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naturallybelle · 3 years ago

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tea time! ☕🐸

Okay, so where to begin. I guess I'll start at the beginning, I was attending Indiana University (IU) in Bloomington and it was my freshman year. I ended up getting on Bumble to initially make friends but then started seeing some good looking people on there so decided I was looking for more than just friends. I matched with this guy named Daniel aka D.J. (and yes we're using real names) he was cool, we hung out a couple times, I didn't expect anything to come out of it other than sex. I wasn't really looking for anything too serious at that time anyway. So one night we chill at his place and we're drinking these juice flavored beers and one beer after another ... I'M DRUNK. things start getting sexual and he's falling in loooove with this 😽 (or at least that's how it came off) lmao. He kept talking about how he wanted to raw dog and me being drunk I'm just like do whatever you want because what's with all this talking? we were legit in the middle of effing and he's trying to have a full conversation. So he ends up taking the condom off and is in for about 5-10 seconds but gets paranoid and puts that same condom back on ... a minute later takes it back off to raw dog then puts it back on. FAST FORWARD

So after that night he starts acting very weird, this is maybe a week later and he's asking me all sorts of questions like is my period usually this late and how many people am I messing with. Just very strange. I reassured him that my periods had just started being regular because they used to be every 3 months and that I don't sleep with more than one person so that he was the only person that I was involved with. At the time I wasn't sure why he felt the need to randomly ask me all of these questions but as the days passed I started to get concerned as well. However, he was so scared that I was pregnant that he BLOCKED me. yes, that's right blocked me. I didn't really care until I ended up taking a pregnancy test which of course showed up as positive thennnn that's when I started freaking out. After finding a way to get in touch with him we decided to meet in person to talk more about what was happening. That didn't go too well, he tried convincing me to get an abortion and for some reason I felt really uncomfortable with the idea of doing that, so uncomfortable that I actually had a bit of a dark moment where I felt like hurting myself. An abortion wasn't an option for me. I decided I was going to keep her and gave him a choice to be involved, I said if you decide this is something you want to go through with... no walking out after. He agreed.

A COUPLE MONTHS DOWN THE LINE - SOMETIME IN DECEMBER

I ended up finding out he had a girlfriend, they weren't dating around the time me and him were sexually involved but I had brought her up in conversation because he would never answer my calls and would get back to me really late or not at all. Now when I brought her up it wasn't in a jealous way I simply mentioned that I found a girlfriend and was curious as to if that was the reason I would barley hear from him. Out of nowhere all hell breaks loose, he starts saying that I'm not pregnant with his child, that I'm trying to pin a baby on him, and that he wants a paternity test. Even went as far as to try to say I told him that I was messing with other people when we were sexually involved when I specifically said that I was not. I had agreed to doing a paternity test and then all of a sudden he didn't want one. I had nothing to hide and he didn't expect me to agree to doing the test. Also not to mention he didn't contribute not one thing, constantly had me stressed, and didn't give not one f#*% if I were gonna pin a baby on someone I think I would do that with someone I know is actually going to care, be involved, and keep me happy.

FAST FORWARD ⏩

I'm in my 3rd trimester and am coming up on my due date, I was told by my doctor that I was going to be scheduled to be induced which I notified him of. After our serious talk in December his attitude was a lot better and his communication was a lot better however he still never bought a thing for the baby. There was a time he LIED and said he did, but his lies were so bad. He still lived in Bloomington and I had moved back home to Indianapolis (same state different city, abt an hour and 30 minutes away). I asked him to get stuff and told him what was needed, why did he lie and say he bought the stuff but accidentally put his address instead of mine. Uhm sir, you have to enter a whole different city and zip code there's no way you didn't notice. Could've sent money or "re-ordered" the stuff but of course he didn't. SO anyways, I go in on May 20th to get induced and I was of course there the entire day but had some pain so I stayed off my phone. I delivered the next day in the afternoon and had really bad hemorrhaging. Needed 3 bags of blood because I had lost a lot. Finally after all of that I was able to hold my daughter and thought I should let him know that she was here. I go to call him no answer, so I text. Message didn't even deliver, this boy had blocked me. BLOCKED me after I told him I was going in to get induced. this ne**o waited 9 MONTHS Y'ALL. I tried reaching out to his girl Emily but she blocked me and months down the line I've tried contacting them via instagram which has of course gotten me nowhere. So it's been a year now and still nothing.

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punkscowardschampions · 5 years ago

