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hullo luvs ! ♡ lea (19, cst) here, comin’ at ya w my precious, misguided babe HAN JISUNG. as LEADER/MAIN RAPPER for dimensions ent.’s dood group ALIEN, he’s been thru quite...a lot,, heh. his profile’s chillin here & some keywords regarding some plots i’d like for him are chillin here too. feel free to like this post for plotting and i’ll be getting to ims real quick. tysm for the welcomes, and i’m so so excited to start rping w everyone~ *tw: drug abuse* 

PAST —

that cutie joonie ultra sweg beansprout we luv and wanna namswoon all over??? HA, WHOMST?

real-life version of “old taylor can't come to the phone rn why oh cuz she ded” rip lol

buuuuuuuut let’s start at the beginning, ok!

grew up in busan, south korea as v energetic, bright-eyed and sunshine-smiley kiddo

has a loving mom, dad, and lil sis he fawns over and bullies so so much

loved reading, helping his fam out w their korean bbq restaurant, and became obsessed w music

got into the underground rap scene at 13 yrs old, building connections w others and eventually started ghost-writing for independent rappers

unfortunately, also started to abuse drugs, and it wasn’t until he found better influences when he became a trainee at dimensions ent. at 16 yrs old that he started to recover from the raw realities of the underground

officially 100% drug-free at age 18 (!!!), a year before debuting as leader/main rapper for alien

rlly just wanted to be the absolute best and someone the other members could rely on

was also v surprised he was chosen as leader coz he wasn’t the oldest or the longest trainee in dimensions - but tbh it was expected bc of how hard he worked + continuing w his ghostwriting + fighting addiction + dealing w restructure after restructure of alien’s final lineup bLESS HIS LIL HEART UNF

debuted as “nam sungwoo” bc “han jisung” sounded too harsh for the concept he was gonna promote his persona as - aka a gentle leader with a softer name, yet a vicious rapper’s flow and powerful performance

which is so true!! to how!! he was!! even through alien being overworked + being mismanaged by dimensions, he still tried to stay positive and calm for the sake of the members and fans

but after years of being treated like shit by the company, not receiving the pay they deserved, and seeing the rest of the members suffer, he #SNAPPED and instigated the lawsuit scandal

LAWSUIT BEGINS —

delivered the legal notice personally to the ceo’s desk like a Bad Bitch bc *cough* OLDD SUNGWOO CANT COM TO TH E PHONE RN BC HE DED *wheezEs*

1 yr of legal battles = relapse back into drug abuse, hella sexual explorations and abundance, a new self-titled mixtape, and a complete 180 shift in his character

but at the same time he was goin down, his lil sis was goin up!! she was rising in success as an idol, and he honestly luvs her so much and rlly just gained a lot of strength from seein her complete her dreams :’-)

released a lot of pent-up stress bc of that mixtape and was finally able to regain his footing and comeback w alien once the lawsuit was settled

AFTER LAWSUIT —

now he demands respect. he’s self-righteous and lives without fear. he will rise from the ashes and has no problem with burning the world down in the process...

because if he can’t bend heaven, he will make it a point to raise hell.

with that being said.... @ mars members, i am,,, so.. sorry..but.......... he h8s all y’all

a very scary sunbae (pls help me i chose a dimpled squish as a fc and i’m tryna make him Hardcore hA,), but yeah he’s merciless towards other artists but in his mind he’s just keepin it real

was also able to say he recovered again from drug abuse early 2017, so!! congrats bby!!

it’s been a Wildt time, and he’s still trynna cope a bit internally, but he’s a lot stronger than he was before and it really shows in his demeanor nowadays

some positives of his personality are that he’s ( + ) innovative, resilient, passionate, independent, adventurous

some negatives are that he’s ( - ) impatient, aggressive, blunt, hostile, self-indulgent

and das about it for now bc i’m writing toooooo muuuuuchhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh~