#uhhhhhhhh idk if i need to tag this as anything else

[moonchild-in-blue]

*ahem*

I'm

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

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Hello hello hello hi hello I'm here I'm back no longer on timeout helloooooooo 🥹💃🤸‍♀️

I've missed you all sooooo much muwah muwah how is everyone doing babes??

I'm gonna be going through my tags and stuff today so bear with me. Let me know if I've missed anything important or funny or silly or whatever. Or idk, say hi if you wanna 🥺👉👈

IN THE MEANTIME, I have at last gone through my ask box! There was a lot! Wow, am I bad at this!! At least you'll get plenty of doodles from me (most of them are sky/moon pictures because of course they are).

I don't want to spam you all babes, so I have scheduled them to be posted* throughout this week starting tomorrow 💙 queue will also be back on tomorrow

* (there are about 2 or 3 or so that I will be hoarding for a little longer, but with all of this done, I can at last spend a little extra focus on them 🥹 if there's anything I missed I apologise 🩷)

NOW, I have quite a few drafts I made during these past 2 weeks. They are weird and cringe and highly specific. I'm gonna post them all today / tomorrow because I don't want to deal with them any longer. Sorry but also not sorry 😌✌️

I'm giving them a "Timeout Drafts" tag so you know these don't necessarily reflect my mood for today (most likely they do - i stand by my opinions lmaoo).

Uhhhhhhhh and that's that I guess? Happy Halloween and all! 🎃🍂🍁 Today is hot as balls (damn heatwave), and I'm not having a wonderful time (also on my mensies 🥺) but hey. At least it's for a short time, I'm very looking forward to hoa hoa hoa weather.

Hmmmm what else, what else. I changed my blog a little, it looks cute! My ukulele arrived and SONGS are being LEARNT (learned? meh).

Hmmm, I catched up on a lot of shows. I've already posted my reviews on TUA S4 (🤢🥴💔💀🥲) and KAOS (🥹💖😚🥰❤️‍🔥) (i am indeed re-watching it), but I also finished Emily In Paris (LOVE the Italian guy, second part was much better than the 1st), and FINALLY watched S2 of Fleabag (oh my GOD YOU GUYS!!! I AM IN SHAMBLES!!! WOAH!!! PAIN AND AGONY!!! 🥺💔).

Uhhhhhhhhhh I think that's it. I need to cut my hair and bangs. Hope everyone has been eating good and drinking water and missing me a lot 😤🫵

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🌱 forest friends having a delicious picnic 🌱

[illegiblehandwriting1]

lowkey in the middle of planning an angst Sky fic (sky and warriors centric, ghirahim involved) any advice for writing?

*SCREAMS* that sounds AWESOME my dude!!!

um. uhhhhhhhh shit. writing advice??? i can try????? idk what sort of advice you want or need

what i do is i say "ok heres what i want in this chapter. this is the Big Idea." maybe there's two Big Ideas. maybe there's more. but if i know where i'm going, and i know how the fic ends, then it's easier to figure out how i want to get there. you don't even need a clear-cut ending!! you don't need specifics, you can just say "this is generally how i want these guys to be" but you can't start mapping without a destination, in both a chapter and the fic as a whole. that's pretty much what i've learned

if you want character advice, what i do is break them down into their parts and show myself "this is what happened to them, this is how they reacted, which means that they have this kind of mentality and these attributes" idk also just look at how other people portray them lol. if you don't like that, go hog wild, i guess!

if you're writing a character in pain, i reblogged a post a bit ago about it that i actually found really helpful (it honestly might still be in the queue hold on a sec, yes it was in the queue here ya go) i also have the messiest fucking tagging system, but i might have some stuff in #writing things

and just in general, have fun with it!! don't think that you need to check any specific boxes. say "fuck it" out loud, with a giant smile on your face, and let yourself write. imagine what you want to explain, and then put that feeling, or that place or person or thought into words (just make sure you take care of yourself, especially when writing angst lmao). Seriously!! there is no obligations, it's just you and what you want to create

and don't beat yourself up. chances are, it will be better than you give yourself credit for.

(also btw your fic sounds really really really cool, if you could tag me or send me a link if you publish it, i would be forever indebted to you because that is SUCH a cool story idea and i'm gonna go feral over it, i love that SO MUCH)

if you have any other questions, or you want advice on something else more specific that i didn't talk about, don't hesitate to ask!! idk how valuable my advice is, but i'll try my best if you really want it. a lot of this is just stuff i do, i don't really know if it makes sense or if it's useful or anything, but i like helping, so if this helps, then awesome!

hope you're doing well!!!

[puukkolesbo]

got tagged by @lesbiankiliel thanks erina ❤

1. why did you choose your url?

- i wanted to change from my old one, euseevius, bc back then it was also my instagram handle & ao3 nick, and i was just..... growing uncomfortably aware of how easily one could just google my ig and accidentally stumble upon everything else. this was at that time when all tumblr lesbians were changing their urls were like Xlesbian or lesbianX. i was jealous that knifelesbian was already taken when i had a galaxy brain realisation and discovered that puukkolesbo was still free

2. any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

i have euseevius saved so that no one misuses it aaaaaaaaaaaand then i have @lesbianghostposting which i made back when i was coming to terms with my own lesbianism. it still regurlarly gets new followers even tho its been such a long time since i last updated it..... i’ll get back to it again i promise! i always do

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

uhhhhhhhh, since....2010 i think?

4. do you have a queue tag?

not anymore. sorry, yall just have to guess when im online and when its my queue

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

this one i started bc i had had a little tumblr break and was getting into the hobbit movies real hard & wanted to join the fandom. originally tho i joined to connect with the ace community since that was back when i identified as asexual

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

tuutikki is the og puukkolesbo

7. why did you choose your header?

idk funny black and white gay aesthetic i guess?

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

that fucking “was no one going to tell me” meme about 2010s ending

9. how many mutuals do you have?

i have absolutely no idea

10. how many followers do you have?

atm its 1,405

11. how many people do you follow?

315

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

hahaha of course. i’ve been shitposting since before it was called shitposting

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

hmmm i dont actually think i use it every day anymore? instagram and twitter (ik, ugh) take too much of my time nowadays, especially during our municipal elections

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

iiiiiiiiiii dont think so?? i got my shipping war days done out on the good ol’ forums

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

this is a guilt trip free zone, mot reblogging any of those. im here to relax. that’s why i pretty rarely reblog anything political either - i do my social media activism elsewhere. tumblr is just for shits and giggles and haha blue void goes brrrr when i yell about fictional characters

16. do you like tag games?

yes!! 

