#want to be a little bunny under a dumb puppy refusing to let them pull out until i’m satisfied with how much they’ve breed me

[hyuckssunchip]

Do You Believe In Fate?

Pairings: Jaemin x Reader

Words: 2.4K

Warnings: some angst, some fluff

Summary: 

Fate /fāt/ noun

                       “The development of events beyond a person’s control”

There’s a plan for every one out there, at least that’s what Jaemin wholeheartedly believes. What happens when fate takes a different path?

Because love is a little difficult, sometimes you have to say goodbye.

collab: for @rvse-hvvck​‘s Sometimes Letting Go

“사랑이 좀 어려워”

            ~Bye My First...

“Do you believe in fate?” You felt the soft rumble of his words vibrate through you as your head rested on your boyfriend’s chest.

“Hmmm?” 

“Fate? You know, like people that are destined to be together?”

You nodded in response, eyes still shut, sleep dragging them down. Jaemin tended to do this. It was always well into the night when he decided he wanted to get deep and profound. You enjoyed this side of him just as much as you enjoyed the goofy energizer bunny he was, but you preferred these discussions to happen when you weren’t trying to get well needed sleep. 

“Do you?” It came out as a murmur, but Jaemin was listening so intently that there was no way he could’ve missed it.

“Yeah, it brought me to you.” You smiled at his comment, he never failed to make your heart flutter. 

Your eyes wandered over the silhouette of your boyfriend, his body language telling you that what you dreaded was in fact reality. 

You hadn’t fought in months, but things weren’t right.

You wished you could remember the exact date, you wished you could pinpoint the day that things began to fall apart. Maybe then things wouldn’t be the way that they were now.

It didn’t happen overnight. It was slow, but at the same time it happened so quickly. It snuck up on you.

You could feel it, but you ignored it, for days, weeks, months. Far too long. 

It was at some point when there had become a defined line on each side of the bed, yours and his. It was a separation that had come gradually, and without noticing, you had found yourself spending countless nights huddled alone on your side of the bed. The small gap between the two of you had grown, it felt like a canyon, impossible to cross.

It didn’t used to be like this.

The date nights you had once adored, fizzled to an end. 

“That one’s Venus… I think.” You giggled at the face Jaemin made, utter concentration.  He had studied the constellations just for tonight, but it seemed that no matter how much he tried to focus, his mind was running circles around you.

He gave you a shy smile and peered under his lashes. Rubbing the back of his neck he was quick to admit that he forgot. 

“I’m gonna be honest, the only star I see right now is you.”

It should’ve made you cringe. But the smile that accompanied the line was more than enough to make you swoon.

You stared at his side profile, something you could never get used to. You felt the urge to reach out and touch him, to assure yourself that this was real.

Getting caught staring at him, you tore your eyes away, nervously searching the sky for a new constellation, something to get your mind off of him. You hummed to yourself, a nervous habit you had taken up.

He shuffled closer towards you, your heart falling to your stomach. There were no words that could explain how you felt. It was a nervous sickness that made you feel nauseous, but at the same time it was butterflies dancing in the pit of your stomach, dying to be let loose.

Your heart was beating so loudly you were sure that he would notice by now. It was in a matter of seconds that you realized that you were only inches apart now. The specks in his eyes visible, sucking you in.

You gripped the fabric of the blanket below you unknowingly, a way to keep you grounded. 

It happened in less than a second, but lasted for what felt like forever. It wasn’t until you felt the lingering faint breaths that you had realized he had kissed you.

He pulled back slightly, taking a glance at your reaction, timidly making eye contact. 

“Oh.”

“Oh?” He asked, a slight waver in his voice.

“That was fast.”

He sat back, rolling his head back up towards the sky, a grimace pulling taught over his features. You could see the beginnings of regret accumulating in his posture.

“I’m sorry.”

You bit your lip, trying to find a way to rephrase that.

“Could you do it again? It was too fast, I feel like I may have missed it.” You smiled shyly at the way his eyes popped open, eager to find yours.

Despite his reaction, he didn’t move and you frowned, becoming impatient. 

You leaned over and pecked his cheek, watching as a light blush raced across his face. 

