#ughvhd sometimes i dont know if something is actually fucked or its my brain making things kaiju sized
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Oh god they're gone they're actually gone
Q!Philza is gone
Chayanne and Tallulah are gone.
I'm glad they're together but they're still gone
:(
Everyone is gone. All the eggs.. the sweet little guys are.. just not there anymore. I feel like this is the end. It's all ending and crumbling and it's so sad because I still care so much. Theyve been such a comfort family to me and I know it isnt real, they're characters played by people acting. But for 4-5 hours every VOD I got to be in the POV of a family that really love each other. They were silly and listened to each other and gave up a lot for eachother. They would do anything to keep eachother safe, our brave little warriors with Technoblade watching over them. And then that happy little family got a happily ever after together into the unknown.
But I'm still here.
It's not any of their faults, it's no ones fault at all. I'm always sad when people have to leave, I fear they're also leaving me behind too. And when they say they'll be back I wait for them. I wait and wait and grow so so tired of waiting for something, but nothing. (Tallulah just like me fr damn) Then I meet other people and I'm so sure this time they wont have to go.
I hope they think to take me with them if they do, like Chayanne and Tallulah.
#this sounds super dramatic#yea i know it does#my brains kinda wired with#dramatic the disorder#ill call it that#yknow i saw in my med report that i was overly dramatic#i dont disagree i feel like things are bigger than they actually are#ughvhd sometimes i dont know if something is actually fucked or its my brain making things kaiju sized#this sucks and im sad |:(#im gonna cry and journal some shit#crowmancerx#goodbye qsmp#goodbye chayanne#goodbye tallulah#goodbye q!Philza#i had a lot of fun at least#long vent#vent post#vent#oh god please skip this post it sux
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