#using all my spare energy to get my assignments done. frankly I'M mad at myself for doing it. i can't let myself rest or feel anything
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God if I had the energy and brainpower I’d be drawing Quynh + Nicky being chaotic and dumb together
#i see those reblogs in my notes lol. i miss them too#long story short: family emergency happened yesterday and i'm waiting to hear from my parents + sister#who have been driving for 8 hours now. which is not making me freak out less#and the very air around me just sort of.... changes from bursts of energy to dull hopeless nothingness#using all my spare energy to get my assignments done. frankly I'M mad at myself for doing it. i can't let myself rest or feel anything#kind of feel like the universe has just been giving me blow after blow. didn't get the job/award. didn't get a scholarship. pain has gotten#-- to the worst it's ever been. pile-up of assignments i can't even begin... and now this.#at least my library book is good#anyway yeah i'm fucking peachy. much love#maybe i should work on some of my stupid fanfiction. put this feeling somewhere
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