That was the last time hesitated with you.

The wild nights that you thought would never end, midnight memories that made your heart swell. They left with the rising of dawn.

Your legs rocked in rhythm with his, the swing creaking under the constant movement.

“Do you think that there’s a plan for us?”

“A plan?” 

“Yeah, like we were supposed to meet … like do you think there’s someone up there watching us and smiling cause we made it? We found each other?”

“Maybe.” You giggled at the sudden thought, “Maybe they’re laughing at us right now.”

He turned to face you, “Why would they laugh at us?”

“We’re kind of boring aren’t we? Kind of dumb too.” You laughed, throwing your head back, almost falling off the swing set.

“So? We can be dumb and in love.” He pouted at you, head tilted as if waiting for you to argue.

“Yeah, you’re right.” There was a pause. You watched the breath of air condense and then disappear. 

“We’re pretty lucky aren’t we?” He was using that tone again, the one where you couldn’t quite tell if he realized he was speaking out loud.

“Yeah.” 

The two of sat in silence as he snaked his hand around the chain, grasping yours in his own tightly. 

“Let’s go to the beach.”

You couldn’t stop the smile that blossomed on your face.

“Now?” 

“Why not?” You laughed at the determined look in his eyes. 

“Alright.” Before you could even finish the word, you were dragged to his car, the warmth surrounding you for a moment.

His hand rested on yours throughout the drive, the soft music of the radio leaving a comfortable ambience.  

It wasn’t much later that you began to see the horizon fill with water, just the glow of the moon as light.

You felt the car slow to a stop, and the slight squeeze of his hand in yours indicated you arrived.

He gripped your wrist, tugging you to the trunk of his car, already set up from your last date. Together you fell against the pillows, tangling yourselves in the multitude of blankets.

Lingering in each other’s clutches you gazed into the scenery before you, the moon reflecting on the surface of the ocean. Only the sounds of your own breathing and crashing of the waves as background music.

It was some time later when the white glow began to pick up pigment.

The faded orange of the sun started to repress the once hollow black night. It was the only moment in the day that you could look directly at the sun, washing away any of the serene moments that hid in the night. Moments like these.

The comfort of insomniac nights, you would lay staring at the ceiling, talking about your future. They too disappeared with the moon. 

“What if we got a dog?” You laughed at his suggestion. 

“A dog? Why so sudden? Jaemin you can’t even take care of yourself, how on earth are you going to take care of a dog?”

He flopped backwards on the bed, “That’s what I have you for.” He winked at you, a sly attempt in winning you over. 

“Come on, Jeno and his girlfriend just got a dog, they go on cute dates with him all the time. I wanna go on cute dates with a dog.” He whined at you, tugging you into the bed alongside him.

“Then let’s borrow their dog. Taking care of a dog is a lot of work.” You poked his side, not willing to give in. As much as you adored the thought of getting a puppy with Jaemin, you knew how much work it would be.

“A cat then? They aren’t that hard to take care of.” He had turned to face you, trying to catch your attention.

“Jaemin, we’re not going to get a pet just for the sake of getting a pet.” You giggled, staring up at the ceiling and refusing to meet his stare.

“A goldfish?” 

“Jaemin.” 

“Fine. But a hamster would’ve been really cute.” He pouted beside you and you rolled your eyes at his antics. 

Seconds of silence later, you moved to get up, but before you could he wrapped his arms around you. 

“Don’t go.” He whispered, trapping you inbetween the sheets, his chest pressed tightly against your back.

You sighed at the sounds of his pleading, it broke your heart to hear him so vulnerable.

“Just for a moment.” You hushed back, not willing to break the mood.

A moment passed, but you couldn’t bring yourself to move.

You felt his hand trail up your back, tracing the line of your spine. 

Your eyes searched the night sky, staring past the window at the sparkle of the city below you. 

Jaemin’s hand had reached a steady rhythm, slowly lulling you to sleep. 

“Do you want to live with me?”

It was such a big step, such a heavy question to have in the middle of the night. But you didn’t doubt your answer for a moment.

“Of course.”

You didn’t need to look at him to see the huge grin overtake his face.

