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messedupfan · 1 year ago

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Benefits of Car Troubles | 7

Summary: Y/n and Leigh go house hunting. The Shaws meet Y/n's father. And Leigh and Y/n decide to test run what it would be to live with each other

A/N: Heeeellloooo!! So, at this point I'm going to have to make a chapters page for this. UGGHH!! But anyway. Hope y'all enjoy. Also Imma do a poll for this story so be on the look out!

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“Here is the master bedroom,” the real estate agent says as he leads you and Leigh through the house. It is much bigger than either of your current rooms. Even with it fully furnished. “I noticed that you are expecting so let me show you the nursery room that we have set up.” He draws the attention over to a room a little ways down the hall to show off the staged nursery. It's meant for a little girl which you and Leigh are almost positive that it's what she's carrying but the room makes you want to have a little girl someday.

“This is so beautiful,” Leigh says with tears in her eyes as she imagines a smiling baby lying in the crib. She can see them having your eyes and her nose as they hold their little feet in the air and reach out to her with their tiny hands. She can't believe that image has the potential of being real. When Matt had told her his stance on children, she thought she would never get to experience her own children. She thought she was going to have to pretend to be a happy aunt when it happened for others. She hopes whoever he's with now doesn't want children. She hopes that he doesn't take that away from someone again. There are plenty of women that don't want to have kids, he told her in an argument once. Why are you making me out to be a villain? He'd asked when she posed the question why he waited until a year into their marriage to reveal this detail. I just want you! He had said when she told him that he could have been with anyone else.

“Leigh,” you call softly as you wrap your body around her from behind. She melts against your chest. “What’s on your mind?” You lean down and rest your chin on her shoulder.

“I’m just really grateful for you,” she says as she rubs your arms. You ask her why with a slight amusement, surprised about her sudden words of gratitude. “For making my dreams come true,” she admits as she leans back to catch your lips. The sweet kiss is interrupted by your phone going off to your ringtone for your father.

“I’m sorry baby, I have to answer this,” you say as you pull away. “He probably just wants to make sure that we’re going to be there for dinner.”

“Y/n, it’s okay to talk to your dad,” she says with a small laugh and you shake your head confused as to why you were so flustered about answering a phone call from your own father.

“Right,” you say as you answer the call. While you walk off to talk to him privately, Leigh continues to walk around the home, imagining the two of you making it your own. At the other houses that the two of you toured throughout the week, they didn’t feel right. They were lovely homes but they didn’t feel like her home. However, this one she can see it all happening here. You chasing the kids down the hall just for fun. Her baking cookies from scratch with them in the kitchen. Catching the baby in her belly trying to sneak out of the house when he’s older and grounded. Having family movie nights in the living room. Playing board games on the dining table. She can see it all.

“What do you think about the house?” The realtor startles her in the dining room and he apologizes.

“It’s okay, I’m just lost in my head. I love it, but I’m going to discuss it with my partner before I say anything else,” she says, being cautious of the agent's sales tactics. He nods once and starts to give the age old speech of how it’s a popular house and that there are many offers already placed on it and Leigh nods along pretending to be concerned. She has done her research on each property and this one has been on the market for five years and has gone down in prices in the last couple of years. Standing in it she can’t imagine why it hasn’t sold, there wasn’t anything wrong with it that she could see and to her knowledge no one was murdered in it.

You find Leigh when you’ve hung up and you listen to the real estate agent’s pitch as well. “I’ll keep that in mind and be in touch with you soon. But we have to go,” you take Leigh’s hand, “My dad wants us there a bit early for dinner. It was a pleasure to meet you and hopefully we’ll see you again soon.” You drop her off at her house to get ready so that you can grab something nice for yourself from your place. Then you return to her house to pick up Leigh and her family. Jules is coming along and you worry about what her behavior might be through the night as you warned your dad about her current condition. He swore to have all of his liquor locked up and you trust that he would but you worry that Jules might lose it without having a beverage or two.

Arriving at your dad’s house, everyone is impressed with the size of the home and you feel a little embarrassed. “This is where you grew up?” Jules rolls down her widow to stick her head out.

“No, I never live here. My dad got this a few years ago. The house I grew up in is closer to where I live now,” you explain as you find a spot in the large driveway to park. You look over at Leigh whose eyes are wide with fear. “You okay?” You ask as you take her hand in yours and begin to rub your thumb into her palm.

“He is going to think I did this for money,” Leigh states. You shake your head as you try to tell her that’s not true. “How much does he know?” She looks at you alarmed. You had told her that you told your dad a version of how the two of you got together to make her feel better about meeting him. But that wasn’t true.

You sigh as you admit, “I told him everything. Trust me, this isn’t going to go bad. He isn’t judgemental. He just wants to be included in this family.”

Leigh nods as she starts to calm herself down. “Okay,” she says, “Okay, let's go before I lose it.” She spins in her seat to face her mom and sister, “The both of you better be on your best behavior.”

Amy takes her daughter's hand and reassures her that everything is going to be okay. Leigh is nervous the entire walk to the door and you do your best to calm her but with the added hormonal imbalance that comes with pregnancy, it’s not an easy task. Your father greets everyone at the door with warm hugs as he invites them in. You compliment the house that you’ve only been to a handful of times since he purchased it.

He offers to do a tour as dinner is being prepared and as you’re about to reject the offer, Leigh accepts and stays close to your father. She doesn’t know how she is going to get this man to see her as someone that loves you for you but she is certainly going to try her best.

As your father shows everyone around the house he is certain to mention that it’s a house meant for family and that he hosts great holiday parties for all of the major holidays and that the Shaw family is welcome to join. “If you don’t mind my asking and please excuse my phrasing but do you have a father that you are in touch with?” Your dad asks Leigh who is continuously surprised by the man's politeness. As soon as she saw the house she was preparing herself for a narcissistic, judgmental, snob. But your father has so far presented himself as the exact opposite.

“Yeah, I do,” Leigh says, “He’s been a great support in this, I can’t believe I completely forgot to invite him to this.”

“It’s no worries, another time,” your father says with a smile. “He and whoever is important to him are welcomed here as well. My child isn’t always good at including people in their lives,” he leans close, “he gets that from his mother. But I am happy to extend the invitation.”

You try not to think about the comment about your mother too much. You haven’t seen her since you were twelve years old. But even before that it was still just you and your dad. You haven't opened up about your mom to Leigh yet. She gives you a look of concern and you shrug it off as the tour continues. After seeing every room and amenity in the home your father is informed that dinner is ready and he ends the tour in the extravagant dining room. This house could fit the one you viewed today about fifty times and there’d still be room. You never understood the need to have a house so big. Especially for one person.

“Oh my,” Leigh’s mouth waters at the meals displayed on the table.

“I know how bad pregnancy can be sometimes, Y/n’s mother could hardly enjoy anything when she was pregnant so I asked Y/n about all of your trigger foods and all of your cravings. I hope they’ve been paying attention because if you have to run out of here, I’m not above grounding them,” your father jokes to Leigh.

She is shaking her head with tears in her eyes, “No, it’s perfect.” Everyone sits down to enjoy the meal together. Your father shares stories about memories the two of you shared together and Amy does the same for Leigh. Jules keeps quiet because all she can think about is embarrassing moments and how bad she wants a drink. The night goes well and when it’s over, Leigh is being sent home with more leftovers than she knows what to do with. Your dad gets the Shaw girls to promise to visit and Amy offers to host him next weekend. He enthusiastically accepts the invitation.

On the way to the Shaw residence Amy and Leigh are asking about what meals your father likes and you assure them that you will handle the meal for them. “So why didn't you tell us that you were rich?” Jules asks.

You laugh, “Your sister thought it was a pick up line so I didn't correct her.” Leigh rolls her eyes and tells Jules that it's not true over her shoulder. “Nah, I'm kidding. It's really not my money. It's my dad's. I don't make or have nearly as much money as he does.” You explain. “But, I do well for myself. Leigh and the baby will be taken care of,” you hold Leigh's hand in yours and she leans over and kisses you on the cheek.

“What did you think about the house we saw today?” Leigh asks as she folds a shirt that she puts in a suitcase. She wants to trial run living together without her family around and without all of the comforts that she is used to.

“I loved it, I think we should put in an offer,” you say as you set your phone down to give her your full attention. “It was weird, I could really see us living there,” you admit. “And it's more bedrooms than we need right now so you know what that means,” you wink at her as you bite your lip.

Leigh shakes her head with a laugh, “Slow down. Let’s see how we are with one kid first.” You agree with her and continue to watch her pack her things. “I really liked it too by the way.” You hum in question of what she is talking about. “The house. I think we should put in an offer. Well, you should. I don’t think I can yet because Matt is dragging this divorce out.”

“Does he know about everything?” You ask slowly just in case the question upsets her.

“Yeah, unfortunately Estelle told him everything and so he has this lawyer trying to screw me over in the divorce,” she says with a frown.

“If you need a better lawyer, Teddy’s brother is a pretty great one,” you suggest.

“Teddy has a brother?” Leigh says surprised.

You nod, “She has two brothers and a sister, all of them are a lot older than her so she wasn’t close with them when she was younger.”

“Wow, I don’t know why but I didn’t picture her as someone with siblings,” Leigh says, still shocked by the information. “But no, I wouldn’t feel right asking for favors from a girl I’ve barely met.”

“Well she owes me and he owes me too so it wouldn’t be wrong for me to call in some favors. Besides, she’s kind of part of my family and correct me if I'm wrong but you and I are building a family together.” You wait to see if she will correct you but she doesn’t and you smile. “Come on, we can set up a lunch and I won’t ask until after you meet them,” you try to convince Leigh to let you help her.

“Okay, I would like to get to know Teddy better,” Leigh says, feeling a little bit jealous that you are confident in calling some other woman your family, whereas it's still a question with her. Sometimes she wishes you'd just be more direct in what you wanted from her instead of tiptoeing around the subject. Sometimes she wishes that you would stop asking her for permission for everything. Sometimes she fantasies that you storm in one day, grab her by the waist, and claim her as yours.

But no, you continue to play it safe. “Leigh,” you call her name, causing her to look in your direction. “Something on your mind?”

