#we haven't talked since the 3rd and it's not the 8th

[awolfnamedluna]

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[pathologicalreid]

𖤓 margotober masterlist 𖤓

in an act of insurmountable indecisiveness, i couldn't choose between flufftober, angstober, and kinktober. naturally, the only solution was to find a way to participate in all three. previews will be posted a week at a time because my indecisiveness extends to my inability to choose what fics to post.

fluff 𖤓 angst 𖤓 smut

october 1st - caretaker

↳ in which you take care of your fiercely independent boyfriend after he gets shot in the knee

october 2nd - always, i'll wait

↳ in which Spencer dedicates himself to pulling you out of your depressive state

october 3rd - wake me from this dream

↳ in which you've been struggling to come to terms with the kiss between Spencer and Cat, and you've finally reached your breaking point

october 4th - with your hands tied

↳ in which you and Spencer continue your kink education, with a hands off approach

october 6th - the build up

↳ in which you and Spencer spend an entire day just waiting to make it to the hotel room

october 7th - what to expect

↳ in which you find yourself frustrated at the end of your pregnancy, and Spencer talks you off a ledge

october 8th - kryptonite

↳ in which all roads lead to Spencer's apartment, at least they do for jareau!reader

october 9th - don't get dark

↳ in which you disclose an attack to Spencer, and he assures you he's not going anywhere

october 10th - cocoon

↳ in which your life is put in danger during an otherwise routine case, and you haven't even told Spencer about the baby

october 11th - diphenhydramine

↳ in which reader has a hard time getting to sleep at night, leading to Spencer's step by step instruction of which hormones help you fall asleep

october 12th - all we ever do is talk

↳ in which Spencer and wife!reader fear they're getting boring, so the BAU sets them up with a hotel suite for Spencer's birthday

october 14th - sanctuary

↳ in which hotchner!reader reunites with the BAU after her time in WITSEC

october 15th - pyrophoric

↳ in which Spencer seeks the help of a chemist to help with his research into white phosphorous

october 16th - wavelength

↳ in which your son ends up in the hospital on one of the BAUs busiest nights of the year

october 17th - heart to heart

↳ in which hotchner!reader is set to have heart surgery, and Spencer can't help but be concerned for her

october 18th - love song for lady earth

↳ in which reader has her first experience with munch!spencer

october 19th - home run

↳ in which Spencer and jareau!reader finally get the opportunity to take the next step in their relationship

october 21st - ode to a conversation stuck in your throat

↳ in which Spencer tries to talk you out of taking a job across the country

october 22nd - here with me

↳ four times Spencer feels out of place in your house after being released from prison, and one time it's like he never left

october 23rd - burn notice

↳ in which your workplace is targeted by a group of extremists, and Spencer tries everything to keep you safe

october 24th - lock and key

↳ in which an act of violence - and subsequent serious injury - brings the truth to the surface and initiates a change

october 25th - in an arrow heart

↳ in which Spencer finds himself distracted by you during an otherwise routine outing to O'Keefe's

october 26th - come a little closer

↳ in which you and Spencer have sex for the first time since his release from prison, and more importantly, since Cat told him what happened in Mexico

october 28th - little duck

↳ in which Spencer is too excited about his first Halloween as a dad to remember he's supposed to be celebrating his birthday

october 29th - missed calls

↳ in which Spencer answers Hotch's daughter's phone when he calls to check in after a case

october 30th - prisoner

↳ in which you and Spencer conduct a custodial interview with a death row inmate - Spencer's first since he was released

october 31st - hysteria

↳ in which the BAU is called into a case in rural Appalachia when bodies start showing up in an abandoned insane asylum

[ayearlaterletters]

August 2nd - August 8th

Hi my lover, i am writing this update on august 8th at 11:42 am :) Let's recap! August 2nd Friday: Friday was a pretty casual day. You and I both went to work. After work, I got my nails done with my mother. My nails are currently a berry hot pink. My mother and I went to get some Vietnamese food from this place in Hillcrest. I needed to see you so I drove spontaneously to your place and we kissed and made love again. That was the day you snuck me in and I slept with you for like an hour before I had to leave to go home for work. It was the best feeling to be sleeping with you again. You fell asleep instantly snoring in my ear and I was tucked under your chin my head on your chest snuggled up in your arms. What a beautiful night to end my day.

