#translation: ive been waiting for two weeks to tell my best friend I'm having surgery and that i need some support and love
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Gripping the sink tightly and looking into the mirror and repeating to myself that martrydom is overrated and that mortification of the flesh isn't as sexy as the media makes it look.
#translation: ive been waiting for two weeks to tell my best friend I'm having surgery and that i need some support and love#but I've wanted to tell her face to face bc 1. she takes news best that way#and 2. if its on the phone or via text its way too easy for me to downplay my emotional needs#but last weekend when we were supposed to see each other#she had to cancel bc her idiot moron boyfriend didnt want people over#and then today she texted me and asked if we could hang out#bc another friend needs support and my best friend wanted to have a little get together for her#so now its like#god I'd feel like such a dick dropping this if we hang out this weekend#and completely taking attention off the friend who needs support too#but also it's been two weeks and i just rly need a hand to hold#so now i come to the horrible task of weighing my needs vs the needs of others#and once again finding myself lacking#also this post is inaccurate bc im afraid of mirrors
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