She puts on a fake smile and shakes her head, “No, I'm just um… I'm just a little nervous about spending the week with you. It's a big step for us.”

You shrug a little confused by the statement and stand from the bed, “I think we've taken bigger steps.” You walk around the furniture and stand behind her, wrapping your arms around her middle.

Leigh snorts, “We didn't take that step, we were pushed into it.”

You smile and kiss the back of her neck, “I think there was a little bit more involved in that.”

Shivers race down Leigh's spine as she leans into your chest. “Not here,” she whispers as her body heats up from your touch. You continue to kiss her neck and lightly trail your fingers down her stomach and slowly bunch up her dress in order to slip your fingers in her underwear. Unfortunately, a knock on Leigh’s bedroom door has you jumping away from her. You quickly sit on the bed and cover your lap with one of her decorative pillows. Leigh takes a few breaths to cool down as she opens the door. “Jules, is everything okay?” She asks full of concern for her sister with tears coming down her face. You feel even more awkward now, but a little relieved that the tears have scared away the evidence of arousal.

“Yeah,” she sniffs and wipes her face. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to make everything about me but. Ugh, I don’t want you to have this baby,” her admission has you and Leigh looking at her with wide eyes. She is being a bit hysterical so you give her the benefit of the doubt. Plus the smell of alcohol is strong in her presence. Now neither of you has to wonder about a stash in her bedroom.

“Why’s that, Jules?” you ask with concern as you sit up more on the bed.

She shakes her head as she continues to cry. “No, I mean. I want you to have the baby. I just. I want to be sober when he or she or they get here. I don’t want to be like, like, like this!” She gestures to herself. You and Leigh are relieved to an extent. Jules wants help but you’re a little weary of the timing. You have offered her help many times before she came to your fathers home. Now she is ready for help?

“Hey, hey,” Leigh holds her sister in her arms. “It’s okay, Jules. There’s still time to get you help. We’ll talk to mom and-”

“No! I can’t put her through that again,” she says as she pulls out of Leigh’s arms. “She’s still paying off the last rehab. I can’t put her in more debt.” You sigh and rub your face.

“Okay, we can look into some places,” Leigh promises. “Make some phone calls maybe, we could help you apply for one of those programs that are for people that don’t have a lot of money to get better.”

Jules shakes her head, “No, I can’t go to one of those. That’s where my friend Mindy went. She met her heroin dealer there!”

You sigh and stand up from the bed and pull out your wallet. You don’t carry cash often, but one of your best customers gave you a pretty hefty tip in cash. “Okay, how much do you want, Jules?” you ask with a coldness that Leigh has never seen in you before. She doesn’t want help. She wants money. You’ve dealt with this behavior before. Leigh scowls at you for accusing her sister of only asking for money when she was clearly here for help. That’s until she sees Jules' eyes dry up almost instantly.

“Um, maybe a few hundred to a thousand. You know, for the down payment,” she says as she starts to scratch her wrist. You close your eyes, her habits have gone beyond alcohol. You clear your throat and pull the wad of cash out of your pocket and with a heavy heart, you start to count the cash.

Leigh can’t believe what she is seeing and she puts her hand over yours to stop you. “Jules, it’s okay. You don’t need to make the arrangements yourself. I will do it for you.” You feel bad for your girlfriend because you can see that she has hope that she can save her sister from herself. Part of you hopes that she can, so that she doesn’t have to deal with the heartbreak of finding out that she can’t.

Jules looks at her sister and then to the money in your hand. You don’t know what has gotten into Leigh's sister, and you want to help prevent her from getting worse but it was up to her. And if she needed money, you’d rather be the one to give it to her than to have her find other ways to earn the money. You follow Leigh’s lead and give her the chance to choose, the money or her sobriety. Leigh is desperately hoping her sister makes the right decision. Her hand grips yours tightly in anticipation.

“Jules, whatever you’re going to use this money on isn’t worth it,” you say, letting her know that she has been caught. She looks at you in shock, she thought her act was working. “We’re here for you, let us help you.” Jules locks her eyes on the money in your hands and licks her lips. The craving is so much stronger than she is. You can see her losing her battle.

“Jules,” Leigh says in a strong tone with tears filling her eyes. “If you take this money, I don’t think I could have you in my baby’s life.” She tries to bring out the sister that was promising Leigh months ago that if she kept the baby then she would help her every day and night with feedings and diaper changes and watching the baby whenever Leigh needed her to. When she was sober, she wanted it all. She can’t believe she doesn’t recognize the woman in front of her.

“Okay,” Jules says as she steps back. She clears her throat. “I’m um I’m so embarrassed. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done this. I just. I just, I need to get out of here.” She says as she starts to leave the room. Leigh starts shouting for her mom to come to her room and Amy arrives, concerned and a little annoyed.