August 3rd Saturday: I stopped by starbucks before work. Saturday was fun because I was everywhere and nowhere all at the same time. Curb, coffee with jamal, at the gate driving the jet bridge, and lobbying around. After work, I went to my jhene aiko concert which was extremely fun and peaceful. I've been talking about seeing her in concert since sza's back in October! Umi, Kiana, Tink, and Coi were also co-hosts, which was amazing because I do listen to the girls too. You picked me up from the arena and we danced in circles and gave each other googly eyes for like an hour before you drove me back home so I can get some rest before work. During my time at the theaters, you went to the movies and watched Deadpool & wolverine with Oscar. boys date!

August 4th Sunday: This day was a tragedy in my books. i was control for the first time in months. everything pushed out early and smoothly then all of a sudden the captain wanted to come back to the gate for more fuel but unfortunately, I think it was the captain's fault that did this because who turns on the engine at the gate with people walking around, a cone got sucked into the engine! we had to mass deboard everyone and rebook their flights. i didn't get off until like almost 3pm and I had to be back at work around 8pm. i basically pulled a 12 hour shift. woohoo more money for me lol. During my stressful eventful day, you went to boardgame night and we both got home around the same time so like around 11:30 - midnight.

August 5th Monday: You went to work and I was unconscious for the majority of the day. we talked on the phone in the evening time after you came back from work and we both caught up on our days. you read verity faking her pregnancy, Marcus hello kitty clip swag, and I showed you videos from my camera roll of us being cute in the parking lot and videos/photos I refused to send initially. since Monday was your Friday, you did drink a 6pack of mikes hard lemonade.

August 6th Tuesday: Tuesday was your official day off and I went to work. i believe after work, I ate a nice veggie rice plate and took a well-deserved nap before I saw you for our date. your mother showed up to practice and took Marcus home. we went to bowlero and I kicked your butt the first round and then the other times I just let you win. i haven't seen you in about 2-3 days so your physical touch was much needed. we did make love in the Bowlero parking lot! Omg... another location to cross off our list. After our intimate rendevous, you took me home and off we went to bed.

August 7th Wednesday: You slept in while I was productive. After you woke up from hibernation, I decided to take a lil nap before I went out on my movie date with my mother. We went to watch It End's With Us "Girl's Night Out". After our movie date, we went to Yardhouse, I finally got my mac n cheese, movie and dinner date outta my system that I've been wanting to do since I moved here to san diego. i didn't get home until like almost midnight and you were home knocked out in bed from your dinner date with your good friend, ty. :)

Now it's august 8th thursday, our traditional, take Marcus to volley ball and go to the beach after and just fall in love everyday. ill do it again and again every thursdays as long as I'm with you. i will update you in a few days, thank you.

i've been researching speakeasy bars and i need to make you a beautiful painting for our 2 month because I like you so much Michael. I've never felt this organic natural honest love before. i have strong feelings and urges for you its madness its insane its butterflies and flames all in my tummy. i cant get over you. with your painting I'm thinking about adding a monthly recap list to add so we can cherish and remember back to key points in the month :) something cute. I appreciate you Mr. avant,

angel <3 12:31pm

[astrojoy]

Astrovations #13

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5th house sign - can show bf/gf relationships rather than lasting full life marriage. I often see aspects between the ascendant and 5th house in synastry charts of people who have dated but ended up breaking up

Capricorns - have nice hair from what I've noticed since I'm around a lot normally. I was just looking at astronomy facts learning more about the planets and everything and totally recently found out saturn can show an aurora on it in a certain area. I think it's on the top from our point of view but ya know, just thought it was interesting! Plus my friend who's a capricorn dominant has her hair shine when it's hit by the sun 😂

Aries in the 6th - can cause nose bleeds

Moon in the 9th - Cheering people up from a hard time by giving them advice and telling them to be hopeful

Gemini 12th - could have not talked much when they were younger

Gemini 12th - also might sleep talk from time to time

Libra placements - so clumsy, which is funny because they are all about balance 😂 I normally notice Libra placements being more clumsy when they are younger though. I'm wondering if it's because maybe the scales haven't balanced themselves out yet? And when a Libra has a clumsy moment when they are older maybe it just means their scales tipped a bit? Very funny! 🥰

Solar Return for my parents the year they got married (2002) -

- My mom had juno conjunct moon in leo

- My dad had juno conjunct sun in libra

- My mom had a libra ascendant with venus in the 7th

- My dad had a leo ascendant with jupiter in the 1st

😏💍

Planets in the 12th - you can have an artistic outlet to heal from things

Planets in the 12th - can also show creative talents learned from past lives too!

