#to everyone who's read it: thank you so much i just!!!! gahhhhh my heart is so full right now
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This was supposed to be a comment on your space story about Sasha and eris but tumblr’s being weird so it’s an ask.
This is beautiful op. I finished this story with tears in my eyes, I love everything about it. The twist, the dawning horror beforehand, the descriptions and metaphors, this entire story is absolutely brilliant. The plot is quite simple (which, as someone who’s written a lot of short stories, I would call a point in its favour), and in a way the characters are too, neither have time for much of a personality so to say, the most unique character is the villain, but they’re all so interesting and you do a really good job of making us care about them, and giving us an interesting story through Sasha’s eyes in the short time you have.
‘And either way, it didn’t matter much. It’s NASA. They know more than she ever will.’ Oh that line is brilliant on a second reading. My absolute favourite line, though, would have to be your rather strange ending line. That in conjunction with the ship’s name, Reverie.
I can’t quite put into words what this story does to me. It’s beautiful and strange and a little bit confusing. It has a meaning that I’ll probably figure out in a few hours and come back to gush about. There’s horror on it but it’s also something about people, human or otherwise. I’m still not done thinking about this story. It’s one of those ones that takes a while to really understand. My favourite kind. Thanks for the experience and the art.
oh,,,,,my god. thank you so so much, first of all. this is one of the nicest things anyone's ever said to me, thank you so much.
I can't even tell you how much it means to me that you felt so much from my writing (my writing???? ahhhh!!!!!!) I haven't tried my hand at too much original work other than like creative writing assignments for school, and so to get such a reaction!!!! ahhh!!!! I've reread this comment at least 12 times and teared up literally every time. and thank you for commenting on the last line!! that was one of the last parts I wrote and I always labor a bit over my ending lines because I want them to pack some punch so I'm really really happy that it did!!
I was kind of basing some of this story off of this song I saw on tiktok a while ago and in one part she sings "if I had my choice again / I'd always choose human" and like. idk I haven't stopped thinking about that line for months and I really wanted this to be something about humanity a little bit so I'm so happy that that came across.
but as much brief thought as I may have put into it, you read deeper and extrapolated something really beautiful from it so thank you so much for that I really really love your view of it and going back and rereading it is really nice now because I can see what you mean and like. idk that just makes me feel so happy and gives me a little pride in my writing which is just!!!! thank you so much!!
and I'm just rambling now but I'm seriously so overwhelmed with how much this comment means to me!!!!! you are exactly what I mean when I think that humans are good at heart and wonderful beings and like. you are so wonderful thank you so so so much I'm going to keep this comment and just. read it and cry over it forever thank you
#fiona speaks#i...i don't even know what else to say just. thank you so so so much#this means a lot to me especially since this is an original work and so like. like comments on my fics are AMAZING and WONDERFUL#and i love them with all my heart#but like. everything from this story came from my brain and so to get such high praise like this is so insane and i just#thank you#so so so so much#i really mean that and i'm really taking this comment to heart and i just!!!! ahhhhhhh this made me so incredibly happy thank you#honestly i wrote this thing in three days and i wasn't expecting that much to come of it#but it means a lot to me that you and so many people have enjoyed it and been so kind about it#to everyone who's read it: thank you so much i just!!!! gahhhhh my heart is so full right now#thank you :')#answered#notaceofstars#to come back to
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🕷 With Sukuna and related to this, please 🥺
♡ Red, Orange, Yellow Leaves ♡
(A/N: Gahhhhh, platonic Sukuna melts my heart!!! I hope you like this, it’s definitely a cute idea 🥺🥺🥺 Sukuna doesn’t understand why his kid is so soft and kind but he’s trying his best 😭😭)
Content Warning ⚠️: Yandere, platonic yandere, child!reader, Sukuna doesn’t understand emotions but he’s trying 🥺
Summary: You love watching the leaves fall with your father (Platonic!Yandere!Sukuna x Child!Reader)
Halloween Event ➸ ♡
Masterlist ➸ ♡
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There was one place you loved more then anywhere. Granted you hadn’t been anywhere besides the shrine but even so, you knew your garden was the place you wanted to be more than anywhere else. Your father, Sukuna, has gotten a garden built for you after noticing how much interest you seemed to have in flowers and nature in general.
