#toto would promise him he wouldn't have to do anything he didn't want to ;)

[thissying]

Goodwood vs being at home, and going to the Euro2024 final, GP Great-Britain, 2024

[annisassintchaska]

It’s Over Now : Lewis Hamilton x Black!Caribbean!Reader

Please note: Both Lewis is 22 & Reader is 20 as the story takes place in 2007.

Lewis and I have been dating since he was 16 and I was 15 years old. We came a long way as I juggled with supporting him with racing while focusing on my studies, as he tried his best to make it to Formula 1. Over the years, our relationship has been through a lot of milestones that almost ended everything; from me not being able to attend races to him not being able to be there for me when I needed him, yet we managed to pull through.

However, for the past few months, I have come to notice that he has become distant once more, but not just any normal distant; the distant when someone is no longer interested and is just going along with anything. I also noticed how my fingerprint for his phone was deleted so that I no longer had access to the contents and that he stops answering phone calls in my presence, even if it has to do with work. All this adds up to one answer: Another lover had entered the chat.

I stayed up at nights next to him staring off into the dark room as I try to find a calm way address the matter, yet no rational way of what came to mind wouldn't end in a screaming match between us. I cried silently as I watched him peacefully sleep, wishing he would hold me as he used to before she came along. I got up, grabbing my pillow and left for one of the guest rooms to sleep as I had promised to accompany him to his race tomorrow.

The morning sun had hit me just as the smell of tea took over my nose and I got up to get ready. Meeting Lewis downstairs he handed me a plate. "Good morning, babe where'd you run off to last night?" he asked as he placed a light kiss to my forehead. "I went to sleep in a different room because I wanted to watch the television" I responded. We ate in silence and left the house arriving a few minutes before he was due to arrive. Angela came to help as she gave me a hug, yet she signalled something to Lewis that I couldn't quite understand but chose to ignore it.

The day went on easily as the race was exciting with the competition among Lewis and Fernando in which Lewis had won. I was standing at the barricade waiting to hug him when he approached, yet I was surprised when a tall brown-haired woman who looked way older than us, pushed me to the side and enveloped him into her arms tightly. I then knew that she was the one who had taken him from me as I slowly walked towards his driver's room with Toto walking slowly behind me. "I'm sorry Y/n I kind of saw this coming, but I didn't expect it in this way" Toto said as he gave me a comforting hug. "It's okay, I knew this was happening, just not with whom. I'll forever love and support your team Mr. Wolff" I reassured him as I made my way towards the hospitality.

Two hours later, he was done with all the necessary post-race duties, He found me sitting and watching a cartoon. "Hey-" "How long has it been?" I asked cutting him off. he looked at me sadly as his head hung low. "I'm sorry, it's been going on for the past 10 months. I wanted to confess but I just couldn't, knowing it break you" he explained softly as tears started falling from his eyes. "You knew it would break me and yet the best way you could alert me of it was to have her pushing me down and swapping saliva with you in public before my very eyes?" I asked him calmly as I got up and stared into his eyes. "I get it that this is over now, but promise me that you would never treat any other woman the way you just did to me?" I asked and his tears started falling harder as he nodded speechlessly. I hugged him, inhaling his scent for the last time before placing a kiss to his cheek and walking away out of his life as I never made contact with him again. I went back to our previously shared home, picking up my already packed bags and made my way to the airport as I boarded my flight back to my home in the Caribbean, making sure that he never has any type of future contact with me.

[allkindfangirl]

love at detours I lewis hamilton

pairing: lewis hamilton x reader warnings: none summary: in which he had promise himself not to fall but even he can't help it

"This can't be happening." His head was falling into his hands as he sat on the bed across from the young woman. Her hands were shaking, not knowing how to control her feelings after telling him that she fell in love with him.

She was devastated and wished she had never told him. It was clear for her, that she had destroyed everything there was, everything she had with him. Right now, regretting the words that came from her mouth, she would rather continue whatever it had been, than not having him at all.

"I'm sorry.", she said, almost whispering. He looked up at her, his dark brown eyes focusing on her but his gaze was hard. Completely different from what she was used to from him.

"I told you from the beginning this couldn't happen." His words were harsh.