17. do you like ask games?

also yes!! i love getting any asks, even if sometimes i think about a good answer for way too long & then am too embarrassed to answer super late

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

uhhhhh i dont think anyone is? or idk what the definition of tumblr famous these days anyways

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

........yes (✿◡‿◡)(¬‿¬)

20. tags?

i’m lazy and just tagging the usual dnd gang @riotbrrrd ​ @yachaer ​ @ourdragonsarebetter ​ @dragonsingondolin ​ @thehoveringbrain ​ ✨

[magical-agatha]

got tagged by @night-dark-woods , hiya lol. ty for the like, thing to do lol. im supposed to tag 9 more ppl i want to get to know better but im only gonna tag a few. @maplespicetransgirl @draciallia @kobold-lesbian @y2k-lesbian

1. top 3 ships: uhhhhhhhh, im gonna say currently rather than all time, glimmer x adora x catra, idk lol its a cute idea and theres a bunch of cute art of them together lol. ive been rly enjoying my next life as a villainess, the mc, catarina, doesnt realise she has at least 2 girls in love with her with a 3rd on the way. i wish i could believe it will resolve in polyamory but. maybe we'll at least see her get a gf. bc. its been very blatant about her friends being in love with her. one of them, mary, has been in love with her for years and is trying to sabotage anyone else falling in love with her, and the other, wont say who bc spoiler, is her reincarnated best friend (its an isekai show) but doesn't realise it, and in the last episode some magic made her speak without inhibitions, and the first thing she does is tell catarina she loves her in like, the romantic way. so you know, fingers crossed. other than thaaaaaat... uhhhhh.... oh i guess poppy and barb from trolls 2. i like that movie. wish it was as gay as it clearly wants to be. also i need to keep watching rwby, ruby/weiss/penny is rly cute.

2. last movie i watched: i watched. half. of osmosis jones with friends earlier today. very gross movie. last complete movie was probably the cgi tintin movie..?? good but idk. before that was trolls 2, for the 2nd time. those movies are great.

3. last book i read: i cant read. well i have adhd so i dont read much anymore. i miss novels but i do listen to audiobooks. currently listening to interesting times by terry pratchett with my gf. last physical book i read was uncaged vol 1, a book of queer dnd adventures with a focus on like, uhhh, monstrous women iirc. its good. def recommend. havent read the whole thing tho.

4. food im currently craving: idk how to answer this lol. i could rly fuck with some mcdonalds or burger king. anything salty spicy and deep fried.. im a glutton and i have sensory issues with food. i tend to eat mostly comfortable or safe foods with good textures and tastes. anything outside my comfort zone usually bad stims me, which is like. horrendous. it makes food hard but also like. good food is rapturous. i like stir fry a lot. my gf cooks stir fry a lot and i always love it. and i like putting condiments on things. bbq sauce, soy sauce, and like, if i can get it theres this rly good peri peri salt they sell at nandos. god i love salt and spicy things. i had a korean burger once that was so spicy i couldnt finish it in one sitting and god i want another. it had a black bun and the chicken was bright red with spices, it was great i miss it. theres this spicy burger mcdonalds did once that had like. battered and deep fried jalapenos on it and spicy salsa and chicken and it was godly. oh and the spicy shaker fries. miss those. dream burger would be something like, korean spicy chicken with some kind of sweet tangy spicy sauce, battered jalapenos, bacon, salad, and a hashbrown coated in some kind of spicy salt. i used to like subway a lot but idk now. i also love donuts. and pastries. and oranges and citrus fruit in general. pears are great too. im not usually into like, candy or chocolate tho its too sweet. oh i love chinese food. noodles and rice and meat and vegetables and sauces, all packed with flavour and amazing textures... chinese food is so good. sushi and japanese food in general tends to be my jam too. most things with rice are rly good. not curries tho i cant eat many curries, i like butter chicken tho thats always good. i could keep going lol i love food. oh turkish food is good. and greek? lots of good meats. tho i cant deal with uhhh... tabouli, parsley kills me on contact idk. and cilantro. but i love souvlakis those are great. pasta is alright, i like tortellini and ravioli and gnocchi with lots of cheese. oh and pizza. with everything on it. especially anchovies. i love anchovies and olives and feta... and pepperoni... and garlic bread. cured meats in general are very good. root vegetables too. capsicum and chillis are yummmmm. im sure i could go on... food is. so good. its euphoric. oh i love ramen too! and uhhh, ramyun i think its called?? i think its korean? its spicy and very good. thicker noodles too. anyway i should stop this is too much lol.

ty for asking my opinion lol

[niflheimqueen]

THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Meme.

Mun & Muse

fill out & repost ♥ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OC’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm.

tagged by:   @deathboundinautumn​ tagging:   aw man anyone that wants to, steal away friends!

MY MUSE IS:   canon / oc / au / slightly canon-divergent / fandomless / complicated.

IS YOUR CHARACTER POPULAR IN THE FANDOM?   YES? / NO. (I’d say so?)

IS YOUR CHARACTER CONSIDERED HOT™ IN THE FANDOM?   YES / NO / IDK. (’step on me mitsuru-senpai’)

IS YOUR CHARACTER CONSIDERED STRONG IN THE FANDOM?   YES / NO / IDK. (In all senses of the word, I think!)

ARE THEY UNDERRATED?   YES / NO / IDK. (I don’t think so? She’s relatively popular as far as I can tell.)

WERE THEY RELEVANT FOR THE MAIN STORY?   YES / NO

WERE THEY RELEVANT FOR THE MAIN CHARACTER?   YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. (Romance option baybeeee)

ARE THEY WIDELY KNOWN IN THEIR WORLD?   YES / NO. (Heiress to a global conglomerate? Yeah.)

HOW’S THEIR REPUTATION?   GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL. (Mostly very positive, but there are more than a few people who have Beef(TM) with the Kirijo Group and so by extension probably aren’t her biggest fans. Even Yukari doesn’t really like her to start off with.)

HOW STRICTLY DO YOU FOLLOW CANON?   —   Mostly pretty strictly! One of the great things about Mitsuru is that there are so many layers to her character even in-canon, so I can explore all sorts of different concepts and situations and still mostly be following canon. (That said, I am a sucker for a good AU.)

SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.   —   Oh boy. I’m going to try and be concise with this but... Mitsuru is everything you could possibly want in a character? Strong woman who can and will kick your ass? Check. Secret heart of gold? Check. Tragic backstory and motivations if you look deeper? Yeah. Tangible character development over the course of the year, actively growing as a person before your very eyes? You bet. Flawlessly beautiful? God yes. Honestly I could gush about her until the end of time and I still wouldn’t be at the bottom of the list of reasons you should love Mitsuru Kirijo.

Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?).   —  I mean good luck getting to see anything below the perfect surface. She won’t talk to you unless you’re a certified genius, and even then not until the final months of the game. Until then all you get is a cold ice queen who stays three steps removed from pretty much everyone and is definitely too busy to care about you.

WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO RP YOUR MUSE?   —   I was inspired to start writing Mitsuru because I had been writing Margaret over in the P4 community for a while and I reblogged this meme asking people who else they thought I could portray. I think at least three people said Mitsuru so I was like sure, let’s give it a try. And now here she is, my wife, and I couldn’t be happier.

WHAT KEEPS YOUR INSPIRATION GOING?   —   Honestly, my adoration for the character - and the fact that whatever I’m in the mood to write, she’s probably well-suited. She can do angsty, she can do cute little dorky things, she can do it all. That and the P3 community is filled with wonderful people, which keeps the motivation up for sure.

Some more personal questions for the mun.

Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

DO YOU THINK YOU GIVE YOUR CHARACTER JUSTICE?   YES / NO / I SINCERELY HOPE I DO? (I hope so???)

DO YOU FREQUENTLY WRITE HEADCANONS?   YES / NO / SORT OF? (I do! I hold off on posting them sometimes though.)

DO YOU SOMETIMES WRITE DRABBLES?   YES / NO (Absolutely! I love writing drabbles. Sometimes I just have feelings about a situation that need to come out, man. Drabbles let me explore certain events in a slightly different way than a thread with a partner can.)

DO YOU THINK A LOT ABOUT YOUR MUSE DURING THE DAY?   YES / NO (all the time. this is my wife.)

ARE YOU CONFIDENT IN YOUR PORTRAYAL?   YES / NO / SORT OF? (most of the time? It seems to be generally well-received in any case, but I do sometimes get a little paranoid lmao)

ARE YOU CONFIDENT IN YOUR WRITING?   YES / NO / A LITTLE BIT. (Generally, yes - but I have my ups and downs for sure. Sometimes I read back through my own stuff and I’m like chef kiss, and other times I barely even want to post it lmao. I think that’s probably true of everyone, though?)

ARE YOU A SENSITIVE PERSON?   YES / NO. / SORTA.

DO YOU ACCEPT CRITICISM WELL ABOUT YOUR PORTRAYAL?   —   I think I would? If it was constructive, for sure.

DO YOU LIKE QUESTIONS, WHICH HELP YOU TO EXPLORE YOUR CHARACTER?   — Uhhhhhhhh absolutely. Anyone that sends me a question out of the blue has my total and eternal love.

IF SOMEONE DISAGREES TO A HEADCANON OF YOURS, DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? — Sure! There’s always other perspectives, and if there’s stuff in-canon that proves me wrong I definitely want to see it. If it just comes down to personal interpretation though I’m.... probably not going to change it?

IF SOMEONE DISAGREES WITH YOUR PORTRAYAL, HOW WOULD YOU TAKE IT?   —  Eh. There are other blogs out there, I’m not going to be offended if you prefer a different iteration. Just let me have fun over here, and you can go have fun over there!

IF SOMEONE REALLY HATES YOUR CHARACTER, HOW DO YOU TAKE IT? — What’s not to like about her!!! But honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever come across a person who straight up hates Mitsuru as a character. I’m sure they’re out there somewhere, but I’m going to stay right here with my motorcycle queen and mind my business.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH PEOPLE POINTING OUT YOUR GRAMMATICAL ERRORS?   —   Of course! I try and catch them but when they slip through feel free to point it out if you care.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE EASY GOING AS A MUN? —  I like to think so? Sometimes I don’t put myself out there so much in terms of ooc conversation - I have this really neat thing called anxiety, soooooooo yknow. Don’t want to bother people and stuff. But! If you come and talk to me it’s like a 99% that I’ll love and appreciate it.

[morethanonepage]

when you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool!!)

tagged by @aimmyarrowshigh and uhhhhhhhh

People seem to like me and on the one hand I do try to be likable like, 75% of the time, sometimes I’m just really the worst & very mean & negative so I’m always impressed my niceness the rest of the time is. worth it for other people?

I’m braver than I used to be -- I’m willing to go out and do the things I want by myself, and don’t get so caught up in how things will look and whether I’ll fit in or if people will look at me. I mean I do still think about those things but I’m better at pushing myself to get over them and just do what I want anyway. 

I’m a good cook and a good baker and when I make food for other people I take real genuine care in making sure it’s appropriate for the occasion.

In general I am thoughtful -- maybe too thoughtful, maybe I do over think things sometimes -- but I do try to do things deliberately, from writing to cooking to dressing to taking pictures. I don’t want to produce unnecessary things so I think hard about whether anything I do is truly needed. 

People at work and in my family trust me enough to edit their writing and I’m proud of that.

Tagging idk @waverly-earp, @youandthemountains, @jessicamiriamdrew, @calsyee, @jolliedroger, @lotus0kid, @theyrights and anyone else who’d like to do it!

[0zrockbitway]

Fanfic Writers’ Meme

Tagged by: @calmystorm-saltycandy thank you so much!!

What is your total word count on AO3?

It took me a good moment to figure this out because I never look at AO3 statistics but uhh-

How often do you write?

My writing is sporadic lmao. Sometimes I am IN THE MOOD to write like for a whole week then I die and don’t write for almost a month. I really want to try and write something once a day but hmmmmm :’) 

Do you have a routine for writing?

Depends? For one shots I just kinda look up info if needed and then get into writing it. Then I edit it usually later in the day or the next. On the rare occasion a few days later, but this is only if I end up actually writing the full one shot and I’m satisfied with it. If its for a lengthier thing, then I end up having to research, outline, think if I really want to write it or not, write at least up to 4-5 chapters before actually posting. Then just kinda go on from there.

What are your favorite kinks/tropes/pairing?

Kinks: uhhhhhhhh good question! I don’t really write smut so hmm;; can I say my kink is getting reviews/comments lmao. truthfully though I know my kinks but rather not say lol I don’t even write them so no one will ever know yay

Tropes: Are AUs a trope? I like AUs. Hanahaki is something I like but I haven’t written much on it sadly;; Dragon aus to! Thats also something I need to write more on. I guess most of my tropes are just...casual relationships? Idk how to explain but like just a kiss or hand holding or stuff like that? Slice of life, oneshots.

