#trying to mock u

[lovesickeros]

now that natlan is out it's tsaritsa yearning hours again because i am one nation closer to either being horribly disappointed or foaming at the mouth!

creator!reader w a little side of conflicted tsaritsa is such good food I can't not yap about it. a woman who has dedicated so much of her life to severing herself from "love" of all kinds and succeeding and. just being so confident that when she meets you she's bitter and angry and mean. because she can't stand you. she isn't supposed to love yet you worm your way into her heart anyway and you don't even know it.

especially in smth like an imposter au. she tells herself your just a tool for her to use but your treated like the Divine you really are, pampered and spoiled every step. tells herself it means nothing when she indulges you – let's you hold her hand in private, eventually let's you move aside the veil, just a little.

and she hates it. hates how easy it is to let you break down the ice she's built up for years.

all you do is smile and she feels like she can't breathe. because despite how violently she rejects love in all aspects, it always bleeds through eventually. she despises it but the way you brush your thumbs over her cheeks makes her bitter and warm and it infuriates her to no end.

she hates you and she loves you and she can't stand you and if you were ever taken from her she'd destroy every inch of teyvat if she had to go get you back.

and ironically enough I think she'd also be the one to initiate any first kiss. maybe she's still trying to convince herself it's just a fluke and itll make her realize it meant nothing, it means nothing. desperate to fix whatever you've done to her and instead it just makes it worse.

a horrible mess of a woman who gave up on love just to be confronted with it when she finally accepted it's absence.

[genuinely-bad-posts]

how do you go about finding genuinely bad posts?

I follow your blog

[omegalerc]

just a classic example of chg here tonight in vegas. nobody quite displays cock hungry gaze like charles leclerc…

[tweltchy]

Hot take, maybe? I think someone's reaction to the existence of Kingdom Hearts can be a good litmus test for whether or not they actually really believe that cringe culture is dead, imo.

[milflewis]

“we’re watching you make history, man”

vladimir rys, turkish gp 2020 / stranger things, season four, episode nine

[bismuthburnsblue]

1st draft of the wing collar! (or first proper one, anyway- i messed around with some rough draping to get an idea of how to angle things)

to draft this i pretty much just stared at shawl collar patterns and messed around with fabric on my form until i had something i could put on paper. i joined that onto a basic bodice with princess seams pattern & just sort of... guessed about the back collar.

its definitely not where im wanting it, but it taught me a lot! sewing these is very much a trust the process technique, but i think i understand it now?

i think the very first thing i have to adjust is the height of the back collar- i really did just vibe that literally as i was cutting out this mock up (planning on adjusting it as needed) and its way way too high. i think this is the main thing throwing this all off- the collar sits way too tall, which pulls the wings back and the neckline down, which isnt what im going with here. its also causing wrinkles around the curves that i think i should get out by reducing the height.

overall, not a terrible first draft!

(if youre curious, heres what my pattern piece looks like- you can see how i had absolutely NO idea what the back collar was gonna be by how its... not there. just a taped on piece of paper to suggest direction 🙃)

[pissmoon]

IF INSTAGRAM BITCHES STILL WANT TO DISCOURSE 'PICKMES' IN MF 2023 OK HERE WE GO. I have many thoughts about how 'feminist' criticism of 'im not like other girls' is centered around the idea that the only reason why a teenage girl could ever feel like this is being motivated by 'male attention' alone, and never ever because, at that age they dont have much better language to describe the feeling of alienation from the gender roles and expectations on what it means to be a 'girl'. If u throw the term 'internalized misogyny' around so much it should not be hard for you to understand that women and even little girls are socially conditioned to reinforce the patriarchy, women are the guard dogs of the patriarchy actually. Like this is 101 shit to anyone that thinks they get to call themselves a 'feminist'. Little girls who are raised to believe that 'girls' should always be put together, not act up, obsessed with their looks, have to like pink and 'girly' stuff and its abnormal if they do not will often bully and ostraticize girls who dont conform or care about this type of social expectations and standards (depends on your environment, maybe you were lucky enough to not go to school with such girls, but it doesnt mean they dont exist). Like you are 6 years old and everyone ever gives you all clothes everything ever in pink like other colors dont exist - some kids have a very strong gut reaction to being told they 'have to' like something which is why so many girls had a long phase of hating the color pink. 'You HAVE TO like it as a girl' 'no, the fuck, i dont' is a reasonable reaction. These girls are told they are weirdos for being 'not like other (REAL) girls' because they dare to not like wearing hair in braids and skirts feel uncomfy to them since the beginning but if they choose to reclaim it and take pride in the fact they can just be themselves without caring what they are supposed to be like as 'girls', its them who have an internalized misogyny problem, never the girls who bullied them for being bad at makeup, right? 'Its not that all girls are this or that' they are fucking kids and teenagers and society was telling them all girls are this or that since day 1 and they ended up believing it, boo hoo. Performing feminity is unrealistic and hard enough for children that they feel alienated from the idea they are a 'real' girl. This brutal enforcement of 'feminity' which is an abstract concept as default in women and girls causes so much needless division between girls/women, it all causes needless polarization over the fact that we are human beings with different aesthetics, fashion, hobbies, temperaments, interests, personalities. We are made to feel like we dont belong, like we are freak abomitations who will never be 'real' women if our hair is messier and we dont care about having our nails done. How about that, how is none of that ever a part of the discussion. And some will say oh these girls were probably lesbian/bi/non-binary/trans dudes, but like my point here is that this shit is 100% alienating for cishet women as well and it doesnt make u inherently trans or something to not like pink and makeup lmfao

[springcatalyst]

i KNOW 'said' isnt bad to use and i do use it plenty but im also king of very specific words to get my point across and basically. all the words for 'said meanly' are too quick. spat and bit and snapped are good but theres no good word for that kind of cruel drawl that u get when really mocking someone for what theyre worth. not enough words

[sasukeless]

I agreed with that post you made about Sakura not caring If she knew the truth about the massacre but what do you think of her offering to go with Sasuke in part 1

i mean she didnt offer that because she believed what sasuke was doing was right or because she supported his revenge lol. her whole confession is her not wanting sasuke to leave her she offers that when she realizes nothing shes saying is making sasuke stop so she doesnt stop to think how selfish it would be for her to just leave her family just to go after her crush, but again shes not doing it out of support or anything like that. and sasuke himself knows this which is why he leaves her and why he doesn’t believe a word of what she says when she shows up at the bridge and claims shes on his side

the thing is also at the bridge naruto himself says “i know the truth about itachi” and sakura is right there, she hears this but she never ever ask and ppl say this is kishimoto fault because how he wrote her but like Yeah thats the point? he wrote her like that all the time. its okay if u dont like that writing for her, it is annoying lmao but saying it makes no sense its dumb because kishimoto has always kept her as a background character for her own team and refused to make her relationship w sasuke anything more deep than just her crushing on a guy that doesnt like her back and that shes unable to understand or view sasuke as a person outside of her romantic feelings

[lepidopterium]

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[luciality]

had a "you cant be saying that white baby" moment today with my aunt

[purpleowl666]

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[mittenlady]

me when college is less in a day but also more in a day and also wow where did my free time go wow

[fightaers]

me reading a twitter thread that defended s.akura

[deadtower]

of course a zionist puts a christofascist symbol on their sidebar, nice going yonah ezra

(1) never not even once said i was a zionist. my posts are consistently about how goyim need to be careful with how they treat jews who have nothing to do with any of this

(2) "a christofascist symbol" my brother in christ that is the eden's gate symbol from far cry 5

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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