#wanting to die every morning bc of agony is NOT a high quality of life but i can’t sleep w/out my cpap bc i’ll die | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

theofficialpeanutgallery · 3 years ago

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Cpaps and Apaps should be discontinued in favor of Bipaps, or whatever the one that doesn’t continuously pump air into your stomach is called. The one that only pumps air when you’re inhaling and at a rate your body can manage.

I look like a normal healthy human being but I feel like a whale that’s been beached for three weeks and needs to be put out of its misery. About as bloated, too.

#AND they should be cheaper #chronic health tag #i am SO SICK of waking up painfully bloated every single morning #i need a super high pressure or whatever so my oxygen levels don’t drop off a cliff #but that means that most of the air is just overfilling my belly and putting me in extreme pain every morning #wanting to die every morning bc of agony is NOT a high quality of life but i can’t sleep w/out my cpap bc i’ll die #my back hurts but i can’t crack it bc moving it makes my abdomen explode into pain #one day i’m not gonna wake up bc my stomach will have burst #vent post #quack lady told us she wanted me on a bipap but unfortunately that was like. at most a week after i’d recieved my new apap #and thus our insurance would have gone ‘oh sucks to be you’ and fucked off never to be seen again #to add to my delight my dad brought home a cold or smth and i caught it just as i was recovering from my covid booster

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