#v; the raven: I don't know if I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too fast too slow

[edengarden]

Hello and if asks are still open may I have a regular match up for BNHA?

Name: Nox

Gender: FTM

Occupation: Student (16 almost 17 yrs old. Jan 4th is b-day)

Sexual orientation: Omniromantic Asexual (male/masculine leaning)

Quirk: Transformative/Mutant, "Zoologic shift" (This quirk allows the individual(s) to transform into multiple animals, but the individual has to have a emotional/special connection or feeling towards the animal and to know it's physical structure to properly shift into the said animal (mythical/made up creatures can be acquired but it is extremely difficult due to the fact of anatomy and bone structure). The user only has a limited time to be in their animal form before they start going feral, if the person is angry or has a different strong negative emotion in animal form, the fast they can become feral (once the user becomes feral they will not remember anything until they have calmed down or are somehow distracted), if the user becomes feral for too long they will not be able to transform back unless they are hurt tremendously or their hatred may take a physical form and eventually kill them from the inside (I guess look at the demons from Princess Mononoke to get an idea of what that is).)

Animals acquired: White Dire wolf, Raven, Orca, Clydesdale, Black Mamba, Barn Owl, Russian Blue House cat, Ram, Fire Dragon, Phoenix, Snake Basalisc

At least 3 positive attributes:

Empathetic (emotional and animal, riots and civil conflict bring me to tears as well as I can feel my friends' pain I and want to cuddle ever dog, cat, etc. I see)

Intelligent (at least in certain subjects like language, art, biology, and physical/hero training), serious (it may come off as intemidation but I just usually mess around)

Diplomacy (I try to avoid any physical fights that can but I will fight as a last resort)

Calm (in most situations I try to keep a level head and it works since when most people need serious help they come to you for advice or to vent)

Justful (kinda speaks for itself)

Soft Blunt and Soft Honest (I am honest with people as well as blunt, but I am not mean or hurtful when I say it)

At least 3 negative attributes:

Anger issues (even though usually calm and serious, when pushed over the edge I can become furious and using my quirk will not help at all)

Self sacrificing (since due to personal circumstances I have started to put other people above me (my friends mostly) and I would do anything, even get myself physically or emotionally hurt for them. It is sorta in a way for having approval for those I care about but mostly is just showing that I care for the people I care about)

Self deprecating with imposter syndrome (it's mostly a form of humor, but I take it far enough where people start to worry)

Dark humor (idk I just like it)

Confrontational (if someone confronts and tries to provoke me I will tell them off but never physically fight back)

Self Righteous (The righteousness is good but usually my self righteousness comes up when it comes to someone's safety or when revenge and anger cloud my judgement)

Children (I don't care for children, but I'm afraid my anger will get the best of me and I'll lash. So that's why I stay away from kids as much as possible for tr he fear of accidentally hurting innocence)

Hahahaha...daddy issues...

Hobby(ies):

Hiking in the woods

Drawing (it's usually vented or dark in some way, but sometimes I like drawing people and animals or characters)

Cosplaying

Cooking

cApTuRinG sOuLs-

Learning about Witchcraft/Supernatural/Celestial

Music Taste:

Lofi

Anti-Nightcore/Nightcore

Viking Chants

Sea Shanties

Celtic instrumentals

Death metal

Instrumental

Old Rock

Classical

Bands/song writers: Skillet, SKÁLD, Faun, Black Briar, MARETU, Steampianist, Temporex, Penelope Scott, Mirical Music, Alice Cooper, Pink Floyd, Angel Maker, Forest Music, Panic! At the Disco, MESA works design, , Harrison (not too much into bands but here are the general ones I listen too)

Appearance

Eyes: Brown/Black has bags under eyes

Hair: Red (henna dyed), it's frizzy at the tips and it's long (cab length) and thick (I hate it's length, but parents...)

Skin: Pale (warm tone)

Body type: In between Skinny and overweight, wide shoulders, actually muscular

Anything else?: Teeth have tiny canines, sometimes can have wolf ears and tail showing, kinda thick thighs-, 5'6ish, usually wearing school uniform. Hero uniform includes a black Cape with under it being a black mechanical suit that is bullet and elemental proof, boots are sharp and steel toed resembling a wolf's paw, wears a head mask that looks wolfish as well in the front but in the back of the mask has fur in the back (look towards some reference of the princess mononoke headgear) (not completely like a wolf but sorta resembles one), the mask also helps with muffled hearing and sight because I am sensitive to those things.