“What is with all of the shouting?” She asks as she enters the room. You and Leigh waste no time in explaining to her mother the concerns the both of you have for her daughter. The both of you suggest staying at the house longer in order to help monitor Jules but Amy doesn’t agree to the idea. “No, I won’t allow it. You two need to start focusing on the baby and starting your lives together. Okay? You already have enough to worry about. Jules is my baby and it’s my job to care for her. I appreciate the offer but no. I have to take matters into my own hands here.” She states confidently. Leigh can’t believe that her mother is being so stubborn about allowing her to help her sister. But Amy has put her foot down on the situation. You try to offer to help with paying for Jules' rehab stay but Amy declines. “No, we’re not doing that again. I think I’m going to handle this differently. Besides, the two of you need to buy that house. You will have a child of your own to worry about soon enough. You don’t need debts from something like this.”

You nod and rub Leigh’s back in comfort, “I understand. Please let us know if we can do anything if you ever find that you need help.” Leigh concurs your statement and Amy hugs both you and her daughter as she thanks you.

“Now hurry up with that packing,” Amy says as she points to the half empty suitcase. She leaves the two of you alone to go find Jules. Leigh no longer takes her time in packing, ready to be away from the drama for a bit. When she is ready to leave, she doesn’t say bye to her mom or her sister because she doesn’t get the chance to. The door to Jules’ room is locked and Amy is on the phone making arrangements to help her struggling daughter.

The drive to your apartment is quieter than you anticipated it being. You wanted today to end on the good note that you and Leigh were committing to a life together. Not this. Unfortunately, stuff like this is a harsh reality. And if neither of you can handle it, then it might not be the perfect match you convinced yourselves of after all. Then again, when Leigh puts her hand on your thigh at the red light to grab your attention and she gives you that look that is so full of love and appreciation as she thanks you, you know that isn’t the case. You know that this is real and this will be a lasting connection. You love her and she loves you. Together, the two of you can brave any storm.

Eight

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zepskies · 7 months ago

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Hey, Zep! Hope your day is going well! 💕

So you've probably seen me binging your Soldier Boy BMD series.. I'm only halfway through and I love this so much already...

Your writings are amazing and how you've captured Soldier Boy is ..ugghh..spot on! He's a jerk, but damn, i love him ..😮‍💨🤭 And the fact that she matches Ben's energy is definitely messing with his head..😆The back and forth between them and their own thoughts is also written so beautifully !👏👏👏

Can't wait to finish this series! 🤍

Hey there, friend! My day is going great, in part thanks to you. 💜

Omg thank you for starting Break Me Down!! I see you’re about halfway through — thank you SO much for reblogging and sharing your thoughts with me on each chapter. That made my morning today! 😘💚💚

(And my replies to your comments are coming soon.~)

Aww thank you as well for those lovely compliments! 🥹💗 I really did my best to make the reader “his match” in every way, despite her not being a supe. And I had a lot of fun developing their chemistry, their attraction, their arguments and fights, and the push and pull between them that aggravates both her and Ben (while attracting them to each other at the same time). 😂

I can’t wait to see what you think of the rest of the story! From Part 8 onwards, you’re going to see things really start to ramp up. 😘

Thanks so much again for sending me this lovely message!! 💕

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taexual · 7 months ago

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I was needing some serotonin and you came through, as always 🤭

Because obviously jk is the type to spend 0.5 seconds with his love, to feel like life is worth living, saying some shit like 'air? Oh yn breaths air *sights dreamily*'

“Yeah,” Jungkook said, bouncing on the balls of his feet in excitement. “It’s the exact colour of her eyes.”

“Her eye—Jesus Christ,” Minjun groaned.

Just proving my point, once again

Minjun shook his head, half disbelieving, half resigned. He was not a doctor, and he would never claim to have any medical knowledge, but even his amateur eye could recognise lovesickness when he saw it.

Down bad is what we call it bestie, he's setting and beating his own record atp

Jungkook blew out the smoke with a heavy—and violent, too—groan, and it cut Minjun off. “I love her so much."

Girl.. Please I love them so much, oc really said, I'm gonna consume this man's every thought without even knowing, good for her 😌

Also this???

Closing the door of the dressing room behind himself, he abruptly remembered an ancient legend that his grandmother had told him—about Orpheus and Eurydice. And he knew, without any doubt whatsoever, that if he had to walk away from you without looking back so that the two of you could live, you would both perish.

He would always turn back to look at you one last time.

First of all, ouch, uncalled for :c

And second, jk is never escaping the Orpheus curse istg, first it was Art (onlyswan) and now you, yall are just on a mission to crush my heart and it shows

And man I love the plotting, Jude’s redemption arc (he had me anxious for a good while tho, the trust issues were showing) but he did great and I can't wait for Sid to eat his own shit :D

So, you had jokingly asked Jungkook if the Katana was the love of his life, too. And he’d responded, without missing a single beat, that it wasn’t. That you were.

He’d said it with a smug grin, so, of course, you assumed he was just teasing—because, in your defence, he often was—and you rolled your eyes and didn’t think much of it. But now, holding the keys to his bike that he’d given up, you accepted, finally, that he’d meant it, even back then.

Stop I'm tearing up, back when the bet was still going and all of that was going down, I kept debating how everything would play out, with the presence of that shithead, jk being his own enemy, and oc being unable to face her feelings for shit, but each day you prove to be an amazing writer, and through his actions, their attempts at communicating, getting Sid to jail obvs, and showing these moments of realization for each character, is just *chefs kiss*, it adds up so so well, and it has felt so natural going through this series c:

But back to this bitch

"He should have been grateful I even invited him to see me, he should have been fucking kissing my ass, but instead, he was trying to appear like a little angel to her.”