“I want to wake up everyday with you in my arms. I don’t want to have to say goodbye, I don’t want to have to wait a whole day to see you.”

You hummed, finding comfort in his arms that reached around you, only to grip tighter. 

“I’m not leaving.”

He rested his chin on your shoulder, following the movement of your eyes, only to land on the face of the moon, watching over the two of you.

The two of you bathed in the moonlight for a moment, it was gone when you woke up.

It was in the moments in which you did nothing in particular that you felt the most content.

You stared down at your boyfriend, his head laying in your lap, his bottom half sprawled across the couch. The TV was playing in the background, not garnering much attention from either of you.

Your fingers ran through Jaemin’s hair, watching his expression soften the longer you continued. He had been silent for a long time now.

It was comfortable, something that you knew was dangerous. 

You leaned your head against the back of the couch, closing your own eyes, a wave of relaxation washing over you.

He spoke up quietly, never opening his eyes. 

“I think I could stay here forever.” 

It wasn’t something uncommon for him to say. He let you know often how much he wanted you to be his eternity, how much he believed you were his forever.

“Me too.” There wasn’t doubt in your voice. You were sure of it, just like you were sure that no matter how many live’s you live, you would find him again.

He rolled onto his side, facing towards your stomach as he cuddle deeper into you. 

“Jeno broke up with his girlfriend.”

You opened your eyes, surprised at his sudden admission.

“Really? I thought things were going so well though? They were so cute together.”

He hummed back.

“Is he okay?” You bit your lip, not liking the feeling you got in your stomach.

“Yeah.” It came out raspy, as if he was struggling to say it. “I don’t ever want that to happen to us.”

You tensed underneath him. 

“Me neither.”

“Let’s never even think about it, okay?” He tilted his head up to meet your eyes with his. A promise in his gaze.

A loud bang from the TV startled you, and you faced the screen. He continued to stare at you, fighting the growing knot in his stomach.

Contentment isn’t love. Contentment is settling, you don’t settle for love, you fight for love. 

But there wasn’t much to fight for anymore.

“I think we’ve had enough.”

You froze, you knew this was coming. In fact it should’ve arrived months ago.

It took all the strength and energy in you to nod. He was right. 

You collapsed onto the couch, burying your head into your palms. It still hurt, no matter how much you had expected it. 

You felt the couch dip and his body warmth let you know of his presence. Without a word he pulled you towards his chest, engulfing you for what may be the last time.

“I still love you.”

“I know.”

You nuzzled into his neck. If you closed your eyes, it didn’t feel like it was the end.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“Not really.” Words didn’t need to be said or heard. You both knew why. 

It would be worse to stay here, struggling together, sucking the energy out of each other. It would be best to end things before you ended up resenting each other. At least you hoped that much.

He continued anyways, a brief silence not strong enough to hold him back. “I don’t know when it happened. It wasn’t something that you did, or didn’t do.”

Head still snuggled into his side, you refused to move. 

“I know, it wasn’t either of our faults.”

For a moment he stilled with fear, you could feel it in the way that his arms tensed around you.

“I’m being selfish aren’t I? Is this a mistake?”

You wanted to agree with him, you wanted to say with your whole chest that he was right. He was being selfish. This is a mistake. Why would he ever leave you?

But you couldn’t. It was the right thing to do.

“It’s okay to be selfish.” You forced the lump in the back of your throat down.

Whether he noticed the way your breath hitched in your throat or not, he didn’t care to show it.

“I don’t want to be.” He mumbled into the top of your head, and you savoured the feeling for the last time.

“Do you think they’re looking down at us laughing right now?”

He shook his head, a sad smile on his face. 

“You know, I think fate had a different plan for us.” 

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[yanderepuck]

What if the fur babies had babies????