Traits I look for S/O: Empathetic, kind, cooperative, someone who also finds comfort in darkness or the shade, someone that knows how to take things seriously but also having a humors side, trusting and loyal, someone that can work with others (I'm usually a loner but I try to work with others), someone that would at least like to have a relationship that includes physical affection (I am a touched starved peep-), I guess someone that works, likes, or even somehow resembles an animal, some that doesn't get angry easily and is patient, introvert an extrovert doesn't matter to be (I guess if I had to choose maybe someone in between the 2?), and I guess someone that just tolerates my presence and doesn't or call me a piece of shit.

Traits I cannot be around with a S/O: Anger...I can't be around angry people because they scare me to the point I become panicked, people that work towards apathy (I may be empathetic but with someone that can't or won't return the same comfort when needed, they exhaust me), untrusting, someone who is a dick to everyone except me (it just seems suspicious and hurtful), someone who is closed minded, someone that has joy in hurting other maliciously, someone who loves bright lights/areas/lives by the sun, guess someone who wants a 24/7 therapist (again it can become exhausted and I know how it is...it isn'tthat nice.)

Star sign: Capricorn (sun), Gemini (moon), Cancer (rising)

Personality type: INTJ, Lawful Neutral

HP House: Hufflepuff that isn't afraid to kickass

Fun facts!:

I'm somewhat of an animal whisperer

Obsessed with herbs and Crystals

I know it seemed edgy with my hatred towards light, but in all honesty the late does infact bother and irritate me, especially when it's hot

Intrested in the celestial and supernatural

I look at horror and nature documentaries

I've trained my dog to come when I howl

I guess if loving spicy food counts as a fun fact then count that in

Ehhhhh...switch sub-

cAndLe bOi-

I must apologize if this is a lot, I just wanted the matchup as accurate as possible, but again thank you for having the ask box open and I hope you have a good day!

Honestly while I read your description, all I could think of was Tokoyami!

I think it’s pretty obvious why?? You two share a lot of things in common. The two of you are very calm individuals, and I can see you both being voices of reason not only to the people surrounding you, but to each other as well. In a way, I think you can even tend to challenge each other and even push (to a healthy extent) the other to become the best version of themselves.

The VIBE you two have. It’s almost too good. And while Tokoyami isn’t affectionate in public, he’d be more than happy to indulge in your starvation for touch behind closed doors! Don’t tell anyone, but he’s a straight up cuddlebug. And I can totally see him digging the spiritual/celestial stuff?? Maybe he won’t actually know anything, but he’d be so hyped if you were willing to teach him omg I can totally see this as your go-to type of date, that’s so sweet 🥺

Songs!!

- Breathe (In the Air), Pink Floyd (I honestly see you and Tokoyami straight up vibing to Dark Side of the Moon like no other to be honest)

- In the Lap of the Gods, Queen

- Sense of Doubt, David Bowie (THIS VIBE IS SO DARK AND URGH I CAN SEE THIS AS A V I B E FOR YOU TWO - However, Neuköln could be a close second to portray this vibe!)

- Killing a Little Time, David Bowie

[olivedoesmagic]

https://youtu.be/GAOxJv96VE8

Journal 87: freeze your brain

For those skipping around! Hi I'm olive a secretly superpowered op Mary Sue witch! Please check previous entries as to how this is all possible. In native lore fiction is channeling including multi verse and in the multi verse fiction is real! So you can work with fictional characters in your weird witchy shit!

Anyways I was apraoched by the teen Titans while here. I met them. Then decker my pilot came out for some stupid reason. Anyways Batman met my dad and knew his name, the father who adopts me every life. We talked about my ring, my scared. How in the past I was in comics, my dying wish. I was ginger a sidekick to several heroes. I was tossed around, there were magick users like Fate and Zanatana every other page as an Easter egg, even Dream of Sandman not dream of Snowflake. Then when I started my efforts to be erased from time the comics got wiped. I tried v hard to resurface it and bring it back into this reality out of curiosity but I don't believe as of rn it worked.

