#up pretty much completely and utterly alone ATM because of her fierce want to fulfill her own desires over anyone else's BC she wasn't- | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

anthromimicry · 14 days ago

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what's peculiar about your soul?

your soul is... pristine.

... do not consider it a compliment. there is something deep and awful hidden beneath that gleaming coat. years of harrowing actions- malicious decisions and excruciating consequences- have worn this vessel thin. it pulses weakly, its exterior eroded from all the years spent scrubbing at it, removing even the most minuscule specks of wrongdoing. creating perfection at the cost of learning from such mistakes, however painful. you wonder if you ever would have been liked for who you really were. you understand that there is no going back and finding out.

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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#ooc post.#rp memes.#oh... u-quiz. why are you like this AHHH JSJSJ the fact that this is accurate to misao hit me right in the feels today NGL y'all ;;#because she's kind of always adjusted her behavior based on what other people wanted of her if that makes any sense you know? like she was-#the caretaker of her brother + the 'ideal' big sister first and felt like she could never fully be a kid when she was one.#though i still stand by the fact that that isn't anyone's fault as her circumstances growing up were more complicated than her being #forced to grow up fast buttt yeah. and the fact that the one thing she has done consistently throughout the years is feed on others which #definitely fits under the umbrella of her committing malicious actions and recieving excruciating consequences for them as she had ended-#up pretty much completely and utterly alone ATM because of her fierce want to fulfill her own desires over anyone else's BC she wasn't-#able to take care of herself properly in the past is just... damn. see this is why i proposed a redemeption arc for misao BC it makes me sa #to think about her continuing on this path of just trying to get everything on the first level of the self-actualization pyramid so she #can't even think about anything near making friends or making her own familial-like bonds as she's got the first level and some of the-#second level self-actualization concepts to worry about (which would be physiological needs and safety + security)

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