#u mean sm to me i hope u know thattt

[deetealeaf]

If I were a braver man id send yo0u a selfie rn so you cld see how hard i am bawling rn i literally cannat with youuuuuuuu

Honest to god ur my best friend ivyy<33

LIKE U KNOW I CANT HANDLE COMPLIMENTS ITS LIKE YOU WANT ME TO EXPLODE BABES LIKE WHAT-

Im sobbing happy tears rn to the extent that im in my corner cuz i had to calm down ur UNREAL IVANNNNNN

Im SO HONORED TO BE UR FAVORITE UR MINEEEEE ILY ILY ILY <3333333

UR BLOGS VIBES R IMMACULATE AND SO FUCKIN COOL LIKE AHHH AND UR SO KIND AND AMAZING AND UR POSTING IS ALWAYS ON POINTE U HAVE THE BEST TASTEEE UR BOOK TASTE IS VERY VERY COOL EVEN IF SOMETIMES its slightly to horror-y for me sorry😭 AND UR PLAYLISTS ARE SOME OF THE BEST IVE HEARDDDDD AND UR BULLSHIT IS MY FAVE THING TO "PUT UP" WITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U ALREDY MAKE MY LIFE 1000000× BETTER AND ID BE HONORED TO HAVE AN IVAN HUG!!, I WLD MAKE UR LIFE AS HAPPY AND WONDERFUL AND AS PERFECT AS YOU WANT IT IF IT WAS IN MY CONTROL <33333333

IVYYYYYY UR MY BESTEST FRIEND AND IF THEIR WERE SOULMATES YOU'D DEF BE MINEEEEE<33333333

I love you i love you i love you i love youuuuuu <33

(Also anon!!!! Im so honored u mentionrd me and id love to be friendsss<3 drop by my asks or dms any time!)

I am resting my eyes.

Btw you have good taste in friends, @deetealeaf is AMAZING.

YES SHE IS!!!!! SHE IS SO SWEET AND NICE AND COMFORTING AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND SHE ALWAYS MAKES MY DAY BETTER I LOVE HER SO MUCH!! I LOVE TALKING TO HER AND HAVING CONVERSATIONS OVER REBLOGS WITH HER AND LBCUWYBFKVWFBV SHE'S MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE WORLD

HER BLOG IS ALSO SOOOOO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL AND SHE'S SUCH A NICE AND SUPPORTIVE AND SAFE PERSON AND TREATS EVERYONE SHE INTERACTES WITH WITH SO MUCH KINDNESS (I stalk her blog) I LOVE HER SO MUCH FOR IT. I LOVE TALKING ABOUT OUR DAYS AND HEARING ABOUT HER LIFE AND TALKING ABOUT BOOKS. SHE PUTS UP WITH SO MUCH OF MY NONSENSICAL BULLSHIT AND SHE HAS SUCH CUTE MUSIC TASTE.

SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY PERSON WITH A WONDERFUL SOUL AND I WANNA HAVE A CHANCE TO HUG HER SO MUCH (MAN FUCK LONG DISTANCE) AND MAKE HER LIFE HAPPY. DEE IS THE PLATONIC LOVE OF MY LIFE AND MY FUCKING SOULMATE AT POINT. MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND AND I TAKE SO MUCH PRIDE IN THAT!!!

ilyyyyyyy @deetealeaf <33333333333333

[caruliaa]

okayy its not thattt late but seeing as i have school tmrw it kind of is THAT late lolll so sorry i never got the chance to answer ur asks from yesterday beloved but i appreciated them very much and!!! j to start off if u wanna then i wld like to (hugs u smmmm) ik things are rlly hard right now and i just want u to know how much im here for u<3 and i really was so glad we got to vc today that was rlly good that we could imo and yeah just you are sosososoooo good mx like youre such an incredible person and i think the world of you truly like you are so so loveable and wonderful and you mean smmm to me my ladybird and then on top of j being an amazing person youre also an amazing friend who i am so so so so grateful to know and i just feel so lucky that i got to meet and know you💕 and yah just again i care about you sm and love you so so so so much (gives u one more gnight hug if you want? 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻)