Everyone assumed he was evil, which he was, but no one would ever assume that if they saw how he was with you. You only ever saw him as your papa, your doting father who was willing to hurt anything that so much as made you pout, your father who would lovingly call you a brat, your father who was willing to do anything for you. It was fair to say he was completely different around you.
“Papa! Papa!” You call out, running down the hallway to try and find Sukuna. “What do you want? What’s wrong?” Sukuna asked, his tone sounded annoyed, however you knew that he wasn’t. You run over to him, stopping just in front of him. You look up at him with starry eyes before speaking.
“The leaves are falling!” You say happily. Sukuna only stares at you for a moment. “Yes. And?” Sukuna asks, you leaning against his leg.
You were incredibly small because of your age and Sukuna was larger than the average human so you were incredibly tiny to him.
“Will you come look at the leaves with me?” You pout, watching him begin to immediately soften at your tone.
He doesn’t understand how you can be the child of the King of Curses and be so soft. He doesn’t understand why you would want to do something like watch leaves fall from trees, but that doesn’t mean he wouldn’t do what you wanted with you.
He doesn’t say anything simply beginning to walk towards the garden to which you cheerfully follow. You follow before quickly sitting down at the edge of the engawa. Sukuna sits next to you, feeling you lean against one of his arms. You smile a bit as you watch the red, orange, and yellow leaves dance as they fall.
Sukuna didn’t understand why you did the things you did. Why you always wanted to be near him. Why you always wanted to help different animals. Why you were so fascinated by flowers. Why you liked to watch the leaves. He didn’t understand why but that didn’t mean he wouldn’t support you doing that.
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#yandere jjk#platonic yandere#yandere sukuna#yandere!sukuna#yandere sukuna x reader#platonic yandere sukuna#platonic yandere sukuna x reader#yandere ryomen sukuna
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GAHHHHH IM SORRY FOR NOT READING RIGHT 😭🤚 i kind of want dima headcanons with prompt number 36 🥺 i feel like since his hair will be long after timeskip he'll really appreciate it
rough times. | dimitri
50 Wordless Ways to Say I Love You (#36): Helping brush their hair after a shower
-> Timeskip!Dimitri x GN!Reader
-> Warnings: Death Mention, Anxiety
-> Genre: Comfort, Fluff
Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd always considered himself to be clean and well-kept. He prided himself on his grooming and would sometimes scold those who weren’t quite up on their game, yourself included. Dimitri’s morning routine was a lengthy one and he always made sure to look his best, so surprised was an understatement when you saw him five years later.
You approached the man, whose hair had grown long and matted, whose face was muddied with dirt and scars and debris from the ever-slowly collapsing Monastery around him. He wouldn’t look at you in the eyes when you spoke to him, instead brushing you off with words more dirty and vile than his being.
And yet, you couldn’t blame him. The world had changed- he had changed- so much.
You recalled your Academy days. Days when getting out of bed and getting dressed and looking decent became nearly too much to handle. You remembered how Dimitri would help you, giving you as much time as you needed to slowly start your day. How he would wait for you after sitting outside of the baths, letting you sit in front of him as he tried to style your hair. He never did it quite right, but you hadn’t the heart to correct him.
Dimitri was always so put together and he would go out of his way to make sure others shined just as brightly. To see him now- dulled, angry, out of place- your heart broke. You yearned to help him.
Every day, you would try to get close to him again. Every day, you would talk to the man only to be shot down and shooed away from the area of rubble that he claimed and sat at every day. Every day, your heart broke over and over again as you tried to get your Dimitri back.
Soon, you accepted that that Dimitri was never coming back. He was a shell of himself and you started to wonder if that was all he would ever be. Would you ever be able to feel his fingers run through your hair, telling you some silly story about Sylvain as a child? To hear him whisper that everything would be alright as you cried your heart out? Dimitri made you finally feel like you were good enough, but why wouldn’t he let you return the favor?