Pairing: Hello I will forever write about afufubu & hiromido in the ina11 fandom. probably. but also I’m in love with pawnshipping from yugioh arc-v, idolshipping from yugioh gx, tendershipping and memoryshipping from the original yugioh, foilshipping and hellshark from zexal! I latch onto other ships from other series but will I ever write for them? Depends if I get inspired or something. A while back I used to do crowluke from professor layton and there were some pokemon ships to but inspiration comes and goes.

Do you have a favorite fic of yours?

Ribbon (Ina11 FFN || AO3): This was my first afufubu fic/oneshot and it means a lot to me! I’m pretty sure there are errors and junk there but,,,its cute and I really like it,,,I have no other reason than just that lmao

Playing the Pawn (yugioh arc-v FFN || AO3): I still think about this one shot to this day and like damn did I really write this? Like theres a whole world I could expand on here and I kinda want to but /lies down how to do so. Anyway! It was a fun exploration on pawnshipping and poking at this...world I created (I don’t even know what to call this au my dudes) but god this was so fun to write.

No one would miss me (yugioh zexal FFN || AO3): Another oneshot but I kinda like how I wrote this one? I just remember writing in like an odd way maybe because (as my author note apparently says) I wrote it in 2 hours and was just going with slightly different...wording? syntax? I dunno. It also kinda looks into Vector’s head. Apparently he’s the one I focus on for foilshipping-ish fics so thats fun.

Your fic with the most kudos?

GOD would you believe my fics with most kudos are the only ndrv3 fics I’ve written and it was while the game was out for like 2-3 days in Japan shfehwpa. ANYWAY there’s Question with 114 kudos & Be My Robot with 99 kudos. Both are kiibouma fics.

Anything you don’t like about your writing?

laughs everything

sometimes I feel like I get repetitive with...words in fics. maybe its just me but sometimes I’m like??? didn’t I already write this??? and I can’t tell if I have or haven’t and boy do I get worried and have to take a moment and think.

also I’m not like,,,descriptive enough? like I know thats my weak point and it bothers the hell out of me but,,,man I can’t go into descriptions for the life of me they always feel like shit and HMMMMM. I know I don’t have to aim for fancy prose descriptions but they never feel,,,right when I do them.

Now something you do like about your writing?

UM I’m not sure how to answer this one;; I could say characterization? At least since I’ve been told I’m pretty spot on with that more than once! 

I guess I could say...the stories themselves? I don’t really know how to say this but like...I actually forget what I write sometimes (I’ve look at my fic list and I swear there are like 3 fics I forgot I ever created okay) and on the rare occasion I decide to pick one and read it again. And like, as a reader I enjoy them? You could argue cuz ‘yeah ya big dummy you wrote them so of course you’re going to like them!’ and that does count cause hey! its a fic about a ship/something I’m interested in. But I enjoyed reading it (which is really surprising for me) and it makes me think if I could enjoy reading my own stuff maybe someone else does to. I hope that made sense ahh;;;  

Tagging: I have no idea who writes on here who hasn’t been tagged so uhhhh if you think this is interesting to answer then go ahead and do it! finger guns

[mega-aggron]

ask meme 1-140

i almost forgot to throw this under a read more oops

3 Fearsinsignificance, being a burden, violence

3 things I lovepokemon, friends, nice shades of blue

2 turns ongood hugger, beard

2 turns offsmoking/drugs, aggression

My best frienddon’t really have One but the ol grunge contrast boys and the dcc + jared and me squad are all v important to me

Sexual orientationjust like… so fucking gay dude

How tall am I6′3″ / 190cm

What do I miss right nowa lot of my friends have moved out for the summer

Favourite colorturquoise / teal

Do I have a crushnot like… super consciously……. but i think i’m still working through some subconscious stuff……………..

Favourite placetough one. idk i’m good pretty much anywhere my friends are. if food’s there it’s also a plus

What am I listening to right nowmake it happen - john splithoff

Shoe sizesame as the number of this question

Eye colorblue

Hair colorbrownish blond naturally, front top is currently a faded green / bleach blond (i need to redye…. i’m not too huge a fan of the bleach blond look but others seem to like it on me)

Meaning behind my URLbig ol’ pokeboy

Favourite songall time is a tough one, my usual answer is bandages by hey rosetta! but i’m also super partial to lorde’s hard feelings / loveless and paramore’s last hope among others

Favourite bandtop 3: paramore, chvrches, hey rosetta!

How I feel right nowkinda wistful. just got back from 16 days of travel with some of my closest friends and it’s been a noticeable change in tone coming back to this coast and reacclimating to not being surrounded by friends for literally every waking moment.

Someone I lovemy mom? is that a cop out answer

My current relationship statussingle as ever

My relationship with my parentsmom and stepdad a+, dad irrelevant

Favourite seasoni usually answer summer bc it has my birthday and i was always off of school but i think i have a new fondness for spring

Tattoos and piercing i havenone

Tattoos and piercing i wantnot sure yet. probably no piercings but maybe some song lyric or video game related tattoos

The reasons I joined Tumblra friend was like “you seem like a tumblr person” so i got one but then i asked to follow her and she said she actually didn’t have one so i got stuck in this eternal sinkhole

Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?i did like once when i was talking to a guy from tinder like a year and a half ago but then he ghosted me lmao

Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?it’s my sibling so like yes in a “love you, take care” goodbye way but not in the manner this question was supposed to be answered

How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?if i’m showering like 45 minutes, otherwise as little as 10

Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?nope

Where am I right now?back in my apartment after two weeks on the west coast and two days at my parents’ home

Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?reasonable i guess? gotta protect those ears man, hearing loss is no joke

Do I live with my Mom and Dad?nope. haven’t since summer before junior year

Am I excited for anything?just visited a whole bunch of apartments today and i filled out an intent to lease form for one of them so that’s exciting

Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?idk? at some points in my life i have but at this point i don’t really tell everything everything to like… anyone lol

How often do I wear a fake smile?[paramore’s fake happy playing in the distance]

If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?sara bareilles? the mcelboys? idk

What do I think about most?usually i don’t have one specific thing i think about a lot. as of late one of them has been….. trying to sort through some Gay Emotions re: stopping myself from falling for a straight friend again and trying to break that cycle and i think i’ve finally done it [lmao expect a /tagged/personal post sometime soon]

Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?depends. i get that Sweet Validation from being in front of it but i also really value behind the scenes work

What was the last lie I told?i couldn’t tell ya. haven’t had to tell one recently

Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?if it’s with friends i’m fine with either? theres always something nice about seeing someone’s face but it’s not necessarily an all-the-time thing

Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?ghosts: not reallyaliens: hell yeah

Do I believe in magic?in a young girl’s heart?(nah but showmanship is a hell of a skill)

Do I believe in luck?nah

What’s the weather like right now?it’s dark and i’m not opening my windowit’ll probably be 94 degrees by the time i post this after i sleep and wake up to finish more questions

What was the last book I’ve read?my brother’s husband by gengoroh tagame! just some good gay content that i found in portland at a giant bookstore that i recognized from tumblr. can’t wait for volume 2 to come out in september

Do I have any nicknames?friends sometimes call me 7, and i get called steve occasionally and really dislike it

Do I spend money or save it?mostly save. though i kinda splurged on this travel trip because it’s the last time i’m gonna be able to do something like this for quite a while.