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Jimmy & Janis

Jimmy: ? Janis: didn't wanna wake you Janis: had to go get Grace Jimmy: is she alright? Janis: erm, loosely Janis: it's a whole situation you don't need to worry about but she's not about to be murdered so yeah, for our purposes Jimmy: you alright? Janis: just really Janis: I don't know Janis: yeah Jimmy: It's my turn to steal a car Jimmy: say the word, babe Janis: cheers Janis: step up from what she was working with, even if I'm not sure you'd pass a breathalyzer yet, like Jimmy: challenge accepted Janis: 👮💪 Janis: don't actually though, just so we're clear Janis: you should go back to sleep Jimmy: tell it to the 🐕 Jimmy: she's followed me all about everywhere I looked for you Jimmy: 🙄 Janis: awh Janis: I'm sorry Jimmy: Again, tell her 'cause 🏆💪 late night trampoline champ, me Janis: make it up to her, obviously Janis: if Ian wasn't 😡 enough over the kids, the kebab shit she does will send him over the edge, like Jimmy: She's alright she's had a walk to the scene of your failed crime with me Jimmy: Ian'll be 💔 as Sharon or whatever her name is Jimmy: let's call her mum Janis: damn, are YOU alright? Janis: didn't pull a shotgun did she Jimmy: I didn't pull a muscle or owt either 🥇 tah Jimmy: What kind of Romeo would I be if I'm not coming through a window or chucking shit at it, like? Jimmy: not real 💩 though, you're alright Janis: dead impressive, you Janis: and probably for the best, can they get DNA from shit? Janis: idk Jimmy: might do if I were 45 and it had 🩸 in it Janis: 😂 this is gross Jimmy: *goals Jimmy: I reckon we're proper starcrossed now, she were fuming Janis: of course, tbh Romeo was lucky she weren't just emptying her chamber pot when he was lurking Janis: oh god Janis: she always is so don't take it personal Jimmy: might've helped if 1. I could remember your name Jimmy: 2. Twix didn't near get in a 🐕 fight with hers Jimmy: 3. I never said 'same, mate' when she said she had work in a bit Janis: 🙄 Janis: well, as your luck would have it Janis: may have unintentionally started a widespread family drama so Janis: gracie, meet bus Jimmy: it ain't my fault or bad luck if your parents gave more than one of you J names and if not, easy guess who I meant Jimmy: described you and owt so Janis: sure it was so favourable Jimmy: 'course Jimmy: 😍😍😍 Janis: just made that face at her, yeah Jimmy: what kind of poet do you take me for? Jimmy: obviously prepared something on the way Janis: if you were any kind you'd tell me you dreamt it, boy Jimmy: 💔 Jimmy: Oi, I'm not reading my dream diary to you, dickhead Janis: 💔 Janis: I'll just be bored on my walk then Janis: rude Jimmy: Impossible to be bored with a kebab or how pissed Gracie must be to have agreed to that Jimmy: she'll be dreaming about them calories and waking up to 💀👑 death threats Janis: it is very tempting to DM her a mukbang but Jimmy: if you don't, I'll stop waiting here like your 💔 missus and come do it Janis: shaz suits you Jimmy: there's your warning, Jules Jimmy: and it don't end in a y so how could it possibly? Jimmy: Ian's never wrong Janis: hot Janis: x2, duh Jimmy: 😏 Janis: oh, before I forget Janis: she said sorry Jimmy: I get it, our kid drives me to drink an' all Janis: 'scuse you, I'm responsible af Janis: she's just talking a lot Janis: more than usual Jimmy: she's wasted then? Janis: don't take much Jimmy: pisshead and a lightweight 💕 Janis: oi Jimmy: tah for only twinning with your 💕🍺 Jimmy: keeping it 🥇 Janis: 😒 Jimmy: I miss you too, girl Janis: really Janis: 🤔🤔🤔 Jimmy: You don't reckon I'm 💔🎻😭? Janis: tis your default so Jimmy: Oi Janis: what Jimmy: Are you gonna stay? Jimmy: there, at yours Janis: idk Janis: might have to Jimmy: I weren't lying to your young, fit nan Jimmy: I do have a shift in a bit Janis: firstly, ew Janis: secondly, eww Jimmy: and thirdly? Janis: alright, see you later then Jimmy: No Janis: what? Jimmy: Don't just go again Janis: I didn't mean Janis: I meant I'll probably stay here then, for all the reasons Jimmy: 👌 Janis: I miss you too Jimmy: Then just Janis: I'll come back as soon as I can Janis: but probably be at the CG the way this day's going Jimmy: You gonna bring your hungover sister? Janis: why you wanna see her so bad, like Jimmy: now that she's nicked you off me, I do Janis: Babe Jimmy: What? Janis: you're just really Jimmy: 😡😡 yeah, me and your nan Janis: was going to say nice Jimmy: Piss off Jimmy: You're the one saving Grace Jimmy: I'm only here 😭😭😭 Jimmy: me and the 🐕 Janis: debatable that Janis: she's a good dog too Jimmy: You're a good girlfriend Jimmy: next time just tell me you're going Janis: I will Janis: promise Janis: you were just so 😴 Jimmy: I don't care if I'm 💀💀💀 wake me Jimmy: I thought Janis: I know Janis: in hindsight Jimmy: if you're gonna sober up enough to ever have 2nd thoughts about owt I've said, at least write it down somewhere Jimmy: save me a 💀💌 Jimmy: you know I'm basically illiterate Janis: i ain't Janis: i won't, like Jimmy: You still like me then? Janis: of course I do Janis: think drunk grace spits so much truth I'm reconsidering, like Jimmy: Being in love with Mia is enough to put anyone off, to be fair Jimmy: even my ex weren't bad as her Janis: the 💔 is very real here Jimmy: I can imagine, won't, like, but easily could Jimmy: got the orchestra following you home, babe Janis: take it, like Janis: at least those losers won't have bad intentions Jimmy: they ain't gonna piss about 🎻s to play Jimmy: and they know how 💪💪💪 you are Janis: who don't tbh Janis: 👊👊👊 Jimmy: my dad and Sharon Jimmy: might've missed your chance to show her but 🤞 Ian won't die before we can kill him Janis: I'll be back 🤖 Jimmy: 👍 Jimmy: I want you back Janis: trust me, rather be there, even if I weren't somewhere this shit Jimmy: can't you get here somehow? Jimmy: both bigheads, gotta be able to make it work Janis: I'm 🤞 they'll reckon she's in a worse enough state that they'll put her to bed and I can make my exit Jimmy: Get to the CG and I'll meet you there, open up earlier than planned Janis: I am only in it for the lattes Janis: 😍🤤 Jimmy: There you go then Jimmy: 🔑💕 Janis: honestly, was opening up meant to be a punishment or the #ultimatewingmanmove Janis: thanks.. graham Jimmy: Let me know after I've taught you ☕🎨 Jimmy: ultimate skill for the CV that Janis: also so important to me Janis: career progression Janis: only so far all the 💸 will take me Jimmy: #obvs Jimmy: good acoustics in there if owt else fails Jimmy: for your 😇 voice Janis: your 😈 one Jimmy: You're so Janis: your fault Janis: and your problem now so Jimmy: Your own fault Jimmy: but no problem Janis: you Janis: just Janis: you know Jimmy: you baby Jimmy: it's been you this entire time Janis: I can't Jimmy: Bollocks, there's nowt you can't do Jimmy: 🥇 girl Janis: I really fucking like you alright Jimmy: It's alright with me Janis: good Jimmy: You wanna do something when I'm done being paid to serve? Jimmy: just me and you Janis: yeah Janis: like what, I mean Jimmy: have a think Jimmy: I will an' all Janis: 👍 Jimmy: 👌 Janis: 💕 Jimmy: 😍😍😍 Janis: 😏 Jimmy: 😘 Janis: 🤓 Jimmy: 💔 Janis: 😎 Jimmy: 😏 Janis: the amount of times I've saved her from the road/bushes/tripping over thin air tonight when I could just let her 💀 means you're gonna be so nice to me, right? Jimmy: I'll be nice to you 'cause I want to Jimmy: Grace don't come into it Janis: even better then Janis: just reminding you, such a 😇 Jimmy: still got your song in my head Jimmy: weren't likely to forget Janis: just my name Janis: standard Jimmy: I know your name, Juliet Janis: Well I know how to make you say it so Janis: who's the real romantic here Jimmy: been saying it's you since day 1 Jimmy: no need for a twitter poll Janis: so what you're saying is, I win Jimmy: Nah, I do Jimmy: you're with this miserable dickhead Jimmy: I get the last true romantic Janis: don't do yourself dirty Janis: you're alright Jimmy: Tah Janis: you could've swooned a bit Janis: really meant that, dickhead Jimmy: Calm down, I felt it Janis: ugh Janis: feel a bit sick Jimmy: Shut up Janis: oh lol Janis: meant that too but unrelated Janis: probably the kebab Jimmy: such a pisstake you Jimmy: Alright well 🤢 before you get to me, like Janis: charming Janis: some nurse you are Jimmy: Grace will hold your hair back for you, all the practice she's had Janis: yeah, such a help her rn Jimmy: better not set her off 🤢🤢🤢 an' all then Janis: shut up Jimmy: Baby Janis: you reckon I could push her in and run Janis: before either of them come Jimmy: 👍 Jimmy: top plan Janis: yeah? Jimmy: Depends how sick you feel Janis: sicker if i have to stay Jimmy: If you have