“Because I don’t need your comforts.” He told you. “I don’t need your pity. I’m fine, now go.”
You were persistent. “How long has it been since you’ve bathed? Since you’ve taken care of yourself? You’ll feel a little better if you just-”
“I don’t need to! I will feel better when I kill Edelgard.”
His gaze was growing angry, so you could only sigh and take your leave. Dimitri knew your limits in the past, so the least you could do would be to respect his.
If you thought you’d seen Dimitri’s worst, you were wrong.
Rodrigue, Felix’s father, took a hit for the blonde man and unfortunately passed away. You didn’t know who was taking it the worst- Felix or Dimitri. Felix had spent the past three days after his father’s death in the training area. You knew he was beating himself up and simply wouldn’t talk about it. He may have been harsh on his father, but he still cared for him. Sylvain often tried to relieve your worries by checking on him daily, bringing him food and trying to talk to him. Most of the encounters ended with Sylvain being chased out of the area, but you appreciated his efforts nonetheless.
Dimitri, on the other hand, concerned you greatly. One may think that the complete turnaround of his attitude was a good thing, but it only concerned you even more. He’d apologized to everyone that he was rude to in the past- except you. You waited for the day that he would come to you and say sorry for pushing you away, but he never did.
“Dimitri, open the fuck up.” Your knuckles slammed harshly against his door. You had marched yourself to his room after he completely ignored you at a meeting and left without another glance once it was over. Fed up was an understatement.
The man opened the door, his eye widening at the sight of you. “Y/N-”
“Let me in. You’ve got some explaining to do.”
Dimitri opened the door wide enough for you to slip in and you marched to his bed, sitting with your arms crossed. He wouldn’t meet your gaze, instead leaning against the desk and pushing his damp hair out of his face. Thank Goddess he finally is showering. “I think I’ve explained myself to everyone that I am okay now.”
“Everyone except for me. Every single day I tried to talk to you and to support you, but you brushed me off. Even now, after you claim that you’re okay, you refuse to talk to me or even look at me. What did- did I do something wrong?” Tears filled your eyes as anxiety began to course through you. Maybe you were the bad guy-
“Absolutely not. I feared that… after I treated you so poorly, that you wouldn’t forgive me. So I avoided you like a coward instead of facing my fears.”
You sighed and held your hand out. “Hand me your comb.”
“What?”
“Your comb. You would always do my hair when I needed comfort. I think it's about time that I return the favor.” You smiled softly as Dimitri did just that, sitting on the floor in between your legs so that you could reach.
He titled his head back, leaning into your touch and relishing the feeling of your fingers massaging his scalp. “I’m so sorry, Y/N.”
“Silly, I’ve already forgiven you. Just- if you ever feel bad, y’know, and get anxious or angry or upset or anything, please come to me. You were there for me for so long-”
“I wasn't there for five years. Don’t give me such credit.”
“I’ll give you as much credit as I please- and keep still! Your hair is going to end up with more knots than it started.” You playfully yanked on a strand, your heart flipping when you saw him finally crack a small smile. “You were there for me in my rough times. Please, let me be there for yours.”
“...Okay.”
#fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#fire emblem x reader#fire emblem imagines#fire emblem three houses x reader#x reader#fire emblem three houses imagines#requests#dimitri bladdyd x reader#dimitri x reader#dimitri imagines#dimitri blaiddyd#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#writing prompts
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Never Have I Ever...
PART FIVE (final part)
(Artist unknown)
Siruis x reader
Post-Azkaban
Reader is younger
4900+ words
Warnings: swearing, angst, sexual themes, smut, 18+ Not for minors. Please do not read if you are under 18.
Disclaimer: all characters are assumed 18+
Oh my GAHHHHH! This was so much fun to write. If you made it through, thank you so much for reading! Let me know if you would like more stories. x ————————————————————————————
Of course you are more than friends! Charlie is young, whole, and comes from a good family. ~I must be pretty stupid to read into one night when you were both technically working. What was I thinking?! ~ Sirius berated himself.