POF in the 9th or 12th - you can possibly find success in foreign countries. If not success then extra "luck" in general

Mercury in the 12th - Can still have bad memory

3rd house ruler conjunct moon - communicates with emotions or if they are told off they can show that they are hurt quite easily no matter if they hide it

Vedic POF in Ardra Nakshatra - You have luck when getting surgeries or piercings (meaning less likely to have accidents, being botched, failing in a procedure etc)

Mercury/Mercury conjunct Neptune/Stellium in 12th - this can all show bad memory from what I've seen!

Sun conjunct Ascendant - "The eyes are the gateway to the soul" ever heard of a saying somewhat like that? Well it's not actually wrong! The sun, which represents our ego, soul, self and etc, conjunct the Ascendant can make someone's eyes big (not overally big to the point it's the first thing noticed!) But just big in some way, irises, or eyelids. The eyes might seem doll-like or shiny in someway. There's also might be a melanin thing with the irises (the sun is hot, it burns things, brightens things) sooooo the eyes might have parts with light melanin or darker melanin blotches. (Sometimes hardly noticeable! One of my best friends has this and she held a light to her eyes when we had a sleepover and she was surprised and found out half of her brown eye was lighter with the other half dark brown splotches!)

MC persona chart // vertex in the 5th house - is common for people who end up in creative/artistic fields

Taurus 7th house - I've noticed it really lives up to its nature and gives partners who love to take you out to eat often as a form of hanging out and bonding. Partners possibly have cooking ability

8th house ruler in the 1st/1st house ruler in the 8th - can make someone appear secretive or as if they are an enigma. This is due to the 8th being a confusing house of mysteries. This can make someone be more suspicious as well though! Might have negative rumors secretly behind their backs

Vedic // whatever nakshatra your PoF is - in shows where you are fortunate at (of course!)

Admetos (h45) 7th house - can show getting with partners that are willing to give you everything. Taurus with this - a spoiling aspect unless all else says otherwise. These people's partners can also be wounded from their past, making these people want to heal them and take care of their partners emotional issues

Eurterpe (27) in 12th of the moon persona chart - can show music is a form of healing for the emotions. These people like music that is relatable in some way

NN in Taurus - Live in the moment loves

MC Persona Chart // Eurterpe (27) conjunct NN - can indicate a career working with musicians or being one

Moon in the 2nd - can sing well if they practiced. This is because moon here adds to the throat. This placement reminds me of "singing from the soul" putting all your emotion into the music

Eurterpe (27) in the 5th - my mom was in chorus and has this placement (she used to sing for fun)

Venus in the 1st - I've noticed they tend to have more cheek fat. This is also what can make them look younger as they get older. Since their head tends to be round it can make them have a baby shaped face (other aspects depend on the roundness sometimes)

Venus in the 6th - On holidays I'd give you guys a basket full of skincare face masks, skin formulas, body lotions, perfumes/colognes, a necklace, teddy bear, waxing strips and a personal poem/letter. Then wrap it in an aesthetic bag with a beautiful bow and ring your bell at your door before running off 💖😃

Ceres positively aspecting/conjunct Mercury - really seem to put others at ease when they talk to them. It's like talking to your version of a mom where you can ask them the weirdest questions for help 🥺

People with NN or Vertex in the 8th - tend to have changes a lot in their life. Sometimes it's only in childhood however I've definitely seen this aspect impact them in some way

[miracles-totally-come-true]

When I Will Be Gone (1/2)

Trigger Warning: Suicide

Pairing: Logince

Summary: Logan loves Roman with all of his heart. Logan can see that Roman wants to do more with his life. Logan can also see that his own life just isn’t working. Logan thinks he can fix both of their problems.

Roman only wants to spend his life with his boyfriend. He’s perfectly fine with giving up on his dreams if it means waking up every day to see Logan’s face.

Roman wishes he had said that sooner.

Ao3 link: (Tumblr isn’t letting me link it in a neat and simple way, so you get a large oversized link to the fic)

This was meant to be read as a oneshot, but since Tumbr doesn’t like me for some reason, here’s the second part

A quick note:

When anything is written in italics, this means that the text is part of Logan's recording. The recording takes place a few hours earlier than the story's present day.