“He was—he was setting some fucking standard that I had to live up to. And why the fuck should I? I’m her only son. Who the fuck is Jungkook to her? Fucking nobody. He’s a fucking wannabe, that’s what he is.

I swear his soul dies slowly every time someone shows an ounce of decency and respect (not directed to him) in his presence, like how narcissistic do you have to be for this to be your thought process, my dude, get a grip, go to therapy, or fly yourself to the sun if you want, I'm sure his ego would like being the first there, considering he probably has the money to

Love oc constantly reminding us that she's a bad bitch, and that jk has every right and duty to go around bragging about her 🤭

Noticing the sight, the rest of the band members piled into the room, hollering war cries and jumping on the two of you in a chaotic group hug. They tousled your hair when they pulled away, and ran off, seemingly bouncing off the walls of the room as they went.

Ugghh, they're so freaking endearing, the definition of found family

And now for the continuation of jk and oc making my heart combust:

Jungkook did not feel like other people. He felt like you, as much as you felt like you. And right now, with the water running from his skin to yours, you felt calm. Easy. Solid, but serene. He was your safe space.

If you hear me screeching, no you don't

“You know, you say things sometimes,” you said, “and I know you know exactly what you’re doing.”

“Really?” His voice was exuberant. “Are you swooning for me, then?”

You grimaced. “I wouldn’t call it swoo—”

“Getting weak in the knees?”

“I don’t get weak in the knees.”

BUT I SURE DO, DUDE WHAT, STOP IT WITH THE FLIRTING, giving whoreish behavior 😑(respectfully)

“It wasn’t the bet that hurt me,” you said. “But you fixed every problem that did. We actually put one of them in the back of a police car tonight. And you and I learnt how to talk to each other in the process. Look at us now.”

YES LOOK AT YOU, I love this for them, this is what I aspire to be in life, yep

Also not you making me feel all proud and protective over fictional characters, Jesus

But yeah, if it wasn't obvious enough, I loved every second of this, I love your story, I'm gonna need an entire saga about this actually, spin offs, cameos, prequels and sequels, the whole thing (a special about Sid rotting in jail (or a mental institute) would be awesome as well)

I can't wait for the next one, I appreciate your work and the effort you put into these, which obviously pay off at the end, and I hope you're taking care of yourself, and enjoying life in the meantime <3

so i saw your ask as soon as i got it, the notification literally popped up before my eyes, and i was on a call with someone at the time but you bet i nodded and hummed without hearing anything for a few minutes, so i could read your message right away 🥹

i couldn't reply because Errands and then Sleep, but i want you to know that from the moment you sent this, i read it about a few hundred times, at least. numbers could be off by a dozen, i'm really shit at math

my point being, i love you so much that jungkook might have to pass down his Head Simp crown to me 🥺 seriously though, thank you for reading this and for taking the time to share your thoughts with me!!! if this story can be something that gives you the serotonin you need, i shall go to sleep happy every night

i was screeching the whole time i read this, that is all 🤍🤍🤍🤍

#ask #alanniys #taexual; sleepwalking #your reactions and also your thought process in general as you read the story!!!!! they are invaluable!!!!#listen i would have gone for a PhD if you were the peer that peer-reviewed my papers 🥺#thank you for always being so motivating and uplifting #i hope your positivity and brightness comes back to you a hundredfold 🤍🤍🤍

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mrs-kaunisvesi · 3 years ago

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🖤4.11.22🖤~NYC

I honestly don't know if I'm doing this right lmaoo but since my sister posted her pics with the boys, I wanted to also post mine! 🥰

But this is my group pic with the boyyyss <3 lmao my sister said I was so short they all had to bend over a bit XD

(I kinda look like a dumbass in all of these pics, and I'm sorry for the way my hair looks, it literally just wanted to do whatever it wanted AND JUST STAY UP)

Aleksi is the first one I went up to!! (My fave <3) During the show I kept shouting at him, and he kept looking over and smiling at me During Dark Side he came towards the crowd and I touched the side of his leg and he looked down, held my hand and said "I love you too!" 🥺 When I met him HE LITERALLY ASKED "YOU WERE IN THE FRONT ROW RIGHT?" But I was too shy to talk to him )): But I hugged him twice at least lmaooo

I don't remember much of me and Olli's interaction... We both seemed pretty awkward and shy haha (SHY MY ASS HE EYE FUCKED ME A FEW TIMES... INTENSELY TOO LMAO) but he was still very sweet and smelled SO GOOD OMGGG 🥴 (EVEN WHEN HE WAS HOPPIN AROUND ON STAGE YOU COULD SMELL HIM!!)

click for cute pics of Olli signing my phone :3 ⬇️

June 27 2022 8:34PM JUST REALIZINGOLLI IS TOUCHING MY FUCKING PHONE IN THESE PICS HE ACTUALLY HELD IT SKSKS IM SOBBING

THIS IS LIKE MY FAVORITE PICTURE BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS MY HAIR DOING UGGHH

Tommi was super and soo friendly and I honestly didn't expect that from him! I didn't even need to ask for him a just grabbed me and hugged me 😭 Obviously, you can see I was waaayy too short to take the picture so I asked him, but he still kinda struggled to take it lmaooo. When he signed my phone and handed it back to me (I can't remember exactly what he was telling me lmao) he looked at me so seriously and intensely YET SO SWEET???!!!