its okay love pls dw abt tht at all i understand it v much and i hope you got some good sleep and like. thank you so so much for this it really really does just mean the world to me to have you here for me through all of this and to have your support and care and kindness its such like. it rly helps sm as like a bright part of my life even when its otherwise so difficult so just thank you so so much for being that and bringing me tht happiness even which things r rly difficult otherwise you really are just such a wonderful comfort and source of wramth and joy and safety just knowing you within my life and that really does just mean so so much to me and i really am just so so very grateful for that and im really so glad i can be the same to you in any way my love beucase i really do want to and youre just really so special to me and i love you so so much *hugs you back for a long long time if thats alright with you*

[kyunsies]

WAAAAH i just realized i never responded 😭😭 i’m sorry. i too wish i had know about kpop in high school, i was very much into 1D and bieber 🙃 i transitioned from CNCO and reggaeton to kpop….that was a ride going from spanish to korean 😂 but anyway i agree about 3rd gen music being so timeless, i do love it very much.

about 4th gen they really are getting younger and younger. every time i see their ages i audibly gasp, they’re younger than my sister (she’s 03). i personally think they shouldn’t be debuting any younger than 19 but i’m considered ancient to kpop stans so who am i to have an opinion lol but i keep thinking of all the discourse over shohei, the new sm rookie and ppl complaining about him being 96 line. personally I AM ALL for him debuting!

anyway i do hope ppl migrate back to tumbly bc twt is so ehhhh. i mean i use it a lot but i barely follow anyone except the groups i stan. though it would be nice to have more moots lol but only good ones

HI AGAIN LINA !!!! i hope u have been doing well these past few weeks we didn't talk!!! ITS TOTALLY OKAY !!!! i've been a bit busy so absolutely no worries, you just take your time <3 but LSDKFJ STOP i was such a hard core directioner in high school it's not even funny ;____; listened to all their albums kept up w everything they did all that jazz lsdkfj :') but ooooooh spanish music too!!! that's cool that you have experienced a lot of fandoms tho skldfjs it's always interesting :) and YEAH i don't want to sound stuck in my ways all the time and ofc i think there is talent all over the place, 3rd gen will always just have a special place in my heart <3

and yes 4th gen just keeps on getting younger and younger and like, i do think that it's cool that ppl are recognizing talent at a young age! but i agree with you in that there has to be some sort of system behind this stuff lol like, i think i've heard somewhere that nct has some new SM rookies and one of them is a 98 liner or something (which is my age lmao) and like !!! fans are getting mad that this is considered 'old' like,,,,,,,how messed up is that?? sorry i don't think children should be exposed to the crippling industry that is entertainment where you are basically being stripped from your core under the eyes of millions of ppl SLDKFJ ;____; i'm sure i'm considered ancient for kpop fans standards (i turn 24 this december hhh) but it's literally crazy how the younger generation has such a warped idea of what is "old" and in kpop it's no different,,,,, like did anyone give other ppl crap for liking one direction at literally any stage of life ?? i don't think so !!!! i am ranting at this point i am SORRY SLDFKJ but i just think it's getting really toxic that so many younger fans are putting like, an "age limit" on how to enjoy things that genuinely make us happy and that the younger you debut is the better when it's like no you need to become a resilient older individual i think !!! AND THOSE ARE MY THOUGHTS LOL i completely agree w you lina !!!!!

and PLS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THATTT after wonho left there was such a huge migration from monbebe tumblr to twt because of hashtagging and stuff but i was surprised mbb never migrated back here :( tumblr although is a hellsite LMAO gives you much more creative freedom not to mention the algorithm just makes SENSE. i hate twt besides being updated on stuff as well kdsjf <3