to stay, I'll just come to you Jimmy: Get someone to cover Janis: nah, don't need to do that Janis: they're just gonna wanna talk so I'll just have to ignore them like usual Janis: just gonna be a bit Janis: frantic, tonight and I'd rather not Jimmy: 🤢 that'll 💀💀💀 the chat Janis: 👍 Jimmy: It'll be alright Jimmy: like you said, she's in no state to do owt but 😭 or 💤 Janis: all the more reason to snatch me Jimmy: why what've done? Jimmy: you* Janis: long story Janis: what ain't I done 😎 Jimmy: *😈 Janis: exactly Jimmy: Stop flirting with me Jimmy: I get it, you're well fit and mysterious Janis: you have no idea, mate Jimmy: Tell me then Jimmy: didn't get a bedtime story so Janis: break my heart in a minute Jimmy: 🎻🎻🎻 Jimmy: Pete can keep his 🎸 working for me them Janis: wouldn't know where to begin, like Janis: without a 🎻 or 🎸 Janis: 🤞 they don't know either Jimmy: been a bit of a weird night, yeah? Janis: yeah Janis: some of it was good still Jimmy: I'll always give you good weird, babe Jimmy: promise Janis: thanks, really Jimmy: I wanna do more Jimmy: what can I? Janis: don't go nowhere Janis: stay Jimmy: Alright Janis: I know it's weird Janis: to say Janis: just a weird night yeah Jimmy: Why do you reckon it's weird? Jimmy: You're allowed to want me to be about Janis: I dunno Jimmy: You've not done this before, have you? Jimmy: that'll be why Janis: navigated a drunk grace home? Janis: unfortunately not my first rodeo Jimmy: 🥇 #bants mate but not what I meant Janis: what do you mean then Jimmy: You didn't get me? 💔 Janis: how ungoals Janis: have to dump me Jimmy: subtle Janis: shut up Jimmy: not me who did a 🌙 flit, were it? Janis: if Cass ever manages to get herself in half a state, you've got a free pass, like Jimmy: Leave it out Janis: yeah Jimmy: seriously Janis: alright Janis: ain't said anything Jimmy: 👍 Janis: well you know the drill Janis: wish me 🍀 Janis: come find me if it gets to a couple of days Jimmy: that ain't funny Jimmy: but alright Janis: I know it ain't Jimmy: have a look at where I said leave it out then Janis: well I mean it, we're there, like Janis: not gonna be accused of 👻ing again Jimmy: so go on and crack on Janis: fine Jimmy: 👌 Janis: [let's say she can get out in a reasonable amount of time like shh cali not now] Janis: at work? Jimmy: [a 😒 selfie to show he is] Janis: another day another dollar Janis: want me to come see you Jimmy: I won't take you to get that as a matching tramp stamp, rich girl, but it'll do well on the 'gram Janis: you gonna do it for me Jimmy: obvs, nowt I wouldn't 💕 Janis: find the cleanest biro you can then, dickhead Jimmy: [selfie of him with a pen in his mouth like this'll do] Janis: 😏 Janis: stop flirting with me and start flirting with your customers Jimmy: uploading my nudes to the CG insta, hang on Jimmy: just gotta keep one arm round Doris so she don't 💀💀💀 Jimmy: didn't have her hip done that long ago Janis: such a talented multi-tasker Janis: defs need a raise Jimmy: 🥇 Janis: you need anything Jimmy: other than a raise? Janis: do my best Janis: such a fan of mine, dennis Jimmy: who ain't, babe? Janis: oh, some ginger prick, appaz Jimmy: What? Janis: of the many enlightening things gracie came out with, the fact some lad reckons I shagged his bird was the funniest tbh Janis: catch me brawling for her affection Jimmy: 🙄😏 can't take you nowhere Jimmy: get back in the closet for a bit tah, you're showing me up Janis: oi, don't take his side Janis: worst bf ever 💔 Jimmy: It's been a few hours now, like Jimmy: What did you reckon 💕 and 🌹? Janis: obvs Janis: no less for me 👑 Jimmy: good, won't have to chuck this bunch back on the ⚰ for a bit then Janis: don't worry, when it comes to it, seperate your yelp review and bf one Janis: not that rude Jimmy: career progression really is important to you, eh? Jimmy: so hot Janis: top priority Jimmy: I'll let my manager know Janis: Busy shift? Jimmy: You want a smoothie that bad? Jimmy: I'll sort you out with a queue jump, babe Janis: just sound it Janis: I can wait Jimmy: If I sound 😒 and 😫 that'll be 'cause I am Janis: hold your nose and down 'em all, like Jimmy: just neck this lass' espresso in front of her Jimmy: #savage Janis: 😂 Janis: I think it's funny, get on board jeremy Jimmy: if you ain't put owt in the suggestion box, now's the time, girl Janis: will do Janis: reckon I'm gonna shower and sort myself 'fore I come though Janis: pretty wrecked and all Jimmy: You had any sleep? Janis: nah Jimmy: Get some, dickhead Janis: I've survived on less, it's alright Jimmy: That weren't what I asked Janis: didn't really ask, more demand Janis: time and a place to be all 🤤 babe Jimmy: Here's me demanding you don't pass out in the CG then Jimmy: and your warning that I will draw on your face Janis: fair Janis: but Jimmy: but what? Janis: I just wanna see you Jimmy: I'll wake you up when I'm done Jimmy: you know how much I love the bus ride to yours Jimmy: Why are you trying to deny me my fave thing? So rude Janis: I'm your fave thing Janis: ruder Jimmy: So I don't want you to 💀💀💀 Jimmy: just sleep Janis: okay Janis: I'll try Jimmy: 🧸💕 Jimmy: I'll try not to be jealous Janis: I hope it smells enough like you so I can 😴 Jimmy: put my hoodie on, I'll be there as soon as Janis: Okay Janis: try not to fall into the steamer Janis: I'd miss your face Jimmy: Me an' all Jimmy: need it to rest my 😎 on Jimmy: and how would I 🚬? Janis: keep those 👂s and 👃 in tact Janis: gobhole still be there Jimmy: 👍 Jimmy: I get it, you'd miss my 👂 the most Jimmy: do it for you then, baby Janis: how would I even show my 💕 Janis: don't bear thinking about Jimmy: I might think about it Jimmy: just a bit Janis: 😏 hm Janis: idk if that will help me sleep but Jimmy: I'd say sorry but it'll only sound fake Janis: never fake, us Jimmy: could obvs say the same about that ginger dickhead and his gay missus though Janis: how rude to try and get rid via slandering my name Janis: literally just got this rep girl Jimmy: I'll have a scrap with him but it's probably best if you don't touch her Janis: get her to do a police sketch Janis: did she imagine it or Janis: who knows Jimmy: maybe she fucked your sister but Grace don't want 💀👑 to dump her so she's saying it were you Janis: 😱 Janis: falls apart when they're off-again already Janis: but let's spread that instead, obvs Jimmy: #trueloveaintneveroff Jimmy: soz for the stuff of nightmares though, Judith Janis: truly, gonna have her as my sleep paralysis demon Janis: come through 👑charming Jimmy: Hang on, I fucked up but I can fix this Jimmy: [voice memo that's like a bedtime story because he's a nerd on his break and is obvs gonna use his time wisely to make something up] Jimmy: stick that on, you'll be alright Janis: [does] Janis: this is Janis: why are you the cutest I hate it Jimmy: shhh Jimmy: 😴😴😴 Janis: okay but I had to let you know Janis: earnt being bigheaded this time Jimmy: 💪🏆 Janis: 🌃 Jimmy: in a bit, girl Jimmy: [we should say he does go to Cali's so she can wake up whenever to him being there and sleepy snuggling her, gutted for the bear obvs] Janis: ['hey' so buzzin' like] Jimmy: [says it back so softly because all 😍 at how cute she is sleeping] Janis: [when you don't know what to do with yourself badadadum] Jimmy: [a kiss hello is what he should do though because cute and a mood] Janis: [the l word keeps coming like it is time] Jimmy: [that ILY curse, hello to you, my friend] Janis: ['how was the rest of your shift?' yawning so snoozy] Jimmy: [when you just snuggle into her even more than you were like is that an answer or do you just wanna, there's no way to know] Janis: [have that snugg time lads you've earnt it] Jimmy: [just let him be soft 5ever and hold her and kiss her as much as he wants thank you world] Janis: [he gonna need sleep too so have at it] Jimmy: [mhmm be the big 🥄 boy] Janis: [enjoy all that hair we know you do] Jimmy: [shameless] Janis: [just listening to the story again] Jimmy: [I also like to think Pablo had to let him in for my own lols] Janis: [yasss if it was either of cali they'd wanna talk ew] Jimmy: [and Grace is dying so] Janis: [poor girl lol] Jimmy: [if Mia comes knocking she ain't coming in, nobody wants to see you hun especially Pablo] Janis: [oh lord, tryna bang him when she's home i see u] Jimmy: [we all know she would] Janis: [snek, have a field day 'cos JJ are there too] Jimmy: [true] Janis: [too bad bitch] Jimmy: [imagine how unsympathetic she'd be even if Grace was actually dying, the friend we all want obvs] Janis: [i imagine she's like ellie's mum and just talks about herself like literally oblivious] Jimmy: [honestly, suck it up buttercup, am I right?] Janis: [lmaooooo]