Idk but I'm in love! XD

Me and Niko look like the two biggest dumbasses ever lmaoo

So Joel was already kinda making fun of me because he had to bend over a bit so I can take this pics THEN NIKO WANTED TO BE IN THE FUCKING PICTURE TOO AND IT WAS EVEN HARDER FOR ME AND THEY MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD I SMILED WITH MY TEETH?????

I wish I took a pic alone with Niko! ): He was the sweetest!! We were both so awkward yet we were vibin' at the same time?? XD

Me: "You're such a bean!" *hugs*

Niko: "Is it cause I'm short?" *smiles at me like a big dummy*

Me: "Yeah I guess- wait you're taller than me!! What the hell why is everyone so much taller than me?!"

*Looks and smiles each other like 2 happy, awkward idiots* 🐣

JOONAS!! ): I barely remember meeting him! I mostly remember saying hi to him outside (and then freaking out and shriveling like a fucking shrimp lmao), him signing my phone, and when we were all leaving, I shouted I love you at him and he blew him a kiss. <3 I feel like I haven't been genuinely happy in such a long time, that when I met him I felt so happy I blanked out a bit. At least I have this pic!

So the night after the concert, my sister played a tiktok compilation of him singing (WITHOUT WARNING, JUST A "THIS ONES FOR YOU GIRL" smh @queen-elizab3th😒) and I started S O B B I N G . I feel because I haven't been actually happy in so long, it felt kind of uncomfortable and overwhelming, also was so happy I met him, but at the same time I barely remembered it and just cried like I never cried before lmaoo

hehe muffin man in the back!! 😆

Also before the concert, we got to see Andy and gave them the gifts we got for the boys, and I guess since it was heavy they gave it to Tommi! XD We saw him holding it when they passed by us!

We gave them that bear!! (To be specific, it was from my sister to Tommi! XD) @queen-elizab3th

And this chicken from hell was from us also! 😂

My sister woke up from a notification from Niko and it was this video haha she woke me up cause I heard he laughing, but I'm happy she did cause knowing that they saw what we got them made me even happier!

Sorry if this was a mess or none of it made sense... XD I type the way I talk (U N O R G A N I Z E D lmao)

#aleksi kaunisvesi #alex mattson #blind channel #olli matela #joel hokka #niko moilanen #niko vilhelm #joonas porko #tommi lalli #bands

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I WISH YOUR BOOKS WERENT FANFICS FFS I WISH YOUR BOOKS WERE REAL BOOKS THAT I COULD FIND MORE CONTENT FOR UGGHH SARAH I HATE THAT YOURE SO GOOD !!!! I HATE THAT I HAVE TO WAIT FOR CONTENT FROM YOU AND I HATE THAT I HAVE TO WAIT FOR FULL CIRCLE AND I HATE THAT ILL NEVER SEE MAGGIE AND THE GANG AGAIN 😭😭😭

I feel this in every part of my soul—sometimes it's as though I simply can't write fast enough to keep up with the stories in my own head. There are always more words to be written, more themes to be hashed out, more ways to make a book better than it already is. What's more, is that I predominately write fic and although I wouldn't change that for the world, it does mean I have to prioritize these stories differently in the grand scheme of my life.

I would love to write all day. I would love to spend hours chipping away at single paragraphs like I used to. But, as it is, slow writing is good writing. I've found some balance, at least for the time being. Piece by piece these stories are making their way out into the world, but I so understand the want for them to happen faster and more and now. I also want that.

But I've got to take my time. So you and I will have to learn how to wait together, my friend. Thanks for sticking around in the meantime.

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ice-cream-writes-stuff · 4 years ago

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¤~°Ghost Marriage: Lovely Bride To Be?!°~¤

"Please.. Marry me!"

"Just pay attention to me. Let's get married!"

"Would you please.. Choose me as your groom."

"Beautiful you. I want to become your "love servant" forever and always."

"I am not a princess!!"

¤~Once upon a time...~¤

A young ghost flew around and about in the mortal world. No guards around to keep watch of him because they still lurked under the ground. It had been many years since he had actually explored the land he once walked on. Smiling sadly, he decided to check out the venue he would stay at before he would find his bride. Floating into the Night Raven college grounds. The undead prince found himself at the abandon mansion.

Yet... The area felt somewhat lively then how it was last time he visited. Analyzing his surroundings, the prince saw a tiny patch of soil besides the mansion. "Is someone planting flowers here?" He whispers quietly to himself. Curiously, the prince found himself going inside the building.

"Did they (Mr. Crowley) clean up the place before me and my family would arrive..?" The once broken furniture he once saw was nowhere to be found. Only three wood chairs, one couch and a little coffee table. The walls were not rotten with mold and stains. Now with fresh light brown wood. It was renovated.

