#trying to hang onto some modicum of control by her fingertips only for ava to do something she hadn't anticipated

[birgittesilverbae]

strategist!beatrice admitting she's at a loss for how to proceed

[theoryofone]

op your tags are spot on. why hide them?

#beatrice over and over again pointing out information that they don't know and need to learn#lining up contingency plans a-z and beyond#trying to hang onto some modicum of control by her fingertips only for ava to do something she hadn't anticipated#(and isn't that always the way with ava - that she didn't see her coming - that if she'd had any inkling of what was to become of their#relationship she'd have bolstered her walls even further - that even then ava still would have phased right through them)#ava goes rogue in a way beatrice can't ever have anticipated and all her plans go out the window and she has to admit she's at a loss#never expected ava to jeopardize their cover to save her life#never expected ava to go to the man who all but lit the fuse that killed shannon#never expects just how deeply ava feels or how much capacity she has for forgiveness#and beatrice is unmoored by it#angry with ava in ep2 for jeopardizing the mission to save her#angry with herself in ep7 for jeopardizing the mission to save ava#packed full of rage and fear and only the faintest shred of hope#idk this might be incoherent i'm just rotating her always

strategist!beatrice admitting she's at a loss for how to proceed

[random-french-girl]

#beatrice over and over again pointing out information that they don't know and need to learn#lining up contingency plans a-z and beyond#trying to hang onto some modicum of control by her fingertips only for ava to do something she hadn't anticipated#(and isn't that always the way with ava - that she didn't see her coming - that if she'd had any inkling of what was to become of their#relationship she'd have bolstered her walls even further - that even then ava still would have phased right through them)#ava goes rogue in a way beatrice can't ever have anticipated and all her plans go out the window and she has to admit she's at a loss#never expected ava to jeopardize their cover to save her life#never expected ava to go to the man who all but lit the fuse that killed shannon#never expects just how deeply ava feels or how much capacity she has for forgiveness#and beatrice is unmoored by it#angry with ava in ep2 for jeopardizing the mission to save her#angry with herself in ep7 for jeopardizing the mission to save ava#packed full of rage and fear and only the faintest shred of hope (via @birgittesilverbae)

strategist!beatrice admitting she's at a loss for how to proceed