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xxkellsvixen19xx · 6 years ago

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Right For All The Wrong Reasons Duncan Shepherd x Fem Reader (18) AU

Dedicating to @langdonsinferno for our mutual love for the film American Beauty, couldn't resist writing this concept hope you enjoy!

A/N: Used some of the main elements to the plot of the film American Beauty with some adjustments and changes. Duncan Shepherd becomes disillusioned with his existence and begins to hunger for fresh excitement in his life. As he experiences a new awakening of the senses, his marriage to Claire Underwood-Shepherd was a dead end heading nowhere but when their daughter Alexis brings her friend Y/N around Duncan's fantasies get the better of him, bound and determined to get what he wants he let's his lustful thoughts become reality when he seduces the barely legal 18 year old fulfilling his wildest desires.

Warnings: Cheating, Lust, Fantasizing, Barely Legal 18 Year Old Reader, Fingering, Masturbation, Oral (Fem Reader Receives), Virginity Loss, Rough Sex, Choking, Dominate Duncan, Submissive Fem Reader, Mention Of Divorce, Dirty Talk, Daddy Kink, Absolute Dirty Smut

Word Count: 4,361 Words

Note: Lyics used in this fic are from American Woman by Lenny Kravitz and Beach by Mew

Duncan Shepherd becomes disillusioned with his existence and begins to hunger for fresh excitement in his life. As he experiences a new awakening of the senses, his marriage to Claire Underwood-Shepherd was a dead end heading nowhere but when their daughter Alexis brings her friend Y/N around Duncan's fantasies get the better of him, bound and determined to get what he wants he let's his lustful thoughts become reality when he seduces the barely legal 18 year old fulfilling his wildest desires.

They were always fighting. There were screams, a loud crash and shattering glass. I quickly escaped to my room and closed the door

He was outside.

I turned on the music, so I wouldn't have to hear anything from downstairs. I brushed my hair. It was dark and long, much like raven's wings or maybe just a black veil draped over my head. The mirror reflected sad eyes of a little girl, hiding behind that veil. The veil had been put on at the very moment of birth, since my family was never a family, but a nest of cruel and uncaring people.

I went to the window and eyed the front yard. He was there, I knew it, even though I couldn't see him. Carefully I let the music carry me, lyrics letting me sway to the beat.

"It's hard to make sense

Feels as if I'm sensing you through a lens

If someone else comes

I'll just sit here listening to the drums"

I had closed my eyes. The notes flew through me like a force of pure emotion, so raw and so deep that it almost hurt. I could've stayed like that for a long time but I knew that was not what he expected.

I opened my eyes. Then I slowly took off my top, revealing the skin beneath it. There was no need for a show, he didn't want that. I didn't want that. Or at least I thought I didn't. My real wants and needs had blurred with his, making me obey him blindly. Still, he didn't force me to do anything. It was all up to me to make my next move.

I took off my bra. When I revealed my breasts, I saw a quick move somewhere in the night. He was there, watching me, I was sure of it now. I swirled a stray of hair around my finger, then let go of it. I traced the line from under my jaw right down to my waistline, feeling the breastbone, the navel and the fabric of my skirt. Then I stopped.

"The world is like you

Here time's the charm

Like a dog it's breathing

They're just as lonely

And we all make mistakes once in a while"

//Seated in the bleachers, next to the high school BAND, is a group of about twenty TEENAGE GIRLS, dressed in pale blue and white uniforms. Among them, Alexis sits next to Y/N Y/L/N. At eighteen, Angela is strikingly beautiful; with perfect even features, h/c hair and a nubile young body, she's the archetypal American dream girl.

On the gym floor, the girls perform. They're well-rehearsed, but too young to carry off the ambitious Vegas routine they're attempting.

Duncan Shepherd leans forward in his seat.

He is focused on Y/N now. Everything starts to SLOW DOWN... the MUSIC acquires an eerie ECHO…

He watches transfiixed.

Y/N looks directly at us now, dancing only for Duncan. Her movements take on a blatantly erotic edge as she starts to unzip her uniform, teasing us with an expression that's both innocent and knowing, then... she pulls her uniform OPEN and a profusion of RED ROSE PETALS spill forth…

Y/N, fully clothed, is once again surrounded by the other girls. The HIGH SCHOOL BAND plays its last note, the Dancing Spartanettes strike their final pose, and the audience APPLAUDS.

Claire Duncan's wife claps along with the rest of the audience while he just sits there, unable to take his eyes off Y/N.

The game is long over. Y/N and Alexis come out of the gym. Duncan and Claire stand at the edge of the parking lot. She crosses reluctantly toward her parents, followed by Y/N. “Congratulations, honey, you were great.” Duncan praised his daughter. “I didn't win anything.” She states offhandedly with a shake of her head. “Hi, I'm Duncan.” He extends his hand to his daughter's new friend. “Hi.” her voice is melodic Duncan is drawn in, though she comes across shy he senses something about Y/N, something beyond the shy front Y/N has in place.

“This is my friend Y/N Y/L/N” Alexis introduces you to her parents, her parent's looked like the high class version of the typical 9-5 office job type of couple. Claire is well reserved and has made quite the name for herself in D.C. in the political profession, Duncan Shepherd was tall handsome dressed in a $10,095.00 Giorgio Armani business suit. The 5 o clock shadow that adored his handsome face and every hair on his head was perfectly in place, the scent of his cologne Killian's Black Phantom waived through the cool night air. Duncan was old enough to be her father at the distinguished age of 35 and though it was inappropriate Y/N already found herself attracted so strongly that it was impossible to deny. She couldn't help all the dirty overly sexual thoughts that already flooded her mind, but then again neither could Duncan despite the 17 years age difference their minds seemed perfectly in sync.

Later that night….

Y/N POV

Duncan and Claire were in bed, even in a deep sleep Mrs. Shepherd looked determined. Duncan is in that boundary between sleeping and awake he stares up at us.

A solitary single red rose petal falls slowly through the air.

Duncan's POV

'It's the funniest thing’

The red rose petal lands just in view on Duncan's pillow.

Duncan POV

‘I feel like I've been in a coma for about twenty years, and I'm just now waking up.’

More rose petals fall to the bed surrounding him, in his dream induced haze he smiles up at the almost life like vision that played out before him.

Duncan's POV

Y/N, naked, FLOATS above us as a deluge of ROSE PETALS falls around her. Her hair fans out around her head and GLOWS with a subtle, burnished light. She looks down at us with a smile that is all things…

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A few days later Alexis brought Y/N over after school, it was Friday night the initial plan was a sleep over and girl time.

The two were in the living room in front of the large screen streaming music videos from YouTube. “Oh, shit. They're home. Quick, let's go up to my room.” Alexis clicked the tv off tossing the remote aside. “I should say hi to your dad I don't want to be rude.” Y/N called from behind her shoulder sauntering towards the kitchen. “Besides I could use a drink, you want me to grab you one?” “Yes there is root beer thanks.” Alexis responded hastily disappearing.

Duncan is in the kitchen faced towards the open refrigerator. “Nice suit.” Her voice rings out immediately causing him to snap at attention to face her, He is instantly transfixed.

Duncan's POV

‘Y/N leans against the counter, twirling her hair.’

“Your looking good Mr Shepherd.” There is a saying that says flattery will get you no where but to him hearing anything come from her lips would get her anywhere even if it was naked in bed with him to play out all his wild dirty fantasies. In the eyes of the state 18 is considered an adult so in all honesty it would be consensual. She slowly moves towards him, “the last time I saw you you seemed kinda wound up.”

Duncan's POV

‘She reaches inside the refrigerator to grab a bottle. As she does, she moves to place her other hand casually on Lester's shoulder. He sees it coming. Everything SLOWS DOWN, and all sound around in that moment FADES…’

‘Her hand as it briefly touches his shoulder in SLOW MOTION. We HEAR only the amplified BRUSH of her fingers against the fabric of his suit, and it's unnatural, hollow ECHO…’

Duncan snaps back into reality, the hear and now. Y/N grabs two root beers from the fridge smiling at him. His eyes narrow just slightly with that mixture of sexy yet dangerous.

Duncan's POV

‘He cups her face in his hands and kisses her. She seems shocked, but doesn't resist as he pulls her toward him with surprising strength. He breaks the kiss, looking at her in awe, then he reaches up and touches his lips. His eyes widen as he pulls a ROSE PETAL from his mouth right before we…’

Real time...

Y/N is back against the counter, drinking the root beer. Duncan stands by the refrigerator, gazing at her, still lost in fantasy.

Later that night….

Claire lies sleeping. Duncan is awake, staring at the ceiling. After a moment, he gets up, taking care not to disturb Claire, and walks toward the bathroom.

‘Across from us, in a PEDESTAL BATHTUB, is Y/N. She smiles and beckons us, and we MOVE CLOSER. ROSE PETALS float on the surface of the water, obscuring her naked body.’

‘Duncan leans down by the bathtub like a man in church. “You've been working out, haven't you? I can tell.” She arches her back looking up at him provocatively. “I was hoping you'd give me a bath, I'm very very dirty.” ‘

‘Duncan gives her a hard look, then slowly slips his hand into the water between her legs. Her eyes widen and she throws her head back...and we…’

Y/N POV

‘His hands run over my body and I let out a soft sigh. I need to ease the ache between my thighs. I need him touch me, to tease me. I need to cum. Wanton desirous thoughts invade my mind. The feeling overwhelms me and I can't do anything else until I'm sated. I let my thighs fall open as he slips his fingers into my cunt. Heat envelopes them as he slide two inside.’