Can I touch my nose with a tounge?no i’m apparently medically tongue tied so i can’t stick my tongue out that far

Favourite animal?i really like sea otters! also elephants and chinchillas and dogs

What was I doing last night at 12 AM?being jet lagged

What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?nsp’s cover of everybody wants to rule the world

What is my favorite word?idk i have a list of cool sounding words on my phonedynamo is the first one on that list so i’ll roll with that

My top 5 blogs on tumblrah

If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?just fuckin.... have empathy once in a while

Do I have any relatives in jail?i don’t think so? i think my dad might’ve been in/out of jail at some point bc he never pays child support but i haven’t talked to him in years so idk

What is my current desktop picture?(attached at the bottom of this post)

Had sex?no

Bought condoms?no they just gave them out for free at college and then i don’t have a use for them

Gotten pregnant?that seems.... difficult

Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?not that i can recall

Had job?yeah, a few over my college years and now a more permanent one coming up

Smoked weed?no and i don’t plan on it

Smoked cigarettes?no and i don’t plan on it

Drank alcohol?yep

Am I a vegetarian/vegan?nope

Been overweight?uh i was a super “chunky” baby as i am often told

Been underweight?i think i’ve teetered on that line a few times esp. as i was hitting growth spurts but i’m past that now

Gotten my heart broken?yeah quite a few timesnot in like the “relationship that went south” way but just falling for straight guys over and over and the inevitability of what that comes with

Been to prom?yeah it was fun

Been in airplane?tons. i’ve been on 5 in the past 2 weeks

Learned another language?i learned a fair bit of chinese in middle/high school. still retain more of it than i expected to. tried learning korean on duolingo for a bit but i don’t think that course is quite there yet on the platform

Wore make up?not that i recall? unless like facepaint counts

Dyed my hair?plenty! probably gonna do it again soon

Had a surgery?i had my wisdom teeth taken out, i think that’s about it

Met someone famous?winston and i met mat kearney before a concert in march so that was cool

Stalked someone on a social network?it’s easier than you’d think

Been fishing?yes but not in the past like 10 years

Been rejected by a crush?every time babey

What do I want for birthday?UHHHHHHHH wowzers idk. new apartment furnishings maybe?

Do I like my handwriting?it’s ok! not my fave i’ve seen but still good

Where do I want to live when older?dunno yet! probably a big city of some sort but likely not nyc or la

Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?not in recent memory anyway. 

What I’m really bad atwidowmaker

What my greatest achievments arewinning hackmit probably? also i graduated so that’s fun

The meanest thing somebody has ever said to menot today, satan

What I’d do if I won in a lotteryinvest, donate, splurge

What do I like about myselfi like to think that i’m friendly? and pretty good at avoiding conflict

My closest Tumblr friendgrunge contrast bois

Any question you’d like??

Are you outgoing or shy?shy for the most part around people i don’t know. occasional bursts of outgoing if i need to meet people but that’s few and far between

What kind of people are you attracted to?people who make me laugh and look like they give good hugs. bonus for beards and being bigger than me.

Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?probs not but who knows! i’m open to the possibility but not exactly looking right now so odds are low i guess

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?depends on who with? but also i just like... can’t contribute much beyond theorycrafting lmao

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?noa and i had a p deep talk driving from mt. hood to multnomah falls

What does the most recent text that you sent say?“uh slateport city”

What are your 5 favorite songs right now?as of late i’ve listened to a lot of sophie by the altogether, somebody else by the 1975, 200% by akdong musician, happy pills by norah jones, and swag午覺 by outlander

Do you like it when people play with your hair?i guess i don’t really mind it? but it’s not something i think about often

Do you think there is life on other planets?hopefully!! i just think that’s a super cool concept and the statistical likeliness of it is so high

Do you like bubble baths?have not had one in like 13 years but i imagine they’d still be just as nice

Do you like your neighbors?yeah they’re like my best friends

Where would you like to travel?japan (likely tokyo) and dubai (once they make being gay not prison-worthy and uhhhhh stop exploiting basically slave labor thanks)

Favorite part of your daily routine?i like just aimlessly browsing the web and pursuing what interests me

What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?my frame i guess. i just don’t like being so thin but thems the bones i’ve got

What do you do when you wake up?wait until the last possible second before getting out of bed and dressed

Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?idk??? i think i’m fine rn but i guess i wouldn’t mind a bit darker or like... at least the ability to tan instead of burn lmao

Do you ever want to get married?i think so!

If your hair long enough for a pony tail?some parts of it are surprisingly long but since my sides/back are short it’s not conducive to a ponytail. not that i’d really want that anyway

Would you rather live without TV or music?tv easily

Have you ever liked someone and never told them?it’s usually like... fall for someone who’s straight or otherwise unavailable, try to avoid feeling that way, fail, watch as feelings gradually become so overwhelming i get anxiety, tell said person, get rejectedexcept replace usually with alwaysso yeah i typically end up telling people i like them but it’s usually prefaced with “i know you can’t do anything about this but” and then ensuring we can still “just be friends”the cycle sucks but i figure it’s better to let someone know why i’ve been acting weird instead of just having them think i’m strange

What are your favorite stores to shop in?uniqlo for fashion, target for feeling a strange sense of comfort

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?i want to say yes but i also know i have very limited patience for people who show no remorse or do something extremely heinous

Do you smile at strangers?sometimes i do a small grin just so i don’t look like i’m glaring (thanks resting bitch face)

Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?i don’t think so???

Ever wished you were someone else?transiently i guess? 

