#we'll see how we feel tomorrow

[kakashihasibs]

I'm very glad I'm as stable in my sobriety as i am bc i am definitely having cravings but I'm still able to think that it's not the answer.

[possibly-in-wonderland]

Fuck it, we're sharing our vent post because apparently there's a bunch of people that think the same way. - Kat

cw: alice venting and ranting and generally being a conspiracy theorist about congress and also having a mild anxiety attack (and just generally panicking about existence and fearing about being abandoned again).

nonononono

what if

nonono

why are we living in this world with all these bastards

what if the muskrat's the unvoted president

look at how much leeway he has

he can't be president because he's an immigrant

so they work around it

what if tr*mp's acting like the king and musk is like a prime minister. because the king's just there for show but the prime minister's the one with the leash.

oh my god oh my god

i know i sound crazy but bear with me. entertain my delusions for a second. because it makes sense.

what if tr*mp gets angry about the "president musk" jokes because it hits too close to the truth? and he's just saying "it's mocking me" to save face or something?

i have too many theories. i can't help it. i'm naturally a conspiracy theorist, just not one of the "vaccines cause autism" ones. but this just makes too much sense.

please let me just be delusional.

please let me just be delusional.

please let me just be delusional.

i'm delusional and this isn't real. none of this is real. kamala won but we still ended up moving to new mexico anyway because deserts are beautiful and everyone's safe and happy. we're all safe. we're all happy. safe and happy because we just fucking are. because it's your birthday and your gift is happiness and life and friends and happy birthday, honey. i love you very, very, very, very much.

i don't even know where i'm going with this i don't wanna be here, i lost track of this post several paragraphs ago i'm just scared.

i've been scared since november.

it got worse in january.

it just gets worse every day.

the people that actually read this are just gonna see this and block us because "oh, she's a fucking delusional theorist and she won't stop talking politics i should have never been their friend" YEAH AND I HOPE I'M WRONG. I PRAY I'M WRONG. NOTHING'S FELT REAL IN MONTHS. I DON'T WANT TO THINK LIKE THIS. I WANNA GO BACK INTO MY VOID WHERE I CAN'T BE PERCEIVED. BUT NO, I'M HERE AND I DON'T WANNA POST THIS BUT I NEED TO GET MY BRAIN OUT. THIS IS A FUCKING VENT POST FOR A REASON.

"you need to back away from politics for your own mental health."

I FUCKING CAN'T.

I NEED TO KNOW HOW FUCKED I AM BECAUSE UNFORTUNATELY, THE DUMBASSES IN CONGRESS LIKE TO FUCK PEOPLE IN THE ASS WITH AN UNLUBED CACTUS IN THE DEAD HEAT OF SUMMER.

i feel like everyone has real reasons to vent like having shit family or something and i can't help what causes me to freak the fuck out. i can't help being scared of nazi-fascist-dictator-wannabe-hitlers.

i can't help being scared to lose our friends.

i can't help being scared to die.

i don't wanna die anymore.

[nostalgic-shamefest]

Idk if I told you but I've been slowly losing my sanity this past year, and my mind decided to concoct a diaz family narrative. I've finally decided to unleash it on the world. Here you go I guess

The Diaz predicament

Chapters: 2/? (We'll see how I decide to split it)

Summary: An unexpected visit to L.A. sets off a series of events, that slowly unravels the past and present of the Diaz family.

Eddie's entire life gets layed bare and everything is about to change.

Warnings: drug addiction, mentions of csa down the line

[autumnrory]

woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done

[quietlyblooms]

on a separate note, i'm in the mood for starters, so!! please tap the heart for a lil something! i ask that multi's specify, otherwise your starter may be vague rather than personalized. i may also approach you for a little bit of plotting if i can't think of a fun scenario on my own, though this will mainly apply if we have yet to write together. sometimes it's just easier if i have an idea of how our muses will interact with each other!

there will be a tentative cap of 5, though i may write more if i feel up to it!

[seiwas]

just finished 5/6 scenes and wc is now at 11.5k ! 🥹

[izzy-b-hands]

Trying to make my brain do anything today has just been case after case of 'well, half-assed is better than nothing I guess.'

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[dalishthunder]

Saw Hadestown recently and I cant stop thinking about GEO Cronus as Orpheus and the reader as Eurydice. Suddenly, ''All I've Ever Known' and Wait For Me' hits different

On the flipside, a reader Persephone and Hades Dualscar is also very fun to imagine

I've never seen Hadestown, but I have been playing Hades a lot recently so I very much could see both of these dynamics

The role of the muse

The role of desire

fucking love this so much! Now I kind of want to ddo a dualscar oneshot based off of this concept

[reikunrei]

it's done

[deanpinterester]

alright i never rly want to get into TLOU stuff because there is shrimply too much discourse in there but how do we feel about the castings so far

[the-kipsabian]

writing this fic makes me want to shake something so badly (positive)

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

"I'm not hypomanic," I say at midnight after spending a day downing a huge coffee, energy drink, and soda, on the first day in months I got to experience sunshine

[lovelaceisntdead]

I have watched episode one.