He walked through his front door into the empty house, the two coffees long forgotten in a rubbish bin outside the Ministry entrance.
~I love you too, darling.~ Charlie’s words kept playing in his head.
Bent over his kitchen table, hands gripping the back of a chair, Sirius shook his head, scoffed humourlessly to himself and for the first time in his life he did not stop the words ‘this is not fair’ pulse through his brain.
There were three times in Sirius’ life that he could definitely consider unfair: when he realised the type of family he had been born into, when James and Lily died, and when he got sent to Azkaban instead of Peter.
Knowing how destructive that sentence could be, he refused to give it room in his head. As a young adult Sirius was many things: reckless, impulsive, rash, but to survive Azkaban like he did he had to not feel sorry for himself, stick to the facts; thoughts that carried far less emotive power and try to remember who he was.
Sirius was incredibly mentally resilient to be able to not succumb to the dementors despair by madness or death like most of the poor inmates. In some instances he was mentally stronger than his pairs. However, in others, being incarcerated for 12 years during his 20s had left Sirius in a stunted and somewhat delayed sense of emotional development. Azkaban had stolen from him many simple and often taken for granted life lessons; first heart break, first rejection, first real adult relationship and the accompanying learning curve these lessons provide.
Visions of you and Charlie squeezed his heart in a suffocating way stirring up a wave of emotions such as loss, sadness, and if only’s as well as a self destructive phase Sirius should have learnt from in his younger years. Not being able to handle anymore situations in which he emerged the loser, Sirius went out. Then out again the next night when it was Friday and you would be going out on your date with Charlie. He continued this two nights later, the night after, and then more nights after that.
Sirius got drunk, really drunk and threw himself into the willing arms of many women in the hope they would soothe his soul and make him feel love.
You see you had not only awakened the emotions of lust and desire in Sirius, you had made him want things; to love and be loved.
This did not go away after realising you couldn’t be his so he followed an old pattern when his needs weren’t met by trying, in vain, to get these needs met elsewhere.
It was futile and by the second week he realised he was only going to make himself feel worse.
No one felt, smelt, or tasted like you and as your name fell from his lips when he came he understood that though, for the briefest of moments at the height of his pleasure, did he feel good, when he opened his eyes and didn’t see you there just the warm gaze of a stranger he knew he needed to stop.
Apart from hurting his heart, he was also putting his health at risk. A scare that came to nothing in his teens, taught Sirius always to make sure to practise safe sex and receive regular check ups but he couldn’t hold alcohol like he used to and he was getting sloppy. If he wasn’t careful soon he could be in trouble. So he stopped.
You had not failed to notice Sirius’ new stony façade. He constantly smelt like cigarettes, was brief and distant at meetings and - according to Tonks who had been filled in by Remus – had turned up to missions tired, smelling also of stale alcohol and multiple different women’s cologne.
So he was a flirt you thought. And now he was getting his end away all over town.
“I’m such an idiot” you muttered to yourself one morning at work. You had been thinking about Sirius a lot over the last few weeks post the kissing incident and the accompanying sudden turn of events.
It hurt, really hurt that someone you admire so much and you think you had started to fall for could seemingly forget who you are. You still saw him each week but he looked past you and moved quickly away.
Fuck! Sometimes you thought you had really blown it and you cursed yourself for what now seemed like pressuring him into kissing you. Did you irreversibly create such an awkwardness by loving him that he had no choice but to pretend you didn’t exist? Then other days you felt irritation at the man who had flirted with you, gave you hope for something more then took it away.
180s in behaviour from people was nothing new to you. Having experienced that fickle behaviour in partners before you tried not to let yourself get too down with the well reasoned thought that ‘you can’t please everyone’ and ‘not everybody is a good match’ …Sirius though, you really felt like he was.
It was his perogative to sleep with and be with whoever he wanted and god if he didn’t miss out on sowing some wild oats in his 20s. If this was what he really wanted you would try to accept, get over, and move forward from it – feeling glad for the moment you shared and for the man who taught you so much. ~Be happy for him, he deserves a lot after all.~ You told yourself.
