#we hadn't seen each other in 2 months she was cancelling all our dates didn't respond for days and when i'd talk to her about it
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I'm tired of feeling like I will never get over my ex
#why is she still the first thing i think about when i wake up??#i'm sick of it#but it's so hard bc i was the one who broke up bc i felt like she was pushing me to#and everyone around me was telling me the same thing#we hadn't seen each other in 2 months she was cancelling all our dates didn't respond for days and when i'd talk to her about it#she would just say her life was a mess rn (which it is to be fair) but she loved me#except i didn't feel the love !! at all!! and it was starting to take a huge toll on me#and even now i'm not sure i'll never be sure if she truly loved me bc she broke my trust so many times i don't know i i can believe her#but still!! every day i regret breaking up with her i think 'if i had just waited a little longer' 'if i had been more patient'#even though i put up with shit all my friends felt sorry for me#but i miss her all the time i miss her missing tooth when she smiled i miss her green eyes#i miss the way she would always kiss me on the cheek after we made out i miss sitting on a bench and talking with her for hours#i miss her graphic tees and her deep voice and how much she loved cooking and her job#i'm going insane and the worst thing is i'm pretty sure she doesn't feel a tenth of the sadness i'm feeling rn
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