#was in a terrible headspace pre gym and was trying to use my ailments to convince myself to not go today but i'm glad i dragged myself there

[monstermp3]

🌸 achieved some personal bests at the gym today !!

🌸 a day of great homemade meals!! turns out that tuna rice balls taste delicious even when left in the fridge overnight. also still thinking about my yogurt bowl with blueberries n peanut butter... and my very fuelling protein-packed dinner which tasted like heaven......................

🌸 a lovely black cat came up to me meowing as i was walking home and rubbed itself against me when i crouched to see it better. my beloved

🌸 a peaceful walk home !!!

🌸 played a bit of volleyball this morning too!!

🌸 watched a few exciting volleyball matches today

🌸 the birthday x new year's day existential dread is finally starting to dull. i finally feel a little better about the future now lol. all i'm hoping for now is the courage and patience to pull through every uncertainty that i face these few months