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Bonjour, bonne journée ☕️ ❄️

Bâtons et béquilles, mont d’Arbois, Haute-Savoie 1961

Photo de René Maltête

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TITANIC.

deep in the heart of the Atlantic, an unexpected love defies the lines drawn by social class and destiny.

𝇈𓈒 genre. tragedy, angst, forbidden love, titanic au

𝇈𓈒 pairings. rafayel, fem!reader

𝇈𓈒 tags. first class!rafayel, artist!rafayel, third class!reader, singer!reader, social class differences, classism, might be ooc (esp thomas), not set in l&ds universe, mentions of arranged marriage, cheating, suicide attempt, allusions to sex trafficking and prostitution, violence (not from raf), explicit smut, nudity, cunnilingus, fellatio, unprotected sex, drowning, hypothermia, deaths, sinking of the ship, major character death.

𝇈𓈒 notes. 22.2k wc. dividers by drinkthesky and mikeykuns. events are exactly the same as the film, except for some small alterations. this was so fun to write albeit being really tedious and time-consuming 🤧 please enjoy, and reblogs are highly appreciated !

The RMS Titanic was known as the largest and most luxurious liner in the world. When the White Star Line first announced the ship’s launch, various headlines were even made across the globe, dubbing it ‘The Unsinkable Ship’ or ‘The Ship That Even God Himself Couldn’t Sink’. A bit ambitious, of course, but the hubris that came along with it was mostly from the upper echelon of the society who had the means to experience the ship’s impressive size and unparalleled luxury. It was all they ever talked about for months and months, waiting in full excitement to board the ship on its maiden voyage, scrambling to secure tickets to its first-class accommodations as if their money were merely falling from the skies. 

Indeed, the Titanic was a grand ship, but for you and the other third-class passengers, it was anything but. 

Your passage was paid for, not by a stroke of luck or generational wealth, but by a woman who recruited female entertainers to join the ship’s voyage. Just a month ago, your contract as a singer had ended when the pub you worked at shuttered its doors, leaving you without income and desperate to find a way to support your mother and sister. It was during one of those aimless nights, jobless and searching for a way to survive, that the proprietress noticed you. And it was exactly while she was posting a job vacancy outside her establishment when she claimed how your background and experience in singing and performing made you a perfect candidate for her offer.

You envied the wealthy. Truly. Because they had the privilege to turn down job offers, with countless others waiting in the wings or an inheritance ready to secure their future. Some of them didn’t even have to work at all. But for those on the other side of society—people like you who were struggling to make ends meet—certainly, the proposition was a windfall.

‘It’s a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to board the Titanic,’ they’d say. ‘You wouldn’t have been able to set foot on it, even if you traded everything you owned,’ they’d say. ‘Only a fool would turn down such a chance.’ So, who were you to refuse? Beggars can’t be choosers, after all. Besides, who would deny the American dream? You considered that America held the promise of something greater, with the country being called the Land of Opportunities—a chance that might finally bring the stroke of luck you needed to lift your mother and sister out of the squalor of the slums back home. 

A new beginning, a better life, and a future far from the harsh reality you were leaving behind.

And so, with the White Star Line boarding ticket on your hand, you turned back for one final glance at the place you had always known as home. 

You soon made your way toward the deck of the ship, and your eyes searched the crowd to find your mother and sister standing among the sea of people, waving to you with hopeful, bittersweet smiles. You swallowed the lump in your throat and forced a smile of your own, holding back the tears that threatened to spill as you waved back, trying to etch their faces into your memory for the days to come.

���Farewell!” you heard one of your colleagues, Eliza, shout to her family by the dock. Like you, she too fought hard to keep her tears from spilling, feeling that familiar tightness in her chest as she waved goodbye.  

“Won’t you come back?” you asked softly, your eyes drifting back to your own family.  

Eliza turned to you with lachrymose eyes. “There’s no certainty how this journey will end for people like us. We’re often the last to know and the first to lose.” She took a deep breath, trying to steady herself as the ship’s horn blared, signaling the imminent departure. “But maybe… maybe this time will be different.”

You nodded, her deep words eventually sinking into you. The scent of the salty sea air, the cool breeze brushing against your cheeks, the creaking of the ship—all became imprinted in your mind as you both stood there, knowing that this might be the last time you’d see your families again. For a long time. 

And as the ship’s engines roared to life, pushing the mighty vessel away from the dock, you clung to the belief that, somehow, this journey could still hold something brighter for you. The only way to live through life’s uncertainties and vicissitudes was to keep an optimistic mind. 

~~

Rafayel was once a celebrated artist across the continent. And today, he was among the elite who was surrounded by wealth and privilege, the same people who loved to talk about money and politics. He spent his first few days in the ship sketching its grandiose interiors and its ostentatious passengers, capturing the essence of their extravagant lives in his art. But despite his success and the admiration he received in his precedent years, there was a quiet loneliness within him now. A yearning for something more than the gilded cage he inhabited. The life of the wealthy—the first class people—just became too distasteful for him to paint on his canvas. 

He couldn’t quite pinpoint when his disdain for high society began, but it had been long enough for him to realize that the lives of the wealthy and powerful were far from the glamorous façade they presented. In truth, they were dull and repetitive, filled with people who indulged in their riches and flaunted their possessions to your face. It was a never-ending competition of who had more, a relentless display of entitlement over who could command others at the whim of their fortune.

That was why when Rafayel stood on the deck of the Titanic that afternoon, despite his extremely comfortable and luxurious surroundings, he couldn’t help but lament over the idea that he was a prisoner in a ship, journeying to a place he never even once dreamed of going to. But being a painter who no longer flourished in the world of art, he somehow had to find a way to keep up with the lifestyle he had been living. And boarding this colossal ship together with a woman he didn’t love was his ticket to regain the success he had lost. 

“You know,” Thomas, his agent, remarked as he leaned casually against the railings, “If not for Arielle, you’d never make it big anywhere else. Your time’s running out. Your paintings aren’t selling anymore. Soon, you won’t even be able to afford yourself. And knowing you, you can’t even live on tinned fish and cheap garments.”

Rafayel sighed inwardly, too weary to explain that the decline in his work’s quality over the past two years wasn’t due to a loss of skill, but rather a lack of inspiration. Being surrounded by the vain and self-absorbed had drained his creative spirit. Yet, the harsh truth was that with his paintings gathering dust and his exhibitions drawing fewer attendees, his rent payments had inevitably turned into mounting debts. It came to a point where he no longer had many choices for himself, financially speaking. 

“You seem to hold Arielle in such a high regard,” he retorted, “Why don’t you marry her yourself?”

Thomas met his glare, unimpressed by his tone. “You brat. I’m doing this for you, Rafayel. I had to arrange this marriage between you two,” he repeated the same tired justification. “Didn’t you hear her? She’s the heiress to a wealthy family in New York, and she has all the connections you need to make a name for yourself there again. She’s willing to do it if you marry her. How can you speak ill of a beautiful woman who only wants your love?”

“Love isn’t something you can demand.” 

He decided to ignore Thomas’s presence for a minute, tired of hearing his inane excuse of why he had to set up Rafayel with Arielle. Instead, he focused on his easel that was set up beside the rail, capturing the shimmering ocean under the twilight sky as he tried to find inspiration from the aureate horizon ahead of him. The soft brush strokes of his latest painting were interrupted by the occasional laugh or clink of fine china from the nearby dining room, but his mind wandered to a world he rarely saw—the lower decks.

Rafayel often wandered the first-class decks as he sought inspiration for his next masterpiece. Yet, today was the first time he noticed the decks below, and most importantly, you. You were a young woman from third-class, conversing with another female friend in your humble clothings, and seemingly longing for something beyond your reach. There was something about your warm, dreamy eyes that captivated him. And perhaps it was the stark contrast to the steely, formal interactions he was accustomed to in first-class.

You caught his eye once, which turned into a fleeting moment where your worlds collided, but his intense gaze seemed to have made your heart skip a beat. You were quick to look away as expected, and he felt awful knowing he might have made you uncomfortable. 

“Oh, forget it.” Thomas waved a hand to his face, cutting him out of trance. “You’re aiming too low with those third-class women. You should be focused on a higher destination.”

Rafayel sighed in response. “Just leave me alone for a while. I need some space to paint in peace.”

~~

Tonight, like every other night since you boarded, you had been told to sing. That your voice should fill the room with melodies, entrancing the well-dressed crowd of first-class passengers who watched you with a delicate balance of interest and indifference. Thankfully, the grand halls of the ship were already filled with laughter and music long before you were tasked to perform. Now, you were walking through the corridor, your heels clicking against the polished wood floor, while the elegant dress you wore swished around your ankles. 

Frankly, it was mostly the men who were interested in your performances, and their women often indifferent.

You had performed in worse places than this, so you couldn’t complain. Besides, most of the guests, with their sparkling jewels and tailored suits, still applauded politely after every song, and some would even smile as you made eye contact with them. Admittingly, you did feel a little thrill at the attention, at being seen. 

Because that was what you had always dreamed of as a child: to perform for the wealthy, to have your voice fill the room, and draw attention to your every move.

“Funny, isn’t it?” Eliza mused one night as you both settled into your cramped cabins in the steerage. It had been a tiring evening of performances for the first-class passengers. “Others dream of being wealthy, but you seem to dream of serving the wealthy.”

You adjusted the covers, keeping yourself warm. “I just feel like there are consequences to having so much money in your hands. I’m content with having just enough to get by.”

As the days passed and as the Titanic made its last final stop at a port in Ireland, that was when you began to notice things. Little things. The way some of the men in the audience looked at you, their eyes lingering far too long, with a hunger that made your skin prickle. The way your manager, Mrs. Hawthorne, hovered by the bar while speaking in low, hushed tones to the richest men in the room. You noticed how she always had a keen eye on you, watching as you moved from the stage to the back, and back again. It felt as if she was gauging something, calculating a certain transaction in her head.

After another night of singing, you found yourself backstage, wiping a sheen of sweat from your brow. Your voice was raspy, and your throat dry from hours of performance, but you felt a little bit of joy knowing you had done well. You were reaching for a glass of water when Mrs. Hawthorne appeared beside you—her smile a little too wide, but her eyes a little too sharp. A look that undoubtedly reminded you of a predator to its prey. 

“Lovely performance tonight, my dear,” she said smoothly, placing a heavy hand on your shoulder. “But our clients… they might want a little more than just a pretty song. You understand what I’m saying, right?”

Your stomach twisted at the suggestion in her words. “What do you mean, Mrs. Hawthorne?”

She leaned in, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Some of these gentlemen… Well, they’ve paid a lot for your company. They expect a bit more than just a few songs. A bit of private entertainment, if you will.”

You blinked twice in the same second. “P-Private entertainment? You didn’t say anything about that when you hired me.”

Her grip tightened on your shoulder. “It’s all part of the package, dear. You want to keep your place on this ship, don’t you? Want to make those dreams come true?” Her eyes flickered darkly, and her aura became more and more austere as you refused. “Just be accommodating. Smile, laugh, let them buy you a drink or two... and if they ask for more, well... oblige. Surely, you aren’t a virgin to be acting like you’re new to this.”

The stubborn side of you pulled away from her touch. Everything that was coming out of her mouth brought you profound disgust. “I’m not a whore, Mrs. Hawthorne,” you hissed, getting straight to the point. “I’ve never done those things.” 

She only chuckled softly. A cold, cruel chuckle that made your skin crawl. “Not yet, you haven’t. But this is a long voyage, and there are a lot of men here with deep pockets and lonely nights. You’re either useful to them or you’re not useful to me. However, I must remind you that your place in this ship is paid for by me. So, if I were you, sweetie, I’d make my choice correctly.”

“You…” Trapped and horrified at the situation you had thrown yourself into, you stared back at her in resistance. “You can’t do this! This is illegal—”

“Oh, sue me,” Mrs. Hawthorne replied in sarcasm before stepping back, her smile fading into the crowd. “Do what I say or you will be thrown off this ship. I have contacts back home that can surely check on your mother and sister, too.”

Your fingers tightened around the empty glass as she walked away, leaving you snapped into the dark and twisted reality of your current situation. All this damn time, the job you thought would bring you closer to your dreams was nothing but a front. A trap, with no escape in sight.

And somewhere in the back of your mind, you wondered just how much you were willing to endure to survive this journey. The faces of your mother and sister appeared before your eyes, their once hopeful gazes turning into a look of despair. Afraid for their lives. Hurt. Perished. 

No, you couldn’t let that happen. You thought as you swallowed your pride. 

~~

Alongside Eliza and your other colleagues, you were forced to endure the advances of the wealthy men who frequented the gambling rooms below deck. The stench of cigars and alcohol, the rough hands, and the leering eyes became your nightmare-turned-reality while being in a prison that was supposedly dubbed as the ship of dreams.

You had never felt so degraded. You were overcome with a sense of filth and self-loathing, feeling as though you were utterly sullied. You felt so low, so disgusted with your own skin that your femininity was not respected.

How could Mrs. Hawthorne do this? That was all you ever thought about as you sat perched on a wealthy man’s lap, his rough hands roaming over your body as he laughed, more at the cards in his hand than at the joke one of the other old men had told him. The other men at the table barely noticed you, their eyes glazed with the haze of a high-stakes game as they bet all their money and fortune on a mere deck of cards. You had seen this look before, the detachment, the sense that you were nothing more than an accessory, a toy to be played with.

Your colleagues, fellow entertainers, were scattered around the room, their eyes hollow as they performed their duties, doing what they could to survive. But tonight, it was too much. 

The disgusting old man’s grip tightened on your thigh, his breath hot against your ear as he whispered something vile. “Why don’t you let me have a taste later when I win this game, beautiful?” 

“I-I need some air,” you muttered, trying to stand, but he pulled you back down with his iron grip.

“Not yet, darling. Wait until I have you naked on my bed,” he slurred, his voice thick with alcohol. You couldn’t imagine letting an old man touch you like that, and the mere thought of it made you sick to your stomach. “You will please me when I tell you so.”

“Let me go!” 

“Pipe it down, will you?!” 

You felt panic clawing at your insides as you bit down the screams that were trying to rise from your throat. It was as though the room was closing in on you, the walls narrowing until you couldn’t breathe. Until you suffocated. Without thinking, you wrenched yourself free and kicked the old man on the shin, stumbling out of the chair and into the corridor with your pulse racing as you broke into a run.

I’m sorry. You repeated your apologies to your mother and sister in your mind, over and over, as you sprinted across the deck. The click-clack of your heels ricocheted into the distance as you sobbed. I’m sorry I can’t make it. I’m sorry… 

This wasn’t the life you had dreamed of, and you couldn’t bear the thought of being treated like an object, sold off to the wealthy and losing your dignity in the process. Night after night. Tears streamed down your face as you thought about letting down your family back home, about this being the last time you would ever see them, and about your own foolishness in embracing such cruelty.

You didn’t stop running and crying until you reached the stern of the ship, the cold night air nipping at your skin as you desperately tried to catch your breath. Breathe, you told yourself. But wouldn’t it be better if you didn’t? You leaned over the railing, the dark, icy waters below calling to you and offering a way out. And for a moment, you considered it. You considered it an escape. Anything was better than the life you were trapped in. 

You knew you wouldn’t last another day in this ship without having your dignity stripped off you, especially not when it was the last thing you had for yourself. You may not have the money, the power, and the influence that these wealthy people had, but one priceless thing you owned for yourself was your dignity. And that wasn’t something they could take away from you. 

Perhaps it was the adrenaline. The rush. The heavy emotions. Whatever it was, the overwhelming thoughts led you to climb over the railings, afraid and ready at the same time, to throw yourself into the gelid waters of the North Atlantic. Your trembling body and unstable breath didn’t stop you from looking down, waiting for the perfect timing… 

“I’m sorry.” A sob escaped your lips as you closed your eyes, uttering a prayer in hitched whispers. 

But before you could make the fatal leap, a strong hand suddenly grabbed your arm, making you gasp in horror at the unexpected intruder. You felt yourself being pulled back, and turned to see a man with amaranthine hair and kaleidoscopic eyes. “Miss, what are you doing?” 

“I—” you choked on your words now that the shameful reality of what you had almost done was crashing over you. “You know what I-I’m doing. Mind your own business!”

“I can’t do that now,” he spoke with urgency, eyes softening as he looked at you with an earnest gaze. “Whatever you do to yourself, I’ll be held responsible. Think about it.”

What is wrong with this guy? You swallowed, confused by his insistence in pulling you back. Judging by the way he dressed, he was obviously another first-class passenger. So, why did he care about saving a mere third-class woman? Weren’t they all the same? You held your breath and glared at him, distrustful of his approach. “L-Let me go! You’re distracting me.”

The guy used his thumb to wipe the faint tears on your wet cheeks. “Let’s talk about this,” he said, “Jumping from here would be the most excruciating way to die, trust me.” 

“How would you know?” you snapped, antagonism misdirected towards a man who was only trying to help. “You don’t get it. I don’t wanna go back there… with those old men…” 

For a moment, his eyes flickered with recognition. “You’re the singer, right? I’ve heard you perform. You have a siren’s voice.”

“I’m no longer performing for people like you,” you bit back, trying to wipe away your tears. But in that instant, in that span of a second, you lost your footing and slipped from the railings. “Aaah!” Your scream pierced the evening air as you felt a cold rush of fear slapping your face. “Aah! Help! Help me! Please!” 

“Hold on! I got you!” He gritted his teeth as he struggled to pull you back up, but determined with all his might to do so. “I… told you… you wouldn’t jump,” he panted, the muscles on his neck straining with the effort to pull you with your weight. You could see it in his eyes—the panic, the fear. Someone a stranger shouldn’t have for a person he didn’t know. And it brought you a thick sense of shame and guilt knowing you had him involved. 

With your help, you extended another hand toward the railings and fought to climb back in. It was a struggle, but he eventually pulled you back onto the deck where both of you collapsed against the floor, gasping for breath like a freshly caught fish. You looked up at him, taking in his relieved yet gentle expression, and feeling nothing but shame for the terrible situation you had put him through.

“T-Thank you,” you stammered, your chest heaving as you tried to steady your breathing. “Thank you, and I-I’m sorry.” 

“It’s alright. You’re alright now.”

“W-What’s your name?”

He exhaled, a faint smile touching his lips as he shook his head. It was the first time through that near-death experience where you began to feel relaxed. “I’m offended you don’t know.”

“I…” 

“I’m kidding. It’s Rafayel,” he said with a polite handshake, helping you to your feet. “Please remember your savior’s name.”

Before you could say more, the sound of footsteps approached, and you heard the old man’s voice, slurred and angry, as him and the Master-at-Arms headed towards you like you were a culprit they had been trying to catch. “There she is! That little whore! She thinks she can run away?!”

Panic seized you again, but the man beside you—Rafayel—stepped forward, placing himself between you and the approaching figures as if he was protecting you. “She’s with me,” he strictly said upon realizing the situation quickly enough. His voice was also firm, leaving no room for argument. “Leave her alone. It won’t end well if you insist on taking this innocent lady.” 

The Master-at-Arms and security personnel hesitated, exchanging uneasy glances between Rafayel and the old man, who was clearly bristling with indignation. Yet, Rafayel’s gaze remained firm and unyielding, and it was evident that his social standing intimidated the crew. Unlike you, they seemed to recognize who he was and decided to back off.

So after a tense silence, the security personnel, clearly wary of challenging someone of Rafayel's stature, nodded reluctantly. They led the inebriated old man away, assuring him that they would find another woman who would be more willing to accommodate him for the night. 

When they were gone, Rafayel turned back to you with his already softened eyes. “Are you alright?” he asked, his voice filled with a kindness you hadn’t expected. It was clear that through his gaze, he seemed to have picked up the puzzle pieces for the reason of your near-suicide. And he sympathized with you for it, as if he had once tried to go through that route, too. “Don’t worry about that old man. I’ll see to it that he won’t bother you again. Any of them.” 

You nodded, though your legs felt like they might give out beneath you. The events that night were far too much for you to process. “Thank you,” you whispered. “You saved me twice today.” 

He smiled, a small, sad smile, and offered you his hand. “Come with me. You shouldn’t be out here alone.”

For the first time in a long while, you felt something other than fear. You felt safe. And it strangely came from a stranger you knew little about except his name. However, he immediately noticed your hesitation, knowing that it was rooting from your mistrust and fear for the men in first-class who wanted to bed you, so he was quick to clear out his intentions. 

“I’m not like those people,” he said, clearing his throat. His words were accompanied by a reassuring smile, and the earnestness in his eyes provided some comfort to the uncertainty in your heart. “I’m not a businessman, not a politician, definitely not royalty. I don’t gamble, I have no vices. I’m just an artist. You can trust me. I won’t do anything bad to you.”

Yet again, you weren’t given a chance to fully express your gratitude, only because a slightly older man with brown hair approached, shooting a disapproving look at Rafayel. 

“I’m sure she knows her way back into steerage,” the other guy said curtly, his tone carrying a sharp reprimand as though engaging in a silent argument with Rafayel. “Don’t risk your image by accompanying her down there or offering her a place in first-class.”

Rafayel, visibly frustrated, shot back with the temper of a child. “Thomas, treat her like a human being—”

“I’m okay,” you interjected with a shaky voice, trying to ease the tension because you truly didn’t want to cause any more trouble on the man who had just saved you. You simply glanced at ‘Thomas’ before sending Rafayel a smile of gratitude. “He’s right, Rafayel. Your help means more to me than I can ever express, but it’s best that I return to my cabin on my own.”

Rafayel’s eyes searched yours, and for a moment, it seemed like he might argue further. But then he chose to relent when his shoulders slumped slightly in defeat. He clearly didn’t want to force anything on you. “Alright,” he said quietly, though his gaze remained passionately concerned. “But please, if you need anything, don’t hesitate to find me. I’m not far.”

You gave him a reassuring smile, the gratitude in your eyes more profound than words could express. But Thomas was there to humble you from the fantasy of being the damsel in distress. From his watchful gaze alone, you knew he was telling you that you weren’t and would never be welcome into their part of the ship after tonight. “Thank you, Rafayel. I’ll be alright. I promise.”

All Rafayel could do was nod as he reluctantly stepped back. Thomas could only give a brusque nod as well, signaling the end of the conversation. And as they turned to leave, you watched Rafayel go and felt a strange pang of sadness at parting with a person you just met. It was odd, definitely, but the momentary relief Rafayel’s intervention gave you was briefly replaced by the gruesome reality of your life at the steerage. 

Turning back towards the staircase leading to steerage, you took a deep breath and started down the steps. The ship’s luxurious surroundings became more and more minimalistic as you descended, with the opulence of first-class fading away into the more sterile accommodations of steerage.

~~

When you woke up the next morning, you thought everything that had happened was both a dream and a nightmare. 

Eliza was staring at you from the opposite bunk bed, seemingly envious yet happy for you at the same time. For what reason? You weren’t sure yet. And neither did she say why she carried that look on her face as you got up from bed, wiping your eyes and realizing it was another dreadful day of being imprisoned in the Titanic. 