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By the time you are listening to this, I will be gone. Not dead, most likely, but gone.

January 18th, six years prior to the recording

Sunlight dancing through the trees, the scent of roses in the air. Logan and Roman sat on a checkered picnic blanket, hand in hand.

Roman, I love you more than the world, but I think we both know that I was always bound to fail as your boyfriend.

March 15th, six years prior to the recording

The last scene in the movie had come to a close, just as Logan finally stirred in his sleep, slowly waking up. Roman glanced down at his boyfriend, who was leaning on his shoulder, before pressing a kiss to his forehead.

I that thought I was helping you to achieve your dreams, but I now see that all I was doing was holding you back. I wish I had seen sooner.

November 3rd, six years prior to the recording

Roman quietly opened his boyfriend's bedroom door. He draped a blanket over the shoulders of the figure passed out at the desk and placed the cupcake he had carried in beside the mountain of paperwork.

"Happy birthday, my love," Roman whispered.

Roman, you are the most incredible human being I have ever met.

December 1st, six years prior to the recording

A smile fluttered across Roman's lips as Logan brushed a strand of hair out of his boyfriend's eyes.

The way your eyes light up when you smile fills me with a kind of joy that I did not think I had the ability to possess.

January 18th, five years prior

Roman grinned and leaned into Logan's arms

"Happy anniversary! I love you so, so much,"

The blush that dances across your cheeks when out eyes meet is nothing less than adorable.

January 31st, five years prior

They stared into each other's eyes. Moonlight just barely lit up the room. Roman hoped that it was too dark for Logan to notice how red Roman's face must be.

Watching you spin around the room laughing when your favourite Disney songs come on always ends with my cheeks hurting from smiling.

February 14th, five years prior

Logan's quiet laughter filled the air as his boyfriend pulled him up from the couch.

"C'mon specs," Roman pulled him closer. "Let's dance."

Listening to you talk about the things that you're passionate about always melts my heart. I love you so much.

March 21st, five years prior

"I GOT THE GIG!" Roman had applied for a job preforming stories for children at the local theatre. "Let's have a drink to celebrate!"

Logan looked at him in confused amusement as Roman grabbed a bottle opener. "....babe thats a bottle of soda, not exactly the kind of drink one would use to celebrate with."

And it's because of how much I care, that I must leave. I can see that you're hiding your emotions behind your smiles.

May 30th, five years prior

Roman wiped a tear off his cheek as he put on a fake smile. He stared at the figure in the mirror. Roman loved Logan more than he could even imagine. His boyfriend was the best thing to ever happen to him. It didn't matter that Roman had lost every job he had tried to keep. It would be okay.

You clearly want more than anything to follow your dreams but you don't. Why?

June 12th, five years prior

Roman pressed his lips to his boyfriend's knuckles. "I'd travel to the moon and back if it meant simply seeing your face."

So many hours were spent with me laying on my bedroom floor, trying to figure out why you refused to go out into the world and pursue a better life. Then it hit me. I am the problem.

Present day, Roman's perspective

Roman's jaw dropped and his heart fell as he listened to the recording that he had found in his and Logan's apartment. It had been addressed to him, and he had found it sitting beside a single blood red rose, and a golden locket containing a photo of him and Logan. It hadn't been long before Roman had put two and two together and figured out that there was something else going on here. This sounded bad.

As long as I stay by your side, you'll stay stuck in an unfulfilling life.

July 2nd, five years prior

They lay in a meadow, side by side, fingers entwined.

"I love you Logan,"

"I love you too,"

Please don't be sad.

August 15th, five years prior

Logan wiped away the tear rolling down Roman's cheek.

I would have told you all this in person, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to bare seeing your pain. I knew that I'd back out the second we stood face to face.

Present day, Roman's perspective

Roman picked up the rose. He ignored the thorns that pricked his skin.

"Logan, why, why why why," he could feel more tears forming.

I love you so much, Roman. I never would have gotten this far in life without you, but as they always say mall good stories must come to an end.

December 26th, five years prior

Roman closed the storybook, a smile on his face. He plucked the glasses off his sleeping boyfriend's face and set them on the nightstand.

I've hit the metaphorical dead end.

January 30th, four years prior

Roman glanced at Logan, who was sitting in the passenger seat,

"I-I think we're lost,"

"Now you admit it?" Logan raised an eyebrow. "Here, let me drive for a bit."

