#uh yeah anyhow don't mind me lol just ranting about nothing here

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I need to make some fucked up, disturbing, kinda angry yet also extremely moving and relatable art

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rant about dealing with endings.

(c) Kishimoto Masashi (Naruto)

It's Feb 24..and I have a LOT of things to do. Yesterday..i didn't feel good, so i didn't get to do ANYTHING.

[plus the fact i was in my obsession phase at the time as well…]

ANYHOW. i know i should be doing something now.. but i feel lazy this time. but i'll do it anyway ^^

i've pushed off music for now because i have a LOT of things to do…

however, next week… rest assured, i will play the piano again.

uh..err.. before i go.. manga rant? ..haven't had those in a while…lol..just kidding… now i know why a part of me hates vacation. WHY? because i use the wasted time to do something unproductive..like READING MANGAS.

this president's week. due to my extreme boredooooom. yes. bored-doom..coz i always end up doom at some point during my times of extreme boredom… i figured i'd go read mangas of animes i've watched/liked since i was little..

i chose ruroken this time.. rurouni kenshin, i mean. like what i felt during the end of reading the manga Flame of Recca during the summer…. i really don't know what to make of it.

i guess i'm just not good at dealing with endings. it's true. i really don't know how to deal with them. sure they say endings are just beginnings of other things. BUT STILL…grrrrrrrrrrrr

for example..HARRY POTTER.

6 months before the final book came out. i distanced myself from anything Harry Potter. i didn't even THINK of Harry Potter at all. i completely blanked it off my mind.

and what happened after the 7th book came out?

i didn't even touch the book after reading it? that was the last time i ever touched that book.

it's sitting on the bookshelf now. not doing anything.. gathering dust.

then the movie came. i was so un-enthusiastic about seeing it… but since my friends wanted me to see it with them..i did

i liked the movie..it was okay.

…and that was the end of my harry potter…obsession? not even...just...a liking, really.

same goes with manga endings. anime endings aren't so bad.. coz they tend to leave the end very vague.

manga though.. are the original storylines of the animes..so.. u can pretty much say the end of the manga is the end of the story.

My issues with endings isn't only through fiction as well. Same goes for real life situations.

A.K.A. ...the impending end of high school [thank god..after SIX years..FINALLY…lol]

anyhow. so yeah. i HATE thinking of anything that has anything to do with the word "COLLEGE"

i hate it. i hate it. i just hate it.

..i think i'm afraid of changes. yeah..probably.

i'm a pretty laid back person. so changes are too TROUBLESOME for me...for lack of a better word.

but. I'll live. ^_^

THE MANGA RANT: …skip if u want lol eh. ok. Ruroken: so much better than the anime. sadder. funnier. more awesome. BUT…. much more troublesome too! >< ..REALLY don't know what to think of it.

so. Naruto and BLEACH.. nothing much to catch my eye..nothing enough for a rant. lol…

Vampire Knight. so..it's the 24th so LALA magazine has been published. so. comment about VK?

ZERO!! YUUKI!! YOU IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

…lol..so u pretty much know i'm a Yuuki/Zero shipper.

so. again. 24th of the month. LALA magazine. if so. WHERE IS MY OURAN 59!!! T_T

they're published by the same magazine. so. really. where is it.

…oh. and Kin'iro no Corda [La Corda d'Oro] is also published by LALA… but i haven't caught up yet to the current.

…i don't think i will for a while either. i have too much things to do.. like i said. so.

hn. so..that's my rant.

i'll add to this rant when i get my monthly dose of Ouran 59.

it should be here by later today... or tomorrow.

later………..

WHAT IS IN MY MIND:

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