“What’s wrong, Eliza?” you asked. 

She offered you a small smile. “Nothing, just…” 

It horrified you to see the marks on Eliza’s neck. And the pained expressions on her face, a reflection of someone who had been stripped of her dignity—someone who could have been you if not for Rafayel’s intervention. You couldn’t escape the grim reality that, despite his heroic act, your fate might soon mirror hers. Mrs. Hawthorne still held the chains around your neck after all, compelling you to do things against your will in exchange for your life, your family's safety, and your livelihood.

But to your surprise, Mrs. Hawthorne was a different person when she knocked on your cabin door that morning. You had braced yourself for the punishment of failing to fulfill your ‘duties’ to the old man the previous night, but her demeanor was unusually pleasant. Her smile seemed almost too pleased, leaving you wary and confused about her true intentions.

Has she gone mad?

“Good morning,” she spoke in the same merry voice that you hated, displaying a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Y/N, from now on, your services as an entertainer are no longer required.”

Your heartbeat took a pause. “What do you mean? I-Is it because of last night?”

She placed the papers on the small table beside you and sat down. “Your contract has been terminated. You’re free from your duties as of now.”

So suddenly… You stared at her, trying to process the sudden change in her demeanor. “But why? I don’t understand. Not even long ago, you were asking me to—”

“A gentleman from first-class, someone with rather striking purple hair, has paid a considerable sum to terminate your contract.” The cruel woman sighed, rolling her eyes. “He covered the cost of your ticket and added extra, more than enough to ensure you were released from your obligations.”

Your mind instantly connected the dots. “Rafayel? H-He did that? But why?”

Mrs. Hawthorne’s expression turned cold. “He made it very clear that he wanted you to stop entertaining people against your will. He even went so far as to threaten me with legal consequences if I didn’t comply. Said something about ensuring I’d face charges once the ship docks in New York if I didn’t let you go. What a boastful young man! If not for his money, I’d have cursed him out in the face. I don’t know what you did to woo that guy, but consider yourself lucky.”

What? You couldn’t believe it. You couldn’t ever believe Rafayel went out of his way to save you. Again. 

“Go and enjoy the ship like any other passenger,” Mrs. Hawthorne continued, her words dripping with a false sense of privilege. As if living in peace on this ship was a luxury for you. “I’ll inform the crew that you’re no longer required in the entertainment department.”

As Mrs. Hawthorne exited your cabin, you sat in silence and finally understood the reason behind Eliza’s gaze. But you didn’t expect this, either. You could only glance out the porthole in guilt, seeing the vast expanse of the ocean stretching out before you. This new freedom felt both exhilarating and daunting if you were being honest to yourself. For the first time since you boarded, you now had a chance to explore the ship on your own terms, but the uncertainty of what lies ahead lingered in the back of your mind.

Because, then… What about your family? What about your income? What about your dream of performing on Broadway? 

Only an ungrateful person would think selfishly about herself first before the person that generously saved her from this predicament. So, even if you swore to never bother him again, you had to take the risk. You had to seize your newfound freedom, at least, to thank him properly. 

With that in mind, you made your way near the staircases leading to the upper decks. You had ‘borrowed’ a costume from the entertainers’ closet, the only suitable and elegant clothing you could find to pass as a first-class passenger. But as you walked through the luxurious parts of the ship, the sound of a piano drifted through the air, and its melody guided your next steps like a sailor entranced by a siren’s voice. The rhythm. The melody. It was drawing you closer and closer. 

Before you knew it, you followed the enchanting tune, only to find yourself stumbling upon Rafayel in a room adjacent to the music room. There he was, deeply engrossed in his painting, the soft glow of the sun warmly illuminated his focused expression and the canvas before him.

Rafayel looked up, surprised. “Y/N? ” he said, his gentle smile lighting up his face as he noticed you. “I didn’t expect anyone to be here.”

You flushed, feeling out of place. The irony of stumbling into the wrong room seemed to have brought you to the right person. “I’m sorry. I-I didn’t mean to intrude. I followed the music, but it led me here.”

His curiosity was piqued. “And what brings you to this part of the ship? The music room is across the hall, miss.”

“I was just exploring,” you replied, smiling and feigning innocence. “Trying to see a bit more of this grand vessel.”

His response was a soft chuckle. “Well, you’ve found quite the place. May I offer you a seat?”

To your surprise, you found yourself seated next to him, eyes wide as you were immediately captivated by his artwork. The painting before you was breathtaking, truly mesmerizing. It was a picturesque depiction of the ocean and sunset, and every intricate color blended beautifully on the canvas. “Rafayel, did you paint this? It’s incredible! It’s so beautiful!”

“You flatter me too much, but I’ll take the compliment. It’s a work-in-progress, though.” He chuckled, wiping his paint-splattered hand with a towel. Despite the barriers of social class, a connection naturally seemed to spark between you both. “If you’re interested, I might even give you a discount on it.”

You knew he was joking, but if you had the means, you would have bought his masterpiece without hesitation. “You must be famous all over Europe. It makes sense why…”

“Actually, you’re mistaken,” he corrected, his smile dimming just a bit. “No one buys my paintings anymore. My art exhibits have become quite empty. I’ve been living off my savings and selling off my most prized possessions just to keep up with my lifestyle. Money and fame are fleeting, after all.”

“But why?” you asked, genuinely curious. “With paintings like these, I’m sure people would want to buy them.���

“It’s been a while since I painted something like this,” he replied, eyes locking into yours. “My recent works have been more somber. People tend to shy away from dull, lifeless art.”

You hesitated. “Is it because of a lack of inspiration?”

He stood up, smiling softly as if you were the first person to understand. “You could say that.”

Driven by curiosity, you glanced around the room and noticed several paintings concealed beneath dust covers. You looked at him for permission, and he gave it through a simple nod. However, when you pulled the covers back, you were taken aback to find that the paintings depicted intimate, nude portraits of women—women who appeared to belong to high society. To say you were surprised was understatement. You were rather stunned, astounded.  

Rafayel, leaning casually against the wall, seemed to sense your astonishment. “Didn’t expect it, huh?” he asked with a hint of amusement. “Before you get the wrong idea, these are merely commissioned paintings. I didn’t paint them because I’m particularly intrigued with female anatomy or anything.” 

“But they’re live paintings, you say?” you asked, truly amazed by the thought. “I… Wow.” 

He hummed in agreement. “These kinds of paintings were what made me popular. Royals and high society people have a penchant for risqué art. It’s often erotic to them. They love commissioning nude portraits to gift to their husbands. My most significant client was the First Lady of France. I spent three months there, painting her repeatedly until an entire room in the palace was filled with her nude portraits. I even felt like I’m more familiar with every inch of her body than her husband, you know?” he jested just a little before continuing, “Anyway, so word spread about my paintings of the First Lady, and soon enough, French women flocked to have their own portraits done, too.”

You stared at the paintings, the elegant yet provocative depictions of high-society women capturing your attention in a way that you didn’t expect. And you supposed the perfect definition to your emotion right now would be fascination, because it wasn’t anything you had seen before. 

Rafayel’s voice, on the other hand, broke through your thoughts. “It’s strange, isn’t it? How something so intimate and personal can become a symbol of status and power.”

You turned to him with no judgement in your eyes. “It’s admirable, really. You’re very talented.”

Rafayel pushed himself off the wall and walked over to the covered canvases, his fingers lightly grazing the edges of the dust covers. “Most people see me as just another artist, another name on a list of commissioned painters. But this,” he gestured to the paintings, “was what set me apart. It wasn’t just about the art itself but about the allure and the mystique. It drew people in, gave them something to talk about.”

You nodded slowly, absorbing his words. “And now? Does it still hold the same appeal for you?”

His expression may have softened, but a hint of melancholy blanketed his gaze. “Not as much. The thrill has faded. The commissions came, and the fame followed, but it wasn’t as fulfilling as I’d hoped. It’s easy to get lost in the glamor and forget why you started painting in the first place.”

You took a step closer as the air between you silenced into a quiet understanding. “What did you want to achieve? What was it you hoped to find in your art?”

He looked at you with his deep vulnerable eyes. “I wanted to capture the essence of beauty and emotion. I wanted my art to connect with people on a deeper level, to make them feel something genuine. But over time, it became less about that and more about what would sell.”

There was a brief silence as you considered his words. “Then, to me it sounds like you’re looking for something more meaningful.”

“Perhaps.” Rafayel nodded, his gaze turning back to the portraits. “I want to paint again, but not just for the sake of profit or reputation. I want to create something that speaks to who I am, something that brings back that initial spark of passion.”

“Maybe you’ll find that inspiration again.” You plastered an encouraging smile on your face. “Sometimes, the most unexpected encounters can reignite a lost passion.”

“I suppose so. And maybe, finding the right subject or the right moment will make all the difference.”

There was a brief, comfortable silence that settled between you. The intimacy of the moment, coupled with the way Rafayel glanced at your lips, created a sense of attraction that—like a magnet—pulled you closer to him. What was it about this man that drew you in like a moth to a flame?

But you had to think straight, of course. You woke yourself up to the reason why you were even here in the first place. Though, as you finally broke the silence, a small smile played on his lips. “Thank you… Rafayel. I heard about what you did for me. You didn’t need to do that.”

He put a handsome smile on display. “It’s the right thing to do. You don’t deserve to live like that.”

You didn’t want to go into details and ask him about how he found out how Mrs. Hawthorne’s illicit business operated, but you trusted that Rafayel was smart enough to figure it all out. Everything that had led you here; from your attempt to jump off the ship, to him freeing you from the chains of being an ‘entertainer’. It was an unspoken understanding between the savior and the saved.

You stepped closer to him. “I feel terrible, though. You said you sold off some of your belongings to save money, but you ended up spending them for me.”

Rafayel was amused at that, on the other hand. “Hey, I never said I’m completely broke. It’d take at least five more years for that to happen.” 

“Lucky you, then.” You glanced around the room one last time, the paintings now seeming less like mere objects of scandal and more like symbols of Rafayel’s journey as an artist. You respected the nature of his paintings just as he respected you. 

��Wanna get out of here?” he asked, playfully wiggling his eyebrows. 

“To where?”

“To your accommodations down in third-class,” he suggested with a strange glint of excitement in his eyes, taking your hand in his, “I’ve always been curious. Can you show me?” 

~~

There were many things you learned about Rafayel. Firstly, he was an easy-going man who preferred rowdy pubs over formal cotillions. He didn’t care about social classes, something he had proven when you first met him, but watching him effortlessly bond with the other people from the steerage made your heart soften into mush. He began to feel almost unreal to you, like a dream, because you never imagined a man from such a high status could be so genuine, so down-to-earth. Yet, there he was, laughing and enjoying a pint of cheap beer with your fellow third-class passengers, without a scintilla of judgment or hesitation.

Secondly, he could certainly dance. You never saw it coming until he grabbed your hand and pulled you into the makeshift dance floor, inviting you to join him in a playful tap dance together with the other passengers. The lively, upbeat music of the steerage seemed to fuel his spirit far more than the refined, classical tunes often heard in the first-class dining halls. 

“How’d you learn to dance?” you shouted over the music, spinning as Rafayel twirled you with an effortless grace.

He grinned, shrugging casually. “I’d call it au naturel.”

And lastly, he was far more charming than you ever anticipated. Despite his tipsiness, Rafayel remained by your side the entire evening, his presence around you gave way to subtle protectiveness that never wavered throughout the night. What amused you, though, was the reversal of roles—you felt like you were the one guarding him, a vulnerable first-class man surrounded by a roomful of third-class passengers, where he could easily become a target for discomfort or even theft. Yet, much to your relief, nothing of the sort occurred. Instead, his natural charm seemed to win everyone over, defusing any tension that might have arisen.

“Rafayel, please be careful on your way back,” you said, concern evident in your voice as you watched his half-lidded eyes and his unsteady sway from the alcohol. He stood outside your cabin, clearly tipsy. “Do you want me to help you get back up there? I don’t think I can enter past the gates, though.”

He swayed for a moment before leaning in, resting his forehead against yours. His eyes, clouded with intoxication, locked onto yours. “No need. That wouldn’t be very gentlemanly of me.”

You decided to tease him, hoping to break the sexual tension. “Well, getting this close to me isn’t exactly gentlemanly, either, Mr. Rafayel.”

“Touché.” His cool breath fanned across your face as he chuckled. “I guess I’m not much of a gentleman after all.” 

For a moment, you forgot about the crowded halls of the third-class cabins, the distant hum of the ship’s engines, and the people bustling around you. It felt like it was just the two of you, suspended in time. Your heart couldn’t stop racing at an unreasonable pace. 

Rafayel’s smile widened, his lips only a couple inches away from yours. “But if I were, would I have had the pleasure of meeting you?” 

Your heart fluttered in your chest. “Maybe not. But I’m glad you’re here now, gentleman or not.” 

He lingered there for a minute longer, his forehead still resting against yours, before he finally pulled away with a reluctant sigh. “Alright, I should head back… before I lose any more of my honor.” His grin eventually faded into a soft smile as he caressed your cheek with his gentle hand. “I can’t remember the last time I had this much fun, Y/N. Thank you.” 

As romantic and noble as he seemed, you knew your boundaries. You knew your place in society was no way near his. “You’re always welcome here,” you said, gently holding his hand—the one that had touched your cheek. “But you don’t belong down here, so up you go.”

“I’d rather be wherever you are,” he whispered, planting a kiss on your hand and making your heart pound wildly against your chest. 

Though you cherished the moment, you knew it wasn’t the right time. He was under the influence of alcohol, and you worried he might regret his actions and words later. After all, you were a mere woman from the steerage, not someone he could proudly show off and be with. You had nothing to offer, nothing to match his way of living. You only had yourself, but you didn’t know if that was enough. 

With that in mind, you had to keep your composure. Being too ambitious might one day bite you back the hard way.  

“Good night, Rafayel,” you said, taking a step back, watching as he turned and stumbled a little before catching his balance. “Be careful, okay?”

“Always, sweetheart. Always.” He glanced back, flashing you one last grin. Then, with a mischievous wink, he started to make his way back to the upper decks, leaving you with a warmth in your chest that lingered long after he was gone.

If only you two weren’t divided by social classes. 

~~

Slap! 

“What on Earth was that stupid act you pulled down there?!” Arielle’s voice resounded across the room with a harshness Rafayel hadn’t heard from her before. But honestly, the sting of her slap wasn’t what shocked him, it was the way she had shown her true nature from being a sweet, passionate lady into a manipulative, entitled woman who seemed to think she had a claim over him. “I can’t believe you were mingling with those filthy third-class people while I was waiting for you in my suite last night!”

Keeping his head turned in the direction she’d struck, Rafayel clenched his jaw. “You don’t know those people. They’re better than most of the ones up here on this ship.”

“And what?” she snapped, her ocean-blue eyes blazing with fury that almost matched the deep crimson of her hair. “You went down there for some whore? Don’t push me, Rafayel. You are not to see that lowly woman ever again.”

Rafayel’s patience wore thin at the mention of you, and he finally looked up to glare at her. “Stop trying to control me, Arielle.”

“You are my husband-to-be.” Her reminder was more so a warning to him. “It is a privilege for you to be married to me. So start acting the part. You will live by my rules, spend my money, and enjoy the privileges I grant you. Don’t think you’re above your place now, especially with your boring paintings not selling anymore.”

Frankly, Rafayel had never imagined himself marrying this woman. The engagement ring on her finger wasn’t even something he had chosen—it was bought and meticulously picked out by Thomas because Rafayel couldn’t be bothered to find one himself. If he already felt this way about the engagement, how much more about the impending marriage? Her relentless need to control everything was already a nightmare he could clearly see unfolding. And he knew he would never have the freedom to be the man of his own house, always trailing behind her like a shadow, always listening to her commands like a broken man. He would have to obey her every whim like a pathetic servant, living solely for her pleasures and demands. 

The wedding hadn’t even happened yet, but he already wanted to put a pistol to his mouth and end everything. 

“Don’t you dare ruin our reputation by mingling down there again,” she sneered, her voice dripping with disdain as if she were speaking of animals rather than people. “I mean it, Rafayel. You know exactly what I’m capable of doing to that whore.” 

That threat was enough to force him into a tense, angry silence. “...Don’t you dare touch her.” 

Arielle scoffed. Despite the jewelry and makeup that made her quite the face of a luxurious woman, Rafayel could only see how rotten she was on the inside. “I will do what I want if you do not behave yourself.” 

He didn’t even try to console or win her back after she stormed out of the room and slammed the door shut with a loud bang. Why should he? He held no affection for her, and he certainly didn’t care about winning her over. He was even contemplating telling Arielle directly to her face that he wanted to call off the wedding, to let her know he didn’t need her to survive on his own, but things were easier said than done. And more importantly, there were various factors that held him back.

One of them, being his longtime friend and agent, Thomas, who soon entered his private suite. The guy’s lips were already tightened into a thin line as he eyed the red mark on Rafayel’s cheek. “I told you not to get involved with that third-class woman. You’re already engaged to Arielle. Why can’t you just appreciate what you have?” 

Rafayel remained silent, leaning against the table and rubbing his temples in frustration. He couldn’t believe that the person closest to him would be the first to side with someone else.

“And can we talk about why you paid that shady woman, Hawthorne, to release the third-class girl from being a hostess?” Thomas continued. “Her problems are none of your business. You’re just involving yourself in all these rumors.”

Rafayel’s eyes hardened. “You know Y/N didn’t consent to that situation. She was clearly deceived into it—didn’t you see her nearly jumping off the ship trying to escape those men? Helping her was the right thing to do. She has a mother and sister waiting for her.”

“This is not about what’s right or wrong. It’s about maintaining appearances. And if you start ignoring the rules for everyone you meet, you’ll find yourself in quite a predicament.” His agent stared at him blankly, sighing. “It’s not just about you, Raf. Your aunt Talia—she’s counting on you. She’s the only family you have left. She invested everything she had to support your career, hoping that you would make something of yourself. But things didn’t turn out the way we all had hoped for, did it? Besides, this marriage isn’t just a contract. It’s a way to secure your future and her well-being.”

He could feel his jaw tightening at the clear attempt to draw guilt from him. “I’m aware of what my aunt did for me, but this isn’t what she envisioned for me. She wanted me to be happy, to succeed on my own terms, not to be trapped in a marriage I didn’t ask for.”

“You’re being short-sighted,” pointed out Thomas, “By marrying Arielle, you secure not only your future but also Talia’s. You know she’s been struggling with her health. She needs to know that you’re stable, that you’re not making reckless decisions that could jeopardize her security. If you back out now, it could destroy her.”

Rafayel’s gaze dropped to the floor as his mind grappled into a whirlwind of conflicting emotions—frustration, guilt, and helplessness. 

“Is this really about me,” Rafayel said quietly, “or is it about what will happen if I defy you?”

“I know Arielle isn’t the kindest person,” Thomas continued, ignoring his question. “But sometimes, we have to make sacrifices for the greater good. And this marriage might not be perfect, but it’s a step towards securing everything you’ve worked for. It’s what will keep Talia safe and secure, not some fleeting romance on a ship or a misguided impulse.”

Rafayel’s silence became pregnant with contemplation. He was ultimately speechless, not because he agreed with his agent, but because the tables had turned in a way where the guilt and pressure was now placed on his shoulders squarely. 

Sensing his deep thoughts, Thomas stepped closer and placed a hand on Rafayel’s shoulder with a reassuring grip. “Think about it carefully. The right decision isn’t always the easiest one, but it’s often the one that will ensure a future worth living.”

~~

Another day had passed since that fateful night when Rafayel had pulled you from the brink of ending your life. 

You had already settled back into the confines of the steerage, trying to adjust to the routine of your life as best as you could while Mrs. Hawthorne stuck to her word of leaving you alone. But as each supposedly normal day went by, you couldn’t shake the feeling that something was missing. The brief moments you had shared with Rafayel suddenly felt like a distant dream, and you wondered if it was all just a fleeting impulse on his part. 

Did he actually regret spending time with you that night? Getting to know you? Opening his heart to you? Despite the joy he seemed to express, you wondered if he felt disgusted with his actions the moment he woke up sober. Because as kind and down-to-Earth as Rafayel appeared, he was still part of the wealthy elite, like the rest of them. He was born into a rich household, accustomed to the life of high society, and it wouldn’t be all too surprising for him to view the unsophisticated passengers of the third-class as pitiful. 

But a small part of you believed Rafayel was better than that. No, he was more genuine than that. 

It was early in the morning when you found yourself drawn to the upper decks from your humble area in the third-class decks. You watched the first-class passengers from the starboard side, trying to catch a glimpse of the man who had saved your life and made you feel special. He should be there somewhere. Some place where the sun had risen. After all, didn’t he say you could come find him anytime? Your eyes searched aimlessly through the crowd, hoping for a sign, a familiar face. 

Until he appeared.

Rafayel stopped by the railing, engaged in a conversation with the captain of the ship. Next to him was a graceful woman clinging on his arm, a girl with luscious red hair, pearlescent skin, and crystal blue eyes. The dress she wore was bedight with intricate patterns, sewn carefully through hours of labor to highlight the detailed gold threads on the satin dress. She was about the same age as you, it seemed, but her aura was the epitome of elegance and wealth, someone you could never be. Though, despite the distance, you could see the tension in Rafayel’s posture and the way he didn’t appear to be present in the conversation at all.

Then, he happened to have looked in your direction. 

Contrary to the expectations in your head, he didn’t greet you with a familiar smile or a friendly wave. No, he avoided your eyes not even two seconds after he met your gaze. It was as if he was intentionally keeping his distance, and the sight left you feeling inexplicably hollow.

“Hang on,” you could hear one of your cabin roommates say, “Isn’t that the gentleman from first-class who danced with us?” 

“Who’s that woman next to him?” 

“Oh, first-class people. They’re all the same.” 

“Did he just ignore you, Y/N?”

He did. And it hurt in a way you didn’t expect. You couldn’t quite understand your feelings or why they were so intense when you should have anticipated this, should have expected it. Or did you really believe he could be some sort of prince charming who would fall for a poor woman after meeting her for a few days? This was no fairytale. 

God, but it was unbearable—the silence, the misunderstandings, the thought. As foolish as it might sound, you needed to hear it from him directly. Growing fond of Rafayel was already an abyss you had thrown yourself into, and you were willing to walk that path just to speak to him again.

You weren’t sure how you did it so well, but by using the same old trick, you were able to sneak into the first-class deck smoothly. The transition from steerage to first-class was blunt, and you already knew you had to yet again play the role of a wealthy woman, or at least a nouveau riche, just to blend in. But that wasn’t what you were focusing on this journey, you weren’t there to dillydally with the elite. You were there to see a certain amaranthine-haired man who had saved your life countless times in this ship. 

When you spotted Rafayel slipping into a private room—the same room where he painted, you followed him like a spy, hoping not to be seen or caught by other onlookers in the area. You still had the decency to knock softly at first, but when there was no answer, you decided to let yourself in. The room was dimly lit, with rich, velvet drapes decorating the walls. And the smell of paint and canvas was an unmistakable association to him. Of Rafayel, who was there standing by a large window, his back to you.