They had known each other for years now, after meeting at an event that she had attendet with her parents and her parents friends, Toto and Susie Wolff. Toto had been the one introducing her to Lewis and after that, she went to visit his races whenever she could.

Of course, Lewis Hamilton was incredibly attractive. She could not deny that his presence did something to her, but never in a million years she would've thought he would think the same about her.

But from the beginning they made an agreement that they wouldn’t be anything serious. They hung out, they spend time together and got close to each other, but always knew that it wouldn’t be anything else than being physical and liking hanging out with each other. It was a typical friendship with benefits and through all the time it had been going on, it had always been easy and fun.

He had been really clear about it, telling her how he wanted to focus on his career and not wanting a serious relationship. She knew she liked him from the beginning, being in awe of this man, his presence and the way he seemed so strong but was so gentle at the same time. But she never thought she would actually fall for him.

It frightened her, the first time she felt it. It was butterflies in her stomach, the longing of being in his arms. The longing of him saying that she was his only one and that he wanted to be with her forever.

She knew it had been the right thing to tell him. Not telling him wouldn't be fair to him since they both had an agreement.

"It's okay if you don't want to see me again. I know I ruined it."

His eyes were still laying on her. The beautiful woman in front of him that drove him crazy. She drove him crazy whenever she touched him. She drove him crazy whenever she wasn't in reach and he couldn't stop thinking about her.

He didn't want to see her again. He knew he had to cut her loose before it was too late, before he would fall head over heels for her too. He couldn't give in. He had promised himself to not let anything or anyone else take all his focus. His career, the sport that he loved so much was his whole life. He didn't want to be distracted and he knew that she would be on his mind all the time, if he let her fully in.

She saw it in his face, he didn't even had to tell her. This was over the second those words had left her lips.

They didn't see each other for over a year. It was hard for her not to fall into the deep end. Of course she was still interested in how he was doing, how his racing was going but seeing him on the tv and knowing she once had him and lost him, broke her. Her heart still beat faster whenever she overheard his name, whenever she saw a picture of him.

It was difficult for him too. Even though he could just find someone else to have fun with, he knew it wouldn't be the same. She hadn't just been someone to him. She had been special. He had let her see Lewis, not Lewis Hamilton. She knew him so well, his good side, his bad side and he couldn't remember the last time he had felt so comfortable with someone.

It was inevitable not to see each other again though. It was Totos birthday where she found herself in her favorite dress, heart pounding as she watched Lewis walk into the house. The champagne in her body did help a bit to calm her nerves. He looked good as ever. A black blazer hanging over his shoulders, paired with some trousers and shoes. His braids were tied in the back.

She watched him greeting everyone, saying hello to Toto and Susie when all of a sudden Toto turned around and pointed at her. It felt like her heart would stop the second Lewis eyes met hers. A smile started forming on his lips as he gave Toto a pat on the back and made his way over to the woman he had secretly missed so much.

"I hoped I would see you here.", he said, giving her a hug. She was surprised about his change of heart but figured he had been over the situation and had moved on.

The night went on with them chatting for a while until he was grabbed and pulled into another corner of the house to meet some people.

She didn't know what to feel. She was happy she saw him again. On the other side she knew it only brought up feelings she had tried to avoid so much. And though she was happy to see that he was fine and was willing to talk to her again, she knew now that it hadn't been hard for him to make peace with the past.

It was around 1am when she finally said goodbye to Toto and Susie, collected her things and made her way outside the house. Her parents lived close by, so she would just spend the night at theirs.

"Y/n.", she heard his voice though the night. Her heart felt warm as she saw him walking towards her, breath heavy from running to catch her before she was gone.

"You just wanted to leave without saying goodbye?" He chuckled as he walked towards her. His eyes gazed over her. He longed touching her soft skin. Her skin, that he had touched a thousand times before, but it was different this time. His heart ached by the thought of how close they had been once, physically and psychically.

"I didn't tell you the truth." Lewis had always been a more rational type, but in this moment he broke his patterns. This wasn't rational. He figured he couldn't think clear but maybe that was the effect she had on him.

She frowned, not having a single clue about what he was saying. "What do you mean?", she asked, replaying every conversation they had this evening in her head.

