#until a critic has something to say or i see the well trained upperclassmen practice
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Being insecure and in musical theater is not fun 😁👍
#it's especially rough bc i've been doing this shit for most of my life#and i know my worth#until a critic has something to say or i see the well trained upperclassmen practice#and then i feel like shit#(for context some reviews from a critic thingy for a show i was in recently just arrived and i didn't love them)#(the people who got acknowledged deserved it. except for one who literally FORGOT HIS FUCKING LYRICS EVER SINGLE SHOW)#(meanwhile i was sat there stressed of my mind. sick. busting my ass. losing my voice bc even while sick i went all out)#(and nothing. except for a few nice words (compared to the huge praises some got) and an ambiguous statement that sounded like an insult)#im trying not to take it personally but im sensitive especially about this#i have made it so much of my identity it's pretty much my whole life
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