#tried before and it famously didn't work . which is why y'all have to suffer and deal with me now ๐Ÿ˜ป
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chrisbangs ยท 1 year ago
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#i'm fine btw lol#i talk a lot abt killing myself for someone who's probably not gonna do it#tried before and it famously didn't work . which is why y'all have to suffer and deal with me now ๐Ÿ˜ป#but it's fine i won't do it#i will just dream abt doing it until i die fr one day#hopefully sooner rather than later#such is my life . life fucking sucks i hate being alive etc etc#nothing tethering me to lifeeeeee and that's fine i've come to understand that nothing remains meaningful to me apparently#i need to put my head in the oven or smth#damn dude i should just kms but it's like . ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ you know . hard to think it might not work again etc etc#lol idk#school is starting again and i've never been more suicidal in my life i think like wow#i really do not want to do this ... but it's cool ๐Ÿซ‚ who cares#i'll suck it up and get the fuck over myself and deal with#like either i do it or i get kicked out.. i don't really have much of a choice ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿคฒ so#anyway... i'm fine really... it doesn't matter anyway... even if i wasn't bc there's literally nothing to do abt it so why bother#i'm going to go and try to stomach some food bc i've been throwing up everything i've been eating bc of how stressed i am#and then i'll just . lie down on the floor and patiently wait for tmmr#i'm really tired ๐Ÿ‘ like beyond the regular usage of the word tired.. m fucking exhausted...#blah blah blah wah wah wah my life sucks you guys are sick of this so i will shut up but i think i'm not gonna be super active on here#anymore bc of school so ๐Ÿซก just figured i would log out but im sad so who i be if i didn't make some depressing text post abt killing myself#before i did. that ๐Ÿ‘ jrjrjdkdkdkd lol#dl#neg
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