Lewis was close. If she wanted, she could just lean in and touch him. He looked down, cleared his throat. As he looked up again and locked eyes his hers, his eyes were soft.

"I didn't tell you the truth back then. I didn't not wanted to see you again. In fact, it killed me not seeing you for this long." He smiled, more to himself, thinking about what joy he had felt the second he saw her standing in the same room as him again.

"I- I missed you. And I know now that this wasn't just-."

It was the first time she saw him like this, mumbling, looking for the right words. Her heart started pounding again and she tried not to get her hopes up too high, just in case he would crushed her feelings again.

"I want to be with you y/n. I mean it. I want to have you by my side, in my life. Not just for the nights- I guess what I'm trying to say is-"

He was afraid of saying it. Lewis Hamilton was afraid.

"I fell for you too."

She knew she could start arguing with him about why he didn't tell her right away, why he hadn't reached out, why he had pushed her away. But she had never felt such happiness in her body and it overtook her. She rolled her eyes, couldn't hide the smile on her face that was now followed by his smile.

"You're an idiot.", she whispered as she stepped closer to him. His hands found her hips as he pressed his body against her. A feeling they both knew so well but they knew this was something new.

He kissed her. His lips being so perfectly on hers. Tongues playing with each other. They were both out of breath, wanting more, longing for more and they both knew that this was just the beginning.

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[effervescentdragon]

charlos pac rim au

"I don't want to do it," Charles says, and Sebastian holds back a sigh. "I don't want to do it, Seb, what the fuck, they can't make me -"

"They can," he interrupts, because Charles looks like he's going to cry, and Seb sure as fuck feels like he will. "They can, because I'm," he pauses, makes himself take a deep breath. He can say it. "Because I'm not able to do it with you anymore."

Charles stops fidgeting, and his stillness is eerie. He's sitting in front of Seb on the table and the absence of his kicking legs and his shuffling where he sits is so unnatural. I know what you're thinking, Sebastian thinks, because you don't spend years in Drift with someone without knowing their thoughts. Don't say it. Don't lie to yourself, Charles. Let go.

"We can try again," Charles says stubbornly, not looking away, and not moving. "We can try again, it wasn't your fault, Seb -"

"Charles," Sebastian interrupts again. "I know - I don't - fuck," he closes his eyes, because he doesn't want to start crying. "I can't drift anymore, Charles. You know I can't. Transgressor fucked me up permanently, Charles, I was lucky to come out of it alive." He swallows around the lump in his throat. "I'm sorry."

There is silence in the room, and Sebastian breathes through it. He shuffles in his chair, and moves his legs, and opens his arms, and before he knows it, Charles is there, hugging him with his whole body. Sebastian breathes him in, and lets Charles hold him, and holds onto him as tight as he can.

"He'll be good for you," Seb whispers, eyes still closed. "Trust me. I know he will. I wouldn't leave you with someone who I didn't think could be your match. So try, please?" he whispers. "For me?"

"You saved my mind, Seb," Charles whispers into Sebastian's neck. "You shielded me from that fucking Kaiju, and I'm the reason you can't pilot anymore." Before Sebastian can protest - it wasn't Charlses' burden, it was Seb's own decision, it was inevitable, he wouldn't have, couldn't have done anything different, nor would he want to - Charles pushes away from the embrace, and Seb opens his eyes. Charles' eyes are wet, and green, and more determined than Seb has ever seen them. "For you, I'll try," he says, and it sounds like a promise. "I'll try."

"That's all I ask," Seb says softly. "All I ever asked from you was to try."

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Sebastian watches them from behind the glass as they do a compatibility test. He didn't even have to bribe Toto to be here, though he was prepared to do so, but when he came into the observation room, there was a padded chair waiting for him already, and now he's on the edge of his seat, watching Charles and Carlos fight.

Charles is a beauty in motion, and Seb can see the moves he'll make in his head perfectly, a second before he moves. He twirls and jumps and hits, and doesn't lose his concentration. It's expected, and he's not surprised. He's done the same dance with Charles many times, and he can almost feel the adrenaline in his body, like he's the one on the mat. WHat he's more interested in, though, is Carlos.