Imagine MC having the same pet as their vampire boyfriend

Jupiter 

He??? Decent dad.  Tho at one point he’s like “k kids.  Time to learn how to fly” and pushes a baby out the nest and Napoleon luckily catches the baby.  Jupiter gets a mouthful.  The nest is so much bigger and Bunta is a little upset he isn’t allowed in the nest anymore.  They are very noise however.  At one point Napoleon considers moving the nest to the barn, but who knows how they would react to the nest moving.  Good thing he’s a heavy sleeper

Schelm 

To say the least.  He was very confused by these fluff balls.  Mozart absolutely ADORES the babies and makes sure they have everything they need and more to be comfortable.  But when someone asks him about them or Schelm he goes “Who?  Tho dumb owls?  Yeah they’re doing alright I guess”  Then he goes back to his room and cuddles the babies and helps feed them and helps keep the nest cozy.  But Schelm doesn’t leave the babies side.  Only because he trusts Mozart does he let him near the babies.  Sebas isn’t even allowed in Mozart’s room during this time.  Eventually Schelm takes them all tot he music room.  He had been working on making a nest in there for them since that is where Mozart spends most of his time, and plus the open windows make it a more comfortable atmosphere.

Lumière 

First of all???  Where is the mother cat even going to nest??? Leonardo’s room is a mess.  Either way.  At first Lumiere could have cared less.  He was like oh, babies.  But since he realized they were there to stay and not visiting he started to become really helpful and would bathe them and make sure they don’t get into anything in Leonardo’s room.  But once they start walking it is chaos.  They end up getting out of the room and running through the halls.  And maybe even end up in Theo’s room because they saw that big fluffy thing and wanted to see what it was.  Vinc loves them all and gives them all kisses as Theo is yelling for Leonardo to get them out.  Mozart has made sure to keep the music room door closed once he saw them in the hallway.  Jean absolutely loved them and thought they could be friends with Cherie.  Lumiere chases them through the hall trying to get them back to the bed room, but by the time he gets one back another one has escaped.

 Vic

He can’t believe they are smaller than him!  Something finally smaller than him!  He’s a vvv good dad though.  Having kids sorta calmed him down but he is still very yippy.  He picks up his children and shows them of to Arthur.  He’s like “DAD!! LOOK!! ITS MY BABY!! LOOK HOW CUTE!!” and his tail and going WILD.  I imagine Arthur would spoil them.  Theo would too because, well, puppies.  Vic is a little cautious of King going near them just because of how big he is, plus King forgets that he is that big.  But once the puppies start walking around and getting into trouble Vic can’t seem to keep them away from King.  They just crawl all over him.  But their little yips??  The rest of the mansion is slowly hating the puppies from how loud they are.

Brush 

Ohmygod.  Baby raccoons.  THEY GET IN SO MUCH TROUBLE WITH THEIR LITTLE THUMBS.  It is at times like this Vincent wished he had a bed, because they all insist on sleeping with him.  He doesn’t mind being buried under baby raccoons.  Brush likes to carry as many of them as possible and show them to the residents, especially when they were first born.  When they were born he took Vincent’s hand and dragged him over and made him sit down and handed him each baby to look at.  Mama raccoon was not too happy, but trusted Vinc and so she let it happen.  Then Brush went into the hallway, first person he saw as Isaac so he dragged Isaac in and had him look at the babies too.  But once they start walking around on their own they are CHAOS.  lil thumbs to get into things.  Sebas thought having one raccoon being able to get into the kitchen was bad.  Now he has to lock everything.  They enjoy getting Vic worked up and chasing them around.  If King wasn’t so much bigger they would do it to him.  Occasionally you will find them cuddling with Lumiere.  But a resident will wake up to having a baby raccoon int heir face.  Napoleon has kissed one occasionally. 

 King 

King is already Vincent in dog form, BUT NOW THERE MINI ONES.  They are very goofy and trip over their feet when running.  Theo wasn’t sure if having puppies was going to be a good idea, but the moment they were born he regret everything he said.  The man is a dog lover and he will allow any chance of being covered in puppies happen.  He tells them they can’t sleep on the bed, but by the time he wakes up in the morning they are all there with him, including King.  He can’t be mean to those cute puppy faces.  Vinc isn’t too much of a dog person, at least not big dogs, but he loves the puppies and plays with them.  King lets them climb all over him while playing and he watches over them when they are outside so they don’t get hurt.  They are very well behaved expect when it’s dinner time, and they running into the dining hall where everyone is eating and is trying to beg for food.