‘My cunt throbs with pleasure. I feel you inside me, filling me. He slide another finger inside, greedily filling me, thrusting them in and out to keep rhythm with my hips. I lift my leg, needing him to push deep, feeling the velvet walls of my cunt squeezing tight around his fingers. My arousal surges. My legs tremble. I wonder if you can feel me. Feel how my body knows just how to respond to your touch.’

‘My clit throbs. He presses harder, stroking me. His fingers are slick against me. My body begins to succumb. I don't want to draw it out any longer. I need it too much to let it last. I need to be greedy. I need to be satisfied. His fingers move frantically over my clit. My cunt pulses harder. I feel the heat building inside me. I gasp again and a small cry escapes my lips. I can't control my hips as they buck up against his hand. My heart pounds as I feel pleasure flood my body. Hot breath rushes from my lungs as I cry out. Warmth pulses over his hand and I careen into bliss. Can you feel it?’

Real time…

Claire, her eyes wide, listening to the rhythmic BRUSH of Duncan's hand as he masturbates under the covers. She flips over and faces him, “what are you doing?” A beat passes “Nothing” he responds frustrated. Claire switches on the bedside lamp, “you were masturbating weren't you?” “Don't be ridiculous Claire I was not.” He turns his back to her letting out a loaded sigh. “Yes you were” she challenged. He turns to face her trying to appear innocent but gives up. “Alright so shoot me I was whacking off!” Claire gets out of their bed repelled Duncan can only laugh. “That's right. I was choking the bishop. Shaving the carrot. Saying hi to my monster” Claire shakes her head “that's disgusting.” “Well, excuse me, but I still have blood pumping through my veins!” Yelled argumentativly.

Duncan's POV

‘ Claire this hasn't been a marriage for years. But you were happy as long as I kept my mouth shut. Well, guess what? I've changed. And the new me whacks off when he feels horny, because you're obviously not going to help me out in that department.’

//American woman, stay away from me… american woman, mama let me be… don't come a hangin' around my door... I don't want to see your face no more...//

Duncan has retreated downstairs to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator he grabs a beer and starts to head toward the family room.

Duncan's POV….

‘AS we MOVE SLOWLY around a corner, Y/N comes into view, standing at the STEREO, holding a CD case. She's been crying; her face is puffy, and her hair mussed. She regards us apprehensively... then puts on a slightly defiant smile.’

‘ ‘'He leans against the wall taking a swig of his beer, “Not at all, bad night?” “No not really just strange” she replies. “Believe me couldn't be any stranger than mine” he stated with an exasperated huff. She smiles. They stand there in silence; the atmosphere is charged.’

‘ “Alexis and I had a fight…. It was about you.” Y/N admitted. “She's mad at me because I think your sexy.” Duncan grins. He is sexy. “Do you want a sip?” You nod. Duncan holds the bottle up to her mouth and she drinks clumsily. He gently wipes her chin with the back of his hand “so are you going to tell me what you want?” He asked with an eyebrow raised. “I don't know.” It was a lie she knew exactly what she wanted. “You don't know?” ‘

‘His face is very close to yours was this really happening--or was it mere imagination… “what do you want?” She asked him her eyes locked on his. “Are you kidding? I want you. I've wanted you since the first moment I saw you. You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.” Y/N takes a deep breath just before Duncan leans in to kiss her cheek, her forehead, her eyelids, her neck… “you don't think I'm ordinary?” “God, fuck no… you couldn't be ordinary if you tried.” Duncan presses his lips to yours in a seductive kiss, it was wrong but felt oh so right in a variety of ways.’

‘Y/N lays back on the couch as Duncan moves in over her. He pulls her jeans off and gently brushes his fingers over her legs, then moves up and caresses her face.. He starts unbuttoning your blouse. Slowly he eyes every inch of her skin. Duncan pulls her blouse open, exposing her breasts. He looks down at her, grinning, unable to believe he's actually about to do what he's dreamed of so many times, and then… “It's my first time.” Duncan laughs surely she is kidding right? ‘

Y/N POV….

‘ I laid down and he was sort of kneeling over me as we kissed. “You’re a lovely girl.” Duncan's voice was kind of firm. I imagined he was expressing irritation with me for earlier telling him about being insecure about my looks. I felt uneasy for a moment. I was embarrassed that I was wearing an old plain white bra. I looked up to see if he was staring at my breasts, but he was to my surprise looking at my face. I wondered if he thought they were unattractive or if maybe he didn’t like breasts. “I don’t think you ever did tell me.” he broke the silence. I pulled off my skirt and underwear, and then he moved his head down. For a while I stared at the wall, and then I caught a glimpse of his head down in between my legs. I wondered what he was doing.’

Duncan's POV…

‘ I was kissing and licking everywhere between your thighs I could tell you were getting turned on. I moved on to the clitoris, I starting with gentle licking and sucking. I look up to see you “does that feel good, babygirl?” You were unable to respond but by your blissed out expression it was clear I was doing something right. “You look so hot right now, at my mercy, so young so vulnerable” I paused for a moment then I asked you, “Did any guy ever do that to you before?!” ‘

Y/N POV…

‘ “Do what?” my voice came out nervous betraying the brave front I often gave off. “Eat you out.” Duncan responded seductively. Despite the dim lighting I could see the smirk on his face. I had felt his face and hair rubbing against my thighs, it kind of tickled but at the same time it turned me on. I felt an unrelenting pressure build in my abdomen it was driving me insane. I could smell my pussy juices on his breath. ‘

‘ He moved in to kiss me. I wanted him to kiss me, but I didn’t want him to think I would want something like that, so I turned my head to the side to dodge him. But he tried again, grinning big, and we kissed and I was excited by him forcing a kiss on me and forcing me to taste myself on his tongue. Then two of his fingers went into my dripping pussy and it hurt tremendously. My eyes snapped shut and I started to moan both from pain and out of feeling an obligation to make him think I was enjoying it (and in all honestly I really was), and feeling like I wanted to excite him by moaning and groaning.’

‘ I peeked my eyes open and saw his face was right over mine, watching my reactions. he was grinning god how he looked so sexy right then. “God, you’re wet.” he moaned. He took his fingers out and held them up to the light. They were drenched, completely covered in my arousal.’

‘ I writhed beneath him in sexual bliss, nothing mattered in that moment than how this felt, how my body responded to his. My body was a map but every inch, every curve he knew it almost like committed memory. I was made for him and he knew it, I knew that there would never be anyone else that could ever make me feel like this it was like ‘devine appointment’. He was experienced and he knew just what to do and boy he did it well. I embraced the desire to quench the sexual fire that burned throughout my body setting every nerve ending on a blazing rage of intense fire.’

‘ “Cum for me babygirl.” His voice was firm yet commanding. My body detonated. The heat that had built up inside of me for what seemed like forever and had been centred entirely on my most sensitive areas and it burst out. Warmth and tension coursed through every vein as my heart leapt for joy and pumped my blood explosively. My skin tingled as a wave of goose bumps rode a shiver along my body stretching out to every extremity as my breath caught in my throat. I could feel fluid blasting out of my exposed and knickerless core and soaking my thighs further as an orgasm ripped through me.’

Duncan's POV….

‘ “Do you like that? Do you like I make you feel.” I own every single piece of your body, and we are attached to each other as one. I love how your skin tone matches your lips and make your hot eyes look brighter when you look me directly in the eyes telling me that you know I'm have you, I have you right where I want you. I want to cover you in marks and hickeys hearing you moan uncontrollably.’

‘ “ I want to make love to you, rub my cock on your clit, make you beg for it for me to put it inside of you. But I'm not going to until you say please daddy fuck me. Over and over again, I want to make you drip babygirl.” Your frustrated state was almost endearing, your face was flush, I heard your needy please leave your lips like a prayer. “Please daddy fuck me, I want to feel every inch of you rip me apart. I want you to fuck me so hard I can't walk straight for weeks afterward.” You begged me.’