Something something, Calling all of the Jacobs. Anyways, I met Kori, Raven, Garfield, Vic, and Dick from the anime escape show and they got a history lesson on me. Batman got to see family pics of my house from my father. J. C. Then I met a writer in the DC Comics bar version of Dygslies (Henry diggle), and the fan fiction cafe the green tooth. Dream (different dream red head) ran it. Multi verse whooh! I plan to script myself there beyond a whisper so we can get heroes here! We need them! We took our break it's time! I hope The Question likes his movie. Anyways...if a red head reappears I TOLD YOU.

Regardless, so tired are being written and the doctors coming home. Ah it's all so good! Anyways, I hope the crimson fist isn't reading this cus he will get the first mask. "I'm making perfect sense your just not understanding me" -the 11th doctor probably. I make perfect sense but my references shine beyond belief and thus- I sound insane to quote chameleon circuit. Anyways I want to wear luvies sigil today but I shan't, as I make more deals and summon the music Meister. He's a good egg.

Anyways the justice League is summoning me. I has to go, the multi verse and pop culture magick calls. Justice League of world 123457891012131415161718q9222123456789101112E-B7. And also the blue whale game is real and I'm stopping it. I'm playing the pink squirrel game. Be otherkin bye!

- Olive Brisntone

123457891012131415161718q9222123456789101112E-B7. But at the bar or something and hal Jordan's there that will be important later don't quote me vernmbatim -sigh- olive! If your gonna quote me stop bringing people back from the dead you nitwit panther fan!

Also there was some weird shit about my friend Roy Meghan possibly being this worlds Roy Harper? I met him at archery and sculpted him what I deemed the best father cus some people he loved passed away and he had cancer in his arm. I arnaged with some billinoares via deals and shit for their to be cybernetics just like in comics developed where amputees can still shoot and ink lots almost ready. I don't know why Batman needed to see my family, or why it's so confident that Roy needs those prosthetics. But hopefully hell enjoy where he ends up and so will everyone else! Shoot go olive!

6:32 not a few hours earlier

Monday Suggest/augest 22, 2022

[deficd]

a plotted starter for my bby @vuulpecula

     “Dreams, dire dreams, the son of Odinn bore, wandering lost in worlds of woe. Death he met in shades of night, speaking doom and fated tale: “Even gods call and cower before my might! For all strength, in the end, fails.” This was how fate unraveled for Baldr, the most beloved of the gods, he of Light and Sun.” 

They two rode slowly through the trees, Ragnar so engrossed in the tales of his land that he hardly recalled the reason they wandered. A task from Dutch, to survey a small township North of Strawberry, and perhaps find the opportunity to make a little bit of a money. Luck had been on the decline lately, and the likelihood that this secluded township housed anything aside from people who were even poorer than them was slim. Instead of troubling himself with wasted time, he’d taken to sharing stories of his gods with Fox, reveling in her fascination with his strange, outlandish tales. 

     “Sure in purpose, power, pride; the all-mother Frigg hastened over the land to secure oaths from all things, living and not, that they would not harm her son. In her oversight, she did not ask the mistletoe for this oath, thinking it too insignificant to harm the God of Light. Yes, be it beast or thorn or flower, bird, elf, or ghoul, all had sworn to never harm him.” 

Silence fell between the two as he paused in his tale, only the sound of birds and the soft trod of hooves. He knew all too well that his stories bordered on madness in these lands. Truthfully, they were regarded just the same across the ocean, in his homeland, as Christianity pored through it like precious gold. Ragnar would rarely admit that the old gods were his as well, if anything he teetered on the precipice of belief and apathy, but he liked to talk. He especially liked that Fox enjoyed his myths, even when she giggled at the eccentricity of them.

     “But in the shadows the trickster god Loki schemed. He asked Frigg, “Has everything given you an oath, all living and not?” and she said, “All but the mistletoe, for it is too young to swear a vow.” Then Loki sought it and stole a twining stem. The gods had made a game of throwing axe and sword at Baldr since he could not die. On this day, his brother Hodr, blind and blade-less, had no weapon to test. With Loki’s whispering, he threw the mistletow as an arrow, and it pierced his brother through the heart. Silence swarmed the air like a campfire smoke, and Baldr fell upon the earth; then died the sound of music and so died the light and mirth.”

After a moment, his tale finished for the moment, he looked over at his companion and offered her a toothy grin. “So? More interesting than the Christian book, right?”