He didn’t seem very happy though. He had asked Kingsley to take over meetings – an ominous sign – while he sat in the corner, moody and aloof. Did that mean something?
You shook your head chastising yourself ~ wishful thinking Y/N~ before Tonks, who was walking past the staff kitchen interrupted your thoughts. “You were stirring that coffee the last time I walked past, ten minutes ago! I think it’s done Y/N. Now come and help me with this case file for the Death Eaters you and Sirius tracked.” Not noticing you jerk your head at the sound of his name she carried on looking at her notes and continued. “They were trafficking illegal potions and we think - using a bar now as a front since you caught them at that park”.
“Ok good. Have you narrowed down any areas to check out?” You sipped your coffee before quickly spitting it out. It was cold. Tonks laughed. “Yes I have. Can you help me?” You smiled at her and slung an arm over her shoulder walking you both back to the junior office. Maybe this case would be just what you need to help stop thinking about Sirius, and whatever had happened to make him not be able to look at you anymore.
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It is funny that you thought this, though you were incredibly perceptive and observant in some areas, you were not in others. You had failed to notice that Sirius hardly stopped looking at you. Whenever in your presence he watched you, noticing the crinkles of your eyes when you smiled, the curve of your lips as you spoke, and the intense gaze in your eyes.
He stared at you in a sort of bittersweet torture of his heart. He had stopped drinking (as much) now and focused his energy on fighting Voldemort, putting himself on the most dangerous missions only the very senior aurors undertook thereby hoping to make a better world for the likes of you and Charlie to grow old in.
This seemed to work and distracting himself from the sting of what could have been, but tonight and on every other Wednesday night he allowed himself to bask in the sight of you. It was a like special treat that left him worse for wear.
Though you were sad and hurt at his obvious disinterest in you, you couldn’t help but feel like you were missing something. There were a few times when you thought about going to Remus but the embarrassment of admitting you liked Sirius and could Remus find out if he liked you too felt so childish you cringed at the thought.
Before focusing back on the current order meeting you remembered the words that your Dad told you helped when feelings of sorrow were overwhelming: ‘This too will pass.’
Lifting your chin up you took a deep breath and exhaled looking straight ahead, accidentally locking eyes with Kingsley across the table at Grimmauld Place.
“Ah thank you Y/N.” said Kingsley – obviously your eye contact opened you up for something. “That settles it. Y/N and Bill you can case the ‘Frog and Whistle’ and establish if it is indeed a front for the Death Eater’s potions trafficking.
Well that made sense. The Frog and Whistle was a pub of interest Tonks had noted in North East London.
“Great.” Said Bill sending you a quick smile. “I don’t know what Dalziel looks like so Y/N can be the eyes of the operation.”
Ahhhh…
Sirius was discretely watching you throughout this exchange. God you were beautiful, even when you were grimacing slightly and looking a tad frightened…
“I’ll go with them.” Sirius said looking at you then turning to Kingsley. “Y/N only saw him briefly. I would know the man anywhere.”
Relief washed through you which quickly turned into an unsettling disquiet. He knew…
As if sensing your deliberation, Sirius added: “if that is alright with you of course, Y/N?” For the first time in weeks he looked at you. A gaze that held so much turmoil, respect, and was that desire?
Your heart fluttered in your chest as you cleared your throat and said a high pitched “that’d be great….Sirius.”
“Excellent.” Kingsley clapped his hands together. “Three pairs of eyes will be better than two.” He stood shuffling his papers looking round the table signifying the end of the meeting. “Until next week, then.”
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Sirius was already at the bar. Standing in his signature black fitted jeans and a white button down shirt. His shirt was rolled up at the sleeves and open at the collar bone; at a glimpse you might see a light dusting of black chest hair – if you were close enough.
You had chosen a bar leaner; a high table inside the Frog and Whistle. It was directly in front off the entrance and had an excellent view of the bar – no one would be missed should they happen upon this establishment tonight. Nervous for the mission, with mixed feelings of excitement and anxiety about spending time with Sirius alone for the first time in weeks, you tried to focus on the numerous people filtering in and out of the pub.