‘ “Well since you put it that way…” my body was in overdrive, in an almost inhuman speed I was out of my pants discarding them off to the sidelines. “I want to choke you while I fuck you relentlessly, I think it's only fair to warn you that this won't be sweet and slow but it will be hard, fast and deep. I don't intend on showing any mercy.” I smirk at you before I slammed into you without warning giving you no time to adjust to my size. I want to ruin you, rip you apart, test your limits.” ‘

‘ Pelvic bones got heavier, shifted somehow. Y/N not only experiences multi-orgasmic fireworks, but a more realistic longing for the act of sex to last longer, to “feel more.” ‘

Y/N POV….

‘ When we had danced and I lost myself—in him, in the music, in the shapes on the wall—I was also intensely aware of myself physically. I felt as though my pelvic bones got heavier, shifted somehow. And when he had pushed into me on the mattress, I was wet, though I hadn’t known I would be. His warm slide in and out felt not like the intrusion, but like something that was already part of me. I hadn’t any sense of wanting him to finish: I’d reached and pushed against him to feel more. “Deeper…” I managed to call out breathlessly. I felt his hand reach up to grab my throat closing in around it with just enough pressure to add to my already heightened senses.’

‘ It’s hard to experience desire while at the same time controlling it. We were trying to lose control, I couldn't explain it but I trusted him. His dominance is merely a way to show his control, to push my limits, to break me. Would he hurt me intentionally, or cause any harm? No the kind of delicious pain I was feeling was more a way to drive me crazy, the right amount of pain mixed with pleasure was nothing more than absolute complete and total bliss.’

‘ We were moving purposefully, into and against each other, I was holding the top of the bed, my eyes falling back into my eyelids, and we were trying to follow our desires, such as we understood them, and we could tell we were close to something. I watched these images in gold and red and white as Duncan’s fingers fluttered and moved as our bodies molded into one. When my body began to tense, his understood and our bodies seemed to move like a well oiled machine, my rhythm matching his thrust for thrust.’

‘ I was waiting, craving almost desperate as I felt my release very near. No violence was committed, it was clear he desired it as much as I did, it was consensual like an unspoken agreement between us both. I was savoring this saving every last moment between us that we were sharing, I committed it to memory. I have been stripped and I entered the pit and I didn't want to ever come up out of it.’

Duncan's POV…..

‘ Y/N was poised to melt, to completely shut down underneath my touch. I owned you ever single inch. Because of the intensity of this moment we shared it was an unspoken happiness of pure sexual and wanton bliss. Her head flung back fuck she looked absolutely gorgeous. When I locked my gaze with her she was fixed on me eyes glassy.’

‘ My breathing became loud and shaky I moaned out. Our bodies were in the extremes of pure unbridled pleasure, it's like we weren't in our own bodies anymore like we were possessed taken over by desire. We worked at a deliberate frenzy to chase our ultimate release. She wrapped her legs around my waist lifting up at just the right angle allowing us a feeling that both of us enjoyed. “I am close… I….” I gave my go ahead, dropping my dominant personality just slightly “go ahead cum for me babygirl.” I coaxed you. I felt your pussy walls clench around me as your release covered my cock causing me to near my release within not even half a second afterward. We road out our orgasms and attempt to regain normal breathing again. I laid down next to you, our eyes connected both of our blissed out expressions giving us a natural high. With damn near fifteen years of marriage with Claire it was evident that the passion between us had fizzled out making the act of sex nothing more than going through the motions. But tonight with us it sparked something between us something unquenchable, I knew this was the first time but it surely wasn't the last. We had both had a taste and if it was the last thing we would ever do it damn sure wouldn't at all be the last especially if I had anything to do about it. Claire was now nothing more than an inconvenience, an unpleasantry and she would be dealt with. Our marriage was dead and undoubtedly within less than 24 hours I would see to it to have her served with divorce papers. It was time to live life my way on my terms fuck everything else because nothing or noone was going to stand in my way.’

‘ "You are as beautiful as a raven; wrong in all the ways but still the only right for my eyes." I broke the silence between us. "And you are not a dream, because if you are, then I am one too." I scrutinised her for a brief moment. After that fell the silence once more. For the first time ever I smiled at you, then looked away and the moment passed. She closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep.’

//"It is sweet outside

Where it seems magical

And if nothing works

We'll do nothing

Save yourself tonight

Asleep in the dark

I hope we're on time"//

#duncan shepherd #claire underwood #house of cards #fan fiction #au

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miyeonswritings · 7 years ago

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BTS||Mafia!Au|| You don’t want a big wedding and would like to give all the money to charity instead

Guess who’s back? Me!!!! Did you miss me? I did!

Request: Hey can you do a BTS and exo mafia reaction to their s/o telling them they don’t want a big wedding and instead want to give all the money to charity?

Authors note: I’m sorry hun, but EXO isn’t part of the groups I write for, I really like their music, but I don’t know them well. I hope you like it anyways! <3

Jin: You’ve always been Jin’s princess. He wanted to bring you the stars from the sky and lay them to your feet. That's why he also wanted to give you a wedding kings and queens would've been envious of. He already contacted a wedding planner and was about to give you his credit card when you came up with your plan.

“You want what? For homeless people? Babe, I know that you are humble, but you can donate as much as you want after you married me. I could buy the whole organization if you want.”

Yoongi: He proposed to you although he didn’t need a damn contract to prove that he loves you. But he knew how important it was for you and that's why he did it in the first place. You could've thought he wanted the small quiet thing, but Min Yoongi is actually a show-off.

“Are you fucking kidding me? I thought it was your biggest dream to marry me as soon as possible? And now you want to donate my money for the underclass? You know that these are my best customers, don't you?”

Hoseok: Hoseok loved you with all his heart and whoever made you sad, even if it was because of a trifle, was a dead man. He would do everything to make you happy. Everything. However, when you whispered him your idea, scared of his reaction, he would confuse you.

“So, you like trees that much that you would let your dream of a big, princess-like wedding go? Ok, if my baby wants this, let's do that, but you won't donate our wedding night, will you?”

Namjoon: He wouldn't be surprised by your idea, since it was his idea to make it a fabulous, unforgettable wedding, and not yours. You were a down to earth and selfless person, the perfect counterpart to his cold-hearted and dangerous person. He actually wanted to talk with you before he begun planning, but you preempt him.

“You know that you could have both? Argh, you really do things to me...okay, you can donate it to the WWF. But don’t tell anyone that it was my money.”

Jimin: Although he always tried to keep the mask of the hard mafia member, he would always show his true self when he is around you. The moment you told him how your plans changed he would freak out and wouldn't let you finish your sentence, all because he was afraid that you would leave him.

You:” Jimin, I've got to talk to you. The wedding...I don’t want it bi-”

Jimin: ”What? What do you mean? I thought you wanted it, I thought you were happy with me and ok with what I do, WHY WOULD YOU GO?”

Taehyung: Taehyung couldn’t wait for the day he would finally see you walking down the aisle. He was more than excited and he wanted to make it big. He went that far that he even invited his enemies, just to show them that he had you and was happy. However, when you told him about your plans, he would suddenly get really quiet. His usually giggly self was nowhere to be found. This silence would probably last for days till one of you would finally talk with the other one.

“I love dogs too, but I don’t crash a whole wedding for them. Why can’t we do both?”

Jungkook: Jungkook would actually really like your idea. It wasn't his idea to make it big and he really just needs his family and closest friends to marry the love of his life. It also reduced the possibility of his enemies, he had many, getting close to you and all the other people he loves.

“...but still, do we really have to donate for saving whales? Its still money I earned with my own hands, you know?”

#bts #bts reactions #bts imagine #bts smut #bts au #bts mafia au #kim namjoon #kpop reactions #fluff #angst #kim taehyung #park jimin

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peterknowsshit · 3 years ago

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Road Trip (Leg 1, Part 3) Swimming and Winslow, Arizona

Tori:

It had been a few days since that car ride, the trip to the museum and I could tell @PeterKnowsShit was still flying sky high from being able to slide his ass into the leather seat of that Cobra. If there ever were a cloud nine with cars, my man was on it. Even so, I watched with a longing to see that goofy grin on his face anytime I could put it there. And this stop in our travels, had been no exception to do just that. It was an unplanned stop, sure but when we rolled into town, I couldn't pass up the opportunity to go. Twisting @PeterKnowsShit's arm to agree? Never. Any chance I could give that man to see me closer to bare-assed the better and honestly, if I could ditch the clothes altogether I would.

