#we've planned to get together every saturday (or sunday sometimes) but something's come up legit every time
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#sometimes college is silently sobbing while doing your dishes at 4am in the bathroom you share with five other people#until one of said 5 other people comes in to use the toilet so u Put That On Pause & both just Mind Ur Business Really Hard until they leave#and then get right back to what you were doing lmfaooo#i was so fckin grateful for my mask lmfao - plus they were clearly half-asleep ¬ wearing their glasses so idk if theydve noticed anyway😂#im fine dw!! just. a bit depressy and anxious & overwhelmed in general .....and i also really fuckin miss my partner lmfao#i havent gotten to spend literally ANY time with them outside of momentary passing/work/rehearsals since that first day we were back#we've planned to get together every saturday (or sunday sometimes) but something's come up legit every time#so its been. over a month... ugh. and its clear theyre exhausted and Really Going Thru It too.#and i want to be there for them and help if i can!!#but also literally the ONLY time theyve got to rest at ALL is also the only time theyve got to spend with me... and i dont#want to be just ANOTHER thing on their plate to juggle/worry abt!! and theyve said that im not & could never be but iiiim not convinced lmao#and theyve also been really clear that its not them avoiding me and shit so ik i shouldnt be worried abt that but. My Brain Is Mean And Loud#and also Full Of Love And Sad#so. sobbing while doing dishes at 4am it is ig lmfaooo#we MIGHT be able to hang out tmrw(/technically today hsjfhfk) but i also want them to Get Some god-Damn Rest so. who knows lmfao#ahh... oversharing online my beloved#what would i do without you??
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