Sirius placed two beers on the table and ran his hand through his hair. A move which caused the bottom of his shirt to lift exposing a sliver of toned abdomen and an inch of his underwear.
You shivered involuntarily. He noticed, halting in front of you, “are you cold Y/N?” His look of concern continued to cause shivers up and down your spine.
You swallowed and shook your head. “I’m fine!”
“You’re shivering, we can move out of the draught if you…” he stopped when you placed your hand on his arm.
“Totally fine Sirius, but thank you though.” You took a sip of your drink and remained quiet. Trying to focus on the matter at hand.
The pub was full of the usual Friday night atmosphere. People having after work drinks, cheers-ing the week past and the weekend off to come. No one so far looked like they were here for anything else.
You hadn’t sighted Dalziel yet and your heart gave a little jolt each time you saw a man of similar description. It’s not that you were afraid of him but the sting of his curse was still firmly etched on your mind traumatising you a little.
Sirius, correctly interpreting your unease, broke the silence, “I don’t see him either, Y/N. This might be a location we can tick off the list.” Wishing he could, but not being able to comfort you in a more affectionate manner he settled with, “Bill should be here shortly, did he say what time he was arriving?”
“He’s not.” You replied. “Fleur is pregnant and demanded he have one night off this week” You smiled wryly. You wished you had an ounce of that woman’s tenacity! “He asked Charlie to come instead. Oh, there he is.” You waved to Charlie as he walked through the door.
~You’ve got to be kidding me? Of all the fucking luck!~ Sirius couldn’t believe it as he watched you embrace Charlie. He excused himself to the bar under cover of getting the next round after grimly shaking Charlie’s hand.
“Three IPAs and a shot please.” Fucking hell! Sirius clenched his jaw. So not only was he out with the one woman he wanted and couldn’t have, he had to endure the man who got to have her as well.
“Cheers mate!” Thanked Charlie, accepting his drink. “Here’s to catching the bastard who broke Y/N’s arm.”
“I’ll cheers to that! Oh my phone….” You quickly looked at the mobile ringing on the table. “It’s Dad, I’ll have to take this… Hi Dad!” You answered you phone walking away and leaving Charlie and Sirius on their own.
There were a tense few minutes of silence, unnoticed by Charlie until an attractive woman approached the table and offered to buy Sirius a drink. Much to Charlie’s horror, Sirius smiled and politely declined, returning to lean on the table, his arms crossed.
“I know we are working but I won’t tell the others if you wanted to go and get her number.”
Sirius gave a lopsided grin, “not interested mate.”
Charlie shook his head. “Man, I wish I had what you have.” Sirius paused in the act of taking a sip of his beer.
“What would that be?” He replied.
“The birds!” Charlie exclaimed. “They just flock to you! What I wouldn’t give…” he mumbled trailing off and looking in the direction of the woman who had approached Sirius.
~The fuck?!~ thought Sirius. “What about Y/N?”
“What about her?” Said Charlie turning to Sirius momentarily, missing the dangerous glare in his eyes.
~So this little arsehole has Y/N and doesn’t even appreciate how lucky he is!~ Sirius could feel the rage build inside him.
Before Sirius could reply you had returned to the table. “Ok thanks Dad. I love you.”
“I love you too!” Mimicked Charlie. “Oh, ha. Ha” you said flipping Charlie the bird as you hung up the phone.
~Hold on?~ Sirius thought he was missing something here…
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A few hours later, and no sighting of Dalziel you decided to call time on the evening. “Ok I think we can mark this site as clear.” Picking up your bag and jacket you made to leave, “I’ll write up the notes and leave them at headquarters – feel free to enjoy your Friday night!”
Charlie nodded in thanks and turned his attention to the woman at the table next to yours. Not wanting to witness the rest of what he thought might happen Sirius left with you.
Finding a dark corner as cover you both disapparated appearing within a few blocks of Grimmauld Place. Falling into step beside you, Sirius shoved his hands into his pockets. He was in a dilemma.
