#ugh. whatever ill see my counselor Monday and she'll tell me to chill the fuck out abt this. bc im being insane abt it
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#me @ birth control: u were supposed to bring balance to my moods not leave me in darkness!#whats worse? rocketing around with volatile moods feeling insane nearly all the time but sometimes in a fun way? or feeling level headed but#depressed enough at u dont give a fuck abt anything?#i say the latter so i should probably stop taking it. i cant handle the bloating or the depression. assuming i wasnt already on track to#feel like this bc it started before i was on the pill but it hasnt let up. but if u have a predisposition to mood issues or adhd u r more#likely to have depressive side effects. hod dammit. i need something that causes side effects in either ppl with bipolar or adhd so i can#disentangle myself from this mess. ugh. not that it even matter. im just treating this like an experiment with a sample size of 1#the disadvantage of having an obsessive analytical mind: treating yourself like a test Subject#ugh. whatever ill see my counselor Monday and she'll tell me to chill the fuck out abt this. bc im being insane abt it#unrelated#genuinely tho im procrastinating rn for a class i have in an hour. that is very very very unlike me. im usually a: ill have it donr 2 days#ahead sort of person. bc im an anxious freak but now im just tired.
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