#tysm yes I did but I didn't realize nursing was going to be more about pleasing upper management and meeting quotas than patient care

[dwarrowdammit]

Goal for 2023 was to attempt to decrease some of my stressors, and live a more “hobbit-esque” lifestyle. So far - not happening in the slightest. Apartment complex told me I can’t have my planters on my balcony this year, so no growing my own greens, and let me tell you what, I am so SO ready to set my career as an RN behind me and move on towards something that doesn’t involve being stuck between a rock and a hard place. Unfortunately bills don’t pay themselves, and I can’t create more hours during the day, so I won’t be earning my BA in cybersecurity for a few more years.  I don’t know if it’s me being steeped in the medical community for the last ten years, but the shift is VERY jarring, and I’ve never felt so lacking when it comes to the organ between my ears!  

[vladtoly]

cho sang-woo with M!reader hc’s (fluff)? (if you take M!reader) tysm!

Yes i can absolutely do this! It has been a few years since i've written M x M and i'm a little rusty, so any criticism is welcome!

Sangwoo with a male S/O

- so i do have to say that i think Sangwoo has some internalized homophobia, he probably wouldn't admit to himself that he likes you at first

- but when he finally does admit it to himself, he would start to find ways to express it

- he's a pretty closed off man, so his actions would be pretty awkward at first, but he would be trying

- start with something simple, like asking you to go get drinks

- he would be pretty quiet at the start of the night, but as he nursed his drink and you spoke, he would get more and more comfortable

- he would start to be more comfortable with himself

- he'd watch you talking, whether it be about your day or some random topic, and he would just smile

- he would start to realize just how infatuated he was

- as the night comes to an end and the bar tender did last call, he would offer to walk you home

- this man is a gentleman okay

- you'd walk out into the early morning air, making your way to your home

- this man isn't the type to think things over too much, especially while drinking

- so though his nerves would be through the roof, he would just grab your hand, hoping you returned his feelings

-his eyes would be directed at the ground, waiting for the worst

- but when you didn't pull yours away, he would let out a relieved sigh as you continued to carelessly talk to him

- he doesn't like to admit it, but sometimes he even needs to be reassured

- and you just intertwining your fingers with his was the reassurance he needed

- when you both get to your home, there would be a silence between you, but not an uncomfortable one

- just you two taking in each other's company

- he loved your company

- he would then push his glasses up on his nose and break the silence

- "I'd like to see you again."

- as you leaned in and kissed him on the cheek, saying you would like that, Sangwoo only felt overwhelming bliss

- he had fallen hard

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Squid Game Headcannon requests are open!

[saythename17scenarios]

Hi! Can I have a scenario of chan? When his s/o got a serious fight with him and he didn't know that his s/o have a heart disease. Make it fluff in the end. Tysm 😘

- you have a heart condition- it’s nothing too serious, but it does keep you from doing certain activities and you do have to monitor your heart every now and then- you’ve kept this a secret ever since you were young in fear of worrying others- you just hate the thought of everyone treating you differently- but the person you’re trying to hide it from the most is your boyfriend lee chan- you’re afraid of his reaction and the last thing you want is for him to treat you like a baby because of it- you know you shouldn’t assume things but just the tiny possibility of that keeps you from telling him all about your condition- you managed to keep it a secret up until now, but it gets harder and harder to hide it now that you both moved in together and now that you require more follow-up appointments- you really do believe chan has no clue about it- but he’s a lot more observant than you think- too observant to the point that he starts getting really suspicious…..- you’re monitoring your heart rate as usual and only seconds after you’re done, you hear the door to your apartment suddenly open- your panic rises as you hear your boyfriend’s footsteps getting louder, and his voice increasing in volume as he calls your name- you quickly throw the monitor back into your bag and kick it under the bed right before the door swings open- he asks “oh there you are!! didn’t you hear me calling you??”- you quickly think of an excuse and say “o-oh! no i didn’t because….. i was listening to music!! this new group i’ve been following for a while now just debuted”- chan asks “which group?” and you start sweating and go like “….you wouldn’t know, don’t worry about it”- he doesn’t push it but his suspicion definitely increased….- each day, you almost get caught monitoring your heart rate and it starts to stress you out- you’re thinking of just telling him but your sad thoughts just keep holding you back- sometimes you have to go see the doctor and when chan asks you where you’re going, you always make up some last minute excuse that keeps him wondering where you’re going- sometimes you get phone calls from the doctor and you always tell him it’s your parents asking you if you’re all right- he’s clearly never convinced by your excuses but chan chooses to ignore it because he trusts you- but one day you realize you accidentally scheduled an appointment on the same day you were supposed to go out with your boyfriend- when chan goes home, he’s super happy and excited for your date and you’re really nervous to tell him you have to cancel- but you can’t miss this appointment….. it’s just a follow-up of your condition and all but it’s still really important for your health- chan runs up to you and exclaims “(name)!! are you ready to go?”- you look up at him and frown, and his smile fades in an instant and he asks “….what’s wrong?”- you tell him “i….. can’t go out tonight….. i have someplace to be”- chan asks “where?” and you say “uhhh this old friend of mine is in town and i have to go see them”- he says “oh really? can i come along, i’d actually like to meet them” and you scream “NO” half a second after he told you- you nervously laugh and say “my friend has slight social phobia…. they’re not really comfortable around new people”- chan just nods his head and looks down, and your stomach drops when you see the sadness in his eyes- you say “i’m sorry chan…. i promise i’ll make this up to you”- when you walk past him, he asks “are you cheating on me?”- your eyes widen at the question- you turn to him and ask “what?”- with his back still facing you, he repeats “are you cheating on me?”- you say “chan, i’d never cheat on you—” and he turns around with the saddest expression you’ve ever seen him make- he says “i never wanted to think this but these past few days, you’ve been so secretive i don’t know what else to think. am i a bad boyfriend? am i…… not good enough?”- you run up to him and say “i’m not cheating on you, chan—it’s just—i can’t tell you”- he asks “why not? how bad is this secret for you to keep it from me?”- your phone suddenly starts ringing, and chan eyes your phone when you take it out of your bag- and then he does something regretful- he snatches the phone out of your hand- you scream “CHAN GIVE THAT BACK TO ME” and he says “NO WAY I’M TALKING TO THIS GUY AND GIVING HIM A PIECE OF MY MIND—” but he looks at the caller id on your phone- “hospital…?”- you grab the phone out of his hand and answer it, confirming that yes, you’ll be there for your appointment- when you hang up, you look at chan whose eyes are wide in shock- he asks “why did the hospital call?” and you look down and sigh because this is it you’re finally going to tell him- you say “chan, i have a heart disease”- it’s quiet until he asks “why didn’t you tell me?”- and you tell him everything; that you were afraid that he’d treat you differently, that he’d think of you differently because your heart is so “fragile”- when you’re done explaining everything, you don’t even realize that tears formed in your eyes and you hastily wipe them away- while you’re doing so, chan pulls you in for a hug- he tells you “i’m sorry for doubting you” and you just smile as you hug him back and say “i’m sorry i didn’t tell you sooner”- after making up, chan offers to walk you to the hospital and you accept- when you both get there, chan is asked to wait outside the room for you- he politely tells them he understands and tells you he’ll be sitting on the bench right outside the room- when the nurse closes the door, she tells you “you’re lucky to have such a caring boyfriend”- you smile and say “yeah… i am.”

thank you for your request!! ^^