Favourite makeup brand?don’t use it

Last thing you ate?cheeky nando’s with the fam for dinner last night

Ever won a competition? For what?i won hackmit with a few friends for doing a cool coding thing! and a battle of the bands with the hip hop orchestra to open for lil dicky and t-pain. also i won a beauty pageant freshman year lmao

Ever been in love? i don’t think so. my usual interpretation of this is “reciprocated and romantic” which hasn’t happened yet

Facebook or Twitter?fb for messenger, twitter for content at this point

Twitter or Tumblr?tumblr i think, i just know the ins and outs here better than most other platforms

Are you watching tv right now?nope

What colour are your towels?gray or teal

Favourite ice cream flavour?vanilla is a good ol’ reliable. also a fan of moose tracks, cookie dough, mint chocolate chip, watermelon... the list is endless

First person you talked to today?line

Last person you talked to today?line (it’s like the only text i’ve sent since i woke up two hours ago)

Name a person you hate?tr*mp

Name a person you love?deja vu?

Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?see 127

Do you tan a lot?NO I BURN

Have any pets?parents have a dog named zoe and i love her. i don’t own any myself

Do you type fast?i can? but i’m often laying on my side only using one hand to type so oops

Do you regret anything from your past?i dunno... a lot of the mistakes i’ve made help me get here today. so i’m not too worried.

Ever broken someone’s heart?not that i’m aware of. i’ve rejected a couple people before but that’s about it

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?yes.

Is cheating ever okay?no. though i used to think it was like 8000% unforgiveable like you cheat once, i cut you out of my life, but i saw an interesting video exploring why people cheat and possible ways to fix a relationship after an affair which helped change my thinking. it’s still a WILDLY super shitty thing to do and i would never, but it’s not a final nail in the coffin to me any more. but still an EXTREMELY quick way to shatter trust

Do you believe in true love?not like a fairy tale, but i do believe that you can reach a point of pure trust and love and support with a partner

What your zodiac sign?leo

Do you believe in ghosts?deja vu pt. two electric boogalooi don’t think so

Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?“Dad! Dad, are you listening?!”(followed by “They put tempura in sushi in Canada!”) from my brother’s husbandand here’s the image of my desktop bg, sorry for the black borders idk what’s up with that

[ao3feed-bemorechill]

hey there mr blue, were so pleased to be with you

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2JBuNC5

by Pinktoria

mr blue you did it right, but soon comes mr night bad end. i recommend reading the other two works in this series to understand this one.

 “Why are we even here?” Jeremy asked unhappily. He stepped up onto the porch as the Squip led him along, blinking when they turned and sneered at him before motioning for him to ring the doorbell.

[Because, Jeremy. You’ve been ascending the ladder of popularity at a slower rate.] They told him, giving him a onceover. [Nearly 45% slower than when we started. We cannot allow that to happen. If you’re going to be popular, you need to keep your reputation up.]

“If you say so,” He mumbled, and stepped forward to press his finger against the rubbery doorbell button.

Words: 7189, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 3 of good end/bad end

Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Jeremy Heere, Michael Mell, 2 ocs so far, some gals from the book, The SQUIP, rich is mentioned but not there (yet)

Relationships: Jeremy Heere/Michael Mell

Additional Tags: Attempted Rape/Non-Con, Emotional Manipulation, this isnt the party that was mentioned in only everyone can judge me, Vomiting, Underage Drinking, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, jeremy hurt him fot.., Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Basically, Mountain Dew Red, mentions of michael in the bathroom, MICHAEL IN THE BATHROOM AT A HOE DOWN, its not actually The michael in the bathroom. its just a parallel, but they talk about mihcael in the bathroom, Not Canon Compliant, Video Game Endings, Bad end, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Unresolved Emotional Tension, uhhhhhhhh idk how else to tag this so ig ill die, tell me if theres anything else you think needs tagged and well. ill tag it, boyf riends is endgame but. hmmm.

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2JBuNC5

[creaturebloom]

i got tagged by the darling scarlett @sqvalors for like this ask meme thing !

fictional characters you relate to? uhhhhhhhhhhhh. fuck. i think #1 is dipper pines like hands down and then also remus ??? it always comes back to remus doesn’t it ............

book you can read over and over without getting tired of?

oh my god i don’t know. i feel like i haven’t read a book in one thousand years. which is a real shame bc like ?????/ i recently got a lot of new books and they’re just uhhhhh sitting there.

what’s your favorite comfort show/movie?

rn it’s definitely rewatching Chuck, but also any episode of The Joy of Painting, and alsooooo uhhhhhh Cheers. like i watched the entire series of cheers on netflix when my anxiety was at an all time high and i was still trying to force thru it and go to school lmfao a Mistake™ but Cheers was there for me

which fictional character are you most defensive over?

idk anymore tbh ????? back in boomslangies days it was deffo peter but i mean. idk i still have a lot of Feelings abt him and how interesting his story could have truly been but like. idk at this point hp is literally no longer anything i care about lmfao thanks jkr for both creating and ruining the series that shaped my entire childhood !!

show you fell out of love with?

dang definitely supernatural. also oitnb !!! scarlett we’re on such a wavelength w/ these holy shit. uhhh what else tho ??? doctor who, once moffat took over. like that was. rough.

show you’re most excited for?

oh !!!! a friend of mine and i are gonna watch this new PBS show called We’ll Meet Again and it’s abt like ppl that met when they were children or at some point in their lives that greatly impacted their entire life and for whatever reason fell out of contact and are now !! getting back into contact on the show !!!!

also im v excited for westworld s2 (which should come out this year i mean i hope)

what’s your aesthetic?

uhhhhhhhhh. bones. skeletons. cloaks. secrecy. candlelight in the woods. u know normal stuff.

favorite fanfic tropes?

oh god definitely fake dating. i’ll take that to my grave. soulmates / destined whatever / red thread shit like i will eat that up. friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, lovers to enemies. uhhhhhhhh. dang that’s all i can think of tbh. im a simple skeleton with simple needs.

tagging

literally anyone that wants to do this would be neat so please tag me if u do !!!

