#we're not gonna dig too deeply into that one! lmao

[yellowlaboratory]

Annie my love, I'd love to pick your brain on all of these for the ao3 wrapped game, but I'll pick some! ❤️

18, 19 (I'm looking at this like any pairings within a fandom or a different fandom! Let me hear it all!), 26, 28

diana my love!!! you are an angel and I adore you always

18. The character that gave you the most trouble writing this year?

uhhhh okay this is a hard one but i think I'm going to have to go with Fez from Euphoria. i am completely enamored with him (and Lexi) but I can't ever seem to get him quite right, so I've never published anything for them. usually, when I'm starting to write for a new show/ship, I write a bunch of little snippets that never really see the light of day, and I word vomited a lot of those types of thoughts into my google doc folder. Fez has a very distinct voice, and that usually helps me find a character, but for some reason, I just wasn't able to. Every time i wrote something, it didn't feel quite right. I think this might also have to do with the fact that I haven't re-watched s2 of Euphoria in its entirety since it came out. watching Euphoria is kind of like…. emotionally draining, lmao.

19. What’s one pairing you want to explore next year?

ohh!! in terms of new pairings.... well, I'm finishing Wednesday right now, and I have a predisposition to a certain ship, so I'm thinking I might find a little inspiration there (but also… i think the fandom is vvveeeryyy split between the ships so we'll see). I also want to actually try to publish a Nancy/Ace fic next year!! I have one that's like 75% written, and we'll see if I can get it the rest of the way. oh - and I want to finish the spideychelle fic I've been working on since NWH came out. These are all lofty goals, lmao. other than that, with s3 Jiara and s4 Rina fast approaching.... I'm really, REALLY excited to see what kind of inspiration the new content might bring. next year is gonna be wild I'M SO EXCITED.

26. What’s your most common category?

i might be a dumbass ("might" lmao) but i confused myself about what category means so I'm just gonna take it to mean tag. my most common tag is JJ Maybank/Kiara Carrera (shocker), and I think other than that, I've used "so slow it's almost no burn" a couple times. i have a brand to maintain, people. other than that, the way i tag fics is completely and utterly unhinged so most of my tags are like "margaritas as a love language" or something equally useless that i only use once.

28. Favorite work you wrote this year?

i think my favorite might be turn it right around, even though it's not quite finished. i wrote it in a haze after s3. sometimes, I get this compulsive need to get a fic out of my system (if that sounds insane it's cause it is asdlkjfhasdkjf i get blinders on and i can't focus on another fic for so long). anyways, it's a very specific feeling and it's only happened with pltc, trun it right around, and one other fic that i never ended up publishing, but those are usually the ones that mean the most to me personally. plus, you know my love for circular plotlines and self-callbacks, and I really let myself lean into that again in this fic, especially in the last chapter. there are parts of it I am very excited about aksdjfhlksjdf

ao3 wrapped!

[satorusluver]

Minors DNI

Reader x Sukuna smut

Warnings: Degradation, name calling (slut, whore), dubcon(?)

Idk, I'm not super familiar with all the warning terms but there's definitely an unhealthy power dynamic with the reader being implied to be a servant/concubine. I mean, this is Sukuna we're talking about, if you're not into sexy villainous assholes why would you be reading this? Lmao

Never written degradation before but Sukuna is hot and evil so I figured I'd branch out a little. This was pretty experimental for me, hopefully it's not terrible lol.

True form Ryomen Sukuna who takes you roughly from behind, one pair of hands firmly gripping your ass, sharp nails digging into the skin slightly as he forces your hips back and forth so fast, using you as little more than a fleshlight. His other pair of hands cups your breasts, pinching and tugging on your nipples until they become all puffy. Lewd, sloppy, wet sounds can be heard from your sopping cunt as he pounds into you. And the sounds coming from Sukuna's mouth are almost more animalistic than human, deep growls and snarls and occasional cruel laughter when you whimper.

"Such a greedy cunt, it's c-clenching around me so hard, fuck." His voice is low and gruff, and each thrust is harder than the last. "I'm gonna fill this little cunt to the fucking brim with my cum, you hear me? Don't you fucking dare ask me to pull out."