“Rafayel,” you said softly, taking a tentative step forward but inexplicably drawn to his beautiful, radiant face. “Hi.”

He turned to look at you in an unwelcome surprise, however. “What are you doing here? You can’t be here.”

You closed the door behind you, the soft click signaling your privacy. “I just… I don’t know why I’m here. Frankly, I just wanted to see you. I wanted to understand if I did something wrong.”

There was guilt in his eyes, you saw that. But he was quick to cloud it with a look of resistance. “You didn’t do anything wrong,” he said in a neutral tone, his eyes avoiding yours. “It’s just... it’s complicated.”

“Complicated?” you repeated. “It’s because I’m from steerage, isn’t it…”

“No,” Rafayel interrupted firmly, as if the thought was absurd. “It’s not about where you come from. That doesn’t matter to me.”

You felt the distance he was placing between you two as you stood in front of him, not wanting to wear your heart on your sleeve. But it did sting. The way he was struggling to meet your eyes, the way he was looking at anywhere but you. 

“I have a fiancé,” he dropped the hard cold truth, “I’m engaged, and it’d be disrespectful for me to spend time with another woman behind her back.”

The revelation struck you like lightning, probably worse than the impact it would have on you if you had jumped off the ship that other night. “...I see.” 

“I apologize,” he quickly added, still averting the direction of his gaze. “I didn’t mean to lead you on.”

There must be a logical reason why he had never mentioned his fiancé the moment he had met you. But whatever it was, the pieces of the puzzle were falling into place, and yet, the complete picture remained frustratingly out of reach. The pain in your chest was undeniable, truly, but you tried to mask it with a smile. You knew when and how to feign a calm composure in the most critical situations. 

“If that’s how it is,” you said quietly, “then I understand. I just needed to know.”

Rafayel’s eyes were an amalgam of shame and despair. “I’m sorry. You should leave before anyone sees you here.”

You didn’t wish to carry any grudge or bitterness towards a man who saved your life. If anything, you were still grateful for everything he did for you up to this point. You were happy that while you were drowning in a sea of despair, he became the buoy that you could hold onto. Even for a short, fleeting moment. So, despite the ache in your heart, you brought it upon yourself to show appreciation for one last time. 

“Don’t worry, I’ll leave you alone now,” you spoke softly and faintly, “But before I go, I just want to say, Rafayel, that you are the most talented artist I have ever met. I admire your eye for art… I do, and also your passion for what you love. I hope that when this ship docks, you’ll find all the inspiration you need to create wonderful paintings again. I hope you never lose faith in yourself, because I know you’ll make it big out there. Even bigger than you already are, I can see it happening. You are an amazing person and a blessing to everyone around you, Raf. I wish you and your fiancé all the best.”

You didn’t wait for his response, neither did you look at his eyes and hope for him to stop you. He didn’t need to. You knew your place, and it wasn’t anywhere near him or any part of the first-class rooms and amenities. It was at the bottom of this ship, in a small cabin with two bunk beds and your limited garments. Their world was not meant for you. 

It never was.

~~

“So, when’s the big day?”

As usual, the grand dining hall was abuzz with the chatter and clinking of expensive cutlery. The long table was set with exquisite silverware, and the servants moved about with practiced grace, ensuring every need was met with precision that defined the excellent service of the White Star Line crew. Yet, despite the utmost grandeur of the setting, Rafayel felt strangely detached.

He sat at the head of the table, surrounded by the elite passengers of the Titanic, staring blankly at the plate in front of him. Little did everyone know, his thoughts kept drifting back to the conversation he had had with you yesterday. The way you had looked at him with those searching eyes, the way you had quietly accepted the painful truth he had laid bare. The image of your hurt expression haunted him, so much so that he disregarded the polished and pretentious world that now surrounded him.

Arielle was there seated beside him, and was occupied in an animated conversation with a group of socialites. Her laughter was light, her gestures demure and sophisticated, but to Rafayel, it all seemed pretentious. He knew she was only trying to look happy on the surface, trying to keep up with the appearances. She often glanced his way, her eyes carrying annoyance whenever he didn’t respond to her attempts to include him in the conversation. It was clear she was treating him as nothing more than a decorative accessory to her social standing, rather than—as she called it—a future husband. The more he observed her, the more he felt like a mere piece of furniture, simply existing for her to use.

The disparity between this world and the brief moments of freedom he had experienced with you in the steerage was jarring. The laughter, the warmth, the raw honesty of those times were replaced by the superficial chatter and insincere pleasantries of the elite. The perfect lives they spoke of in high society wasn’t where he wanted his art to thrive. They were of no raw and unfiltered essence as the dreams you spoke of and the hardships you had endured. Your ability to find beauty in even the smallest things was where visions of empowerment bloom. 

And in realizing that, he knew, all along, that you were the inspiration he had long been searching for.

“Darling?” Arielle’s hand rested lightly on his arm, a gesture meant to convey affection but to Rafayel felt like a shackle. She leaned in close, her voice a sultry whisper that he barely registered. “Rafayel, are you even listening? Everyone’s talking about our wedding. Aren’t you excited?”

“Of course, Arielle,” he said, forcing a smile before his gaze wandered to the window, where the sun was beginning to set over the horizon. He wondered where you were or how you were doing. Were you singing your heart out somewhere? Dancing with your friends down at the steerage? Drinking happily with fellow passengers who didn’t care about money or status or anything of the sort?

Truth be told, things began to strike him with a painful clarity. He knew long ago that the inspiration he had once sought was never meant to be found among the pomp and pretense of high society. But only now did he open his eyes to the times that had breathed life into his art, that had given him a glimpse of something real and meaningful. And they were moments with you.

But how could he have that inspiration now when the vibrant muse that had sparked his creativity was out of reach? 

Rafayel’s gaze fell to his plate, the food before him growing cold and unappetizing. “Excuse me.”

~~

Come Josephine… in my flying machine 

Going up she goes, up she goes 

The cold wind nipped at your cheeks as you stood at the bow of the ship, singing under your breath, and gazing out at the endless expanse of ocean stretching before you. The sun was beginning to dip below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of pink and gold, as if the universe itself was offering an evanescent moment of beauty in a world that often felt so cruel. 

Balance yourself like a bird on a beam

In the air she goes, there she goes

You gripped the railing tightly, feeling the ship’s gentle sway beneath your feet, wondering how easily Rafayel would have captured the landscape forever in his canvas. You closed your eyes, letting the wind wash over you, trying to gather your thoughts, trying to push away the feeling of longing that had settled deep in your chest.

But then you heard it—the soft crunch of footsteps approaching from behind. You knew, even before turning, who it was. Your heart instantly tightened in your chest, holding your breath as you felt his presence come nearer. Slowly, you turned around, finding Rafayel standing there, his purple hair catching the light of the setting sun, his eyes apologetic and full of yearning.

“I’m sorry,” he mumbled his words, taking a deep breath. “I lied to you.”

You felt a pang in your chest, both relief and hurt swelling inside you. “Why… are you saying this?” you asked softly, your eyes never leaving his. “Didn’t you regret everything?”

“No,” was his swift answer, shaking his head slowly and stepping closer. “No, I didn’t regret getting closer to you. Not for a second.” He then paused, only for his voice to break just a little. “But I was bound by obligations. Bound by things that I thought would help me and the people I care about. It’s all materialistic and I’m ashamed to admit it to you.”

You turned back toward the ocean, gripping the railing as the wind whipped through your hair. In that moment, truthfully, staring at the endless sea felt like you were flying. “Because I’m from third-class? Because I won’t understand your world?”

“No, it was never about that,” Rafayel replied urgently, stepping closer until he was beside you. Until he was holding you by the waist, both hands securing you from behind. “I’ve been living a life that was never mine. About to marry a woman I don’t love, painting for people I despise, pretending to fit into a place that feels like a prison. And then I met you.”

“Raf…” You could feel the changing rhythm of your heart as you turned to face him, searching his face, trying to understand. “She’ll give you a better life. You deserve to have a woman of the same class as you.” 

“I don’t understand why we’re kept apart by such rigid lines. There’s so much more to life than these divisions,” he spoke in a troubled expression, his hand lifting to brush a strand of hair from your face. “The truth is, I can’t stop thinking about you. About how you made me feel alive again, how you gave me the inspiration I’d been longing to find.”

The sincerity in his voice made your heart melt, allowing your walls to break. “This sounds ridiculous, but I’ve missed you,” you admitted softly, your hand still under his, feeling the warmth of his touch despite the cold wind around you. “I wanted to forget you, but I couldn’t…”

“I don’t want you to forget me,” he whispered, leaning closer as a pained smile tugged at his lips. “I want to be the one you remember. I want… I want to be the reason you smile, the reason you feel alive.”

You felt a tear escape your eye, and he gently brushed it away with his thumb. “Rafayel, I—”

“I’m done pretending,” declared he, “I just want to be with you, for however long we have. I don’t care what it costs me.”

Was this real? Your heart felt like it was about to burst, and you were scared that this might just be a dream, an illusion that you would soon wake up from. But then he leaned in closer, his breath warm against your face. “May I?” he asked, his eyes flickering to your lips.

And you nodded, you allowed it. A soft gasp escaped your mouth as his lips captured yours in a deep, searching kiss. The world seemed to fade away as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer as you kissed him back with all the pent-up emotions you’d been holding onto for days. His lips were warm and soft, encasing yours in a passionate lock, while his tongue was sweet and tender, exploring your mouth in a loving, burning kiss.

For a moment, there was only the sensation of his lips on yours, the taste of the sea in the air, the feel of his heart beating against yours. The world, the ship, everything around you seemed to disappear, leaving just the two of you on the edge of the world.

~~

“We’re going to get caught—!” There was an obvious hint of nervous laughter in your voice as both of you giggled while racing through the corridors of the first-class halls.

“Shh,” he hushed you with a grin, placing a finger to his lips. “We’re almost there.”

All the while, Rafayel held your hand tightly as he guided you toward his private room. The thrill of sneaking around, hidden from prying eyes, seemed to fill him with a rush of adrenaline. But you couldn’t blame him, for you certainly shared the same thrill. There was a certain excitement in having you there, in his world, in his arms, like you belonged to him.

And he was right about being near. Because just a few more steps down the corridor, he finally stopped in front of one of the larger doors and pulled you into a lavish suite that seemed like an entirely different dimension. And good lord, you could hardly believe your eyes. Even though you had heard countless descriptions of the luxury on this ship, seeing it with your own eyes felt undeniably surreal. Left and right, no matter where you looked, the room was adorned with rich furnishings, a plush king-sized bed piled high with soft pillows, and even a private fireplace to keep the cold at bay during the night. His private suite alone was the size of ten basic cabins in the steerage. You didn’t bother asking the cost of his boarding ticket, knowing full well that it was more than what you could ever afford in your lifetime. 

To be able to throw so much money away for a mere couple nights on a ship, though, you couldn’t imagine yourself doing that. 

“Wow,” you marveled nonetheless, spinning around in awe while Rafayel watched your delight with a warm smile, leaning in to kiss your temple. “Your room is enormous.” 

“Can you stay right here for a second?” he asked, violet eyes meeting yours. “And close your eyes while you’re at it.” 

“Okay…” Curious but trusting, you smiled and shut your eyes, wondering what he was up to or what he was planning. It wasn’t long until you heard the faint sounds of rustling, drawers being opened and closed, the click of a safe, and then his footsteps as he returned behind you. “Are you done?” 

“There’s something I want to give you.” His raspy voice nearly tickled your ear. When you opened your eyes, you realized you were in front of a mirror, and you could see him from behind as he opened a velvet box and fished out a stunning, glistening heart-shaped blue diamond. Best believe your mouth was on the floor right at the next second. You were simply awestricken, and anyone who would look at it with a straight face was absurd. The jewel sparkled with an otherworldly brilliance, reflecting the tiny specks of light from the chandelier, yet maintaining its regal, deep blue color.

“The Heart of the Ocean,” you gasped, recognizing it instantly. It was a gem of legend, one you had only ever heard about in whispered tales when you were a little girl. “How… how did you get this?”

“The First Lady of France gave it to me,” he patiently explained while bearing a wistful smile. “It’s her token of gratitude for the time I spent painting her. Thomas insists it to be my gift—a dowry, actually—for Arielle.” He paused, his kaleidoscopic eyes staring at you through the mirror. “But now I realize it belongs to someone else entirely.”

Disbelief coursed through you. “Wait, I-I don’t understand. You can’t be serious…?”

“I am,” was his confirmation, stepping closer with a sincere gaze. With a delicate touch, he lifted the necklace and draped the cool, weighty chain around your neck. His fingers brushed softly against your skin as he fastened the clasp, then he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to the back of your neck. “You’re the one who deserves this and everything I have to give.” 

You stared at the gem resting just above your heart, its blue depths shimmering like the ocean beyond the ship. It felt like a treasure meant for someone else, someone more deserving. For an ordinary girl, you felt undeserving of such a rare, exquisite gem. “It’s… stunning,” you breathed, your fingers grazing its cool surface. “But why give it to me?”

“Because you’re the one who holds my heart,” Rafayel whispered, his voice low and filled with emotion. “I want you to have it… to know that you’re more precious to me than any jewel.”

“Rafayel!” Your heart swelled, and you turned to face him, feeling a rush of emotions you couldn’t quite put into words. You could feel tears pricking at the corners of your eyes, wondering what you did in your past life to be blessed with such a man. “I don’t deserve this—I don’t deserve you.”

“You deserve everything and more, my sweet.” His words held all the sincerity and genuineness you had to hear. “I want to capture the way I see you right now. Will you let me paint you?”

Heat permeated your cheeks at his request, but you were willing. More than willing to be his muse. “I’d be honored,” you said, your voice steady despite the flutter of nerves in your chest. An intimate idea suddenly formed in your head. “But if I’m to wear something so special… I want to do it right. I want you to paint me like one of your French girls, Rafayel. Wearing only this.”

~~

Being in the middle of the Atlantic exposed you to the cold, freezing temperatures. 

Yet, how come Rafayel’s room felt quite… hot? 

Perhaps it was the crackling fireplace offering the heated atmosphere. But you weren’t sure if it was really just that. Your heart pounded at an erratic pace, racing with every beat as you watched Rafayel arrange the couch in the middle. Meanwhile, you stood on the side, a thin robe on, as he padded the pillow before settling into his seat. It’s now or never, you thought as you released a breath you didn’t know you were holding. I shouldn’t be nervous around him. 

“Monsieur,” you teased, taking in slow, measured steps in front of him. “Your muse is ready.” 

The artist himself was blushing. His cheeks were limned with a deep rosy red, clearing his throat and trying to avoid looking at places he shouldn’t be. He gestured to the cushioned couch, his voice a bit shaky as he fought to keep his focus on the task at hand. “Uh, you can… you can sit there.” 

You wondered whether this was considered you betraying your principles by willingly exposing yourself to him. Had you become a hypocrite, denying advances from wealthy men as an entertainer, but now willingly revealing yourself to someone of the same class? Not long ago, you were just running away from said first-class men, despising every inch of your skin that they desired to touch. So, why were you here? Why didn’t you feel the same way?

Firstly, Rafayel was different. He was respectful, kind, and everything the others were not. You could feel the sincerity in his gaze, the way he looked at you as though you were something precious. He saw you like you were the art, not his paintings, nor the landscapes. You. And so, you began to slowly undress, letting your robe fall to the floor, and immediately feeling the cool air hugging your bare skin. Rafayel’s gaze remained fixed on you, full of reverence and awe, as though he were witnessing something profoundly sacred.

When all that was left was the blue diamond nestled against your naked figure, you moved to the couch he had arranged and lay on your side on the cushions. Rafayel took a deep breath, as if steadying himself, and then moved to his easel with his brushes in hand. “Stay still, sweetheart. Move your left hand a little closer to your face.”

You did as told, shifting awkwardly on the couch to place yourself in the exact position he had envisioned for his art. Dear God, the tension was surely eating at you. You knew he could feel it, too. Especially when his eyes fell to the intimate places of your body—admiring, studying. Your best move was to clear your throat and break the ice. “Not so professional now, are we, Monsieur Rafayel?” 

He was mixing his paint as you teased him, the corner of his lips being pulled into an upward slope. “I am very professional, just so you know.” You were glad to hear him returning the small banter. “Now, don’t be moving your mouth too much, sweetheart. Save it for later.”

“Hey!”

“Just kidding.”  

The hours eventually passed in a delicate silence. You didn’t catch when exactly the awkwardness had begun to fade, but now, the only sound in this quiet room was the soft, rhythmic strokes of his brush against the canvas. You felt his eyes on you, studying every line and curve, every shadow and light, capturing not just your likeness but something deeper—something more human. It was as if he was painting not just your body but your soul, the very essence of who you were.

You remained still for him like a doll, and throughout it, all you could think about was this moment. Him. This encounter. Despite the initial horrors your job as entertainer presented, everything still led you to this—to Rafayel. To the man who saw you as the true art, not the colors he was blending in his canvas. 

Were things too good to be true? 

It took some time, probably a good hour or two when he finally pulled away from his canvas, his breath coming in soft, quiet exhales. You could see the emotion in his eyes as he gazed at the finished piece. “This is how I’ll always remember you,” Rafayel said, dreamy eyes staring right back at you. “As the one who wore my heart.”

Overwhelmed by the tenderness in his gaze, by the raw, unguarded love that radiated from his every word, you stood, crossing the room to him where he met you halfway and pulled you into his arms. You felt his heartbeat against yours, his breath warm against your ear.

“You are amazing,” you whispered against his shoulder, holding him tightly. “Thank you for seeing me.”

And for that moment, there was nothing else in the world but the two of you, entwined in each other’s embrace, lost in the profound connection that had brought you both together on the edge of this endless ocean. To forget about everything and everyone seemed to be the lingering thought in your heads, and it manifested in the way his hands trailed down your curves, pulling you closer to him. Your lips were inches away, a proximity so near that you could feel his minty breath fanning your face. 

“Beautiful,” he spoke in a hushed voice, face mesmerized by the sight of you. “I want to kiss you.” 

“Then, kiss me,” you replied, your fingers reaching up to his collar, gently pulling him down. Nothing stopped you when you pressed your lips to his in a passionate, fervent kiss. Nothing prevented you when your fingers began to work on the buttons of his shirt with slow and deliberate movements. The fabric of his shirt soon fell away, revealing the lean, muscular contours of his torso. You trailed kisses along his chest, savoring the feel of his warm skin beneath your lips. “I’m yours, Rafayel,” you breathed back into his mouth as the kiss deepened, catching your breath between each shared moment. “Touch me, feel me, do whatever you want with me. I want you just the same.”

“You drive me crazy,” he grunted under his breath, hands roaming over your body. His touch confirmed to you that the desire was mutual, driven by an urgent need to connect on a level beyond words. His hands moved with a gentle yet insistent hunger, caressing the curve of your waist, exploring the delicate arch of your back. And in your ardent lip-locking exchange, you could feel the slopes of your breasts being pressed against his chest. Rafayel then bit your lower lip, fully submitting to his carnal desires, before reaching down to give your bum a tight squeeze. 

“R-Raf.” 

“Tell me if you want to stop—”

“Don’t stop. Don’t.” 

With your consent, he guided you to sit up on the couch, not knowing how his touch ignited an inextinguishable fire within you. While on his lap, you moved your body against his and traced your fingers along his collarbone, down to the ridges of his abdomen, feeling the heat of his body beneath your fingertips. He returned the favor by cupping your mounds, massaging the plump flesh as if he was desperate to feel how soft they were. 

One thing led to another. And before you knew it, you were already crawling out of his lap, only to kneel on the carpeted floor in between his knees, undoing the buttons of his trousers. Your eyes widened as soon as you released his aching member from the confines of his undergarment, revealing a handsome size that was proportionate to his height. 

“Don’t stare at it like that,” he whined, cheeks flushed red as he leaned back on the couch, wrapping a hand around his shaft. Who knew Rafayel can get quite shy, too?

You found it adorable, if anything. But the equal lust you shared in your gazes remained on each other, even as you joined his hands at doing the job. Up and down did you stroke his length, watching him hold back a moan, only to crumble as soon as you decided to replace your hand with your mouth. It’s warm, you heard him say. It feels good, sweetheart. His cute little groans were in fact a pleasure for you to hear, encouraging you to do better at bobbing your head and sucking his entire length. You didn’t care about the string of saliva that appeared when you released his member with a pop, now using your tongue and dragging it from the base to the tip, where it swirled itself around until his cock began to twitch. 

“How’d you learn these things?” Rafayel’s quiet groan was more so a jealous complaint. But he couldn’t take it anymore, he had to have you. He had to have a taste of you, too. 

So to your surprise, he suddenly carried you in his arms, moving in a rush as you shifted from the couch to the bed. His movements were clearly driven by a primal need to leave his mark on you, to feel each other in the most intimate way. Because you didn’t expect him to lay you gently on his bed, climbing on top of you like a hungry shark who was ready to devour a small fish. 

He started with your neck of course, feathering soft, tender kisses around the skin before moving to your breasts, alternating between squeezing and sucking the flesh, nipping and biting at your nipple. It didn’t surprise you to see him hungrily trapping your breast in a tight suction, revealing a red mark that would later be the same color as his hair. 

“R-Rafayel.” By now, you were arching your back, legs spread open as he began to descend further and further until he met the perfect spot. Him staring at your womanhood almost made you wish to close the distance between your thighs, but he didn’t allow it. In fact, he was quick to dive head-on into your sopping cunt, lapping the entrance with his tongue—teasing and exploring your walls, your insides, until you were screaming his name. “R-Raf—! Mhm…!” 

“You taste so sweet,” he spoke under his breath, encircling his thumb on your sensitive bud before looking back at your slit, slightly spreading them apart to look at the exact hole he was about to enter. And he did. He didn’t hesitate one bit at positioning his fully erect manhood on your entrance, its tip soaked by the wetness of your core before he eventually slid himself right in. A series of curses were released by him, while as for you, the dulcet melody of your moans were just what he needed to hear. “Damn it, Y/N… You feel really good.” 

“Ngh—! Y-You—aaah!” You could feel your body being dragged back and forth, your hips being jostled as he continued to sink himself into you. His pace started slow and sensual at first, relishing the way your bodies intertwined, moving together with a fluid grace. At the same time, his kisses were soft and sweet, exploring every inch of your collarbone, while your own nails clawed at his back in the same passion. You felt it—him, the tip of his member hitting your sensitive spot and sending you into a euphoric trance. Every time his cock kissed your cervix, you were a moaning mess, your legs shaking violently at the electrifying pleasure spreading all over your body. He was inside you, all of him. “Haaah!” 

The act itself was a beautiful, raw expression of the desire that had been building between you. You moved together with a synchrony that transcended mere physicality knowing that it wasn’t just an act of sex, but an exchange of love. 