Carlos, whose face is sweaty but who doesn't give Charles an inch. Carlos, who seems bigger than Charles but lets Charles lead, and steps in his way, moves him so they don't lose momentum when Charles gets impatient. Carlos, who looks steadier than Earth underneath them and who dances with Charles and never stumbles, never falters, observing as he fights and adjusting himeslf to Charles in a way Sebastian has rarely seen possible. Carlos, who smiles at Charles when he has him pinned on the mat, and winks at him, and says "That was good. Again?" straight to Charles' face, and means it.

Sebastian watches Charles try to hide his confusion, and succeed for everyone who doesn't know him as well as Sebastian does. More importantly, he watched Charles try to hide his blush as he looks at Carlos' throat as he swallows half a bottle of water. He watches Charles fail completely to hid his distraction, and fumble with his own water bottle, pouring half of it over his shirt. He watches Carlos notice, and say something to Charles that makes him laugh, and the easy way Charles lets Carlos touch him and pull him back in the middle of the mat, and he smiles.

"They will be a good fit, Sainz and Leclerc. I think so, Sebastian," Toto says from somewhere behind him, the question unasked, but implied.

Seb lets himself smile wider.

"Yes," he replies, and his chest feels lighter than it did since before he woke up in the hospital, Charles frantic at his side. "I think they will be a perfect fit, Commander."

[el-hawthorne]

TXT - Hogwarts AU Pt. 2

Summary: You are their bestie and got sorted to the same house like theirs.

Warning: no proofread, txt members being crackhead as always.

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🐰 Choi Soobin

- hufflepuff

- he really happy, knowing that you are on the same houses just like him

- He helps you to learn every night

- did I mention you that he is a prefect?

- he is protective over you, since you are literally younger than him and innocent. That's why he can't say no if you're the one who asked him favor

- when you are sick? Nah, he ditch his class just to take care of you

- he already promise your parents that he would protect you, even marry you. He said the last words jokingly to ease the tension between you and him. But deep down, he wanted it to happen tho.

🦊 Yeonjun

- his parents and your parents are the pure bloods

- before you got sorted he already asked more space for your seat beside him

- he already expecting that you would become a slytherin just like him

- so he wasn't surprise when you got sorted into slytherin

- really good at playing quidditch

- everyone knows that your seat is always beside him

- would trick you to ditch your study group and makes you watching him practicing quidditch

🐻 Beomgyu

- Goofy gryffindor is his middle name

- you lowkey embarrassed when he shout the loudest at you because you got sorted into gryffindor

- the one who always drag you to watch him playing quidditch

- more than willing to ditch his class when you are sick

- would do anything foolish just to makes you feel better when you are at your low

- the one who wake you up in the middle of the night to sneak out using marauder's map

- his parents promise you, if you can make him behave at school, you can have a dragon as your pet. But Beomgyu wouldn't let that, "How dare you abandon our child? Toto would probably get mad at you!"

🐿 Taehyun

- Ravenclaw

- He wonder how can you got sorted into ravenclaw?

- because in his eyes, you are that idiot yet clumsy but cute type of person

- He pats his seat, so you can sit beside him

- he will always company you when you go to the house, because you can't answer the question to open the door

- even if he's tired, he always help you when you need help, even if you didn't ask anyone

- His shoulder to cry on is always available when you facing bad day

🐑 Hueningkai

(El: don't blame me, he is cute like a sheep, I love him, okay?)

- hufflepuff

- the happiest person when you got sorted into hufflepuff

- same like Soobin, he will ditch his class when he knows you aren't okay. (I mean, he will be the one who initiate to ditch the class when you're feeling down. Because he knew you wouldn't focus on your class anyway)

- will bring you some snacks when you two watching quidditch game together

- will sneak out in the middle of the night to asking the fairies some food for your midnight snack

- Hagrid and Fang are literally his best friends

- "Hey Fang, don't look at her like that! She's mine!"

El: I think I have writer block 😔 but I will still try my best to stay update with you guys. I still on my work with Beomgyu Mafia AU I love you ❤

It's 9.34 am. here, have a nice day/evening

Sincerely,

- El