He grins down at where his dick is disappearing into your wet hole, each thrust causing you to take his length all the way until the black rings around the base of his cock are hidden inside you. His hips snap back and forth, going as deeply as possible each time, and your eyes water at the feeling of the fat head of his dick ramming against your cervix. You whine, trembling beneath him at the mix of pleasure and pain his brutal pace causes you.

"Aww, does that hurt? Is it too much for my filthy little slut to take?" Sukuna mocks you, his face twisted into a cruel grin. "Well that's too fucking bad, because you're mine, you understand that? It's your job to take me, every. last. inch." He growls the last few words in time with his thrusts.

"The only reason I even kept you is because of this fucking tight little hole you have here. Fucking sucks my cock right in every single time, shit."

His words are so fucking mean but his thrusts are so perfectly angled at your g-spot that you find yourself cumming around his dick, your inner walls clamping down on him, covering his length in your slick as you cry out his name.

"That's a good little whore. Fuck, I love when you tighten around me like that."

So many hands, one grabbing you by the back of your hair and pressing your face into the pillow, another still roughly pawing at your breast, another holding your waist to keep you in place, and yet another delivering a hard slap to your ass that has you yelping out in surprise.

And Sukuna has endless stamina, he'll fuck you until your hole is overflowing with his cum. Until you can't hold yourself up anymore, and you're nothing but a panting mess lying helpless on the bed, your sore, overused pussy leaking trails of his thick, white seed down your thighs.

"Look at you," Sukuna says as he stares down at the mess he's made of you, his voice taking on the closest thing to softness it's probably capable of. You think you might be imagining one of his hands running along your lower back in a way that could almost be described as gentle.

"You always take me so well, my pretty little cockslut. Such a good little servant, I think I'll keep you around for quite a while."

[cthonicascendant]

<<oooh, fun questions~>>

<<so, i'm going to do these out of order, for the reason that... okay, honestly, a LOT of this hinges on the answer to topic 6. as in, it was one of the first headcanons we ever had about eridan, from like. practically the moment of his introduction. so it ended up informing pretty much every headcanon we had afterwards. (also, like, i have permission to keep it real with you: the headmate list does not completely list every system member. we have an eridan fictive, so like... we're using headcanon VERY loosely here lmao we actually know the guy.)>>

<<also this is super long and slightly disjointed. we're gonna cut the post here, more underneath.>>

<<so. why does he live above the water: his gills are fucked. it's a genetic malformation - karkat really did not do a great job with the whole ectobiology thing. he can still breathe underwater, but it's uncomfortable at best and leaves him lightheaded after a while. so, he lives above water, because it would be the worst kind of irony for a seadweller to drown. (more like death by very slow oxygen deprivation, but still.) this is also why he wears a scarf all the time, it hides his gills. seems silly, but this is alternia, and I get the impression they wouldn't tolerate a mutation like that in a seadweller. not sure why. /sarcasm>>

<<alright, so. the other core headcanon here is that he is an insecure, overemotional, and melodramatic little shit. he is not cool or confident and anyone who has ever thought that needs to just fucking reread the comic instead of arguing with me. (no, seriously, i have hit the back button on that fic before, and i will do it again.) if he can whine about it, if he can make a production about it, if he can do literally anything that is not blunt, open, and honest communication about it... he will. (he also deeply resents this paragraph and is generously allowing me to leave it in.)>>

>.i'm just going to butt in here. .that is a terrible foundation for any sort of relationship. .but especially moirallegiance. .if your partner is not capable of digging through the bullshit to figure out what you actually mean.<

<<yep. so let's just slide right into that relationship with fef, now that we've gotten the two core premises of my eridan ampora down.>>

<<i can't really explain their relationship without getting into the headcanon of how they met: namely, at somewhere around two or three sweeps old, feferi has to hunt for her lusus. (headcanon is that typically heiresses are hatched about seven to eight sweeps apart, so when the current heiress is going to challenge the empress, the next heiress has to start feeding gl'bgolyb. gl'bgolyb is big enough she can take care of the next heiress while still minding the current one.) anyways, make a long story short, she tries to kill eridan's lusus.>>

<<he ends up feeling pity for her, because she fails miserably and is understandably very upset about this, and offers to help her. his lusus can fly, he's learning how to shoot, it's perfect, it's like he was destined to help her. (the melodramatics started early.) obviously, he successfully made his case.>>