As you reached the peak of your intimacy, the world outside ceased to exist. There was only the two of you, lost in a moment of pure, unadulterated passion. And when the waves of pleasure finally subsided, you lay together, wrapped in each other’s arms. The residues of Rafayel’s love for you remained in between your thighs, a visual proof of the passion he harbored for you.

Rafayel’s breath was heavy, but his body relaxed against yours. He held you close, his touch gentle now, with the intensity of the earlier moments shifting to tender intimacy. “Once the ship docks in New York,” he said in a soft whisper. “Come with me. I want to leave everything behind and start new with you. Let’s both figure it out, together.”

You nestled closer to him, feeling the warmth of his body and the steady beat of his heart against yours. At that moment, it was as if everything had fallen into place. “Together.” 

~~

On the night of April 14th, everything on the ship took a daunting turn. 

Literally. But before you could get to that part, you were strolling the first-class decks at the time, hand-in-hand with Rafayel, as he escorted you to the exit.

“Must you really go back down there?” he asked softly, embracing you in his toned, protective arms. “Can’t you stay here with me? Just for a little while longer?”

You looked up at him, your heart aching at the thought of leaving him for a while. But you knew you had to honor the constraints of your position because the risk of discovery was too great to ignore. Especially for his part. “I wish I could stay,” you replied, pulling away to squeeze his hand. “But I can’t. I need to go back to steerage for now, and then we’ll find a way to meet again.”

“I’ll come to you, every day.” Rafayel acted like a stubborn kid as a frown played across his features. Yet, he still leaned in, his lips capturing yours in a kiss that lingered a little over a minute. 

What interrupted your romantic moment was the sudden sound of shouting and panicked voices that erupted from the bow of the ship. The noise was chaotic, and it immediately turned into a cacophony of warnings and vigilance as the watchmen, officers, and quartermasters ran about, speaking jargons you could barely interpret. You both pulled apart, the intensity of the moment breaking as the shouts grew louder, more frantic. Something was dangerously off. 

“What’s going on?” you asked, your voice laced with worry.

Rafayel, his expression now a mask of alarm, could only hold you closer. “I don’t know, but we need to find out.”

You didn’t need to be told. The shudder of the ship, the deafening screech against the starboard side, and the massive iceberg passing slowly by were all the signs you needed to understand the gravity of the situation.

The Titanic struck an iceberg. 

“Aaah!” 

“Watch out!” 

“Rafayel.” You turned to your lover, the fear in your eyes mirrored by the shock and disbelief in his face. “I’m scared.” 

“It’s okay.” He pulled you gently but urgently, soothing your worries by rubbing your back in comfort. “I don’t think it’s serious. I’m sure this ship’s made to withstand that much impact—”

“You saw it with your own eyes, Raf!” It was the irrational fear consuming you, leading you to overthink everything as you saw how the crew members and officers alike were running in every direction, their faces pale with fear. “The iceberg… We’re not safe. You know we aren’t.” 

As you both stepped into the corridor, the commotion was unmistakable. And he himself knew he could not play the situation as something trivial. Because otherwise, the ship’s own crewmen wouldn’t have been as alarmed. It didn’t help that Rafayel also caught Mr. Andrews, the very man who designed the ship, clutching rolls of blueprints as he hurried to meet the captain.

“Mr. Andrews.” Rafayel stopped him before he could walk any further. “How serious is it? We saw the iceberg.” 

The respectable man looked between you two, his eyes clouded with an apologetic haze. Though, staying calm appeared natural to him, only giving Rafayel a gentle pat on the shoulder and urging him to make his way to safety. “Make sure to wear your life jackets and secure yourselves a spot on the lifeboats available. And also,” he paused, swallowing hard. “Try not to cause panic to other passengers for now. All rationality is lost the moment fear strikes.” 

While you and Rafayel hoped to hear a more reassuring answer, of words saying that the issue at hand wasn’t anything to be alarmed about, Mr. Andrews’ words were clear. 

The ship was about to sink.

~~

It was your decision to inform only the closest people you knew about the unsightly situation. But it was Rafayel who requested if you could both let Thomas know first, seeing as he simply couldn’t abandon his longtime friend. Despite their disagreements, he had been there for him in his artistic journey, and never not once gave up on supporting Rafayel’s dreams. He was family to him, one way or another, and that was why Rafayel insisted he had to know. 

So, you did. Rafayel and you, hearts racing and hands intertwined, made your way back to his first-class suite, both determined to find Thomas and inform him of the dire situation. In your short walk, the stewards were already scrambling about, opening doors, shouting and instructing everyone to put on their life jackets. 

“Everyone, please put your lifebelts on and come up to the deck!”

“Can you tell me what’s going on, please? I felt the ship shudder.” 

“Madam, there is no cause for alarm. This is just a precaution. Now put your lifebelts on, please.”

Meanwhile, as you reached the door to Rafayel’s suite, you were met with an unexpected and unsettling audience. The Master at Arms, his security personnel, and Thomas stood in the hallway, their faces grim and serious. But it was Arielle who stood out, with the reason being…

“You!” Arielle’s voice immediately cut through the hubbub like a blade as she stormed up to you, her vibrant blue eyes electrifying you with her anger. Without a moment’s hesitation, she grabbed a fistful of your hair and yanked you toward her. The stretch on your scalp was sharp, but the shock of her attack was what shook you to the core. “You wretched little thief!” she spat, her voice dripping with venom as she threw you onto the floor, kicking you, smacking you, and pulling your hair. “You lowly whore! Trying to seduce my fiancé and worm your way into his life!”

You winced, trying to free yourself from her grasp. “I-It hurts!” 

“Arielle, stop! Stop hurting her!” Rafayel’s voice was fierce and desperate as he lunged to intervene, trying to wrench Arielle’s hand away from you, but to no avail. She was unstoppable. And his efforts were futile against her relentless aggression. “Enough! Let her go!”

“You slept with this whore?!” Arielle’s face twisted with rage as she sent a crisp slap to his face. The hurt. The betrayal. You could understand why she felt that way and you wanted to apologize, to beg on her knees not to pour her anger out on Rafayel, but she already turned to the officers and Thomas, her voice rising in a commanding tone. “Gentlemen, this woman has been sneaking into the first-class areas illegally! She’s been trying to lure in first-class men, including my fiancé. She should be sent down to steerage and locked up immediately. She’s a threat to the order of this ship!”

The officers, unsure of what to do, looked to Rafayel for guidance. He was just pulling you to him, protecting you in his arms, as he shot his fiancé a glare. “Arielle, enough, will you?! We have more pressing issues right now and we need to focus on that—”

“If you won’t do it, then I will cause a scene on this ship!” Arielle’s eyes narrowed as she watched him hold you close. “I’ll make a huge scandal out of this!” 

The officers, now caught between their duty and Arielle’s demands, began to move toward you with a forceful stance. They were already firm with the decision to take you away, in spite of your resistance, as you looked at Rafayel for any sort of help. 

“Come with us, miss!” 

“N-No… Rafayel,” you pleaded, your voice trembling. “Help me. Please.”

“Don’t touch her!” Rafayel’s fiery gaze didn’t intimidate the officers, even as he tried to retrieve you back from their grasps. But Thomas had intervened, pulling his friend back, and ensuring he wouldn’t meddle any further. “Thomas, let me go—they’re taking Y/N away! She did nothing wrong! It was all me!” 

The Master at Arms stepped in between, glancing at an enraged Arielle and a pitiful you. What did you expect? The rich were always favored, and the poor oppressed. You would never win against her in a tug of war. “We’ll send her back to where she belongs, Madam. You can rest easy now.” 

“Nooo!” 

The last thing you saw before being forced out of sight was Rafayel’s anguished face, pain and sorrow clinging into every line of his expression as he heard your screams, saw your tears, and felt your fear at being taken harshly away. 

You knew, right at that moment, that this was only the beginning of an impending maritime disaster.

~~

The cold, metal bars of the brig felt like a cage around your body and soul, confining you to the sterile environment below decks and reminding you exactly of just where you belonged—at the bottom. In your confinement, your breath came in shallow gasps as you heard the muffled commotion of the crew members outside, the frantic shouts, and the loud creaking of the ship. They had locked you in here, unjustly accused and abandoned, and now, trapped.

Your eyes darted toward the small porthole above, the glass fogging up with your breath. You could see the deep blue water sloshing against it, confirming your worst fears that the majestic Titanic was indeed sinking before your eyes.

“Help! Help me!” It would only be a matter of time until you’d drown in this confined space, and there was nothing you could do to stop it. There was no knight in shining armor like Rafayel ready to save you. Even if you screamed for help, your voice raw and desperate, there was still no response except the relentless sound of rushing water.

And speaking of, the icy water began to seep under the door, slowly flooding the room you were kept in like a prisoner. You could feel the coldness against your feet, then your legs, creeping higher with every passing minute. Or two. Or three. 

“Damn it, it’s so cold!” The fear clawed at you, and your heart pounded in your chest as you continued to scream, your voice hoarse and breaking in the process. You cried and let your screaming voice echo through the confined space. But the water continued to rise, and still, no one came. “Help! Please… someone… anyone!” 

In a couple minutes more, your body began to tremble, and a fusion of cold and fear overtook you as the water reached almost past your thighs. The panic only set in deeper, and your breathing became staggered as you struggled with an attack of anxiety. Anyone in your state would have passed out by now, surely. But you tried not to give up as you pounded on the door, hoping that someone would hear you. Or that God himself have mercy on you. 

“...Please!” Yet, nothing changed. No other presence outside your door came to your aid. Your shoulders slumped at the thought, and you leaned back against the cold metal wall, the water now up to your chest. All you could do at that moment was close your eyes, a tear slipping down your cheek as you slowly accepted the inevitable. You were going to die here, alone in the dark, in a place that no one would ever find. “Please… help me.” 

You took one last, shaky breath, feeling the coldness envelop your entire being. And while you had already given up on life, you thought about your mother and sister back home who were probably unaware of the tragedy that struck the ship you boarded. You wondered when they would hear news about the sinking of the ship. Perhaps in the morning? Perhaps another day more? You were haunted by the despair in their faces, the grief of losing a daughter and a sister, just when they thought that you would make it across the continent safe and sound. 

A thought of Rafayel also crossed your mind—a bittersweet memory of his touch, his kiss, and the way he looked at you. A man who was merely a stranger to you before you boarded this ship, but now became the lover you would keep in your heart as the promise of forever finally came to an end. You hoped that, even if he had already abandoned you, he would be sent somewhere warm and safe, away from the glacial waters of the Atlantic where you would soon sink into as another dead body in the deep seabed. 

~~

Up on the first-class decks, the passengers were scrambling toward the lifeboats, their voices adding into the pandemonium as things were becoming clearer that the Titanic was about to be submerged. The officers barked orders, and women and children were ushered toward the boats, the urgency growing as they prevented the men—no matter the social class—from getting into the lifeboats. 

Rafayel stood among the crowd, his eyes distant and unfocused, as if he were miles away. He didn’t even notice Arielle dragging his arm with a tight grip, her voice shrill with frustration as she argued with an officer. “Why can’t he come on the boat with me? He’s my fiancé!” she insisted, her face flushed with anger. “This is unacceptable! We are first-class passengers!” 

“Women and children only, ma’am!” the officer replied firmly, already turning to help another passenger, ignoring her selfish, hubristic demands. 

But the thing was, Rafayel hardly heard her nagging. His mind was elsewhere—back in the brig, where he knew you were locked up, alone and scared for your life. He could hear Thomas’s voice in his ear, the warning, the plea not to pursue you, to stay with his people, to secure his own safety. Selfish, all of them. It was all Rafayel ever thought about as he spaced out. 

Thomas, sensing his hesitation, leaned closer and whispered urgently, “Rafayel, don’t be foolish. We can arrange a seat for you on the next lifeboat. Think about your future, your life! Your aunt Talia is waiting for you!”

Rafayel’s heartbeat slowed as he glanced at Thomas, then at Arielle, who still gripped his arm tightly. His eyes moved over the frightened faces of the people around him—the elites he had grown to resent, their fear and desperation laid bare, yet their arrogance and selfishness still overpowering even in the middle of a crisis. 

“Are we going to be seated according to class?” 

“I don’t want to sit with those stinky steerage people!” 

He saw his own reflection in their panic-stricken eyes, and in that moment, he knew. He knew he couldn’t leave you to drown alone in the cold darkness. The thought of you trapped below, your face filled with fear, haunted him like a ghost who was seeking for justice. You didn’t deserve to be there. 

You, the one person who had shown him what it meant to truly live, was more important to him than anything else in this cruel world.

Thus, without another word, he pulled free from Arielle’s grasp as soon as the officers were guiding her into the lifeboat. It was the right timing, and Rafayel calculated that perfectly in his head, knowing that Arielle would be stopped if she even dared to get off the boat and endangered the passengers and officers who were already secured in it.  

“Rafayel!” Arielle shouted, her voice rising in disbelief as she tried to snatch his arm. “What are you doing?!”

“Madam, stay put!” 

“Get your hands off me—Rafayel, come back! You bastard!”

He didn’t answer. He simply didn’t give a damn about her anymore. And he only turned, his legs moving with purpose, his heart pounding in his chest as he pushed through the crowd, ignoring the protests of those around him. He could hear Thomas calling after him, Arielle bursting into frustrated tears at seeing him escape, but their voices soon faded amidst the furor. 

His mind was made up. Right at the beginning. He was going to find you, no matter what it took, no matter what happened to him. Rafayel knew he was running against time here, against the very odds of survival, but he didn’t care. No. His feet pounded against the deck, his breath coming in harsh bursts, as he made his way toward the lower decks. 

He was coming for you. And nothing, not the cold, the water, nor the imminent doom of the Titanic, would stop him now.

~~

The water was up to your waist now, freezing and relentless, biting into your skin with a cruel ferocity that made your entire body tremble. Your teeth chattered uncontrollably as you banged your fists against the locked door, your hands now raw and bruised because of it. Every breath felt like a knife in your lungs, and every exhale was a desperate sob. Pathetic. You felt weak, hopeless, with the cold sapping every bit of strength you had left. You were shaking, shivering, down to a point where you became numb.

I can’t think straight… 

The water climbed higher, reaching your lower abdomen, then your stomach, and you felt the sorrow settle in. It was about time you gave up. Resting your forehead against the cold metal, closing your eyes, you let the tears slip down your cheeks being the only warm thing you could feel on your face.

This is how I’ll die…. 

No, not yet. Because suddenly, there was a loud crash—the sound of wood splintering and metal bending. You blinked, too disoriented to understand what was happening beyond the door that was forced open. A rush of water followed, and there he was.

There he goddamn was. Rafayel, soaked and breathless, his face clouded with fret and remorse. 

“R… Rafayel?” you exhaled his name, eyes wide open, wondering if you had already died and this was nothing more than a hallucination. 

But he brought you back to reality as he surged forward, pulling you into a desperate, breathless kiss, with lips that were cold but full of life, of urgency, of love. “I’m so sorry," he whispered against your lips, the apology written on his face was more than any words could describe. “I love you… I couldn’t leave you. I couldn’t.”

Tears pooled your eyes the same way the gelid waters filled the room, and you cupped his face, feeling the warmth of his skin against your cold fingers. “Y-You c-came back,” you whispered, your voice breaking with emotion as you spoke through gritted teeth. “I thought you—”

“I did. I’m here now. I’m sorry, Y/N. I love you, I’m so sorry.” He pressed his forehead against yours, his hands trembling as he embraced your body. “We need to go,” he said urgently, pulling you with him. You didn’t exactly have the leisure of time to have an emotional exchange right now. “Come on. Can you swim?”

“I can… a little.” 

With that, you waded through the freezing water together, your legs numb and heavy as you fought against the strong currents. The corridors were eerily quiet, flooded with icy water that was quickly rising like it was filling up a tank. Had you been alone, without a man holding you in his arms, you would have been swept away by the harsh waves. Your body alone was already shaking from both the cold and the adrenaline coursing through your veins, but Rafayel held you tightly, guiding you through the flooded passages as he focused on looking for the way out. Honestly, you admired him. He was doing so much better at handling a situation like this than you, and that came from someone with a social standing like his. It was as though he had always navigated hardships, so used to dealing with different crises.

“Raf, I-I’m s-so cold!” 

“I know. I’ll get us out of here, okay?” 

Finally, you reached a ladder, and you forced yourself to keep moving, pushing your exhausted legs up the staircase despite the weight of your drenched clothes pulling you down. By the third-class gates, you were already panting, sore everywhere, when you saw a clatter between the crowd of people being held back by stewards. 

You spotted Eliza, her face pale and tear-streaked. It was the first time you had seen her again since this morning, and this horrific way of reuniting with her wasn’t anything you saw coming. “They won’t let us up.” She burst into a sob. “They said we can’t pass through, not until the first-class people have filled the boats!”

Her words made Rafayel’s eyes flash with anger towards the stewards guarding the gates. “This is absurd! You can’t keep them like animals. They have the right to live!” He turned to the other men with a commanding presence. “Gentlemen, come on! Help me break down this gate!”

The men nodded, understanding that a first-class man like him genuinely wanted to help, and together they grabbed a wooden bench nearby and slammed it against the metal gate. Once, twice, and finally, with a loud crack, the gate burst open. Despite the protests of the stewards, the crowd surged forward, feeling nothing but relief as they flooded through the open passage where the freezing waters had yet to reach.

“Go!” Rafayel urged, pulling you along as you ran through the hallways together. You pushed through the panicked crowd, dodging falling debris and slippery floors, until you finally reached the deck. He picked up one of the discarded life jackets on the floor and quickly wrapped it around your frail body, the click of the straps securing you underneath. Before you could even process everything that was happening, you could already feel his lips being pressed on your forehead. “You’re okay. I’m here.” 

“Rafayel.” You looked up at him, hands clutching into his shirt with your tearful, shiny eyes. “How are we going to make it?” 

The night air alone was frigid, and the deck was too crowded with people. Somehow, in the middle of all the ensuing chaos, a group of men—the ship’s orchestra—were playing a symphony of melodies in the background. They held their instruments with complete disregard to the horrors of their surroundings, and your heart broke at the sight. Until the very end, they stuck to their duty of maintaining calm and peace for the passengers. Of playing music, performing for the sake of others. 

Good luck to each of you, sirs.

Rafayel turned to you, tugging your hand. “You need to get on one of those boats,” was his firm insistence. “It’s your best chance.”

You scanned through the havoc, looking for a vacant lifeboat, but the crew was shouting ‘women and children only’. That was enough for you to immediately shake your head in response. “No, I’m not leaving you.”

“You have to,” he urged, his voice breaking. “I’ll be fine, I promise. Just go.”

“But—”

“Y/N, you need to listen to me, okay?” He was already pulling you towards one of the lifeboats, pushing through the crowd, to make way for you. “You need to get on that lifeboat. I’ll be okay. I… I have an arrangement with one of the other boats there. Really. I’ll come find you as soon as they rescue us.” 

“No, I—”

“Officer, I have a lady here!” Rafayel announced, his hand carefully guiding you upward. At this hour, the ship was already tilted at an angle of around 5 to 10 degrees while into the evacuation process, so they still had the time and space to get more women into the boat. And as soon as the officer saw you, you were quickly pulled up, but your hands refused to let go of Rafayel’s. “It’s going to be okay, Y/N. I’ll meet you later.”

“Come on, ma’am. Get in the boat!” 

As the pressuring eyes pierced through you, you reluctantly nodded and let go of his hand, swallowing back the tears as you climbed onto the lifeboat. But as you sat there, the arctic wind whipping against your face, you looked at the crying women and children around you. Their faces were draped by the anguish of seeing the men they were leaving behind—fathers, husbands, lovers, and sons. You looked back at Rafayel standing on the deck next to those men. And among them, his eyes were filled with love, of relief knowing that you were safe now like it was his only goal. You suddenly remembered the words you had told him not long ago, about figuring this life together.

You couldn’t do it. You couldn’t leave him.

With a burst of adrenaline, you leaped off the lifeboat and back onto the deck, nearly losing your footing and the railing hitting your stomach as you landed, but you didn’t mind it. You had to reunite with him. 

“No!” You could hear Rafayel shouting while you ran toward him. “Goddamn… Y/N! Are you crazy?!”

You ran and ran, pushing past the people, carrying your heavy feet across the slippery floors until you finally met with Rafayel by the upper decks, panting heavily and feeling your legs wobble from the strenuous effort. “I can’t—I’m staying with you!”

Rafayel’s eyes were lachrymose as he saw you, catching you in his arms, holding you tight as lips passionately crashed into yours. “You’re so stupid, Y/N,” he murmured against your lips, though his voice was filled with such raw emotion. “Why did you do that?! You’re so stupid.” 

“Maybe, I am,” you whispered back, hot tears falling from your eyes like waterfall. “But I’m not leaving you.”

You shared another kiss. A deeper kiss this time around, as you felt each other’s lips embracing the remaining warmth it could offer. It was at that time where you realized that you had never felt any kind of love that was nearly as pure as that.

And across the water, on another lifeboat that was already rowing away from the titled ship, Arielle watched the two of you with tears gushing down her face. Her maid tried to rub her back, seeing that your romantic interaction with her then-fiancé was a sight for sore eyes. Though the frustration igniting in Arielle’s veins was hidden under her curtain of clothes, her hands were trembling as she clung to the edge of the boat. She was cursing the two of you under her breath, and could feel her heart breaking apart as the distance between her and Rafayel grew wider, especially as the realization sank in that he would never be hers. Not now, not ever.

But you didn’t see her. She was completely out of the picture between the two lovers on the upper decks.

Because you only saw Rafayel, and he only saw you. 

~~

Contrary to the quiet of the sea, the screams around you were deafening. 

The ship had tilted sharply by now, the deck at a steep angle, and every step urged you to fight against gravity. It was heavy, it definitely was. But you fought through it knowing that Rafayel’s hand was tightly intertwined with yours, his eyes scanning the rapidly flooding deck for any sign of a lifeboat, any hope of escape.

But there was none. 

The lifeboats were all gone, already drifting far away into the dark waters of the Atlantic, leaving behind only the desperate and the doomed. A distress flare shot up into the sky, bursting into a bright, fleeting light before fading back into the cold, endless night. It illuminated the panic-stricken faces around you for a moment, then disappeared, swallowed by the darkness.

You could hear the officers yelling for the boats to come back, demanding that they weren’t even half-filled. You could hear passengers shrieking as some of them slipped through the tilted floors, their bodies hitting the obstructions with a loud bang. Prayers were sent out by the priest who was holding onto a railing, with the other believers clutching his hand as the ship continued its incline. Others had already given up on staying on the ship, jumping instead to the crisp waters of the ocean thinking that their life jackets would be enough to keep them alive and afloat for another hour. 

Rafayel looked at you with a determined face, unfazed by the growing number of lost souls around him. “We need to get to the stern,” he urgently told you. “It’s our only choice.”

You nodded, your heart thumping loud and fast, and together you began to climb, pushing with your all might against the sharp incline of the deck. Water rushed in from all sides, pouring over the railings, swallowing everything in its path. But you wrestled against the pull, your muscles burning as you climbed upwards, gripping onto anything you could find—the rails, the sides of doors, anything to keep yourself from sliding back into the icy depths below.