My family disowned me for my sexuality.

February 13th, four years prior

Roman's heart dropped as he saw the mess of tears streaming down the typically calm man's face. "You told them?"

"...I did."

I was fired from my job at the lab, simply because I argued that the animals being used as test subjects were not being treated fairly.

January 1st, four weeks prior

"They're fools for firing someone as intelligent as you,"

"No, they're right to do this. I tried to think with my heart instead of my head for once, and made the mistake of bringing emotions into a workplace,"

"Well either way, they just lost their best scientist,"

All of my friends left eventually because of how many walls I put up.

December 2nd, two months prior

"Did Virgil call?" Roman frowned when he saw the sad look on Logan's face.

"Yes, yes he did. I'd rather not talk about it though. How about we make dinner?"

My own cautiousness and inability to be overly emotional have been my own undoing. You are the last good thing left in my life.

March 14th, four years prior

"Logan, you are absolutely not just an emotionless robot! You're the sweetest guy I know. Don't you dare let any assholes tell you otherwise!"

I may not believe in soulmates, but I truly think that we are as close as it gets.

June 8th, four years prior

"Aw, you don't think that we're soulmates?" Roman said with a pout in his face. "Why not?"

"I simply said that I don't believe in such things," Logan pressed a quick kiss to Roman's forehead. "Now get sleep, we both have work to do tomorrow."

My story has come to an end, but yours is just beginning.

August 17th, four years prior

Roman gazed lovingly at the stacks of books lining the shelves that surrounded the place where Roman and Logan sat.

I know that I don't have the emotional capacity to be able to make an accurate estimation as to how long it will take for you to be able to get over this, but for both of our sakes, I do hope it will be quick.

October 6th, four years prior

Roman sighed. His boyfriend had obviously stayed up all night working again. When he peeked at the pile of notes on Logan's desk, his face lit up. From the looks of it, Logan had started teaching a course at a local college, which had always been something he had wanted to do.

I can tell that you're hiding sadness underneath all the smiles, you don't hide it very well.

December 31st, four years prior

Smiles. Grins. Laughter. Joy. Roman's entire life was based around joy. He couldn't just go tell Logan that he was sad about losing another job, that would ruin his whole facade. No, he would have to just get another job as quickly as possible.

I haven't seen enough of your genuine smiles lately.

January 14th, three years prior

Roman was so happy for the first time in what felt like ages. Logan had finally agreed to get a pet! Granted, it was a goldfish, because Logan claimed that neither of them had the time to take care of a puppy, but a pet nonetheless!

He named it Roman Jr.

You clearly want to do something more with your life, but you don't.

February 14th, three years prior

"Vegas would be a nice place to live one day, or LA. Ooh maybe London,"

"What, life isn't enough for you?"

"Never,"

And since I've heard you joke about me being the tether keeping you from being a star, it wasn't hard to realize that the only logical explanation is that I'm the one keeping you stuck in this small town where it is impossible for you to follow your dreams.

Present day, Roman's perspective

"I never meant it. They were nothing more than jokes. I would do anything to keep the small life we share," yet more tears rolled down Roman's face as he spoke to the empty room.

I say that you are the only thing left in this world for me, but if you can't be happy with the life we have, then I have truly failed.

April 7th, three years prior

They lay on a Roman's bed, a Disney movie playing on his laptop, long forgotten. Roman snuggled closer, savouring the moment.

The only way I can think of to fix this, is to completely disappear.

July 25th, three years prior

They sat under a cherry blossom tree, watching the petals fall around them.

"This is magical," Roman's voice was barely a whisper.

"There's noting out of the ordinary about the situation, except for the fact that the petals are dropping later in the year than they usually would," Roman merely grinned.

You're the only one who could possibly miss me, so I have three requests for you.

Next part

[gg-astrology]

does synastry come into play when you choose a bias? or in general when you "stan" a celebrity? because you haven't really met them but you still are sort of drawn to them youknow??. and usually when you have multiple biases/celebrities you like they usually have similar traits here and there. i hope that makes sense !!!