<<they weren't moirails until a few perigees after meeting, though. anyways, point i want to get at is this is not the best foundation for any sort of relationship. eridan kind of feels like he HAS to be "useful" to feferi, y'know? i don't know if he ever really shakes that sense of obligation, either.>>

<<like, i truly don't think they would have any sort of close relationship if it weren't for the whole gl'bgolyb situation - they are WAY too different personality-wise. fef is a lot more genuine, and that doesn't mix well with eridan's theatricality. she just doesn't have the patience for his carp. never mind her ideas of what culling should be - eridan has negative desire to take care of someone weaker than him, and if you consider my gill headcanon, he ALSO has no desire to BE culled in ANY sense of the word.>>

<<speaking of the gill headcanon - he never tells feferi. she thinks the living on land is just him being a LITTL-E hypocritical when he wants to kill all the landdwellers, that the scarf is just a fashion thing, and so are the glasses. (he actually needs the glasses too.)>>

<<i don't think eridan CONSCIOUSLY sees her as a means to an end? the end being his continued existence. i think he does actually care about her. the problem is, he doesn't, hmm... 100% trust her, or entirely see her as FEFERI and not THE HEIRESS, if that makes sense? he puts her on a pedestal.>>

<<personally, i think they'd make good kismeses. i think they both care about the other just enough to not actually WANT the other dead under ordinary circumstances - i have so many opinions about the meteor but we're not going there yet - but they're just too diametrically opposed to not end up hating each other at some point. tbh, i think in canon fef is already well on the way to hating eridan even before they break up. eridan's got a little catching up to do, but like. i could see him flipping pitch, even in a no-SGRUB AU. i dunno, the idea compels me.>>

<<as to why he wanted to kill all the landdwellers: i'mma keep it real with you, i kind of got the impression that - purely doylist analysis here - the genocide thing was meant to be a contrast to feferi's idea of culling. i don't think there was really any deep thought put into why eridan would be genocidal by hussie, and it makes it a frustrating character trait to try to work with when even from a purely canon standpoint eridan just doesn't seem THAT committed to it.>>

<here's why i do not get the impression he seriously wants to accomplish that goal. for one, you don't keep commissioning the same troll who keeps giving you devices that fail. for two, you also probably don't commission a landdweller to make the device to kill all landdwellers, since there's a very strong likelihood that they'll sabotage the device to begin with out of basic self-preservation. for three, he makes exceptions. now, admittedly, we all saw how well that turned out in the end, but i am not getting into it about the meteor yet. and, okay, i do need to reread canon because it's been a couple years since my last readthrough, but i can't recall him ever actually giving a reason beyond "landdwwellers suck" (paraphrased heavily, i'm sure) in the comic itself. which isn't really a reason.>>

<<like, okay, at least with my gill headcanon you then get the motivation of proving he's just as much a seadweller as any other. if he can just figure out how to kill all landdwellers without affecting anyone violet or fuchsia blooded, then doesn't that make him a seadweller too? even if actually living underwater would kill him slowly? it's a fucking stupid ass motivation - shut up, eridan, it is and you know it - like i cannot even grant it "cool motive, still murder" status... but at least it's a motive.>>

<<it kind of boils down to "this is what happens when an emotionally unstable person with a predisposition towards choosing violence is raised in a society that tells him he's better (and worse) than everyone else by virtue of genetic lottery". it's about proving he's a proper seadweller, however you'd like to interpret that. also, honestly, just a smidge of teenage melodramatics about how if he kills all the landdwellers they will stop tossing garbage into the fucking ocean he swims in. and, i think, to go back to his relationship with fef for a bit, an unconscious one is he wanted her to try harder to stop him or convince him not to? (i'm personally not sure what more she could have done, but. emotions are not logical, y'know?)>>

<<alright, i'm gonna pause here because this is like. fifteen paragraphs and took me nearly three days. there's more. there is so much more. i am so nervous about posting this. i haven't talked headcanons in YEARS.>>

Also I’m curious about your headcanons for Eridan :3

<<we are going to need a little more guidance than that because, uh...>>

[ID: a gif of two men sitting across from each other. one of the men pulls out a scroll and unrolls it. the scroll bounces along the floor as it unrolls, and it is covered in small text.]

<<we weren't kidding when we said we have a lot... like. so many. and i'm really not sure where to begin.>>