“I’m falling—!” 

“I got you.” Rafayel was right beside you, pulling you up when your strength faltered, guiding you through the path. 

The ship groaned beneath you, the metal screaming in protest as it began to break apart, the sound like a giant beast roaring into the night. It was scary. God, it was the most frightening sound you had ever heard. But you kept moving, kept climbing, until finally, you reached the stern, the very back of the ship that rose high into the air above the freezing water.

“Quick. Cimb over!” Rafayel urged, helping you over the railing. “Hold on tight. No matter what happens, do not let go.”

You did as he said, your fingers gripping the cold, wet metal of the railing. It was getting more and more difficult for you to think straight, to think rational, as the temperature of your body dropped low. The stern was now almost vertical, towering above the rest of the ship that was disappearing into the dark, unforgiving sea, but Rafayel’s voice kept you steady and awake. He climbed over beside you, his face close to yours and the fog of his breath visible in the cold air. 

“Th-This is where w-we first met,” you reminded him, your voice trembling from the subzero temperatures. “Right h-here… on the stern.”

He displayed a small forlorn smile. “And it’s the best thing that ever happened to me,” he replied softly, his voice carrying over the wind as he briefly pressed his lips onto yours. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, Y/N. I couldn’t exchange this memory for the world.”

You felt tears sting your eyes, your chest tightening because of this heavily poignant scene. The ship shuddered violently, and you gripped the railing even tighter as Rafayel reached out, cupping your face with one hand, his thumb brushing away a tear that slipped down your cheek.

“I never thought I’d find someone like you,” he continued, mellow eyes staring straight into your soul, “You’ve shown me what it means to truly live, to feel, to love. I saw the most beautiful art in you.”

“I love you.” You swallowed hard, feeling the lump in your throat. You couldn’t even hear your voice anymore as the words trembled on your lips. “I love you so much.”

He leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to your forehead in return. “I love you, too. More than I ever thought possible. And I promise… after this night, you’ll be sleeping in a warm, comfortable bed. In my arms. Under a blanket. It doesn’t matter how, Y/N. As long as you’re safe. I won’t let go.”

“Raf—”

The ship groaned again, louder this time, and you felt it begin to shift beneath you, the stern rising even higher into the air. “Hold on tight!” Rafayel shouted over the roar, his arms wrapping around you, pulling you close to him. “Just hold on!”

“Aaah!” 

“Haaaaah!” 

The ship tilted further, and you clung to the railing with everything you had, your body pressed against his, locked between him and the metal railings. It was ironic, truly, how the cold Atlantic wind whipped around you, while the stars above flickered like distant, indifferent eyes as if the universe was seeing all of it unfold. The clear skies could only watch the disaster like a silent audience. While deep below, the ocean was a dark, churning mass, ready to swallow everything whole.

“I’ll never let go.” You held your breath and leaned your face close to your lover’s chest. “No matter what.”

“Together,” he promised. “Until the very end.”

And as the ship continued its descent into the icy abyss, you held on, holding each other close, refusing to let go. The ship was slowly dragging you and Rafayel down with it, and you could feel the brisk waters rush up around you, like a torrent of cold that bit into your skin and stole the breath from your lungs.

“Hold your breath in as long as you can!” Rafayel shouted, his voice muffled against the growling ocean. You tightened your grasp onto the railing, your hands numb and slipping, as the ship sank deeper and deeper into oblivion.

And then, with a sudden, violent pull, the ship disappeared beneath the surface, and you were plunged into the bone-chilling depths of the North Atlantic. You expected the cold to be immediate and shocking, like a thousand needles penetrating your skin and making you numb. Yet, in spite of the lack of sensation, you kicked and fought against the water, your lungs burning as you struggled to find the surface.

Need… to stay… alive, you thought. For him. 

As soon as your head broke through the icy water, you gasped and choked on the cold air like a fish on the surface. Around you was a sight of horror—people flailing, gasping, some disappearing beneath the waves. Screams and cries filled the void, with their despair being the last horrifying things you had heard. You spun around, desperately searching for Rafayel, hoping that he was somewhere near. Safe. Alive. 

Then you saw him—his pallid pale bobbing up and down among the waves, his eyes looking for yours among the throng of flailing passengers. Without second thought, you swam desperately toward him and longed to be embraced by his arms again. “R-Rafayel!” 

“Y/N! A-Are you okay?” he asked, kissing your face over a million times that night. 

You two waded through the agonizing pressures of the polar water, and you tugged at his hand, suggesting you couldn’t move any more than you have. The exhaustion, the lack of oxygen, the subzero temperatures were beginning to overcome you. You were freezing to death. “I can’t… a-anymore!”  

“No, Y/N. You can do it. Come on, over there!” Rafayel shouted, pointing to a floating piece of debris—a wooden door bobbing nearby. He reached for your hand, guiding you toward it through the frigid water. “Climb up!”

With a tremendous effort, you managed to haul yourself onto the door even though your body was shaking uncontrollably from the cold. You reached out to Rafayel, pulling him toward the edge, but as he tried to climb up, the door tipped dangerously, threatening to submerge again. That was how he landed on a decision to leave it be. 

“It’s okay,” Rafayel murmured, his voice weak but accepting. “You stay. Stay up there.”

He remained floating beside you, ensuring no one would try and push you off the door, while his lips turned blue and his face became pale. You could hardly even recognize the color of his eyes, nor his hair, nor his once rosy cheeks. 

“Rafayel, p-please,” you begged in a raspy voice, desperately trying to pull your weak body up until he stopped you. “W-We’ll find another way.”

He shook his head, his eyes soft as he looked at you. His gaze was the only warm thing he could offer against the cold. “This… this is enough. Just stay there… please.”

Tears began to blur your vision, but they froze on your cheeks before they could even warm them. Still, you held his hand tightly, your fingers gripping his as if you could tether him to life itself. “All y-you did… since the d-day we met… was s-save my life.” 

“A-And I’ll s-save you again,” he struggled to speak as his body shook from the cold, his jaws clacking with every shiver. “I’ll save you again a m-milion times, okay? Y-You will live, Y/N. This isn’t where y-you’re supposed to b-be.” 

Holding his hand, you pressed a kiss on top of it. “I love you.” 

“I love you.” 

~~

The watch on your left wrist said it was already past 2:00 am, yet time passed by in an excruciating crawl. 

By this time, screams around you had long faded, replaced by the chilling silence of the dead and dying. You didn’t think there was anything more terrifying than the Titanic sinking, but this deadly silence was all and everything that would traumatize you for years to come. 

Your fingers were already benumbed, the cold penetrating deep into your bones, but you didn’t let go of Rafayel’s hand as you held onto him and prayed for a miracle. While staring into the clear, starry skies, you imagined how your life would become after this night. Perhaps, once the boats come back to rescue you both, you could truly start fresh with him. 

You could imagine Rafayel pursuing his passion for art by starting off as a small artist. You could imagine his paintings being celebrated again, and how you’d be by his side during his exhibits, proud of how far he had come without the help of anyone but himself. 

You could imagine your own bit of success too, having the chance to perform at Broadway, even as a mere extra, and being able to bring your mother and sister with you to live in the beautiful New York City. 

You could imagine all the beautiful kids you’d raise with Rafayel. Those mini carbon copies of his running around the house, playing around as carefree as their father. 

“Rafayel?” you whispered after a long silence, turning to him and shaking his hand lightly. “Where do we go after this?”

But his eyes were closed now, his face unnaturally still, his body half-submerged in the freezing water. His skin had turned a pallid blue, his lips white and cracked. No… You shook him harder, panic rising in your chest as his face was as solid as a block of ice. “Rafayel!” you called out, your voice trembling at the suggestion of his current state. “Wake up! Please… wake up!”

Silence. Nothing but heartbreaking silence. The lack of response made you sob, but you still managed to pull his hand closer to your chest, feeling your heart being torn asunder as you looked at him. “No, no, no… please, no…” You clutched him desperately, feeling the weight of his cold, unmoving body against the wood. “Rafayel, please. Please. Open your eyes. P-Please… You said you’d n-never let go.” 

Along with your quiet tears, the ocean around you had become lull as if a deathly silence fell over the waters. The shrieks and cries were no more, replaced by the soft lapping of the waves and the distant creaking of the lifeboats. 

And the Titanic, once called the unsinkable ship, was nothing more than a myth.

If not for the faint voice carried over the water, you would have passed out. But someone was calling out, a beam of light flashing your way, forcing you to stay awake. You turned your head, blinking away tears, and saw a lifeboat finally coming back. After what seemed like eons, the crew shone their lights around, searching for survivors, hoping to save anyone at all. 

But for the most part, they were too late. 

“Over here!” you screamed, waving your hand frantically as your voice wasn’t loud enough for anyone to hear. “Please, help us!”

The beam of light turned toward you, and you heard the oars slicing through the water as the lifeboat approached. Relief may have flooded through you, but then you looked back at Rafayel, his face still and peaceful, like he was sleeping.

“Miss, let him go,” one of the men in the lifeboat carefully said, reaching out to you. “He’s gone… you have to let go.”

“No!” you protested, holding onto Rafayel’s hand tighter, eyes filling up with tears again. “I can’t. I can’t let him go.”

“Please, miss,” the man urged, his voice softening into a pained tone. “You have to let go… or you’ll go down with him.”

Your chest tightened with agony, every fiber of your being screaming to hold on. To never let go. You promised him. You made a vow to him that you would figure everything out together. But as you looked at Rafayel’s face, so serene in death, you knew he was already gone. He had left long before you could say goodbye. 

Tears streamed down your face as you leaned down, pressing a final kiss to his cold, unresponsive lips. “I love you,” you whispered, voice breaking into a sob. “I’ll never forget about you.”

With trembling hands, you released your grip on his hand, watching as his body slowly slipped beneath the icy water, sinking into the heart of the ocean. Your heart shattered as you watched him disappear, Rafayel, the love of your life slipping away forever.

Strong hands soon pulled you up into the lifeboat, and you collapsed, your body numb and cold, but nothing compared to the emptiness in your chest. It was as though someone carved a massive hole in your chest, excavating your heart out, only to leave a hollow space. The men wrapped a blanket around you, their voices were barely registered in your mind as they asked if you were okay. 

But you weren’t. You would never be the same again. You stared out into the endless, dark sea, where Rafayel had disappeared, knowing a piece of you had gone with him, lost forever in the cold, unforgiving waters of the Atlantic.

~~

The room was quiet and still, filled with the soft light of the morning sun glowing through the windows. Meanwhile, you stood in front of the mirror, smoothing down your dress and your fingers trembling slightly as you adjusted the hem. The reflection staring back at you seemed almost foreign—older, wiser, yet with the same eyes that saw the tragic event that had happened in the years since that fateful night.

A soft knock on the door broke your reverie. Then, Zayne’s gentle and patient voice came from the other side. “Are you ready, love?” he asked, his tone careful, knowing this wasn’t easy for you. “We don’t have to do the interviews if you’re not feeling up to it. I’ll tell them you’ve changed your mind. No one can blame you.”

You turned around to meet his warm, olive eyes as he entered the room. His presence had always been a comforting, steady anchor in the storm that had been your life since the sinking. Beyond being your husband, he had been your rock, your safe harbor, ever since that day. He never pressured you, never pushed for more than you could give. He had simply been there, and over time, you had found solace in him.

“I’m okay,” you spoke almost inaudibly, though he could recognize the uncertainty in your voice, worried that you might not be able to go through an interview as a survivor of the most tragic maritime disaster in history. “I’m fine. I just… It’s surreal to me that it’s been ten years.”

Zayne nodded, coming closer and taking your hand in his, letting his thumb brush over your knuckles in a soothing motion. “I know,” he said softly. “But you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. If you do, I’ll be right by your side.”

You smiled faintly, the warmth of his hand reassuring you. But before you could respond, a younger voice suddenly cut through the room.

“Mom? Dad?” It was your son appearing in the doorway, his purple hair catching the light, and his eyes a striking kaleidoscope of indigo and magenta. “Can we go now?”

Your heart clenched as you looked at him—so young, so full of life, and yet a constant reminder of the man who had given him that life. The same man who had given you so much more than he ever realized.

“We’re coming, sweetheart,” you assured him, reaching out to smooth your son’s hair. He looked at you with a curious tilt of his head, and for a moment, you saw Rafayel’s mischievous grin, his playful personality shining through in the child you had brought into the world.

You exchanged a glance with Zayne, who offered a small, understanding smile. He had never asked about your traumatic past, about the love that you had lost to the cold depths of the Atlantic, because he knew that part of you would always belong to Rafayel. And he accepted that. He accepted you and loved you despite it.

Taking a deep breath, you stood up with a more determined mien. “Yes, we’re ready,” you said, more to yourself than to anyone else. 

The world deserves to know who he was, what he did… and his story.

As the three of you walked out of the room, your son chattered excitedly, blissfully unaware of the history you were about to share to the world. But as you looked at him, you saw Rafayel’s spirit through his eyes. Instead of it being a haunting image, you felt warmth spreading through your chest. 

Because Rafayel had given you so much more than a son—he had given you a story of a lifetime, one that was worth telling.

[camisoledadparis]

saga: Soumission & Domination 339

Février le Ski-1

Pour Février j'organise une semaine à la montagne. En plus de la maisonnée, Marc et Hervé plus nous 4 (PH, Ernesto, Ludovic et moi), à part deux " médecins " tous mes escorts répondent présent. Même ceux qui n'ont jamais fait de ski sont partants. A ceux-là s'ajoutent Max et Enguerrand que leurs très bons résultats m'empêchent d'interdire de venir. Comme on ne veut pas s'embêter, je trouve un hôtel dans une grande station des Alpes où je retiens un étage entier, le dernier car il est privatisable. De leur côté, Jona et François s'arrangent pour nous faire mettre 4 chasseurs alpins à notre disposition pour nous enseigner et ou améliorer nos techniques de ski. Nous voyageons en train. Les places sont retenues depuis début janvier et nous sommes répartis dans deux wagons contigus. Direct jusqu'à Lyon où nous changeons de train. Dans le train les portables chauffent et ça bosse dans tous les coins pour dégager le plus de temps possible durant la semaine. A l'arrivée 4 minibus nous attendent devant la gare. Ils nous montent à la station.

Le débarquement dans le hall de l'hôtel d'une 30aine de personnes en même temps désorganise un peu la réception. Mais rapidement, le directeur nous prend en charge et nous emmène directement à notre étage. Dès l'ascenseur, mes acolytes se dispersent et courent de chambre en chambre afin de s'installer. J'ai juste le temps de leur dire que la suite à trois chambres est pour moi (ce qui inclus Marc, PH, Ludovic, Hervé et Ernesto). Le directeur nous y accompagne et en même temps nous rappelle les services que son établissement peut nous fournir : restauration et service à l'étage, piscine, spa, salle de musculation et même boite de nuit en sous-sol mais aussi réservation de matériel et de moniteurs particuliers aussi sans compter qu'il se chargeait de l'obtention des forfaits. Une heure après que Jona ait passé un coup de téléphone, les quatre militaires se présentent à l'accueille et le demande. Jona va les chercher puisqu'il faut un code pour aller jusqu'à notre étage. Quand ils sortent de l'ascenseur avec leurs paquetages et leurs skis sur l'épaule, ce n'est pas le fait qu'il n'y ait que des hommes qui les choquent (ça en caserne ils en ont l'habitude) mais plutôt le luxe dans lequel ils vont passer la semaine. Deux chambres leur ont été laissées. Que les lits soient doubles ne leur posent pas de problème. Je leur demande s'ils ont d'autres vêtements que leurs uniformes. Mais c'est évident que non puisqu'ils sont en service commandé ! Sauf une paire de survêtements. Quand ils ressortent, ils tombent sur mes escorts tous à moitié à poil en train de passer les uns chez les autres. Je m'aperçois que je ne les ai pas décrits. Ce sont 2 jeunes lieutenants et 2 caporaux chef, tous dans les 23/25ans, entre 1,80 et 1,85m, carré d'épaules et étroit de hanches. Leurs Knickers ne moulent pas que leurs cuisses et ils font honneur au sexe masculin. Mais là, le molleton des survêtements ne les avantage pas quand Jona me les ramène pour qu'on discute ensemble de la semaine à venir.

Ma première question est pour savoir s'ils ont été volontaires ou si leur capitaine les avait désignés. C'est avec plaisir que j'apprends qu'ils étaient tous les 4 volontaires. J'établi le programme. La première matinée leur permettra de faire 4 groupes selon les niveaux que nous avons. Je leur rappelle qu'à part Jona et François qui doivent devenir capable de passer partout, pour le reste du groupe c'est aussi des vacances. Quant à leurs conditions parmi nous, je ne vois pas de raison de leur faire un régime particulier. Je prends en charge leurs frais. Ils ont les mêmes droits que nous dans cet hôtel. Pas question qu'ils mangent à part ou bien qu'ils restent dans leurs chambres alors que nous allons nager ou danser. Je leur fais confiance pour trouver dans les gardes robes emportés par chacun les jeans, et polos qui en feront des nôtres. Ils sont un peu surpris par mon entrée en matière. Le plus vieux des lieutenants me remercie au nom d'eux 4. Il essaye de me dire qu'ils sont quand même en service commandé et de ce fait ils ne peuvent accepter. Devant eux, j'appelle aussitôt Le colonel responsable de nos deux " agents (Jona et François) ". Quelques mots et je raccroche. Encore 5 minutes et c'est le sien (de portable au lieutenant) qui sonne. Nous l'entendons plusieurs fois dire " oui capitaine" avant de raccrocher. Avec un grand sourire vers nous et ses 3 collègues, il nous dit qu'effectivement, il vient de recevoir l'ordre de se fondre dans le décor. François leur dit qu'en bons homos, nous avons tous emporté trois fois plus de fringues que nécessaire et que quelques soit les circonstances, ils trouveront de quoi être raccord avec nous. La fin d'après-midi se passe dans la boutique du loueur à s'équiper en skis et chaussures. Le matériel est récent à défaut d'être neuf. Les 4 professionnels nous aident à choisir le matériel adéquat à chacune de nos morphologies.

Pour cette première soirée, Jona leur indique chez qui ils vont emprunter leurs vêtements. Il connait les caractéristiques de chaque et sait du coup qui sont ceux dont les physiques sont les plus proches des leurs. Quand nous nous retrouvons tous pour aller diner, ce n'est que par leur coupe de cheveux réglementaire qu'ils se distinguent de nous. Les polos déjà ajustés sur mes escorts moulent de façon très sexe leurs pecs et on peut même compter les abdos ! Ils ont lié connaissances avec les escorts et ça discute travail des deux côtés. J'accapare le lieutenant responsable du petit groupe, sans uniforme il fait plus jeune. Les jeans slim qui lui ont été prêtés font ressortir ses cuisses puissantes et malgré cela son paquet promet beaucoup. Je le garde à notre table. Nous le mettons au parfum concernant notre petit groupe. Ce que sa hiérarchie lui avait dit de nous tiendrait sur un timbre-poste. Je suis content qu'il ne se sauve pas en courant quand nous lui apprenons qu'il va devoir enseigner son ski à une bande d'homos plus obsédés par le sexe que par la neige. De la table de droite, un des caporaux envoie qu'il faut pas mourir idiot. Il se fait aussitôt charrier par ceux de sa table. Quand je m'en ouvrirais plus tard à Jona, il me dira en souriant que son colonel avait pris en compte la spécificité de notre petit groupe lors de la sélection des chasseurs alpins et qu'ils savaient donc ce qui les attendait.    La soirée se passe bien. Tout le monde a fait connaissance avec nos 4 moniteurs et réciproquement. Ils se retirent dans leurs chambres par grade. Mes escorts se pressent dans notre suite pour savoir ce qui est autorisé avec eux autres. Je leur interdit juste de les violer et que pour le reste ce sont de grands garçons eux aussi, non ? Franche rigolade de mes escorts.

Le lendemain matin je suis debout de bonne heure (je n'ai pas besoin de beaucoup de sommeil). Je descends prendre le petit déjeuner et j'y trouve mes 4 moniteurs avec Jona et François. Je m'assois à leur table. Jona est entrain de leur donner un aperçu du niveau sportif de chacun. Leur chef me demande comment je me situe en ski. Ma réponse : 3ème étoile il y a déjà pas mal de temps les fait sourire. J'ajoute que ce qu'il nous faut ce n'est pas tant apprendre à skier de façon académique mais de rapidement nous permettre de descendre des pistes rouges en prenant du plaisir. Donc basta de l'apprentissage du chasse neige. Ils sont d'accord avec moi. Nous sommes trop vieux pour passer plusieurs semaines à des apprentissages de gamins. Ils se sont déjà répartis les groupes. Un des caporaux va se prendre les néophytes et l'autre le groupe juste au-dessus. Les lieutenants se prennent l'un les plus expérimentés (avec Hervé Marc, PH et Ludovic) et l'autre (le chef) les intermédiaires dont je fais partie avec Jona et François. Max et Enguerrand qui ne veut pas lui être séparé sont aussi dans notre groupe. Tout cela est confirmé dans la matinée. Et nous nous quittons pour la journée.

Notre lieutenant nous regarde descendre deux pistes rouges chacun avant de nous réunir. Nous sommes 7. Il y a les 5 déjà sus nommés plus Maxou et Clément. Il fait un point avec chacun et décide qu'à chaque descente il va prendre l'un de nous. Maxou ne peut s'empêcher de lui demander s'il pourra garder son pantalon, le fond de l'air étant frais. Notre moniteur met quelques secondes à comprendre que sa formulation pouvait prêter confusion dans l'esprit tordu d'un PD en chaleur. Un petit coup d'épaule et Maxou mange la piste. En fin de matinée nous avons tous reçu ses premières remarques et nous les avons déjà mises en pratique. Il passe encore son après-midi à rectifier nos positions et autres " plantés de bâton ". Quand nous retrouvons les autres en fin de journée, nous sommes sur les rotules. Ce qui me fait plaisir c'est que les meilleurs sont dans le même état.