[sambashua]

you've been tagged! ship your mutuals with ANY kpop idol YOU think they'd be compatible with and state why for more fun. ✨💜

bITCH this is so hard omg KOLBOOOO…aye imma be super extra and add gifs

okay first for you kelby! i’d definitely ship you with seungcheol! LISTEN THO you’d be so dang cute together like you both seem a bit reserved at first but you guys are all kinds of weird when you get to know someone! in THE CUTEST WAY EVER THO you are both just precious sunshines of fluffy goodness lbr

@strawberryboo​ EM I SHIP YOU WITH UHHHHHHHH BRIAN BYE DON’T KILL ME i definitely think you and boo would win couple of the year but i wanna mix it up bc you and youngk??? like what a steamy couple first off(EW WHY WOULD I SAY STEAMY SO MUCH REGRET) nvm y’all would be that soft nd smart couple. i feel like he’s an anime ho tbh… like he’s that guy who’d 100% get so into things so easily so whatever you like he’d be like yO OMG THIS IS?? THE BEST??? and then he takes over your obsession like w shows or books or manga ya feel?? i’m ajfhdgjj you’d be cute af

@s-lay-ing​ clouddddd i also ship con salud y felicidad bye cloud doesn’t need a man but if i were to ship you w anyoneee it’d be jeonghan! just bc i feel like he’d treat you right? he’s kinda tough love but also a nurturer so if you get sick he will care for you:)

@haospooky​ hello bitch it me ya boi i ship you w joshua lmaoooooooo jk (i’m still not over that first betrayal tho ya ho) mmmmm i ship you w jaehwan… this is so out there lol but???? you both have no fucking chill and can be so loud?? also you both have that aura where people lowkey avoid you but then they get to know you and they’re like “wow you one crazy mofo but i love you??” um yeah 1000/10 ship like you’re both clingy as hell you’d have a good time and you’re both messy as fffff omg the more i think the more you guys are actually the same person omg

@everyonesabiaswrecker​ CASSSSS I SHIP YOU W ME BC POWER COUPLE BUT ALSO YONGGUK THO???? okay listen if i was gonna say someone from sf9 i was gonna say rowoon but for yongguk you guys would be actually so cute?? so soft?? (in this universe you definitely aren’t allergic to cats but i know you would for sure sacrifice your health anyway tho) bc???? omg you would be a cute lil couple and you just always look at videos of animals and he seems rlly domestic and you would make all those cute recipes you find and tol and smol and akjfhgadfkjsl it’s a thing that should happen

@honestlay​ EM EM EM EM WELL OFC I SHIP YOU W ALL YOUR BOYS BUT I GOTTA SAY YOU AND JIHOON ARE THE TRUEST SHIP bc ofc you both are soft, musically talented, adorable, smart, smol, amazing????? i can see you guys living in the house next to me nd wonu ofc and we can have our morning gossip over coffee (it needs to be a thing we gotta prove to ms moore) and you would be so cute and even tho he doesn’t like skinship he’d always hug you and be so sensitive bc he know how much you love it!!!! i’m so soft

@atshinee​ kit kat paddy wack i ofccccc ship w xochitl bc omg?? but if i had to choose an idol i’d choose jungkook:D you both are two of the most awk people ever so it’d be a struggle to function normally but how fricking cute?? AND YOU’RE SO HILARIOUS YOU’D MAKE HIM LAUGH SO MUCH YOU’D BE THE SUPER CUTE GIGGLY COUPLE FOR SURE 589749850/10 BUT I MEAN I LOVE YOU AND XOCH EVEN THO SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW ME LOL IT’S CHILL

@hoshi-ssi​ okay val if i didn’t?? say hosh??? idk who else in the universe i would say other than ????? no one bc you and soonyoung would make the most perfect pair???? you are both so cute and soft omg the best cheeks on you two i want to squish!! omg the amount of cuddles that would ensue??? so many i can’t fathom… you two would probably have the most adorable long chats abt anything like you’d never get bored of each other (bc i never get bored w you) and you’re just two adorable nerds and he’d be so supportive of your schooling and career and akjhgjkj i’m crying

[atethys]

Tagged by : @farseersfool and I could have sworn someone else tagged me in something similar recently, but I’ve poured through my notes and I cannot find it

Rules: answer the 20 questions, and tag 20 amazing followers that you’d like to get to know better.

Name: Sam

Nicknames: uh Ra for a while, but mostly just Sam

Zodiac sign : scorpio

Height : 5′5″

Orientation : queer af. uh agender and some kind of bi? transmasc though.

Ethnicity : white and Pakistani

Favourite Fruit : mango, but only the ones off the tree in my backyard. also I’m kind of allergic so that’s no fun :/

Favourite Season : summer I guess?

Favourite Book Series : hmm idk. I haven’t read a book series that’s piqued my interest for some time. I think the last one was Dune, but I never finished the series.

Favorite Flower: uhhhhhhhh

Favorite Scent : cooking/baking food. except the smell of deep frying things. or maybe fresh jasmine?

Favorite Colour : light blue

Favorite Animal : orcas!

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Cocoa : I put hot cocoa in my coffee to make it bearable and I p much only like mint tea, so hot cocoa I guess. all of them have their time and place

Average Sleep Hours: it used to be far less, but like 8 now

Favorite Fictional Characters: I’ve been thinking a lot lately about Grantaire from les mis, Dave Strider from HS, Nico D’Angelo from PJO, Jason Todd from DC, Zuko from ATLA, Mordin from ME, everyone from ME, Midna from LOZ:TP, Lightning from FF13, Sulu from Star Trek, this could really go on literally all day, but I’m gonna stop it here

Number of Blankets You Sleep With : preferably it will be warm enough to need none, but sometimes one is nice

Dream Trip : not that this isn’t something I’ve done before, but I love cruises! being out on the oceans is super great and also there is a lot of food

Blog Created : uh long ago, when too many people stopped being on lj, I came here to find more spirk content. 

okay so I looked through an uncomfortable number of email pages to find this answer, but 2011 is apparently when I made my blog, but I don’t think I used it for anything except lurking until a few years later.

Number of Followers: 472, but I believe that at least half of them are porn bots

Tagging: uhhhh I’m not tagging 20 people, but if u see this and wanna do this, def @ me so I can see

@nekromantorium @queerseth @galvelociraptor @silvermoondarksky @waffle-dolphin @laracroftsleftknee 

[leviismybitch]

I’ve been lazy with these things bc life but I decided to put my effort into them again because I miss being active on tumblr. So, hey, what’s up? Also hey this is hella late :’D

I was tagged by @mongoose-bite. Thank you cruncharoo :3

Always post the rules. Answer the questions asked, then write 11 new ones. Tag 11 people to answer your questions, as well as the person who tagged you.

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1. You can (safely) visit another planet in our solar system. Which one and why? 

Uhm, I... don’t know which one I’d visit tbh. A planet that can sustain human life? Maybe take a couple of friends with me and we could chill there to get away from bullshit? That’s a nice thought :’D

2. What are you looking forward to?

Well, currently? The weekly updates of Yuri on Ice because it’s kind of become my grounding. It’s got me hyped. Also I’m looking forward to ... some kpop stuff XD one of my favourite groups is promoting right now so they’re on a lot of variety shows and they have a lot of performances which are great to watch.