Unfortunately, that would have to wait until after hours of course but until then, the thin straps of black fabric you could call a bikini would have to do. In which by the look on @PeterKnowsShit’s face, he had no problem with that at all.] Peter Pan Gibson.. Were you listening again? [Spying was more like it. I couldn’t help but ask however with that all-knowing grin taking up residence on your face. The crowd was somewhat scarce for a Wednesday afternoon but by the small head count I had taken upon our arrival, it seemed there were a few good stories you just couldn’t pass up on with your special eavesdropping capabilities as I had grown to call them. Lowering my sunglasses a tad, I looked over the top of them and gave you a wink. The heat from the sun’s kisses to my skin a welcomed reminder that summer was right around the corner and the small patch of grass I had taken claim to with our gear, was the perfect setup for our picnic. Not to mention, all the deep blue we were about to dive into.]

Peter:

If I wasn't sure you were my dream woman before, that night with the Cobra sealed the deal. I truly thought I was damned to be unlucky ever since I made the choice to have @OfUndeadWings turn me. But somehow, some deity somewhere decided I wasn't too much of an asshole to get some happiness. And damn if I wasn't just that. The only thing that would've made that night better would've been if we could've christened the Cobra too. The thought had my eyes flicking over to you with a smirk. As my mind began to run wild with a fantasy about just that, you pulled me out of my head, "Peter Pan Gibson...were you listening again?'" That earned a low chuckle. I took my time admiring every inch of you in that little black bikini before giving a shrug of one shoulder- You would do it too if you were me. -leaning to catch your lips in the millionth kiss of the day before I got my ass in gear to set thing up for our picnic. You had already taken the time to spread out the blanket that you were laid out on. So, I made myself useful by unpacking the food, pausing to toss a piece of turkey that had fallen out of one of the sandwiches to Rilla-

Tori:

Now, you're right! I will give you that. I would rather you tell me these stories out loud though.. [I had to give you that one and as I laughed, moving to sit up, helping you unpack the sandwiches, I gestured towards the sign from when we rolled in. Offering another piece of turkey to Rilla before I spoke.] Do you know the deepest you've ever gone?

[81 feet. The sign said 81 feet and peering over, taking it all in, I was curious if you could without any gear as I popped a blueberry into my mouth, rolling it around on my tongue.]

Peter:

-once all the food was unpacked I wasted no time plucking up a sandwich and taking a bite. Instantly, I regretted that decision when you asked me how deep I had gone and I began to choke on that bite of sandwich. Normally, maybe, I wouldn’t have immediately gone to a sexual place, but with the train of thought I already had been on that’s the first place I went. Swallowing the too big piece and cringing as it scraped its way down, I reached for one of the sodas, drinking greedily before answering- How deep have I... -finally my brain started catching up when I saw your eyes locked on the sign behind me, glancing over my shoulder, I started to laugh- I’m not really sure what is the deepest I’ve gone. You wanna see if I could do this one?

Tori:

You're really thirsty today, mine. [I could only imagine where your mind went with that. All joking aside, I watched as you downed that soda in almost ten seconds flat. Laughing with a shake of my head next when you caught up to what I was really asking. Which only served to lead me to have to answer your question now. And I wasn't prepared for that.] Well, I don't want you hurt. I know that. I mean you're not diving to the center of the Earth are you? [Decisions, Decisions. Glancing between you and Rilla, I worried my lip thinking it over. The truth was, I didn't know the deepest either for myself but there was only one way to find out. Working my pendant off, I smiled wrapping the chain around my ankle finally, fixing the clasp. Losing it wasn't an option and as I got up to stretch, looking out at all that blue, I made my mind up about going in. Only to pause right before my run to glance back to you, then Rilla.] You stay right here, boy. Unless you want to jump in too. [Giving you one last wink, I turned back and took off in a dead run, jumping right off that plank, making it my first dive of the season with you.]

Peter:

-finishes off the soda and wipes my mouth with the back of my hand before grinning at you. I knew damn well you had figured out where my mind went. But I couldn't find it in me to care. Then you started fastening your pendent to your ankle. Which had me focusing on the smooth tan skin of your leg. And...there went my mind again. Fucking hell if you didn't keep me perpetually in the gutter just by existing. Leaning back on my hands, I watched you unabashedly as you stood, my eyes trailing that sinfully perfect body as you did, and only flicking my eyes to Rilla briefly when he sat up at attention by your movement. It was safe to say that I wasn't the only one that you had dedicated to you for life. Lifting a brow as he laid back down, I took note of how he didn't even listen to me that well and let out a chuckle. Staying in place only a few seconds longer as I watched you run to the edge of the water then climbing to my feet. That primal instinct inside of me was starting to kick in at the sight of what is mine running away from me, and I made quick work of pulling my shirt off over my head and tossing it behind me as I took off after you. Whether Rilla stayed or followed, I had no clue. My focus was zeroed in on you as I dove into the water behind you-

Tori:

[Ass biting cold and a blue sky above us. That was the first thought I had and the first thing I saw when I broke the surface, the air I had left rushed out of my lungs just in time for my eyes to fly open and see Rilla barking up at the top of the landing. Quickly assessing my surroundings, you were nowhere in sight but I played this game with you before and knew you were close. With that thought now in mind, a poor reenactment of the movie Jaws was suddenly in order and I started to swim a lap back over to the other side, crossing right over the deepest part again.] Duunnn dunnn… duuuunnnn duun…duuunnnnnnnn dun dun dun.. [expecting you to pop up at any moment, I laughed, letting the film’s score play out on my lips]

Peter:

-As soon as I hit the water, I started to head for you. But then your question rang through my mind again. And I was curious about going all the way to the bottom. Unfortunately, it wasn’t as cool as I hoped. Cold. Dark. Slimy mud. Meh. Turning my body around and aiming for the surface again. That small human part that still hung out in the back of my mind pointing out how much this would’ve fucked me up if I weren’t what I was now. And before long, I could see you swimming across my path, with a smirk, swimming even faster in a straight line for you. Then in the blink of an eye, my arms closing around you and yanking you into the water with me with a soundless laugh-

Tori:

[My gut was telling me you were close, long before you ever came into view and as I felt strong arms finally come up around me from down below, I sucked in that big breath right after that gasp of surprise left my lips.

Fighting that smile hard when you pulled me under, a million and one memories of us and a body of water in some form, came rushing to mind. That same look in your eyes that had been present then, was very much present now, and had been all morning since we arrived. In that instant it took for you to swallow me up whole like Jonah and the whale, I had my lips on yours in a kiss that rocked the ages, bringing us both back there in my mind and right back up to the surface for a much needed breath of fresh air. Only then did Rilla's bark come slicing through our morning like a hot knife through my cannabis butter, our boy was giving us both the what for and rightfully so as he waited patiently for us to give him the signal to jump, seeing the other little dog run up beside him, making it look super easy.] Tell him it's okay, mine. He's waiting for you!