A l'étage, c'est l'heure des douches. Comme nous sommes chez nous, toutes les portes des chambres restent ouvertes. L'eau chaude a eu son effet relaxant car j'entends vite des courses poursuites. Quand j'arrive, je vois Enguerrand à poil, coursé par nos deux russes dans le même appareil, se réfugier chez nos deux lieutenants. Il hurle qu'il demande protection et se cache derrière notre instructeur. J'admire la ruse de mon petit beau-frère ! Il a calculé juste et nos deux militaires sont encore en boxer. Je reste à la porte alors que s'ensuit une fausse bagarre entre l'armée et mes deux slaves. Surpris les deux lieutenants se font étaler comme des bleus. Mes duettistes russes les laissent se relever et ils luttent sérieusement. Les forces sont égales. Les militaires sont plus lourds et plus expérimentés mais mes hommes sont plus lestes et ils savent faire des yeux à la " chat botté " de Shrek juste au moment où ils vont s'en prendre une et ça désarme leurs adversaires. Du coup ils se retrouvent sur le dos, mes deux Escorts sur leurs ventres tout ce petit monde bande et les pelles tentées par les vainqueurs ne sont pas rejetées. J'entre en jeu et redresse mes escorts en m'excusant auprès de nos militaires de leurs comportements déplacés. Puis je mate très franchement les boxers blancs déformés par leurs sexes en pleines formes. Réponse des intéressés, pas de problème nous étions volontaires pour vous encadrer ! Dans mon dos c'est aussi ce que me rappellent les deux caporaux déjà accompagnés de près par un de mes couples.........chacun. Après un instant de gêne, éclat de rire général. Avant de les laisser régler leur " petit problème ", je préviens les militaires qu'ils sont aussi libres que mes propres hommes et que ce qui se sera passé cette semaine ne fera pas l'objet d'un rapport de ma part. J'entends un " heureusement " provenant de mes escorts. Des caporaux un " super, en plus des vacances ont va vraiment s'éclater " et du lieutenant " chef ", " OK les gars on se fait ça comme ça ". Maintenant tout est clair et pas besoin de se retenir pour eux ni avec eux.

On se fringue pour descendre diner. Ça se vanne sur les progrès de chacun, à l'apéritif, les 4 militaires me donnent un bref aperçu de leurs journées. Puis nous dinons. Vu les dépenses énergétiques de la journée, nous faisons un sort à la carte du restaurant. Quand je vois nos militaires hésiter alors que nous même reprenons un deuxième plat, je leur rappelle qu'ils doivent se fondre avec nous et que s'ils sont les seuls à ne pas en reprendre ça va faire tâche. Nous remontons nous détendre avant de descendre à la piscine. Elle est fermée mais pas pour nous. Je trouve deux Aussiebum pour nos lieutenants et je charge Jona de trouver de quoi couvrir les culs des caporaux. J'attends qu'ils les passent pour qu'on descende. Le système suspenseur de couilles les avantage, encore que cela n'ait pas été nécessaire. Notre traversée du hall en direction de la piscine détourne quelques regards et pas que des femmes présentes ! La piscine de l'hôtel fait 25 m par 4 lignes d'eau. Nous l'envahissons. Ce qui étonne nos militaires, alors qu'ils pensaient que nous allions faire les fous, c'est qu'on se répartit dans les lignes et que nous nageons en files. Ils s'intègrent et ils tiennent le rythme plusieurs km de suite.

Quand nous sortons de l'eau, Anthony se permet quelques conseils. Ils sont bien reçus, nos militaires sont pros et ils savent que ce n'est pas leur sport de prédilection. Retour à notre étage en passant par le bar où notre arrivée en peignoirs blancs perturbe les autres consommateurs. Chacun prend l'alcool qu'il désire. Je commande juste une coupe de champagne pour nos benjamins Max et Enguerrand. Nous remontons détendus par l'eau et par l'alcool. Alors que je vais pour me coucher, je note que le couloir est vide mais que les portes des chambres restent ouvertes, même celles des militaires. Je laisse les nôtre ouvertes aussi et c'est rapidement que nous parvient des bruits tout autres que de sommeil. Nous même (Marc, PH, Ludovic et moi) nous câlinons avant de sombrer dans les bras de Morphée. Je me réveille ce coup-ci le premier. Je passe de chambre en chambre voir qui dort avec qui. Pour cette première nuit les couples sont restée ensemble sauf mes deux russes qui ont capté les deux lieutenants et que je trouve entassés dans le lit King size tous les 4, à poil, les militaires sur le dos et mes deux escorts le bras en travers de son lieutenant. Je me glisse au chevet de mon lieutenant et lui hurle à l'oreille un " garde à vous " qui le réveille en panique. Il se redresse et éjecte du même coup Viktor qui le couvrait à moitié. Je m'écroule de rire. Ils me sautent dessus à 4. Je finis à poil sous leur douche. Mon intervention a réveillé tout l'étage. Ça tombe bien c'était un peu ce que je voulais. Nous sommes dans les premiers au petit déjeuner. Avec l'expérience de la veille, tout le monde mange beaucoup plus ce matin. Les militaires comme Jona nous poussent à avaler des sucres lents pour tenir toute la matinée.

Jardinier

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[judieccfinds]

--Winnie Legacy--

Règles de base :

Codes de triches interdits, mods pour rajouter du gamepaly autorisés (voire même conseillé)

Aucune limite d’enfant par génération.

Vous pouvez choisir quel enfant deviendra l’héritier.

Chaque génération possède une couleur dominante. A vous de jauger selon vos envies (vêtements, décoration…)

Vous pouvez choisir la durée de vie.

Pour valider une génération, compléter l’aspiration, la carrière et les compétences.

GEN 1 (vert) :

La vie n’a pas toujours été tendre avec vous. Ballotté de foyer en foyer toute votre enfance durant, vous n’avez jamais eu la chance de vous épanouir dans une famille aimante.

A votre majorité, quand l’orphelinat ou vous avez grandi a décrété que vous étiez capable de vous prendre en main, ils vous ont mit à la porte… sans aucun bagage.

La seule chose qui vous a maintenu pendant tout ce temps, c’était la nature.

Dans votre dortoir, assis face à la fenêtre et observant le monde extérieur, vous vous étiez juré que si vous vous en sortiez vivant, vous vivrez dans une maison entourée par la nature, et donnerait amour et chaleur à vos enfants.

Alors quand vous vous êtes retrouvé dehors, vous n’aviez qu’un objectif : réaliser ce rêve.

Ville : Henford on Bagley

Aspiration : Botaniste indépendante

Traits de caractère : Adore la nature, généreuse, proche de sa famille.

Carrière : Jardinage

Compétences : Education, jardinage

Règles & objectifs (au début) :

Vous débutez sur un terrain vide à Willow Creek (votre ancien orphelinat s’y trouve)

Vous commencez la partie avec 0 simflouz

Avant de pouvoir quitter Willow Creek pour Henford on Bagley, vous devez avoir réuni la somme de 5 000 simflouz. Vous pouvez utiliser n’importe quelle méthode pour y parvenir (sauf triche).

Règles & objectifs (à Henford-on-Bagley) :

Vous vous installerez sur le terrain de votre choix, mais celui-ci doit contenir une maison plus ou moins délabrée ou vieillotte, que vous allez retaper par la suite. Pour vous installer sur le terrain, le code de triche “freerealestate on” est autorisé.

Une fois sur votre terrain, retirez 5 000 simflouz de votre budget. (vous pouvez le faire avec le code “money X”)

Vous activerez le défi de terrain vie simple

Vous devez compléter votre aspiration et atteindre le niveau maximal dans votre carrière

Vous devez posséder minimum 5 plantes d’une qualité excellente

Vous devez vous marier

(facultatif) Vous adopterez tous vos enfants, pas de grossesse ni de bébé éprouvette

GEN 2 (marron) :

Vous avez grandi au milieu de la campagne d'Henford-on-Bagley, et avez toujours adoré vivre aussi proche de la nature.

Mais... vous avez souvent trouvé que votre quotidien manquait de challenge. Un jour, lors de vacances au ski en famille, vous avez découvert le Mont Komorebi, et en êtes immédiatement tombé amoureux. La grandeur de cette montagne vertigineuse a piqué votre curiosité : Qu'y-a-t-il tout en haut ?

En grandissant vous avez gardé cet objectif dans un coin de votre tête : Vous entraîner dur, afin d'un jour être capable de gravir cette montagne.

Alors ni une ni deux, peu de temps après votre majorité, vous avez quitté le cocon familial pour partir à l'aventure.

Ville : Mont Komorebi

Aspiration : Passionné de sports extrêmes

Traits de caractère : Aventureux, actif, adore la nature

Carrière : (mod : https://modsims4.fr/carrieres/bundle-kiara-2/) Entraîneur personnel OU Athlète si vous jouez sans le mod

Règles & objectifs :

Vous débutez sur le terrain de votre choix à Brindelton Bay

Vous activerez le défi de terrain vie simple

Vous devez compléter votre aspiration et atteindre le niveau maximal dans votre carrière

Vous pouvez avoir recours à n'importe quelle façon pour avoir des enfants (grossesse naturelle, adoption ou bébé éprouvette)

GEN 3 (bleu) :

Vous avez été l’enfant surdoué de votre famille. Diplômé du baccalauréat en avance, et entré à la fac alors que vous étiez encore adolescent, vous faites la fierté de vos parents.

Vous avez visé le diplôme prestigieux d’histoire dans un seul but : Devenir militaire et vous engager dans l’armée.

Malgré vos rêves de grandeurs, vous gardez une petite place dans votre cœur à votre désir de devenir un jour parent, et espérez parvenir à lier une vie de famille et votre carrière très prenante.

Ville : Oasis Springs

Aspiration : Culturiste

Carrière : Militaire (Vous pouvez installer ce mod pour avoir une carrière militaire active ! (https://modsims4.fr/carrieres/carriere-militaire-active/)

Compétences : Fitness

Pendant l’adolescence de votre sim, vous devrez lui faire atteindre le niveau maximal dans deux compétences de votre choix (en plus de lui faire obtenir un A au lycée) afin qu’il puisse passer son baccalauréat en avance.

Sachez également que pour débloquer le cursus “histoire” à la fac, vous devez pratiquer les compétences logique, charisme et recherches et débats (sans pour autant avoir besoin de les compléter au maximum)

Règles & objectifs :

Vous débutez sur le terrain de votre choix à Oasis Springs, une fois votre diplôme d’histoire obtenu. Avant, vous pouvez vivre ou vous le désirez.

Vous devez vous marier

Vous aurez un enfant unique (naturellement, bébé éprouvette ou adoption)

GEN 4 (orange) :

Même si vos parents militaires ont fait de leur mieux, vous avez souffert de ne pas avoir vécu la même vie de famille que vos amis de l’école.

Oasis Springs ne vous convient plus, et depuis vos vacances passées à Chestnut Ridge pendant votre enfance, le monde équestre vous a attiré.

Vous désirez plus que tout au monde vous éloigner de l’armée qui vous a volé vos parents, et souhaitez participer à tous les concours équestres possibles et inimaginables.

Vos parents comprennent votre choix et vous soutiennent.

Si bien, qu’ils vous payent un terrain vaste ou vous pourrez vivre dignement votre passion pour les chevaux.

Ville : Chestnut Ridge

Aspiration : Cavalière de championnat

Carrière : Aucune (vous vivrez des concours hippiques et d’autres activités indépendantes si vous le souhaitez)

Compétences : Equitation

Règles & objectifs :

Vous débutez à Chestnut ridge, sur le terrain de votre choix

Le mariage n’est pas obligatoire

Le nombre d’enfant pour cette génération est illimité

[ANCIENNE GEN 2]

Vous avez grandi au milieu de la campagne d’Henford-on-Bagley, et avez supplié vos parents pour qu’ils adoptent un chien. Et pour cause : Depuis très jeune, vous êtes un amoureux des animaux.

Vous passiez votre temps à les dessiner, rêvant enfin de ce jour ou vous pourriez à votre tour donner tout votre amour à un animal.

En grandissant, cette passion s’est transformée en une véritable ambition de vie.

Tenir une clinique vétérinaire afin de redonner santé et vigueur à tout un tas d’animaux, c’était un projet qui vous animait.

Alors en quittant le cocon familial, vous prenez la décision d’ouvrir votre propre clinique.

Non loin de l’air marin, Brindelton Bay vous a semblé idéale pour lancer votre entreprise.

Et si votre futur âme sœur se trouvait parmi les clients de votre clinique ?

Ville : Brindelton Bay

Aspiration : Ami des animaux

Traits de caractère : Amoureux des chiens, adore les animaux, ambitieux

Carrière : Vétérinaire

Compétences : Dressage

Règles & objectifs :

Vous débutez sur le terrain de votre choix à Brindelton Bay

Vous activerez le défi de terrain vie simple

Vous devez adopter au moins un chien et un chat, si vous en voulez davantage, vous pouvez

Vous n’êtes pas obligés de vous marier

Vous pouvez avoir recours à n’importe quelle manière pour avoir des enfants (naturellement, adoption ou bébé éprouvette) mais vous aurez deux enfants maximum

[christophemartinet]

Ma nouvelle histoire en ligne : Vacances au ski 1

https://malespank.net/viewStory.php?id=56164

Commentaires bienvenus 😉

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[swedesinstockholm]

7 mars

hier soir devant newport beach je me disais qu'ils avaient jamais l'air d'avoir froid aux mains, on les voit jamais assis sur le canapé avec leurs mains glissées entre leurs cuisses ou sous le plaid pour les réchauffer. est-ce que j'aurais jamais froid aux mains moi non plus si je vivais en californie? je sais que c'est une série pour ados des années 2000 tout sauf réaliste mais c'est vertigineux quand on compare leur quotidien au mien, de l'autre côté du globe, avec les mains gelées neuf mois sur douze. parfois quand je descends les escaliers, les mêmes depuis que je suis petite, je compare ma vie à celle de kristen stewart aussi. je sais que c'est pas comparable mais en même temps on est toutes les deux nées en 1990 sur la même planète.

j'ai décidé de pas aller à la mer avec maman pour pâques pour pouvoir remonter sur la scène de la maison poème, mais d'abord je voulais être sûre que m. y serait parce que je veux plus rester seule. le weekend dernier je suis restée seule pendant deux jours et c'était déjà assez pour me faire dérailler. je devais aller à un concert aux rotondes et puis j'ai changé d'avis et je devais aller à la soirée open mic de c. et de ses copains slammeurs à belval mais j'ai été découragée par 1. les transports pas directs 2. la pluie 3. la nuit. alors je suis restée sur le canapé et j'ai regardé newport beach puis the voice avec un sentiment de culpabilité qui me rongeait l'estomac. j'ai menti à c. alors que j'aurais simplement pu lui dire que je souffre de... je sais pas, une affliction mystérieuse qui m'empêche de sortir de chez moi le soir.

je regardais les stories de f. au ski avec sa copine et son copain et les stories de s. à son weekend de bachelorette à paris auquel j'ai pas été invitée alors qu'y avait toutes ses autres copines luxembourgeoises et je me sentais seule et abandonnée. le meilleur moment du weekend c'était mon cours de luxembourgeois du dimanche matin avec mon élève sympa qui m'a tenu compagnie pendant une heure. je lui ai fait lire un texte sur les voyages et je lui ai demandé si elle voyageait beaucoup et elle a dit oui j'adore aller dans des hôtels all inclusive avec une piscine et des bons cocktails sans une once d'embarras et puis elle m'a raconté ses vacances en turquie et à dubaï et j'oublie tout le temps que ça existe en vrai des gens comme ça.

j'ai réussi à sortir de la maison ce soir pour aller à la soirée openscreen parce qu'ils projetaient mon film. ça allait parce que le casino c'est pas loin mais je crois que j'aurais préféré ne pas y aller. je suis partie avant la fin parce qu'ils m'ont même pas invitée sur scène pour le q&a, bon ils me connaissaient pas et j'ai rien dit donc c'est normal, mais de toute façon j'avais aucune envie de me retrouver assise parmi les réalisateur.ices avec un micro à la main pour me présenter et parler de mon film qui m'a foutu la honte, j'ai cringé du début à la fin c'était un cauchemar, plus jamais j'assiste à la projection publique d'un de mes films, de toute façon c'est fini je fais plus de films, j'ai enfin réalisé que j'étais nulle. le son était un désastre, on entendait tous les défauts que j'entends pas moi sur mon ordi, tout était désastreux, même la structure, la cohérence tient à un fil, je laisse pas le temps au texte de respirer, tout s'enchaine trop vite, j'arrive pas à croire que j'aie envoyé ça à austin et daeja et qu'ils continuent à me dire qu'ils adorent mes films, what the heck, arrêtez d'être gentils comme ça. à partir de maintenant je reste concentrée sur ce que je sais faire. j'ai vu une photo du nouveau numéro de sabir trônant sur une étagère à la librairie tropismes et on voit mon nom pile milieu sur la couverture et j'en pouvais plus de fierté de me voir en vente chez tropismes, avec mon texte qui parle de quand j'étais vendeuse en librairie en plus.

mais le pire en fait c'était que tout le monde présentait des films super engagés avec des sujets graves comme les violences domestiques, le racisme, des immigrés qui racontent leur relation au luxembourg, etc, et moi j'étais au milieu à me plaindre de ma petite vie parce que ça fait cinq ans que j'ai pas pris l'avion avec mon rêve américain à la con et ma poétique de l'espace, GROW UP. je me sentais en dessous de tout avec ma vie enveloppée de papier bulle.

en rentrant je marchais vite pour arriver avant que maman rentre du resto et se rende compte que j'étais pas là et me demande où j'étais. je lui ai rien dit de la soirée ni de mon film, je sais pas pourquoi. je crois que j'avais peur qu'elle veuille venir avec moi (je rêve lol) et j'avais vraiment pas envie qu'elle voie mon film parce que j'y parle beaucoup de mon père. et donc pendant que je me dépêchais de remonter la rue je pensais à la pianiste d'elfriede jelinek que je suis en train de lire, quand erika kohut rentre chez elle dès que ses cours de musique sont terminés à la fin de la journée pour retrouver sa mère, parce que sinon elle va lui poser des questions et la faire chier. mais elle a envie de rentrer à la maison, la maison a un attrait sur elle, l'attrait chaud et confortable de la routine et de la télé et de la soirée passée avec sa mère. ce livre est terrifiant. quand je l'ai pris à la bibliothèque et que j'ai lu la première phrase du quatrième de couverture ("elle ne boit pas, ne fume pas, couche encore à 36 ans dans le lit maternel et aime bien rester chez elle") j'ai été prise d'un petit rire nerveux tirant sur la panique au milieu du rayon.

[problematicseries]

NEW FANFIC SERIE - PROBLEMATIC SEASON 1

18+ content, minors dni

NOTE : this is all for fun, please keep in mind that no hate is sent to any of the people mentioned, THIS IS A FANFIC FOR FUN 🩷

All of the people mentioned in the fanfic are adults

synopsis : Suite à un bal de promo plus que désastreux, tu va passer tes vacances avec tes amies dans un hôtel luxueux réservé qu’à l’élite de la jeunesse de Los Angeles, vous croyez que les vacances allaient être de tout repos ? vous vous trompez.

FR FANFIC

Mentions de Jang Wonyoung (IVE), Woonggi (Boys Planet), Jay (Enhypen), Ningning (Aespa), Rosé (Blackpink), Intak (P1H), Jake (Enhypen), Zhang Hao (ZB1), Natty (Kiss of life), Chaewon (Le Sserafim), Kazuha (Le Sserafim), Mingi (Ateez), Keeho (P1H), San (Ateez), Ricky (ZB1), Sangyeon (The Boyz)

PROBLEMATIC SAISON 1

EPISODE 3 - BLIND DATE

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« C’est toi qui a commandé le room service ? » marmonne Woonggi entre ses coussins.

Tu te frottes les yeux en regardant l’heure sur ton portable : 12:00.

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Tu ne te lèves pas et continue de regarder tes notifications et vois une alerte.

‘’Brunch avec Kazuha : 12:30’’

Cette fois ci, les frappements à la porte ont été accompagné d’une sorte de menace.

« OUVRE CETTE PORTE AVANT QUE JE NE L’ENFONCE »

Tu te lèves et ouvres la porte.

« Bonjour Jang, je suppose que tu as bien dormi » tu lui dis en ouvrant la porte.

Sans rien répondre, d’une élégance saisissante, Jang fait son entrée dans la chambre.

Elle porte une robe sophistiquée, taillée avec une précision exquise, mettant en valeur chaque courbe avec une grâce assurée.

Ses cheveux, coiffés avec un art minutieux, encadrent son visage parfaitement maquillé, mettant en valeur ses traits délicats. Elle s’approche des volets, laissant une traînée de parfum envoûtant dans son sillage. D’un geste élégant, elle presse la télécommande centralisée, et les lourds rideaux s’ouvrent en un mouvement fluide et silencieux. Le regard de Jang, légèrement distant, parcourt la pièce avec une appréciation apparemment critique, comme si elle évaluait chaque détail avec une exigence discernante. Jang exsude une aura de raffinement, une maitrise totale de son environnement et un goût exquis en matière de luxe.

Elle commence « C’est dans ce placard que vous allez passer l’été ? Vu l’odeur ça se rapproche plutôt d’une grotte préhistorique » dit-elle en regardant du côté de la chambre de Woonggi avant d’esquiver un coussin que celui ci lui a envoyé après cette critique gratuite.

« Que nous vaut cette visite matinale princesse Jang ? » Dit-il en s’asseyant.

Elle se place devant la fenêtre, afin de pouvoir baigner dans les rayons du soleil et prends une voix théâtrale avant de faire son annonce « Le Blind Date annuel de Paradise a lieu ce soir mes chers amis, enfin, quand je dis chers amis je ne parle pas de toi Woonggi» en lui jetant un coup d’oeil moqueur, celui ci lève les yeux au ciel et se recouche.

Elle continue « Donc ce soir tu passes la soirée avec moi ma chérie, je voulais pas que tu t’ennuies donc je t’ai inscrite à l’activité de natation cet après-midi, moi j’ai Jet Ski ! on pourra en discuter ce soir autour d’un verre ! Bisous bisous ».

Elle envoie des baisers dans les airs avant de disparaitre dans le couloir de Paradise.

« Donc même en vacances on aura pas notre mot à dire ? » dit Woonggi sous les couettes, essayant de se cacher de la lumière.

Tu réponds « Je ne veux pas lui donner raison mais j’ai failli être en retard pour le brunch avec Kazu et je ne savais pas quoi faire de l’après midi donc pourquoi pas tester la natation ! »

Woonggi grogne et bouge sous les couettes.

Tu enfiles une combinaison d’été, épousant tes courbes avec une élégance sensuelle, flottant autour de ton corps dans un mouvement fluide et aérien. Le décolleté plongeant laisse entrevoir la délicate courbure de ton cou et de tes épaules, tandis que le dos nu dévoile une parcelle de peau précédemment bronzée lors de ta journée de Jet Ski avec Mingi. Les bretelles fines se croisent dans un jeu subtil de lignes, ajoutant une touche d’audace a ta silhouette.

Tu prends l’ascenseur, dans lequel tu croises Jake.

« Je vais finir par croire que tu me suis » tu lui dis en rigolant

Il ne peut s’empêcher de te regarder.

Il faut avouer que Jake possède un charme captivant. Ses cheveux sont coiffés avec une nonchalance étudiée, encadrant son visage aux traits fins et harmonieux. Il porte une chemise d’été légèrement entrouverte, dévoilant la ligne subtile de sa mâchoire. L’élégance décontractée de son style souligne sa confiance naturelle. Un sourire esquissé sur ses lèvres, il te regarde avec une affection sincère, laissant transparaitre une connexion silencieuse entre vous. Alors que l’ascenseur monte, le temps semble suspendu, créent un cocon intime autour de vous deux. Le silence est ponctué par le doux murmure de la cabine en mouvement, accentuant cette bulle de complicité.