Flying up to see the rest of the mansion. He was now in a room- "*snore*"!!! -That was occupied? The young prince was quiet as a mouse as he followed the loud snoring. Elias expected it to be some college student boy who fell asleep there because he was kicked out of his dorm.

Instead...

The Ghost Groom saw a lovely young woman laying on a rusty bed. With a odd cat creature sleeping next to her pillow. All curled up into a fluffy ball. But Elias was more focused on the female than the cat. 'She's... Beautiful..' The prince thought to himself as he watched the "princess" sleep.

The young "princess" had (h/l) (h/c) that messily spread out all over the place. Her soft looking (s/c) skin shone brightly from the moonlight. Her lips were cute and plump like a peach. With small button nose that twitched from time to time to let out tiny breaths. Everything about her was perfect! Though the young undead prince didn't realize that the woman was waking up as he admired her.

"Ugghh.." (Y/N) groans out a groggy yawn. Sitting up from her sleeping position. Unaware of her ghostly visitor that floated right in front of her. Rubbing her eyes with arm. She finally sees her unknown guest.

The male ghost froze as his and (Y/N)'s eyes lock together. "....Uh...hi?" (Y/N) greets, not sure how to react to this situation. Some ghost she didn't know was in her room and was just staring at her. Was this dream?? Is this ghost going to harm her!

As her mind raced with possibilities, (Y/N) glares at the ghost. Not knowing if he was friend or foe. The young ghost gulps when he sees her glare and tries to speak. "I-I, *ahem* excuse me. But I mean no harm!" The ghost explained, putting his hands out in surrender to prove he meant it.

Surprised by his actions (Y/N)'s narrowed eyes had closed, taking a deep breath of air. She sighs out through her nose with a slight hum. "... Alright. I believe you, I guess? You mind explaining who you are and why are you here." The female asks quietly, looking over her shoulder to see Grim sleeping with a slight purr.

Focusing her attention back on the ghost, she waits for him to explain.

'Oh no! I can't tell her. It's too soon, I need to win her favor before the season comes. But with a princess like her, I bet she has suitors left and right! I need to court her and win her hand!'

"...You see, I'm not from around here. I just wanted to explore this place. I've never been here before." The ghost fibbed a little. Deciding it was his best course of action than telling her the truth. "Huh.. Okay, but why here? There's other places around campus that are much cooler looking."

(Y/N) tells him as she gets out of the bed quickly and quietly. Gesturing for him to follow her. The young woman walks out of the bedroom with her new spooky acquaintance floating behind her. Carefully treking down the stairs, she goes to the kitchen. Looking around, she spots a brown bear mug and a black cat mug.

Smiling, she takes the mugs out of the cupboard. Happy that she got a good deal for those mugs at Mr. S shop.

Getting some water in the mugs, she holds out the cat mug for the ghost. Expecting that the ghost would decline. Instead he takes the mug and thanks her. (Y/N) nods and drinks out the bear mug while her guest takes a sip too.

(Y/N) puts down her mug and leans on the kitchen counter. "Look, ghost pal. If you want to see the campus, maybe you should go outside than be in here." (Y/N) tells the ghost with a sleepy yawn at the end. "I would but... I don't think that would be a good idea. What if one of the students of the college try to attack me!" The prince said with worry, not seeing (Y/N)'s pitting expression.

She knew most definitely that some of the students would attack the poor ghost in fear. (Y/N) did the same thing when she first met the ghosts of the Ramshackle dorm. But then she got to know them and they were really nice! So she came up with some comforting words for her spooky pal.

"Well.. If that happens, I'll protect you." (Y/N) said with a wide smile to hopefully bring comfort to him.

The prince froze at the woman and her sweet words. Elias knew at that moment she was the one for him. Everything about her was lovely to him. It settles it then, she will become his bride! Now all he needed was her name. "Pri- I mean! Miss, what might be your name?" Elias asked boldly as he waited for the female to answer.

"It's (Y/N). What about you, what's your name?"

"Prince Elias, princess (Y/N)." Elias states, placing a hand on his chest as he bows. "That's a nice name! Also you don't need to bow?" (Y/N) told Elias with a awkward smile. Though realized what he called her. "Princess..?" The (h/c)-nette told herself, starting to laugh quietly at Elias assumption. "I'm not a princess." (Y/N) giggles out, though Elias just smiled at her.

"Your right. You will become my bride and then become a princess."

"Huh?"

(Y/N) could feel her skin turn cold after what Elias said. "Your joking right?" (Y/N) blurted out with fear creeping into her soul. Elias just kept smiling as he placed his cup down on the counter and goes closer to (Y/N). Taking the bear mug from her paleling hands. The Ghost Groom placed it next to the other mug. Elias almost translucent hands holds (Y/N)'s gently.

"No. We will be married twomrrow, my dear princess!" Elias said sweetly like honey. (Y/N) could feel herself grow faint as she falls into the Ghost grooms hold. Then the last thing she could see was her mugs before sleep consumed her body.

(Whoop! This is from my book on another site and I wanted to post it on here. I will try to make a Masterlist and more stories in the future. Part 2 is out.)

