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cappucosmico · 6 months ago

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the most devastating shit on earth is that i had a friend in middle school who was like my ride or die. but her only "social media" was Google Fucking Plus. so naturally i have lost her in the wastelands of that shitstorm. but i cannot find her ever again bc she has like The most common name on god's green earth so one facebook search for people with her name in the bronx yields like a million fucking results. so imagine if she's not even in the bronx anymore. 10 million results

#and if by some will from god she's out there wondering about me occasionally too She'd also be shit out of luck #bc my first name is different now. not even close to my birthname. and my last name is a nightmare #i didn't learn how to spell that shit until i was 6 and only so soon bc my mother set aside time to teach me specifically how to spell it #like it was its own school lesson. How to spell my own last name. so i'm not going to imagine someone could ever just Remember That #a decade down the fucking line #but i miss her often. she showed me inuyasha for the first time before rodan even did #we had the most awkward innocent scared quivering animal type lesbianism happening.#i would walk her home even though it meant making my 10 minute walk home into like 45 minutes #she lived in one of the projects and she snuck me in her apartment a few times when her dad wasn't home. that's when we watched inuyasha #one of my ''gifts'' i remember so specifically when we had decided we were dating is. i gave her. a tiny bag of chips.#blinks for a long time at you. i got her A Bag Of Chips.#💀😭 She should've killed me where i stood........#we once kissed because someone said they'd give us 20 dollars for it. We did not get the 20 dollars.#i was mad bc i wanted to split it with her and get snackies at the deli after school together or something. kills my elf #WAAAH i miss her. i miss da bronx too. one day i'm gonna drag rodan downstate to see it all #i want to take him to the bronx zoo and the botanical gardens. but also i just checked and nearly scumpt at the prices #37 DOLLARS..... 💀⁉️ i remember. (said oldly) i remember when it was. SEVEN DOLLARS!!!#whstever fucking happened to wednesdays you get in free. huh #i'm too scared to even look at the gardens now bc Nearly 40 tickets a person. oh My God. vomitworthy #wait oh my god what do thebuses and subway cost now. oh no oh no oh no #okay it's okay. it's a 40 cent difference. idr what a metrocard used to cost so it means nothing that it's a dollar now #but also Why the fuck do the express buses cost SEVEN DOLLARS.... 😭 brother bring that shit back down to five NEOW!!!#it's not even double the standard fare anymore. even if i round up the standard fare That's More Than Double. what #i hate inflation i hate inflation i hate #i'm rambling. walks away fast And my ass

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