Jake incarne la jeunesse et l’élégance, son regard exprime toutefois un sentiment profondément sincère.

Tu l’interpelles en souriant « Jake ? »

Il décolle les yeux de toi et te regarde dans les yeux en te répondant « Oui désolé j’étais ailleurs, je voulais te demander si tu voulais m’accompagner au blind date de ce soir, ça pourrait être sympa, cela fait un moment que l’on a rien fait ensemble. »

Tu fais la moue et lui réponds « J’ai déjà quelque chose de prévu avec les filles ce soir… mais ce sera avec plaisir un autre jour Jake, c’est vraiment pas contre toi mais vu l’ambiance avec Jang je peux pas vraiment déjà lui poser un lapin ».

Il essaie de sourire mais ses yeux ne mentent pas, il est déçu.

« Aucun problème, j’attendrais ton message, amuse toi bien » dit-il avant de quitter l’ascenseur.

Un peu chamboulée par ce qu’il vient de se passer, l’ambiance étant encore électrique, tu te diriges vers le hall afin de rejoindre ton chauffeur.

Après un trajet se déroulant sans encombre, tu arrives à l’heure au ‘’Opulent Oasis Brunchery’’ pour ton brunch avec Kazuha.

Les grandes baies vitrées laissent entrer une abondance de lumière naturelle, créant une ambiance aérée et invitante. Les tables en bois clair sont agencées de manière décontractée, donnant l’impression d’un espace ouvert et convivial. Une playlist soigneusement sélectionnée, mêlant des morceaux indie et des classiques réinventés, imprégne l’ambiance d’une atmosphère musicale décontractée et contemporaine. Les conversations animées et les rires créent un bourdonnement constant qui ajoute à l’effervescence de l’endroit.

En avançant vers la table indiquée, tu aperçois Kazuha accompagnée de Mingi.

Tu salues Mingi d’un geste de la main accompagné d’un sourire et fais un câlin à Kazuha.

« J’ai l’impression que ça fait 10 ans ! » dit-elle pendant que tu t’assoies.

Tu lui réponds « Ca ne fait que 3 jours Kazuha » en rigolant.

« C’est déjà trop ! Surtout après ce qu’il s’est passé , enfin, ça a l’air d’aller, c’est le principal » te réponds elle.

« Et si on regardait les menus ? je dois mener l’activité des Jet Ski cet après midi » dit Mingi en prenant une tablette.

Le menu du brunch, présenté sur des ardoises et des tablettes, propose une fusion audacieuse de saveurs internationales et d’ingrédients locaux. Des plats créatifs et colorés, mettant en avant des options végétariennes et des produits de saison, sont préparés avec une attention méticuleuse.

Tu choisis une salade printanière, tu as natation cet après-midi donc tu ne souhaites pas avoir le ventre trop lourd.

Kazuha a opté pour un ‘’Bol Buddha’’ et Mingi a choisi une entrecôte sous les yeux un poil écœuré de sa soeur.

« Sinon, c’est du sérieux votre histoire avec Intak ? » demande Mingi entre deux bouchées de son entrecôte.

Kazuha te regarde en attendant la réponse.

« C’est compliqué, je ne sais pas si on est ensemble ou non… » tu réponds en donnant des coups de fourchette dans ta salade

« Il faudrait mettre ça au clair, tu va pas encore te prendre la tête pour un garçon » dit Kazuha en roulant des yeux.

Mingi te regarde avec un air moqueur « T’as jamais su ce que tu voulais, ça ne m’étonne pas »

« Contrairement a toi je sais faire des choix sans les imposer aux autres » tu répondis.

« Qu’est ce que j’impose au juste ? Je te fais manger mon steak ? » surenchéris Mingi en te regardant, un sourcil levé et les lunettes baissées.

« Me forcer à monter derrière toi en Jet Ski par exemple ? » tu réponds du tac-au tac.

« Dis pas de bêtises, tu crois que je t’ai pas senti me tripoter ? Avoue t’as aimé toucher et sentir que c’etait dur » Dit il en souriant.

Kazuha a arrêté de manger, bouche bée devant votre discussion lunaire.

« Attends vous avez fait QUOI ? » dit-elle complètement outréee.

« Je me suis accrochée à toi parce que t’allais trop vite c’est tout ! » tu essaies de te défendre.

« Mon dieu faites moi sourde, TU AS COUCHÉE AVEC MINGI ? » dit Kazuha les yeux écarquillés.

« Non, tu te doutes bien qu’elle ne serait pas en capacité de marcher aussi bien sinon » Dit Mingi toujours en souriant.

Tu t’étouffes avec ta salade.

« MINGI CA VA PAS ? » Dit Kazuha en donnant une tape derrière la tête de Mingi.

« Non, Kazu je te rassure, il ne s’est absolument rien passé on a juste fait du jet ski ensemble, Mingi gère l’activité Jet Ski » tu répondis pour calmer l’atmosphère.

Kazuha soupire « Vous m’avez fait peur j’ai cru devoir faire un double homicide »

Tu rigoles mais repense au câlin avec Mingi dans l’ascenseur et ravale ta salive.

Vous terminez le repas et repartez en direction de Paradise.

Tu files te préparer avant de te diriger vers la piscine extérieure du Paradise pour l’activité natation à laquelle Jang t’as inscrite ce matin.

Tu arrives sur place, la piscine extérieure de Paradise est tel un véritable joyaux au coeur d’un paradis de détente. Bordée de marbre finement travaillé, elle s’étend majestueusement sous le soleil, offrant une oasis de fraicheur et de tranquillité.

Tu y vois plusieurs visages familiers.

Le maitre nageur de Paradise vous demande de former des groupes de 2 mais tu ne connais personne, et un un clin d’oeil les groupes étaient formés.

Une silhouette sportive s’approche de toi et te tends un bandana.

« Moi c’est Sangyeon, on peut faire équipe si tu le veux bien » dit-il avec un sourire chaleureux.

Son corps est sculpté par une silhouette athlétique, chaque muscle dessiné avec une précision artistique, tu n’avais jamais vu un torse pareil.

Ses épaules larges, témoignant d’une force maîtrisée, encadrent son torse puissant. Sa peau, légèrement hâlée par le soleil, semble irrésistiblement douce au toucher. Une fine goutte d’eau perle sur sa clavicule, capturant la lumière d’une lueur sensuelle.

Ses cheveux sombres, légèrement ébouriffés par le vent, encadrent un visage aux traits harmonieux.

Sangyeon se tient là, confiant et serein. Le soleil caresse sa peau, créant des reflets dorés qui dansent sur son corps. C’est un tableau de grâce masculine et de séduction naturelle, un homme qui incarne la beauté brute et l’élégance dans sa forme la plus pure. Sa présence face à toi créé un moment figé dans le temps, un instant de contemplation ou la perfection de la nature se marie à la perfection de l’homme.

Il se met a rire « Tu peux toucher si tu veux »

Tu n’avais pas réalisée que tu fixais encore ses abdos.

« Aha non désolée je réfléchissais à ta demande, je veux bien faire équipe avec toi » tu réponds en souriant, un peu gênée.

« Parfait alors coéquipière » dit-il en attachant son bandana autour de son biceps.

Le maitre nageur vous explique les règles du jeu auxquelles tu n’est pas vraiment attentive, trop occupée a regarder Sangyeon… comment n’as tu pu jamais le voir au lycée ?

Les premiers groupes commencent l’activité, tu en profites pour discuter avec Sangyeon.

« Je ne t’ai jamais vu auparavant, tu étudies ici ? » tu commences

« J’étais en stage à l’étranger pour le dernier semestre, tu dois connaitre mes amis je pense, San, ça te dit quelque chose non ? » te demande t-il

Bien sûr que oui ça te disait quelque chose.

« Choi San ? oui bien sur que ça me dit quelque chose, tout le monde le connait » dit-tu en roulant des épaules comme il le fait si bien.

Sangyeon ris.

Une petite silhouette familière arrive en ta direction, une silhouette bien trop familière maintenant.

« Sympa ton nouveau prince charmant cendrillon » Te dis Chaewon en regardant Sangyeon de haut en bas.

« On est pas- »  rétorque Sangyeon avant de se faire couper à nouveau par Chae

« Peu importe, prends ça, je suis bien meilleure qu’elle, son petit Intak peut te le confirmer » dit-elle en glissant un morceau de papier dans le short de bain de Sangyeon.

Tu n’en crois pas tes yeux.

« De toutes façons tu es loin d’être Jang, ne crois pas que tu peux avoir un copain aussi beau que Sangyeon, n’oublie pas que tu as eu la couronne seulement car Jang n’était pas là ... pathétique » dit-elle en ricanant et se dirigeant de l’autre cote de la piscine.

Tu as essayé de te contenir, tu as fais le maximum.

Cette fois ci c’était trop, il fallait que quelqu’un la remette à sa place.

Tu attrapes les cheveux de Chaewon avec une poigne féroce, tirant avec une force brutale.

Chae se met à hurler « MAIS ÇA VA PAS LÂCHE MES CHEVEUX ESPECE DE SAUVAGE »

Elle se retourne et attrape les tiens.

Sangyeon assiste à la scene bouche bée.

Les équipes, stupéfaites par cette agressivité, observent la scène avec des yeux grands ouverts, personne ne sachant comment intervenir sans y laisser un oeil.

La tension, comme une corde tendue à son maximum, semble prête à se rompre a tout moment. La lutte pour le contrôle persiste, Chae et toi êtes prêtes à défendre votre honneur dans cette lutte qui semble avoir pris le dessus sur la raison.

Dans un tourbillon de mouvements chaotiques, tu t’approches de la piscine avant de donner un coup de pied à Chaewon qui t’emmènes avec elle dans sa chute. L’eau vous accueille avec un éclaboussement tumultueux, engloutissant votre querelle dans un instant de froide réalité.

Sangyeon saute immédiatement dans la piscine pour te récupérer et te ramène sur une chaise longue en te portant.

« Vous l’avez vue ? Dites moi que vous avez tous vu cette folle me pousser dans l’eau » crie Chaewon encore dans la piscine.

Les équipes tournent la tête et reprennent l’activité, Chae grogne et hurle dans la piscine.

« Mince tu as dû te blesser en tombant » dit Sangyeon en te montrant une égratignure sur ta cuisse.

« Non c’est rien Sang- » tu commences avant qu’il ne t’interrompes et te porte dans ses bras en allant en direction de l’infirmerie.

Sangyeon te soulève avec une facilité étonnante, ses bras puissants t’enveloppant avec une assurance réconfortante. Chacun de ses pas est assuré, empreint d’une détermination qui te rassure.

Son torse musclé, solide comme un roc, offre un appui ferme et stable contre lequel tu peux te blottir, sa présence émane d’une force douce et protectrice, t’offrant un sentiment de réconfort et de sécurité alors qu’il te guide vers l’infirmerie.

Alors que vous avancez, tu te laisses emporter par la confiance qu’il inspire. Chacun de ses mouvements est précis, déterminé à te conduire en lieu sûr. Son souffle régulier, apaisant, est comme une douce mélodie qui rythme ses pas.

En arrivant à l’infirmerie, il te dépose avec précaution sur un lit, veillant à ce que tu sois confortablement installée.

« Joli combat, je ne savais pas que tu te battais si bien » dit-il en souriant

Tu ris et te rends compte que tu avais ton téléphone pendant ta petite altercation.

« Mon téléphone ! Il est dans la piscine » dis-tu à Sangyeon l’air paniquée.

A peine ai tu eu le temps de terminer ta phrase qu’il est déjà parti courir à la piscine chercher le téléphone en question.

Tu repenses au chemin parcouru avec Sangyeon entre la piscine et l’infirmerie. Être portée dans les bras musclés de Sangyeon jusqu’à l’infirmerie a créé un sentiment d’intimité et de protection qui restera grave dans ta mémoire, jamais aucun garçon n’a été aussi dévoué à ta sécurité.

L’infirmière désinfecte ta plaie superficielle avant d’y poser un petit pansement.

Sangyeon revient avec le téléphone encore trempé « Je ne pense pas qu’on puisse faire quelque chose de lui » dit-il en soupirant.

Vous essayez de sécher le téléphone mais il ne se rallume pas.

« Je dois rejoindre mes amis pour boire un verre, viens avec moi ça va te changer les idées » te proposes t-il.

« D’accord, laisse moi 5 minutes le temps de me changer et on y va » tu lui réponds.

Sangyeon t’accompagnes devant ta chambre et t’y attends.

Vous faites le chemin ensemble jusqu’a un bar populaire de Los Angeles.

Sangyeon salue ses amis, te présente a eux et les présente : Keeho, Ricky et San.

Vous discutez ensemble, ils sont plutôt sympathiques, tu connaissais déjà San. Il étudie le droit et incarne une présence imposante. Ses muscles, taillés avec précision évoquent la discipline et l’engagement. Chacun de ses mouvements révèle une confiance indéniable, souligné par sa démarche assurée et le roulement de ses épaules, un geste qui témoigne de son assurance inébranlable.

Son visage, encadré par des cheveux sombres et soigneusement coiffés, arbore des traits nets et une mâchoire anguleuse. Son regard pénétrant et déterminé révèle une intelligence acérée et une détermination à toute épreuve.

Bien qu’il soit étudiant en droit, San porte en lui un héritage complexe. Fils d’une famille de mafieux, il émane de lui une aura de mystère et d’ambiguïté. Il jongle habilement entre son parcours académique et les responsabilités qui pèsent sur ses épaules, faisant preuve d’une adaptabilité impressionnante.

Lorsqu’il parle, sa voix est teintée d’une assurance calme et mesurée, reflétant une profonde compréhension des subtilites du monde juridique.

En dépit de son héritage, San souhaite suivre son propre chemin. Sa determination à redéfinir son destin démontre une force intérieure impressionnante, lui conférant un caractère complexe et fascinant.

San est un homme de pouvoir, d’une présence marquante, un mélange intriguant de determination, de loyauté familiale et de quête personnelle d’intégrité.

Sangyeon explique aux garçons votre après midi mouvementée, ils éclatent de rire.

Tu apprécies le temps passé avec les garçons, cependant tu demandes aux garçons s’ils savent quelle activité Jang faisait cet après midi vu qu’il est impossible pour toi de la joindre sans ton téléphone.

Ricky prends la parole et commence à ricaner « Cet après midi ? aucune idée, mais San sait ce qu’elle à fait hier soir »

San lui donne un coup de coude relativement douloureux, Ricky se frotte l’endroit où San l’a frappé.

Keeho prends la parole à son tour « J’ai fait du Jet Ski cet après midi et elle y était, donc elle doit probablement être retournée à Paradise juste après ».

Tu remercies les garçons, fais un bisou sur la joue à Sangyeon en le remerciant pour aujourd’hui, et rentre à Paradise pour te préparer avant que Jang ne défonce encore une fois ta porte.

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Tu entends Woonggi aller ouvrir la porte.

« Oh c’est toi ? » dit-il avec un ton déconfit.

« Oui c’est MOI, Jang Yuanying, autrement appelée ‘’Princesse Présidentielle’’ pour les intimes » répond elle en entrant dans la chambre.

Elle enchérit « Dépêche toi ! Mon chauffeur nous attend, Ning et Rosé aussi et je ne veux pas arriver en retard pour le Blind Date annuel ! »

Woonggi lui répond en haussant les sourcils « Mais tu as Jay toi, tu t’en fiches du blind date »

Elle se retourne et le prend de haut « Le fun tu connais ? J’y vais pour m’amuser. »

Puis elle se retourne vers toi « QU’EST CE QUE TON AMI D’1 MÈTRE 12 EST ENNUYANT »

Woonggi lui fais un doigt derrière son dos.

Vous sortez tous les trois de Paradise, tu montes avec Jang, Woonggi monte dans la deuxième voiture avec Hao.

Tu indiques à Jang que ton téléphone a rendu l’âme aujourd’hui aucause de l’activité a laquelle elle t’as inscrite, et principalement a cause d’une violente dispute avec Chae.

Jang pouffe de rire « Ca devait être drôle à voir »

Tu lèves les yeux au ciel, Jang se sert une coupe de champagne dans la limousine et t’en proposes un, tu acceptes.

Tu décides d’entrer dans le vif du sujet.

« Tu étais où hier soir pendant que je suis descendue seule au Sauna ? je ne t’ai pas revue après » pensant fortement à ce que Ricky a dit cet après midi.

Jang rétorque « J’avais de la paperasse à finir pour papa, je suis désolée j’ai terminé plus tard que prévu » en regardant par la fenêtre.

Elle ment.

« T’es sûre que tu n’étais pas avec un certain San Choi ? »

Ses yeux s’écarquillèrent, lâchant la coupe de champagne sur le sol de la limousine.

« Comment es tu au courant ? Ne dis rien à personne je t’en supplie » te dit-elle d’un air désespéré.

« Comme si je t’avais déjà trahis Jang… » tu lui répondis.

« Dieu merci » elle conclut.

« Cependant, tu es tout autant au courant que moi que ça pourrait être un désastre si d’autres personnes venaient à être au courant de tes petites affaires entre la fille du président des États Unis et le fils de la famille la plus dangereuse de la Mafia ? » tu enchéris

« Je fais tout dans la plus grande discrétion, on à juste couché ensemble dans le bain à remous de mon rooftop, personne n’aurait pu nous voir » elle te dit

« Rappelle moi de ne plus jamais y mettre un pied » tu lui dis avec un air de dégoût.

Elle rigole.

Vous arrivez au point de rendez vous et découvrez Ning et Rosé vous attendant devant le bâtiment.

Ning crie et se jette sur toi.

Comme à son habitude, Ning porte une tenue qui évoque une douce et pétillante légèreté. Son petit top en forme de papillon scintille sous la lumière, les paillettes captant et reflétant chaque éclat. Les ailes du papillon, délicatement dessinées, ajoutent une touche ludique à l’ensemble.

Sa mini-jupe à volants, très courte, met en valeur ses jambes avec une grâce insouciante. Les volants ondulent doucement à chacun de ses pas, créant un mouvement fluide et enjoué. La jupe, bien que courte, reste délicieusement élégante.

Les couleurs de sa tenue sont douces et délicates, peut-être des teintes pastel qui évoquent la douceur du printemps. L’ensemble crée une image d’une jeune femme pleine de vitalité et de joie de vivre. Ning arbore une coupe de cheveux qui exprime à merveille son énergie contagieuse et son esprit vif. Deux longues couettes encadrent son visage avec un dynamisme ludique. Chacune est attachée avec des rubans colorés et pailletés qui dansent joyeusement à chaque mouvement.

Les mèches encadrent son visage, caressant doucement ses joues et accentuant son sourire lumineux.

Dans l’ensemble, la tenue de Ning est une célébration de la féminité et de la joie. Elle évoque une douceur enjouée, une vivacité qui se reflète dans chaque détail. C’est une tenue qui respire la légèreté et la confiance, mettant en valeur la beauté naturelle et la personnalité rayonnante de Ning.

Quant a Rose, plus discrete, reflète sa nature timide et sensible avec une grâce délicate. Elle porte une robe blanche courte, d’une légèreté presque éthérée. Le tissu flotte autour d’elle comme une nuée de doux nuages, créant une aura de pureté et d’innocence. Les manches en dentelle transparente, ajoutent une note romantique à l’ensemble. Elles encadrent les bras de Rose avec une délicatesse qui met en valeur sa sensibilité. Ses cheveux de couleur rose sont laissés libres, encadrant son visage avec douceur.

Dans l’ensemble, la tenue de Rose incarne la douceur et la délicatesse qui la caractérisent. Elle lui offre une présence qui lui permet de se sentir à l’aise, tout en mettant en valeur sa sensibilité et sa beauté naturelle. C’est une tenue qui permet à sa personnalité douce et réservée de briller avec une élégance discrète.

« Je suis tellement heureuse de te voir » commences Ning.

« Moi aussi Ning, tu m’as beaucoup trop manquée » tu lui réponds.

Tu enlaces également Rosé et la félicite pour son diplôme obtenu à l’étranger.

Vous vous dirigez dans le hall du Blind Date, ou l’on vous explique les règles :

- - Le blind date fonctionne ainsi : deux personnes se rencontrent, mais un rideau les sépare. Ils ont seulement 5 minutes pour discuter avant que le rideau ne se referme, les empêchant de continuer la conversation. Cela crée une atmosphère excitante et encourage des échanges rapides et spontanés.

Jang, fine excitée se precipice dans la file.

Tu prends place sur la chaise et le premier rideau s’ouvre sur Jake.

« C’est ça ta soirée entre filles ? » dit-il sur un ton accusateur.

« Je ne savais pas qu’on allait venir ici, Jang nous y a emmené » tu essaies de te défendre.

Jake, d’ordinaire très séduisant, arbore actuellement une expression d’irritation palpable. Ses traits, d’habitude harmonieux, sont légèrement crispés, témoignant de son agacement face à la situation. Ses yeux, sombres, dégagent une lueur de frustration mêlée à une pointe de déception. Son regard, d’ordinaire captivant, est maintenant teinté d’une lueur de méfiance, comme s’il avait du mal à croire ce qu’il entend. Ses sourcils, habituellement détendus, sont légèrement froncés, ajoutant à son apparence un air de détermination et de fermeté. Son langage corporel, d’habitude fluide et assuré, révèle maintenant une tension contenue. Ses mains, habituellement décontractées, sont légèrement serrées, signe de son agacement. Malgré son énervement, il conserve une aura magnétique, une preuve de son charme naturel. Même dans son agacement, il dégage une présence puissante et séduisante, qui ne peut être ignorée.

« Tu me mens, tu l’as peut être toujours fait, je suis bête d’avoir pu croire que j’aurais pu être ton cavalier au bal de promo » continue t’il.

Le morceau de papier qu’il a donc froissé dans sa poche était une invitation au bal ? Tu restes sans voix.

« Peut être qu’il faut que je devienne mauvais avec toi ? C’est ça qui me permettra d’avoir une once de ton attention ? » dit-il les yeux pleins de larmes. Ses yeux, habituellement intenses, sont maintenant empreints d’une vulnérabilité troublante. Les larmes brillent, prêtes à déborder, trahissant la tempête émotionnelle qui fait rage en lui. Il tente de les retenir, mais la lutte est évidente. Sa respiration est saccadée, témoignant de l’effort qu’il déploie pour maîtriser ses émotions. Finalement, les larmes qu’il retenait avec tant de peine commencent à couler doucement sur ses joues, témoignant de sa vulnérabilité et de son énervement profond.

Tu es sur le point de répondre lorsque le rideau se referme sur le visage froid de Jake.

Encore bouleversée parce qu’il vient de se passer, le rideau s’ouvre sur Jang.

« qu’est ce que- » tu commences avant que Jang ne se mette à exploser de rire.

« Bah alors tu fais une de ces têtes ? tu devrais te voir franchement on dirait que quelqu’un est mort » dit-elle sans savoir ce qu’il vient de se passer.