Hey there!! 💕💕💕💕 That definitely makes sense don’t worry!! 💕💕💕 Great ask!! 💕💕

I think the thing that comes to mind right now is sort of– intuitively knowing/feeling/seeing something in someone and acknowledging how we see that in ourselves too.💕

I think we all sort of start off eyeing someone (celebrity or nah) and without personal/direct interaction – it’s up to our interpretation of ourselves too (what we have, what we feel proud of, what we’re missing) y know? We don’t approach people who feel like they could endanger us, or we’re wary of them ‘hurting’ us by having a set of personality that-- we acknowledge at least on a subconscious extent, might call us out/hurt us y know?💕

Whether we like what we see or not also coincides with what we think/might not acknowledge about ourselves in a way? 💕 I think usually there’s one or two placement/things that stood out for us in the celebrity, and then we reaffirm it again when we check their placement (usually how it goes, we don’t usually check a celebrity placements and go ‘this is it i love them’ or know them from there y know?? the other way around, we know their name/context first usually and then we check the charts maybe) 💕💕

House placements, particularly planets falling into 2nd/8th house is common with these relationships? 💕 Most people might feel like they ‘know’ the celebrity even if they haven’t met them bc we see what they show/express to us and we take it as sincerity/part of them 💕 Strong neptune aspects, Sun/Moon/Venus/Mars are also common. I’d say 3rd, 7th, 1st house aspects are also a thing that might be common too 💕 

Hmmm the one thing we should probably talk about is that not everything is always?? Even, y know? 💕 Like I said, it’s how we see that in ourselves too but that’s not exactly acknowledging the other side of the story: if the person actually see themselves in us as well, y know? 💕 

It’s nice to think of us as a mass collective, but if we were to ever be singled out and analyzed by the person themselves, like a judged panel with them going: ‘ok so what do you have to offer/do I see myself in you’– like how we do to them— it isn’t really the same skdjnf 💕💕 

That’s why it’s like– w/o having birthtime you get one side of the conversation, having birthtime– you might get two. And it’s always better to y know, 💕💕 Hear two sides 💕💕

Also why its like– probably a better idea to?? guard against confirmation bias sometimes as well. We only acknowledge certain parts, maybe it’s not the whole truths… we don’t actually know everyone in that much of a personal detail, thats why sometimes… im like aaaaah mmmm towards speculating birthtimes or acknowledging something without– proof of birth certificate sometimes (its better to be safe than sorry?) 💕

But yeah, what you were talking about– seeing ourselves in celebrities, I get that 💕 Sometimes its eaaaasy and simple – jus y know, oh this dude’s a capricorn and im a capricorn, so im gonna stan him/protect and bias him too. 

Sometimes it’s being bias wrecked, certain things you might not have noticed/been obvious about yourself and then having to confront that in how the other person reflects/put their energy into being who they are –  we then get confronted with certain things about ourselves (aspects usually) that we did not know could Like That, being activated to Like That. 💕

Common traits in bias list/celebrities might be things we desire in our own life as well, since sometimes its– y know, a reflection of ourselves. Idols can sometimes people we can grow/learn or place ourselves in. Even if we don’t realize/want to think about it like that.

They might be acknowledged as a representation of us, or a ‘better’ us sometimes that we tend to praise, acknowledge, respect and love (better than we do ourselves). The phase ‘do I want to be you or be like you’ is kinda common here, and this line can blur sometimes. But yeah 💕

I hope this?? answers ur ask?? 💕💕 I know I kinda went on tangent, but it was so fun so thank u so much for dropping by, and asking about it as well 💕💕💕 

[cidnangarlond]

it's amazing the kind of impacts people will have in your life, whether you meet them once and never again or have known have them for years. in kindergarten a kid in my class broke his arm and I knew he loved frogs so I gave him a "get well soon" sheet of paper with frog stamps all over it. a roommate I had in college made me the best cup of coffee I've ever had and I haven't talked to her since she graduated at the end of that semester.y best friend from 3rd to 8th grade and I lost touch after I moved and we only reconnected again recently on facebook. I still talk to people I knew in high school, and my homeroom teacher from there wished me a happy birthday on my timeline back in january. hell there's people on here I'm still mutuals with after a long time and interests coming and going. I still remember compliments I got from over a decade ago, people who have long since left my life still impact me with things I remember they liked or hated, certain songs remind me of certain people I no longer talk to as well. just little memories that stay and remain, that make you remember that yeah, it's the little things, really. that's what makes it all worthwhile.

[astrojoy]

Astrovations #12

Asteroid Mentions

Icarus - 1566

Nessus - 7066

🔮 Planets in the 12th, would you guys rather talk or text??