Peter:

-the way you just rolled with all the shit I did only made me love you more as I held you tightly to me, kissing the hell out of you and thanking all that is holy that neither of us was particularly at risk for drowning. And when you finally brought us up to the surface I went ahead and took in a big gulp of air before eyeing you again. Fully prepared to pull you in for another kiss before Rilla’s barks break my focus and I turn to look at him with a chuckle. His stalky body vibrating with anticipation to jump in after us. Shooting you a look first- Amazing how obedient he can be sometimes isn’t it. -smirks with a wink before turning back to him and gesturing with my hand- Come, Rilla. -before I had even finished saying his name he was already flying through the air, all that muscle causing an impressive splash that has me turning my head briefly with a full fledged laugh when he hits the water-

Tori:

I think that's called selective hearing, mine. All men have it! [I laughed, the show before me one I would never forget as I watched it play out. Not only was Rilla our travel mate but our four legged friend here was family. And this trip was very much for him too. There was fun to be had by everyone and the swimming hole had proved that in the way Rilla took that jump once you gave him the go ahead to do so. Fearless now, nothing was holding him back in his quest to reach you and that fact alone had me laughing so damn hard. Even when he landed like a cannonball, causing those splashes to cover us both, I couldn't find it in me to care when I saw how happily he made a beeline for your arms. It was a look of sheer determination as he paddled his butt to you that had me calling out to him then, encouraging the big ole pup that he could do it. All the while, moving out of the way to allow the reunion to transpire without any further intrusion from me.] Come on, boy! You're almost there! [And he was. He really was only an arm's length away when I watched you gather him up and steer him in the direction to swim out. Showing him how it was done. The day had been one of summertime fun that began with a cooler packed full of goodies for our lunch that ended with full bellies and sun-kissed skin. A real scorcher in all that heat, where at night time, we found ourselves in cooler weather for an evening out to see some ghosts.]

Peter:

-If someone asked me what day would I choose to live over and over again up until this point, I would’ve picked today. But alas it had to come to an end. And now, we were cruising down the road again in that Led Zeppelin bus I had made sure to procure for this trip as a surprise to you. Glancing over at you, the excitement was radiating off of you and made me chuckle. I wasn’t totally sold on the existence of ghosts. But I figured if I could exist, and my maker was what she was, why the hell not? Besides it made you smile the way you were, and I’d do just about anything to make you do that- Was it this exit? Or the next?

Tori:

The next.. [Giving you a beaming smile, I took one last glance over my shoulder to make sure I wasn't dreaming still. We really were in the bus, our sights set on Arizona with New Mexico in our rear view. The Mother Road spoiled me already with cherished memories, a lifetime of gifts at my fingertips in the form of musical notes, filled the bus entertaining us on our drive. The sounds of the 70's filled the air and as I turned it up, singing along, I made sure it was your sweet love that was going to save me.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4v8KEbQA8kw&feature=youtu.be

Peter:

-gives a nod as I pull into the exit lane, glancing over at you with a grin when you turn it up- Your music choice is on point for this leg of the trip, pretty bird. -moves one of my hands to rest on your thigh, giving a light squeeze as I listen to you sing-

Tori:

Well, I'm a-standing on a corner in Winslow, Arizona. Such a fine sight to see.. It's a girl, my Lord in a VW bus slowin' down to take a look at me.. [So I changed that last lyric to mimic our life in that moment. It just so happened to be true and as you rolled up throughtown to that round about stop, the squeeze I gave your hand back as it rested on my thigh, was one of childlike excitement almost as we came face to face with the statue of none other than, Glenn Frey.]

Did you know mine that technically it wasn't him standing on that corner.

It was originally another guy named Jackson. [Laughing then, I leaned over and pecked your cheek, that smile continuing to win out as a ton of stories came to mind that included the Eagles, starring my parents of course while you whipped the bus around to park.]

Peter:

-Your excitement was palatable as we pulled into town, and it was only upping my own to the point that I had to remind myself not to blow the speed limit trying to get you to that statue. As I spotted the glimmer from the sun bouncing off of it in the distance, I held my breath. My eyes flicking over to you so I could catch the moment you first spotted it. The way your face lit up, and you did that little bounce I loved so much had my heart swelling and me letting out a chuckle. Absentmindedly, I rolled to a stop near the statue, taking a good look at him as you offer up that little fact- Really? I didn't know that. -looks up in the rearview mirror when I finally hear a honk, quickly letting off the break and rolling again in search of a parking spot- I wonder how many times the locals have realized they had to drive past this spot and though, 'Damn it. I hope there's no tourists around,' because of exactly what I just did. -laughs-

Tori:

More times than they probably care to count. [Half hanging out the window when you pulled up, I could almost touch it when I heard that blare of the horn and I glanced back at the truck behind us. Giving them the finger when they finally pass, and you park the bus, I snuck a chance glance your way, only to find you already laughing at me.] Well, they should know people are going to stop! [There were already people lining up to snap pictures and I wanted one with the statue of Glenn too.] You take the picture and we just bum around. I figured we could stretch our legs before heading on. [Waiting until you had gotten out and came around to my side, I slip my hands around your waist once we got Rilla out and on his leash.] I also thought we could get a hotel room for the night too..

Peter:

-watches in amusement when you flip the guy off. My enhanced hearing picking up on the curse he shot back which just has me laughing even harder- He should. -glances in the direction of his disappearing truck and mumbles- Dick. -shoots you a wink before climbing out of the bus, rounding up a way too fucking excited Rilla, and getting his leash snapped in place, wrapping the arm that isn’t holding the leash around you- I’m sure we could find a good one around here. -smirks- Make some history or our own…

Tori:

Oh I like the sound of that! [Turning with you when we start down the sidewalk, Rilla now pulling us both along as I slip a hand into one of your back pockets to keep you close, I couldn't believe we had actually made it here. The sight of the corner store and the statue coming back into view with a few other tourists standing by, had me circling the park with you, wanting nothing more than to see what all the town had to offer us when the line died down long enough to grab my turn for a picture, giving you a beaming smile as I posed.]

PeePeter:

-keeps my arm wrapped around you as we explore, keeping an eye on the statue as we walked for when I can finally get a pic of you with it. And when the time was finally right, I may have gone a little overboard, snapping from multiple angles, and earning a few loud sighs from onlookers. Just as I was finally going to back off, Rilla pushed his way over there earning a loud laugh from me as I start taking pics again-

Tori:

Your turn too, boy! [Laughing loudly when you do, I see Rilla take center stage as he made his way over and I hunch down to pet on him, grabbing up his leash. Letting him sit pretty, I posed with him, my arm acting as a shoulder hanger with good ole Glenn playing the role of the farmer with the only thing missing being the pitch fork and you of course.] One more! [I meant it too as I motioned you over with a wave, the urgency in my voice matched that of the smile spreading across my lips when you finally came over, wanting to get all three of us in a few shots. My own version of American Gothic coming into play as the night started to fall upon us.] You about ready for a bowl, mine? We can stop for some snacks at that corner store on the way back to the bus! Find our room for the night..

Peter:

-We had an audience and I couldn’t be fucked to care. Not when it was you and that beautiful smile. So when you beckoned me over, I didn’t hesitate, rounding out the picture and snapping several more pics. For the grand finale, cupping your cheek and turning your head toward me so I can catch your lips in an impromptu kiss- You never have to ask, baby. The answer will always be yes when it comes to bowls, chocolate anything, sex, and you in general. -smirks, tucking my phone back in my pocket and taking your hand to lead you back toward the bus-

Tori:

[When you put it like that, how was I going to resist everything that was you? Especially when you named off all my favorite things, not in that particular order of course.] So weed, chocolate everything, sex and me. Those are all free passes? [The "You may pass Go and collect $200!" type of free passes and the more I thought about it, the more my body turned toward yours as we walked. A collection of soft whimpers against your ear at the mere mention of each one spurred that pep in your step to get us back to the bus and fast, with Rilla not complaining one bit as he dragged you along by his leash.] A bowl first then we can play the eat me, drink me game, mine.. [Smirking, I leaned up on my toes when we reached the bus, still very much in your embrace when your arm tightened around me at my words and I place a kiss just below your ear.]

Peter:

-It was only because I knew how much you liked this place and wanted to enjoy it more that kept me from ravaging you right there as you made those noises you knew damn well only fueled me. Still, I shot a glance around as we walked taking in how many people were actually around. And when we finally made it back to the bus, I let Rilla hop in as I kept one arm wrapped around you before wrapping the other around you too- I hope you know, Winslow, Arizona has now become one of my favorite places. -waits for you to pull back and look at me before slipping one of my hands into the back of your hair and pulling your lips to mine for a kiss that promised much, much more as soon as I could-

Tori:

[That kiss promised so much more alright! Swallowing those whimpers down, I finally pulled back from that kiss when a groan escapes me then, quickly morphing into a heartfelt laugh at the look on your face as I bring my hand up, fingers stroking your cheek now too.] I don't think you could ever tell me no, mine. Not really. I think you would try and just give in!

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