« Pourquoi es tu en face de moi ? Tu t’es inscrite sur les deux fiches ? Rencontres Hommes et rencontres femmes ? » tu lui réponds

Elle répond immédiatement « Oui ! deux fois plus de fun ! »

Vous rigolez et le rideau se referme.

Le rideau s’ouvre à nouveau mais cette fois ci sur San. Lorsque le rideau du blind date s’ouvre sur San, tu perçois immédiatement une aura de froideur qui l’entoure. Son regard, d’un noir pénétrant, dégage une intelligence aiguisée, laissant transparaître qu’il est conscient que tu détiens une information sensible. Cependant, malgré cette réserve, San ne manque pas de charme. Son sourire, bien que léger, est énigmatique, démontrant qu’il sait manier les mots avec adresse. Il commence à te taquiner avec un humour subtil, utilisant son charisme pour détendre l’atmosphère tout en restant maître de la situation.

« Alors comme ça, Sangyeon n’est pas le prince de la journée ? C’est à mon tour ? » dit-il en souriant.

Son ton, mesuré et légèrement ironique, révèle une confiance en soi inébranlable. Chacun de ses mots est choisi avec soin, révélant un esprit vif et perspicace. Il semble capable de naviguer habilement entre la froideur et le charme, créant ainsi une dynamique intrigante entre vous deux.

« Bon, assez rigolé, je sais que tu sais pour Jang et moi » dit-il

Tu avales ta salive, San est de nature imposante.

« Je ne dirais rien San, promis » tu répondis.

« Good Girl » dit-il en te faisant un clin d’oeil.

Le rideau se referme.

Trop d’émotions pour toi, alors que tu devais juste venir t’amuser, tu sors du bâtiment et te diriges vers le Burger King face au bâtiment.

Tu y retrouves Woonggi, assis avec un burger qui te fait signe au loin.

« Alors ce blind date ? tu as rencontré quelqu’un ? » demande t-il avec un air plus que curieux

« Pire que ça, j’ai vu jake, lui n’étais pas très content de me voir, je lui avais dit que j’avais une soirée entre filles… » tu réponds

il laisse s’échapper un « Aie… ah oui »

Vous n’avez pas le temps de continuer la discussion que Jang vous fait signe, ses chauffeurs sont là pour vous récupérer.

Jang monte dans une voiture, Rosé et Woonggi prennent une autre voiture, il ne reste plus que Ning et toi, qui attendent devant le bâtiment.

« Franchement cette soirée était naze, j’ai rien de croustillant à raconter sur mon twitter, j’ai pas vu un seul mec mignon et en plus on doit attendre dans la nuit alors qu’on est RICHES ? Ça va pas se passer comme ça » dit-elle avec un petit sourire en coin.

Tu n’as pas le temps d’analyser ce qu’elle vient de te dire avant qu’elle ne se mette à danser au milieu de la route de manière à arrêter une limousine inoccupée qui passait sur la route. Elle monte sur le capot, le chauffeur descend et va à sa rencontre, elle sort un billet violet de son sac a main et lui tend. Le chauffeur retourne a l’intérieur, Ning te fait signe et monte dans la limousine.

Tu montes dans la limousine, étant sur le point de refermer la portière, une main arrêta la portière.

Ning se penche afin de voir qui maintient la portière et dis en pointant son flash dans sa direction « San ? »

Fin de l’episode 3.

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Toutes les destinations mènent en Suisse, Messi y était avec sa famille le 25 janvier 2023

a la Cabane des Violettes 2209 m Valais Suisse 🇨🇭

La situation de cette cabane sur un éperon rocheux dominant Montana est impressionnante et l’on y jouit d’une vue spectaculaire. Elle s’étend du Haut Valais où culminent Weisshorn et Cervin jusqu’au Grand Combin et au Mont Blanc. En hiver comme en été, on accède à cette auberge de montagne du CAS à pied, par la piste de ski, à VTT ou en télécabine. Son architecture traditionnelle en pierre, dotée de volets rouge et blanc, abritant quelques couchettes, contraste avec l’atmosphère qui règne dans la station de vacances mondaine

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Vacances entre frère et sœur au Mont Komorebi.

Anjali a emmené Shaan avec elle pour découvrir les joies du ski et de la neige ! Ils profitent à fond de ces quelques vacances. Anjali adore le ski, elle profite vraiment bien de ces moments.

Elle goute aussi à de nouveaux plats, elle qui est Critique culinaire, c’est un plaisir !

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Voyage, Circuit Et Séjour Sur Mesure

Nos offres sont toujours les plus à jour attainable afin de pouvoir vous proposer les prix les furthermore attractifs en temps réel. Chaque jour, nous informons immédiatement nos utilisateurs sur les réseaux sociaux ou by way of notre newsletter des dernières offres de voyage dénichées et des meilleurs prix que nous pouvons trouver. Avec E. Leclerc Voyages, découvrez une significant gamme de séjours en hôtels et golf equipment en France et à l'étranger. Pour des séjours one hundred% Zen, découvrez les Golf equipment Framissima

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Le voyage est notre but dans la vie et notre power motrice chaque fois que nous nous réveillons. Que vous séjourniez dans un hôtel haut de gamme, un club de vacances ou une maison d'hôtes de charme, nous considérons chaque séjour, chaque circuit, exceptional et riche en découvertes. A nous de partager avec vous notre eyesight du monde et notre expérience, pour que vous aimiez voyager autant que nous. Les catégories de clubs et d'hôtels sont données dans les normes locales.

Découvrez la "Dolce Vita" lors de ce voyage aller-retour de twelve jours à travers le sud de l'Italie. Découvrez les Cyclades, également connues sous le nom de "Perles de la mer Égée", lors d'un circuit de 8 jours en Grèce qui... Vous trouverez de plus amples informations sur la manière dont nous traitons vos données et vos droits dans notre politique de confidentialité. Ce numéro de Make contact with est destiné uniquement aux réservations FTI Voyages effectuées via le web-site-voyages.fr. Réduction de 80€ à three hundred€ par dossier avec le code EVASION. Offre valable du 11 janvier au twenty five janvier 2023 pour des séjours du sixteen janvier au 31 octobre 2023, hors produits marqués "Imbattable" pour lesquels l'offre "Journées Exclusives" ne s'applique pas.

Notre road journey par étapes, bien sûr avec Mandelieu, qui est considérée comme la capitale de l'arbre à fleurs jaunes.

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Au risque de faire couler leur cible d'origine. L'attraction touristique n'est additionally obtainable alors que le pays plonge dans une double crise politique et sociale. Job interview - Le président de la Fédération nationale des moniteurs du ski français rappelle haut et fort l'worth de ce Activity dans le cœur de nos concitoyens. Afin de contenir les problèmes d'insécurité dans le pays, la ville de Valparaíso veut créer des brigades spéciales chargées de patrouiller les lieux touristiques. Guideline DE VOYAGE - Les mimosas dorés égayent l'hiver dans les Alpes-Maritimes et le Var de mi-janvier à fin février.

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Destinations Hivernales Populaires en Inde

L’Inde propose des destinations hivernales idéales pour changer d’air et profiter de moments agréables. Manali, dans l’Himachal Pradesh, est un endroit parfait pour admirer la neige et s’essayer aux sports d’hiver. Shimla, avec son architecture coloniale et ses marchés animés, est très appréciée pour des vacances en famille.

Plus au nord, le Cachemire devient un véritable havre enneigé. Gulmarg, célèbre pour ses pistes de ski, est un incontournable. Si vous préférez un hiver plus doux, le Rajasthan, avec ses palais majestueux à Jaipur et Udaipur, est idéal pour mêler culture et détente.

Pour une ambiance plus festive, Goa et ses plages en hiver vous séduiront avec ses célébrations de fin d’année. En explorant ces lieux, vous découvrirez toute la diversité de l’Inde. Pour organiser votre prochain voyage, pensez à Bonjour en indien pour des conseils pratiques et personnalisés

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Vacances d'hiver en Slovénie ? C'est profiter deux fois plus !

Vacances d’hiver en Slovénie ? C’est profiter deux fois plus ! Vous cherchez une destination hivernale fantastique en Europe ? Dans les montagnes sauvages et enneigées de Slovénie, vous pouvez essayer de nombreux sports d’hiver, dans un décor à couper le souffle, loin de la foule. De plus, vous profitez du meilleur des deux mondes, car vous pouvez parfaitement combiner vos vacances au ski avec…

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Découvrez le Héliski en Colombie-Britannique : Une Expérience Inoubliable

Le Héliski British Columbia est une aventure exceptionnelle réservée aux passionnés de sports d'hiver en quête de sensations fortes. Située dans l'une des régions les plus pittoresques du Canada, cette activité permet de skier sur des pentes vierges accessibles uniquement par hélicoptère. La Colombie-Britannique offre des paysages à couper le souffle, avec des montagnes majestueuses et une nature préservée, faisant de chaque descente une expérience unique et mémorable.

Le Ski Héliporté : Une Liberté Totale sur les Pentes

Le ski héliporté représente une avancée majeure dans le monde des sports d'hiver. Contrairement aux stations de ski traditionnelles, le ski héliporté permet d'accéder à des terrains inexplorés, loin des foules et des pistes bondées. Cette méthode offre une liberté totale aux skieurs, leur permettant de choisir leurs propres itinéraires et de découvrir des zones immaculées où la neige est toujours fraîche. L'adrénaline monte dès le décollage de l'hélicoptère, promettant une journée remplie d'aventures et de découvertes.

Vacances de Ski : Alliez Aventure et Détente

Les vacances de ski en héliski sont l'occasion parfaite pour allier aventure et détente. Après une matinée passée à dévaler des pentes enneigées, les skieurs peuvent se détendre dans des refuges confortables, savourer un bon repas chaud et profiter de la tranquillité de la nature environnante. Ces vacances offrent une évasion totale du quotidien, permettant de se ressourcer tout en pratiquant une activité sportive intense. C'est une expérience idéale pour ceux qui souhaitent se reconnecter avec la nature et vivre des moments inoubliables.

Stations de Ski en Hélicoptère : L'Exclusivité au Sommet

Les Stations de ski en hélicoptère offrent une exclusivité incomparable aux amateurs de ski. Situées dans des endroits reculés, ces stations permettent d'accéder à des terrains exceptionnels que l'on ne trouve nulle part ailleurs. Chaque station est soigneusement sélectionnée pour sa qualité de neige, ses pentes variées et ses paysages spectaculaires. Les skieurs peuvent ainsi profiter de descentes personnalisées, adaptées à leur niveau et à leurs préférences, tout en bénéficiant de l'accompagnement de guides expérimentés qui veillent à leur sécurité et à leur confort.

Pourquoi Choisir le Héliski en Colombie-Britannique ?

La Colombie-Britannique est réputée pour ses conditions idéales pour le héliski. La région bénéficie d'un enneigement abondant et régulier, garantissant des pentes parfaites tout au long de la saison hivernale. De plus, la diversité des paysages, allant des forêts denses aux sommets enneigés, offre une variété d'expériences inégalées. Le climat favorable et l'accès facile via hélicoptère rendent le héliski en Colombie-Britannique particulièrement attractif pour les skieurs en quête de défis et de nouvelles découvertes.

En choisissant le héliski en Colombie-Britannique, vous vous assurez une expérience de ski unique, mêlant aventure, liberté et paysages à couper le souffle. Que vous soyez un skieur débutant ou expérimenté, cette activité saura répondre à vos attentes et vous offrir des souvenirs inoubliables.

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REQUIEM DE LA RUINE I LA MUSIQUE REND-ELLE PUDIQUE ?

On veut toujours ce qu’il y a de mieux pour ses enfants, et c’est bien normal. Les ouvrir au monde et leur donner les moyens de s’y épanouir, le voilà le rôle central des parents! Les vacances au ski, les cours de piano, le permis de conduire ou l’école de commerce… Après, bien sûr, chacun fait en fonction de ses moyens ; et quand l’argent vient à manquer, il faut faire preuve de créativité.

En temps de crise et de chômage de masse par exemple, on peut opter pour une balle dans la tête en plein sommeil, mais en terme de perspective d’avenir, Xavier Dupont de Ligonnès nous a montré  qu’un tas de gravats sous une terrasse n’en n’offrait pas plus que ça. Pareil pour Véronique Courjault et sa technique dite « du congélateur« . Le froid ça conserve, ça on ne dit pas, mais en terme de pédagogie, la cryogénisation n’a pas fait ses preuves plus que ça non plus.

Alors il reste quoi ? Si on ne veut pas que nos gosses finissent en taule, sur Youporn ou en fac de socio, il reste quoi? Pas de panique. Il reste Disney Channel, le Endemol sauce Biggy avec des grandes oreilles en plus… Hé oui, en plus d’être parentale – et d’aider à lutter contre la constipation passagère – la fibre peut aussi s’avérer de nature artistique.

Le Mickey Mouse Club de Disney Channel, c’est autre chose qu’un club de plage à Saint-Jean-de-Monts. Quand t’inscris ton gosse là-bas, tu signes pour 20 ans. Le projet, c’est pas vraiment de faire du trampoline et des pâtés de sable. T’y rentres, t’as 4 ans, t’en sors, t’es millionnaire, tu sais chanter, danser, montrer ton cul et sniffer plus de coke que Cyril Hanouna  et Jean-Luc Delarue réunis un soir de prime-time. En avant la musique!

Prenons Miley Cyrus par exemple, ce pur produit Disney, actuellement en tête de gondole un peu partout. Miley Cyrus, « la teupu qui fait sa grosse teupu » comme dirait mon pote Moktar, celle que les p’tits loups ont connu avec Hannah Montana, 20 ans à peine, et qui  en moins de 6 mois a déjà réussi à élever l’art de la chanson au rang de pratique bucco-génitale.

Non contente de faire la fierté de ses parents à se trémousser en levrette sur la scène des MTV Music Awards dans un Sloggi couleur chair devant des millions de téléspectateurs, la pitchounette continue sa course au buzz et son ascension du raffinement en se balançant le cul à l’air sur une boule de destruction et en léchant des marteaux langoureusement dans son dernier clip.

Il paraît que dans le prochain, elle se baignera dans une piscine de sperme entourée de zaïrois sur-membrés  en train de s’astiquer sur le rebord. C’est comme un rêve de petite fille qui se réalise pour elle.

Mais ne soyons pas naïfs, il y a des gens derrière elle, et je ne parle pas d’orifice là. Il y a des gens qui la pilotent, qui l’orientent, des gens qui l’exploitent pour dire les choses. Seulement, maintenant qu’elle a tout enlevé, ce sera quoi la prochaine fois? Elle va s’auto-dépecer sur scène? S’enlever la peau elle-même, comme ça, en direct ? À défaut de montrer ses fesses, elle va nous montrer quoi? Sa rate? Ses poumons ?

Non mais sérieusement, si elle veut s’inscrire dans la durée mignonnette, il faudra quoi la prochaine fois? Une équipe de rugby avec le banc des remplaçants? Des animaux et des objets contondants? Et pourquoi pas un snuff clip ? Hein? Quelque chose entre le film de bondage yougoslave, le happening de Luka Magnotta et un clip deRihanna ? Buzzer vite et mourir jeune! Putain, je crois qu’on tient un concept là!

Vocalises et poils pubiens !

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Sélection journalière à destination de 12 réseaux sociaux et de 3 messageries instantanées en provenance directe de mon infolettre 📧

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Aujourd’hui, dimanche 10/11/24, Journée internationale des stagiaires, Journée mondiale de l'utilisabilité, Journée mondiale de la science au service de la paix et du développement, Journée mondiale de sensibilisation aux tumeurs neuro-endocrines (depuis 2012) et Journée mondiale du kératocône 👌

2️⃣ L’actu (point trop n’en faut) 🧡

Annecy : une ambulance ukrainienne mitraillée (criblée de balles) exposée sur le Pâquier pour sensibiliser le grand public aux crimes de guerre commis par l'armée russe. Elle va rester jusqu'au lundi 11 novembre 🚑

Haute-Savoie : un homme de plus de 70 ans a chuté sur environ 150 mètres alors qu'il randonnait au sommet du Mont Billiat ce dimanche à la mi-journée. Les secours n'ont pu que constater son décès 😢

Les réservations de billets de train vers les stations de ski ouvriront dès le mercredi 13/11/24 pour la période des vacances d'hiver. La SNCF annonce un renforcement de ses liaisons vers les massifs français, notamment les Alpes 🚅

3️⃣ L’agenda (l’agendalp pour les ancien·nes) 🩷

🖼️ Première semaine❗️ExpO : Enfance(s) de Gilles Camillieri ➡️ Photographe voyageur, passionné par l'ailleurs, qui nous offre, au travers de cette exposition, un regard curieux sur l’enfance dans d’autres cultures ℹ️ Jusqu’au ven. 29/11/24 🎫 Accès libre 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 7h-21h 📍 Centre Bonlieu (1 rue Jean Jaurès) 📷 

🧺 Trois marchés le dimanche matin à Annecy ➡️ Marché de la vieille ville 📍 Rue Sainte Claire ➡️ Marché des Teppes 📍 Place des Rhododendrons ⌚️ 7h-13h tous les deux ➡️ Marché du quartier du Vallon 📍 Place Jean Moulin ⌚️ 8h-12h 🍴

☕ Coup de cœur annécien : un lieu d’accueil et d’échange ouvert quatre fois par semaine et géré par des bénévoles  ℹ️ Boissons sans alcool, livres, jeux 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 10h-12h30 📍 Café du curé (6 quai de l’Évêché, vieille ville) 😍

🖼️ Dernier jour❗️L'arpenteuse de Sandrine Isambert ➡️ Installation artistique d'une chaîne de verre monumentale qui répercute la lumière naturelle et changeante qui traverse les vitraux clairs du Palais de l'Île ℹ️ Jusqu'au dim. 10/11/24 🎫 4€, 2€ & 0€ (-12 ans) 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 10h-12h & 14h-17h 📍 Palais de l’Île (3 passage de l'Île) 🤩

🖼️ ExpO : Salon des artistes peintres d'Annecy ➡️ Évènement qui célèbre la créativité et le talent des artistes de notre territoire ℹ️ Jusqu’au ven. 22/11/24 🎫 Entrée libre 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 13h-18h 📍 Forum Exposition Bonlieu (1 rue Jean Jaurès) 🎨

🧒 ExpO : Illusions, quand notre cerveau nous joue des tours ➡️ Plus d’une trentaine de dispositifs interactifs ℹ️ L’enfant doit être accompagné d'un adulte (inscrit lui aussi) ⏱️ 2h 🎫 5€, 3€ & 0€ (-12 ans) 🎟️ Réserv en ligne 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 14h-16h & 16h-18h 📍 La Turbine sciences (place Chorus) 🧠

🖼️ ExpO : Imagined Landscapes de Yang Yongliang ➡️ Artiste shanghaïen inspiré par la peinture traditionnelle chinoise le Shanshui ℹ️ Jusqu’au dim. 15/12/24 🎫 Accès libre 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 14h-19h 📍 L’Abbaye (15 bis chemin de l'Abbaye) 👨‍🎨

🧒 Ateliers scientifiques : menés par les médiateurs du lieu, ils font appel à la manipulation, à la démarche scientifique et à l’apprentissage par la pratique ℹ️ Spécial adolescent·es ⏱️ 1h30 🎫 5€ & 3€ 🎟️ Réserv. en ligne 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 14h15 📍 La Turbine sciences (place Chorus) 🥼

🗣 Visite commentée❗️ExpO : Imagined Landscapes de Yang Yongliang ➡️ Visite commentée, gratuite et sans réservation, de l'exposition par une médiatrice d'Imagespassages ℹ️ Jusqu’au dim. 15/12/24 🎫 0€ 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 15h 📍 L’Abbaye (15 bis chemin de l'Abbaye) 😍

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 Rendez-vous des familles : un monument à portée de mains ⏱️ 1h 🎫 3€, 2€ & 0€ (-8 ans) 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 16h 📍 Plateau des Glières (Accueil Mémoire du maquis, Thorens-Glières, Fillière, Grand Annecy) ⛰️

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 Rendez-vous des familles : La vie quotidienne des Français·es dans les années 40 (jeu de plateau) ℹ️ En cas de vigilance météorologique orange (pluie, orage, vent), la visite est annulée 🎫 3€, 2€ & 0€ (-8 ans) 📆 Dim. 10/11/24 ⌚️ 16h 📍 Site de Morette, Route de Thônes, La Balme-de-Thuy 🎲

4️⃣ La météO (pour celles et ceux qui veulent vivre) ❤️

Qualité de l’air à Annecy (indices ATMO) : les conditions atmosphériques évoluent avec la mise en place progressive d'un flux de Nord accompagné de meilleures conditions de dispersion. Les concentrations en particules devraient commencer à diminuer. La qualité de l'air devrait être bonne à moyenne sur la quasi totalité de la région 💨

Dans la cité lacustre et ailleurs, au niveau de vos déplacements, privilégiez vélo, trottinette, marche à pied, etc. et au niveau de vos activités physiques, privilégiez les parcs, les zones piétonnes et les rues peu circulantes pour vos activités de plein air 🌬️

L’indice de risque pollinique à Annecy est nul (niveau 0) ➡️ Ambroisies, armoise, cupressacées, graminées, saule, autre : niveaux 0 ➡️ Indice communal valable du 9 au vendredi 15/11/2024 inclus 🤧

5️⃣ Les dictons (maximes et autres proverbes) 💚

Deux dictons du jour, un acheté, un offert (pour la petite histoire, cette pratique est désormais illégale) : « À la saint Léon, mets tes artichauts en monts. » 🧑‍🌾 et « À la saint Léon, première gelée de la saison. » 🥶

6️⃣ Les fêtes (rigolO est le calendrier) 🩵

Je vous souhaite une très bonne journée annécienne et un excellent automne à Annecy, dans les 33 autres communes du Grand Annecy, en Savoie ou ailleurs 🍂

Bon septième et dernier jour de la semaine à tous et à toutes ⁠⁠🧩

Bonne fête aux Léon et demain aux Martin 😘

7️⃣ Cohérence (simplification) 💜

J’utilise les chiffres 0, 7, 8, 9 et 10 pour rendre plus lisibles les différentes parties de cette sélection (simple utilisation n’ayant absolument aucun rapport avec les parties “officielles”).

JamesO InfO V1 : jusqu’en 2012 (1.000 abonné·es) 🅰️

8️⃣ Migrations (en cours) 🤎

Les parties 7, 8 et 9 ne peuvent pas encore être diffusées totalement pour des raisons techniques. J’y travaille actuellement de manière régulière.

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9️⃣ Abonnez-vous (augmentation en 2025) 🩶

Les parties 10, 11 et 12 sont exclusivement réservées à mes abonné·es et ne sont plus diffusées sur les réseaux sociaux et autres messageries instantanées. 

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N° 1.184 du dimanche 10/11/24

Agenda - Calendrier - Évènements

Par JamesO Média (Presse & Édition)

Responsable éditorial et légal : J.-O. Gallice

📷 JamesO PhotO à Annecy le 10/11/24 📸

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