#too overwhelmed by it all that i go do something entirely unrelated and unproductive. and then i just feel frustrated. it also doesn't help | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mercyedes · 6 months ago

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writing is so frustrating because it isn't lack of motivation that keeps me from being able to finish these fics, it's literally the opposite lol. i have so much motivation and excitement and so many ideas that my hands just cannot put all that from my head onto the google docs it's like my brain is too busy to focus lol.

#i have like three ham/brady projects im working on and i fucking love all of them and have so many dialogue blurbs and little random scenes #sketched out & it consumes me . but then i go to ACTUALLY write the words and i space out and cannot get the image right into words --#and i'll type like. maybe two or three sentences every few hours (if that) and then get distracted by all the other ideas i have for them O #too overwhelmed by it all that i go do something entirely unrelated and unproductive. and then i just feel frustrated. it also doesn't help #that i'm a horrible terrible perfectionist & if i feel my characterization is off even slightly (by my standards) i suddenly want to ditch #the entire scene + stop writing immediately + have to take multiple days to figure out a different way to approach that particular sentence

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