[ccsainzleclerc5516]

Co Parents To Lovers Again (part 2)

Pairing: Charles Leclerc x reader

Warnings: fluff (smut in the next part)

part 1

It's been three days since the unfortunate misunderstanding with Charles and you haven't heard from him at all since.

You were overthinking the whole situation that happened on Sunday and couldn't come to any proper conclusion. At the same time, you were sad because he thought you would bring someone else into your bed, even though it wasn't your shared bed anymore, but you couldn't believe that he thought so little of you after all the years you'd spent together.

And yet on the other hand, you were thinking like any woman, you were glad that he was jealous and that the very thought of someone replacing him bothered him because that only meant he wasn't over you and that he still wanted to make things right between you two. Basically, you were torn between your brain and your heart once again and it was just a matter of what would prevail between the two this time.

Even though deep down you knew you couldn't fight yourself. You broke up over some disagreements that when you look at things more closely weren't worth destroying your relationship and your little family. You were both stubborn, he was a little too possessive, you were lacking in understanding, parenting, you spent most of your time alone with Lou and everything came together and exploded.

Now that you look back on the whole year you spent without him, you know that as hard as it is sometimes to be with him, it's ten times harder to be without him. You realize that you both made a rash decision, but then again maybe it had to happen only to make you realize how much you need each other in every way possible.

It's Wednesday night and while you're preparing tonight's dinner and tomorrow's lunch, Lou is sitting at the dining room table drawing. Soon your cooking is interrupted by the ringing of your phone on the kitchen island. A strange feeling comes over you as you wipe your hands on a dish towel and look at your phone only to see Charles' name on the screen.

You want to answer the phone, but you don't want the conversation to end in an argument so before you pick up the phone, you take a deep breath and try to calm down and strengthen your voice so it doesn't sound shaky.

"Hello?"

"Hey, it's me." He says it in a completely normal, calm tone and you're grateful for that.

"Hey, what's up?"

"Umm, I'm leaving tomorrow for the race so I was wondering if you could put Lou on the facetime so I can see her since I won't be able to have her for the weekend?" He asks.

"Sure, just let me switch to facetime."

Once you did, Charles face appeared on the screen and he smiled when he saw yours too. You tried to hide the blush on your face and quickly walked over to Lou putting the phone in front of her.

"Baby, daddy wants to talk to you" You said setting the phone in front of her and leaving them alone to talk.

Since the kitchen and dining room were connected, you went back into the kitchen and could hear everything the two of them were saying. You didn't want to eavesdrop, but you kinda did.

"Hey, daddy!" Lou exclaimed excitedly.

"Mon ange, what are you doing?"

"I'm drawing and-and mommy is cooking" She says.

"Yeah? What are you drawing?"

"I'm drawing you in a red car. See" She says putting up the paper in front of the camera for him to see.

"Good job, baby. It looks great!"

"It's for you, I will give it to you when you come get me" She says forgetting that she won't be spending the weekend with him.

"Thank you, baby, but unfortunately we won't be together this weekend because papa has to work, but we'll see each other next week, okay?"

"Oh.." She pouts.

"Don't be sad, we'll see each other very soon, okay? I miss you so much and I'm thinking of you all the time."

Your heart is completely softened by his words and the immeasurable amount of love he has for your daughter.

"I miss you too, daddy"

"Okay, baby. I'll talk to you soon, I love you."

"Bye, I love you too." She says waving her hand as he blows her a kiss.

You watch her from afar and see how her mood immediately changed when she heard that she wouldn't be seeing him. Shaken by emotions, you move closer to her and squat down next to her.

"What's wrong, bug?" You ask her.

She doesn't look at you but frowns looking down at drawing on the paper in front of her.

"I miss papa" She says, hear eyes filled with tears.

"Can I tell you a little secret?" You say and she nods. "I miss papa too." You whisper making her look at you.

"Would you like to watch him race this weekend?"

"You mean on the TV?" She asks.

"No, I mean how about we go and see him?" You suggest and her eyes light up.

"Really?!"

"Would you like that?"

"Yes, yes! And I can give him this!" She says excitedly and you chuckle at how sweet she is.

"Then we have a deal. Now, finish up your drawing and go wash your hands because dinner is almost ready okay?"

"Okay, mommy. Thank you"

Nothing can compare to the happiness you feel when you see your daughter happy. Both you and Charles would do anything for her, and that's why you decided to quickly run upstairs to your bedroom, turn the hoodie right side out.

When a print of an F1 car was visible on the black hoodie, you took a picture of it and sent it to Charles without any additional explanation, because you knew that everything would be clear as a day to him once he saw it.

After just a few minutes, your phone vibrated in your hands.

'Been looking for it for a while now..' Charles' message said.

'I really fucked up this time, didn't I?' He added.

'You kinda did.' You replied.

'I'm so sorry, y/n..'

'You're lucky your daughter adores you so much and you better send a plane for the two of us so we can make it to the race on time.'

part 3

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