be a thinner person and stay that way long term but i#just can't let go of this idea.. i've been struggling with this literally my entire life.. i just can't unlearn this shitty beauty standard#and it's literally everywhere.. i'm so jealous when i see people who clearly have never had to struggle with weight loss and are just#naturally skinny.....
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