[caruliaa]

okay wait im sososoo sorry i havent replied to all your asks and stuff ahhhh its like. not thattt late but thee thing is i have that interview tmrw which ! exciting yes but now that its tmrw i am sososoooo fucking nervousss and its fully not early or anything but im still like omg i need so much sleep. so excited to repeat this process for saturday also since i have an interview for a different job then 🫠🫠 BUT MY POINT IS I NEED TO EEP but before i do i just want to say that !! you are such an incrediblyyy lovely person my dearest ladybird like omg you really all around are just soooo amazing talented beautiful wonderful kind lovely loveable incredibleee of a personnn and i am sososooooo lucky that i not only get to know you but also get to be your friend like !! especially considering ur suchhh a compassionate caring friend and you fill my whole life and world with sooo much warmth and joy ahhhh and i am just sososooooo grateful that we met and like !! yah you mean everything to me and i care abt u smm and i love you smmmmmmm (hugs u forever if u want !! 💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕‼️‼️)

DW AT ALL sorry i was like. so weird abt tht last night aggh i need to like. be better and not the way i am dfgdfg but anyway GOOD LUCK WITH UR INTERVIEW !!!! i hope it goes well love but regardless pls feel free to tell me all about it !!! and yayeah getting lots of good rest before that is rly important my love so i hope u were able to dearest !!!! :> and ough omg ur so so sweet love ;;;;; i hope you know that like i rly am rly so glad tht like. i can be like a compassionate and caring and thoughtful to you and bring like sm like joy and warmth into your life because you really do just deserve it so so very much my dearest and i really do want to and try to be a good friend to you so i really am glad that i can in any way my love and i hope you know that you really are the same to me and such a wonderful kind caring thoughtful sweet kind caring friend to me and make me feel so so loved and cared for and safe and warm with you and you are just suhc a wonderful smart funny talented incredible person and just knowing you and having you in my life and spending time with you brings me so so oso much light and happiness and joy i really am soso lucky to know you my love and i hope you know you mean everything to me and i love you so so very much *hugs you back close as long as you want love* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💖💖💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[caruliaa]

okay very ironic since it is soooo far later for u and u are awake JSBSJS which omg so valid but i hope u get some good sleep tn still dearest HSBSJSJ but omg i dont even have to be up very early tmrw but. i also slept in insanely late today JABSJSJ so i think if my body is trying to get thattt much sleep then thats a sign i should sleep as sooon as possible LOLLLL so yeah i want to say before i do that!!!!! holy shittttt vcing today was sooooosososooooooo much fun like aghhh the livholden ep we watched was so good and it was sooo fun to watch stuff with you in general and it was sososoo fun to chat and laugh and hear abt stuff from u and share stuff w you like!!! just always allll thee time spending time with you is sosososoooo lovely and wonderful and amazinggg and like just being your friend in general is like thee best most amazing incredible wonderful thing and you are the most wonderful compassionate caring understanding friend jules !!!!!!!! and i just feel sososososoo lucky to know you not only bcuz of all the insanely many ways that you make my life so much better and warmer but also just because i feel lucky to know a person as lovely and good as youuu flappy and!!!! i really really do want you to know that you mean the world to me and i care smmm abt you and i love you soooooo muchhhhhhhh (hugs youu for a while if u like!! 💕💕💕💕‼️‼️‼️🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕‼️‼️‼️💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻‼️‼️‼️💕💕‼️🫶🏻‼️💕)

yayeah SFGDFGS i did actually send u a gn ask but at the exact time u send me one which yk is a !! bad sign for how late im staying up DFHFDHDF but ya i tihnk got like some goodish sleep in but i did get up at like 1:30 soo yk not thee best DFHDFGDF but yayeah i hope u got lots of good rest too my dearest and ough omg ur so so sweet ;; i hope you know that i really had sm fun vcing too like watching liv and maddie and boy meets world together and just getting to like vc and chat and spend time together rly was soso fun an nice and lovely i think :3 !!! so im soso glad that it was the same for you my love and that i can be such a good friend to you my dearest and and be like caring and understanding and compassionate and stuff to you becuase you really are do just deserve it soso very much and i really do just want to soso very much becuase you are just !!! so os wonderful and amazing and special and dear to me and i hope you know that you really are the same to me and such a wonderful kind caring thoughtful frein who makes me feel so loved and cared for and safe with you and just knowing someone as wonderful brings me sm joy and light and warmth and happiness and i hope you know that you really do just mean everything to me and i love you too so so very very much *hugs you back soso close soso much* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