Bunta

Honestly?????  Bunta would probably be so confused.  Dazai would hold Bunta and be like “Look, Bunta.  Those are your babies.” and Bunta just tilts his head.  But once they can leave the nest they follow Bunta or Dazai around.  Bunta has taught them that Theo is bad and to stay away from the cat.  He brings Schelm and Jupiter into the room to see them, and Schelm is like “.....food???” and Bunta screams.  Soon they are doing the same as Bunta and sleeping int he other birds nests.  It annoys Schelm to have tiny cheeping blobs in his nest, but if they are quite then they aren’t too bad..  Jupiter enjoys them and can’t understand how a bird can be even smaller than Bunta.  Bunta is already so smaller, and they come even smALLER??

  Harry 

Smol bby hedgehogs all scurrying around Isaac’s room because he refuses to let them go out into the hallway because he’s worried about them.  Isaac was so deep in his work he forgot to tell anyone about the babies.  Sebastian happened to come by to drop off his lunch and heard the squeaking of the babies.  The babies were already like two weeks old at this point.    Whenever a bug gets into the bedroom they start to run after it trying to eat it and then they start fighting for it.  So as much as he hates it, Isaac will intentionally bring bugs into his room because he knows they want to eat bugs.  Harry however teaches them how to sneak out of the room to go exploring.  This is how they all end up getting stuck in the basement. . . again. They just can’t seem to be able to go up stairs.

Cherie

No one but Jean knew about the two cubs for the first few months.  Then he took them to show Comte to show him how cute they are.  Comte just looks at him and isn’t quite sure what to say.  There is no way they can keep up with four tigers.  But while they are cubs they are adorable and lay in the sun and sleep with Lumiere and they all play fight.  They know when Sebas is in the kitchen and run in and squeak for food, especially if it is meat they smell.

Puck 

Oh god.  How many would there even be.  Will and MC thought her rabbit was a boy, but then a month later there were babies.  Will just looked at Puck and went “Don’t you dare do it again,” and Puck is just munching on some greens.  So many zoomies.  The babies were extra hyper and Will had to extra rabbit proof the house.  Puck wouldn’t just munch on anything he saw, but who knows with these babies.  They started to chew the legs of Will’s writing table and made it wobbly.  They will all pile up on Puck and sleep.  Have you tried getting nearly a dozen bunnies back inside?  Impossible.  They are all over Vinc when he comes over to visit.  At first they weren’t sure about him, but since Daddy Puck seemed to like him and not be bothered, they decided to investigate.  Que Vinc cooing them all.  Most of the babies picked up on Puck’s needy and yandere habits  and must get fed when they want fed, or else they hangy.

Time/Thyme

THE CHAOS.  Mini thymes running around biting your toes and climbing up your legs.  Mozart has pulled one or two out of his piano and yeeted them out.  They were running back like AGAIN AGAIN but he closed the door shut and never opened it when they were around.  Somehow Leonardo always ends up with one in his pocket.  Even he isn’t sure how.  They will attack anyone but Comte is always the first option.  They were all hidden in Vincents coat, he has a lot of layers, and then they heard Comte and suddenly all their little heads pop out.  Vincent likes when they sleep on him.  At least three times a day you hear Comte yelling “STOP BITING MY TOES”  Thyme doesn’t help bc he bites too.  He taught them well.  Thyme doesn’t even try controlling them.  He joins in the chaos.  Sometimes you’ll even see them climbing up the curtains.  At night Sebastian gets a basket and goes around the mansion to collect them all and puts them in Comtes room so everyone can sleep in peace.

Lotte 

They are just so little what the heck.  They baa and hop around like there’s nothing wrong in the world.  Sometimes Sebas will bottle feed them just because he loves doing so and finds it adorable.  They love to follow Sebas around when he’s cleaning.  He will shoo them outside to go play but they just baa at him and keep following.  If there is a table int he room you damn well be sure that they are going to stand on that table and baa at anyone who walks in.  Theo and Arthur get baa’d at alot.  Lottie basically lets them do what they want as long as it isn’t dangerous

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