3. What do you dance to when no one is watching?

Upbeat, hard bass, body-rolling type of music. I usually dance in the mirror or around the apartment when no one is home. ... I just really hope none of my neighbours decided to window watch bc my dancing is anything but graceful haha :D If you want specific songs rn? Mostly kpop songs, Also Uptown Funk bc ofc. Uhhh also ABBA songs sometimes... and the PotC soundtrack :’D

4. What’s something about where you live that only a local would know?

Hrm. Idk I guess that we have a festival of culture (kind of, it’s actually hard to explain what it is) every year where people can go to artist corners and japanese workshops and i remember there being a kendo lesson one time and there’s also mini concerts and food stalls and ye it’s nice.

5. How’s that thing you’re working on going?

UHHHHHHHH y dis? ;o; it’s going very slowly and painfully. The WIP I’m currently working on doesn’t seem to be going anywhere but I’m trying to push on. I’ll make it work. It’s been ages since I’ve posted anything and it’s making me feel restless so I need to somehow break this endless circle of non-productivity :’D wish me luck haha

6. Have you ever had a food that you ate some much of you put yourself off it forever?

YES. Potatoes. I honestly do not like potatoes all too much because when I was a kid my grandpa liked to overfeed me with them so I just never really got over that. Now I occasionally eat mashed potatoes and very very rarely fries (from mcdonalds where they basically don’t even taste like potatoes but more like salt >.>) but not any other kind of potatoes. I just don’t like them at all. Rice is the bae for me.

7. What’s on your bedroom walls?

My guitar and four photo frames: a picture of smol me, a drawing I drew of Elsa, a grafitti painting I bought one time at the seaside of a horse in the moonlight (it’s very pretty), and a painting I did myself of my grandparents’ last puppy and kitty (I miss them). That’s basically it. Used to be posters, but, :’D

8. What do you wish had a fandom (or a bigger fandom)?

Huh, I dunno, I used to wish fandoms for anime I had just finished watching, but at the moment I feel like I’m mostly covered. So, yeah, currently nothing, but that’s liable to change :’D

9. What fictional organisation would you most want to work for?

To be honest, the only organisation I’d be willing to work in is any post-voldemort Wizarding organisation. Like, idk, maybe somewhere in the Ministry of Magic, or maybe at Hogwarts? If you can even count that as an organization? Dunno. But yes. I’d love to be able to do magic and work in a field for it!

10. Favourite pasta dish?

Spaghetti Bolognese :’D It’s a guilty pleasure.

11. What’s a trope guaranteed to make you love a character?

I’m trash for the most weird things tbh? And it doesn’t even make sense? Like, sometimes I love the asshole character(tm) but sometimes I don’t want to see a character like that at all. Sometimes I love the sunshine chars, sometimes I want that heavily tattooed char with a heart of gold, sometimes I want to see that grumpy char, etc. Idk. I just like well-written flawed-yet-still-lovable chars for the most part. IDK. I have weird preferences.

QUESTIONS:

1. What do you do when you can’t sleep?

2. What show/anime/movie/book etc. made you finally fall into the deep hole that is fandom?

3. What makes you hyped up and get things done?

4. What are some of your favourite singers/bands/groups?

5. What is your current show/anime/book etc. (choose one or many) that you’re watching/reading?

6. If you could give a hug to someone fictional, who would it be and why?

7. What is your favourite junk food/dessert?

8. What is your favourite thing of the town you live in?

9. That one song you always jam to?

10. Do you have that one trope you just can’t stop reading? If yes, which one is it?

11. If you were given a chance to master one language in a day, which one would it be and why?

I tag: @perksofbeingawaifu @erenbaegerr @monsoondownpour @pureren @raindrop-rouge @sugarplum-senpai @bfketh @ryukoishida @onewhositswiththeturtles @titanteeth @xenophonspeaks and anyone else that wants to do it ^^

[secret-reed900]

faq??

uhhhhhhhh hi i guess

q. who tf are you

a. secret!!!! all u need to know is she/her pronouns & over 18

ok fine that’s kinda dramatic my name is liz i guess

it’s a common name surely nothing can go wrong and no one i know will ever find me & this will stay a secret 5ever (rip)

q. why is this a secret tho

a. because i don’t want to get SHOVED INTO A LOCKER on my main?? no sorry rip it’s actually bc i spent MONTHS shit talking this ship on my main where everyone could hear me & now........i’m obsessed with it & i’m too proud to own up to my sins :( part of me is still like “this is absolutely irredeemable garbage & this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me??” god fuck detroit isn’t even that good of a game, david cage can’t even write, i hate this, what did i do to deserve this, why do i love this enough to make a whole secret sideblog for it,

q. do you tag for anything

a. yah i (try to, i’m not perfect) warn for nsfw, blood, and death in visual media, for fics i trust the authors to take care of their own content warnings (mostly bc i'm lazy). for navigation purposes i tag stuff as art, fic, graphics (gifs/still/manips) or misc (cosplay headcanons shitposts w/e idk yet it’s good to cover ur bases) and then i tag the characters that are in it too so like rk900, gavin, tina, hank, connor, w/e. also i have a fav tag and a cats tag bc, like, obviously you just need a tag for cats? if you want me to tag anything else for warning or navigation stuff u can always send me a message i don’t mind. i wanna make ~*~Friends~*~

q. is it ok to reblog/follow/etc if this blog is supposed to be a secret

absolutely pls do 

q. what name do u like best for rk900

a. richard as a formal name but nine(s) as a nickname :’)

q. gavin?? cats???

a. YAH!! THAT’S THE STUFF!!!!!

q. do u think rk900 has a dick

i’m torn?? under one hand  i’m pretty sure there’s no way amanda equipped that dude with a disco stick bc he just doesn’t need one to do what he was designed to do but under the other i do love me a good old-fashioned garbage couple with Sexual Tension™ so like my answer is a v neutral “nah but i don’t mind if other people do”

q. what’s gavin’s damage

he tries to go thru life pretending he’s a top when everyone knows good & damn well he’s a bottom

q. do u like/post any other ships

y es i do strongly love other ships but not any other involving connor & related characters so dw about your notp showing up on this blog or anything lol (sorry hankcon friends)

q. hey like aren't you lonely. isn't this so lonely, keeping this terrible secret inside of your soul. aren't you like absolutely going mad with the sheer devastating isolation of it all. don't you want to be free from your shame

a. hello??? why do u think i made this blog?? oh god yes i am so lonely yes i want more detroit friends yes please come talk to me about the horrible robot game my messages are on anon is on i have a discord

just for the love of robot jesus don't tell anybody i know that i'm here