#twisted wonderland x reader #oneshots #twst x reader #reader insert #royal sword academy #ghost marriage #Ghost Marriage x Reader #Twisted Wonderland Ghost Marriage

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cecil1a · 3 years ago

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★ Different Mission --

Kamisato Ayato x Female Reader

Tw : Smut/Nfsw + Obsession ?

( y/n : 20 y.o )

• my name is Cecilia ☆ i have a bad grammar - i use she/her pronouns >< i love making a story with dialouge style ehehehhe.

» Please do not being rude or give any hate comment.

« I don't accept any request sorry ehehehe

It's been 1 year you,Thoma,and Ayaka Be a bestfriends. Previously you and them are a work partners but you never meet Ayato because you are too busy. Well lucky today Ayaka invite you to meet Ayato.

Ayaka : "Hey y/n are you excited to meet my older brother? "

Y/n : "I'm honored Ayaka."

Ayaka : "Glad hear that. Alright we arrived, wait I'll call him."

Y/n : "ok Ayaka."

You wait a few minutes while looking around.

Ayaka : "Hey y/n come here!"

You finally met with Ayato. You are quite surprised to see how tall he is but you remember that thoma is also quite tall.

Y/n : (He's quite handsome and the mole on his chin makes him look like a friendly person. He kinda looks like Ayaka. ) -In y/n mind

Ayato : "Greetings. This is my first time meeting you y/n. My name is Kamisato Ayato, head of the Kamisato Clan. Delighted to make your acquaintance."

Y/n : "I'm honored to meeting you Ayato. Also How do you know my name?"

Ayato : "Well Ayaka has told me a lot about you. By the way I have an offer how about you accept a mission from me? Of course I will give you a reward everyday if you do it."

Y/n : "Wait what- i mean i'm honored."

Since then you always do the Missions from Ayato. At the beginning Ayato was really dry to you but every day everything changes. He spends a lot time with you and Ayaka. Today you got new missions.

Y/n : "The mission is cleaning Ayato room. Kinda different-i think."

You go to Ayato's room and clean up his work files. Until you start found your photo.

Y/n : "WAIT..AREN'T THIS IS MY PHOTO IN LIYUE AND WHY THERE IS A PHOTO OF ME WITH THOMA?!?! HOW AND WHY WOULD AYATO COLLECT MY PHOTO?!?!"

Ayato : "Finally you arrived." -he smiles

Y/n : "AYATO WHY YOU COLLECT MY PHOTO??"

Ayato pushed you to the wall. He start calling your name while moaning.

Ayato : "Don't you understand? I love you y/n. No i love you too much y/n."

Y/n : "Hold on what??"

Ayato : "Let's do your missions today. Make me feel good."

Y/n : "Do you mean sex Ayato??!!?!?"

Ayato : "Ofc y/n. If you can't do it, i'll make you do it."

He start touching you until he touch your private area body. You moaning his name many times.

Ayato : "Already wet hmm?"

Y/n : "You better stop before Thoma found us."

Ayato : "That's why don't moan to loud, okay?"

Ayato and your body start get a little wet. He want you to change position. He want you to suck his- (Help yall better know this😭)

Ayato : "Suck it y/n. Mmhmm..You have to do your mission right?"

At first you only lick it. Then you suck it

Ayato : "Hey, that's not good enough. Suck it all. I'll help you."

He pulls your head forward. Actually you kinda little hard to breathe.

Y/n : ( It's a bit hard to breathe, Why its so big? my jaw ugghh.. )

Ayato : "Nghh..Almost y/n. Do it faster i will cvm. Heyy...ngh..hha..i can't."

He keep moaning then he cvm inside your mouth and on your face.

Ayato :"I can do this everyday for you." - He whispers to you.

Ayato :"I can fuck you everyday..ngh..so tight."

He pulled you and change the position again. This time he inside you. (i know yall understand) He make you moan so loud.

Y/n : "Ayato...nghh.. too big.. stop stop."

Ayato : "You like it huh? Shall i do it harder and deeper?"

Y/n : "No Ayato I said stop."

He keep getting faster and deeper. He also moaning many times.

Ayato : "aren't you feel honored to have sex with me? This is so good i can't stop. I won't let you go. I'm obsessed."

Y/n : "Yes sir. I'm honored."

Ayato : "Glad i hear that."

Y/n : "Ayato i have to cvm now."

Ayato : "Hold it."

Y/n : "Ayatoo please nghhh ."

Ayato : "How about you begging me more?"

Y/n : "Ayato please i have to cvm cause u can't hold itt for too long ... please Ayato."

Ayato : "Alright you can cum."

He kissing you with dirty kiss and take a deep breath. He licking your body.

Ayato : "Aren't thats feel good ? Hmm? You're so tight I can't hold myself. I want your body and your love. I can having sex with you everyday. I'm rich, I'm smart, I'm handsome, and I'm great at sex. I'm the best man for you." -he continue using his fingers.

You are too tired to answer it. Your eyes full of tears. You feel like you're going to faint.

Y/n : "Ayato, my mission today is done."

He kiss you and smiile at you --

-★Thank you for reading ><

#genshin impact #kamisato ayato

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