🔮 Libra rising/venus in the 1st were most definitely people pleasers when young. Honestly maybe they still are but it's most common when they're young because they didn't learn to build boundaries yet

🔮 Asteroid Icarus (1566) conjunct Chiron can indicate you creating or inducing chironic tendencies. An example is chiron conjunct the DC but Icarus conjunct chiron. You could be causing the chiron effect in that relationship but might not realize it

🔮 If you have different zodiac signs for your 4th house, or planets than your sibling(s), then they still would probably make sense for you as well. (EX - Me -> Aquarius, Uranus, Mars, Neptune + My older brother -> Capricorn, Neptune + My little brother-> Aquarius, Neptune = the capricorn in my older brothers house could mean strict or responsibilites and we actually did have this, however it was moreover the manners that my dad was very strict on. Neptune is a running theme in our houses and my mom smoked a lot and also wasn't around for emotional support since she was so busy dealing with work and my dad)

🔮 A scorpio rising effects will be lessened if it holds a venus. Oh also if it's not at a critical degree. If it's at a critical degree then scorpio can make an effort to show more, and venus will be felt either in the looks or only when people sometimes approach you

🔮 Lilith in the 7th are really sweet people from what I've noticed. This could tie in with the fact that they attract people with darker qualities to them. It's like seeing a black vs a white koi fish, balance

🔮 Asteroid Icarus (1566) conjunct Jupiter can make the asteroid expand it's effects and have a greater/bigger outcome since Jupiter expands wherever it is placed

🔮 Jupiter in the 3rd/Gemini/Virgo/conjunct Mercury/12th can represent learning a foreigne language in life at some point

🔮 Eros in synastry can show what the person loves about you or longs for in the connection (Ex - Eros in the 5th would really love the house persons creativity and hobbies. They would want to be able to spend time on those subjects with you!!)

🔮 Nessus/Moon harsh aspects show oneself neglect or unknowingly reject their emotions. In a way this can also make for pessimistic emotions and not treating oneself they way they deserve to be treated

🔮 Nessus/Moon positive aspects can show an understanding of their more pessimistic side and trying to work with it once they grow up. The pains they have been through might fuel a passion to seek healing of the mind and emotions

🔮 Venus in the 11th I'd think would have very charming friends. This can range from how they speak, or their actual physical features

🔮 Eros/Juno aspects = Really passionate relationship with marriage partner. Like erotic moments may be common and sentimental in a way 😳

🔮 Jupiter in 11th attract artsy people

🔮 Jupiter in 11th = blessed in friend groups/networks of people unless harsh aspects are prominent or harsh planrts hit

🔮 Having a planet in the 6th of the navamsa D9 chart can show a significant placement for having a pet after marriage

🔮 I've actually noticed mars in Aries people attract enemies sometimes

🔮 I've seen how people with only air + fire in the big 3 take quick showers "well I just need to get clean than go" and water + fire tends to have either quick or short showers (inconsistent), air + water longer showers. I don't have much experience with earth big 3 people however, haven't been around when they needed to go take a shower or anything 🤷‍♀️

🔮 I've seen so many Taurus suns with beautiful eyes oml- just make me all flustered why don't you- 😳 no but seriously idk if it's because my 7th/north node/lilith/8th is in Taurus or what but dayum pLZ (personally love Taurus people so much oml sidbqihsiqhwhwu) (consider this a compliment/I just needed to remind you guys of your beauty 😌)

🔮 Sagittarius placement people are so cool to be around, the people I can actually be so chaotic with and not even be ashamed like I love you guys ✨

🔮 Mars in the 4th I've seen cause a smaller chest. Maybe because it's an active fire sign in a feminine water house? Idk 💀 noticed this in 2 other people besides myself

🔮 Saturn square ascendant can create a person looking younger than their actual age

🔮 Juno persona chart + Natal//marriage I saw a man have his venus in the 1st house, and a woman had venus conjunct her ascendant in her Juno persona chart. She was actually married to the guy 🥺

🔮 Vertex conjunct Moon makes the person destined to have a really close relationship/bond with the mother figure or the exact opposite

🔮 Jupiter in the 11th I've realized enjoy giving to others. Generosity is especially present when they are around friends

🔮 Capricorn in the 11th can show having more older friends. If not then they could be more mature for their age

🔮 Uranus in the 12th can cause unknown enemies to pop up out of nowhere. Like when your driving and a deer suddenly runs across the road? Some stuff like that