By now he was certain Charlie had a wandering eye, if the rest of evening was anything to go by. He had to tell you, even if it meant you would hate him for brining this to your attention. You deserved so much better. He clenched his fists in his pockets before taking a deep breath and preparing to break your heart…
“Y/N do you…”
“Are you sure you don’t want to stay out Sirius?”
You both spoke at the same time..
“Sorry.” Smiled Sirius, “after you.”
“You don’t have to walk me back if you wanted to stay out. I’m sure you could have had a fun night with Charlie.” It wasn’t so much a statement as a question…spending the evening chatting to Sirius only served to increase your feelings for him. You even felt like…
“No I’m sure.” Sirius interrupted your thoughts. “Did you not want to stay though, with…” he stalled “…Charlie?”
You had reached Grimmauld Place now and as he held the door open for you your shoulder brushed passed his chest and your brain buffered… “Sorry, can you say that again, I didn’t, I didn’t hear..” Bloody hell you were losing your words again.
“I said, didn’t you want to stay with Charlie?” Sirius’ breathing was faster now, hating asking the question but needing to know, as the night and your behaviour towards Charlie confused him.
You laughed and walked down the hallway to the kitchen. “Shit no! I’ve seen Charlie Weasley on the prowl and it’s not a sight I want to experience again!” Chuckling softly you looked up at Sirius who was frozen in the kitchen doorway.
“So you don’t mind?” He questioned. “Mind?” You took your jacket off placing it and your bag on the table. “What do you mean?” Your furrowed eyebrows confused Sirius.
“Well, aren’t you together?”
Shock and hilarity ran through you at the same time. “Oh…ha! Me and Charlie? Gross! He’s like my brother! Why would you…” Your mouth formed an ‘O’ of surprise as pieces of the past few weeks ran through your head.
He thought you and Charlie were together. Why would he?...Oh Arthur! Arthur spoke about Charlie the night you were injured. You spent the night at Charlie’s house. Charlie has been with you since he got back, he said ‘I love you’ in front of Sirius. Oh fuck is that the reason behind Sirius’ sudden change in behaviour?
As you stood there, flashes of realisation passing through your head, Sirius took steps towards you. You looked up at him to see he was standing in front of you. “So you are not with Charlie? Or anyone?” His gaze was on you again, looking right into your eyes and down to your very core.
You shook your head softly not taking your eyes off him, one hand still holding your jacket on the table. “No.” You gulped. “I’m not Sirius, I thought…I thought you might have got that from our night in the park.”
Sirius smirked. “I’m a bit of an idiot Y/N. I don’t read between the lines that well anymore.” Although perhaps he had, he thought to himself, perhaps there was something between you all along? Still he wanted to hear you say it.
As if reading his thoughts, you began: “Well, I don’t think you are an idiot, I also think you read my feelings quite well but just in case I am wrong I will tell you.”
Tentatively, you placed one hand on his chest and said, “I’m not with anyone Sirius, never was and now I don’t think I could be with anyone apart from you. I have admired your strength and motivation to create a world without fear at the expense of your own safety for months. Despite everything you have been through your primary instinct is to help people. It’s unbelievable. That night, our kiss, I haven’t been able to think of anything else since.” You ran your other hand down his arm stopping when he caught it in his.
He couldn’t believe what he was hearing – this goddess couldn’t stop thinking about him and could see the man he so desperately wanted to be. His heart was beating fast and as you said the following words his breath caught in his chest.
“You drive me crazy, Sirius. I think I’m falling for you.”
Sirius’ mind, heart, and lower abdomen pulsed heavily at all at once. He didn’t wait. He grabbed you, pulled you hard to him and kissed you deeply.
The touch of you, your smell, your taste inflamed his senses until all he could feel was a delicious, electric sensation sparking throughout his body.
He had picked you up, swiped everything onto the floor and, for the second time in weeks, lay you down on the kitchen table. This time there was no painful broken arm just utter, incredible longing and excitement as well as a gorgeous growing bulge in his pants pressing against your clothed core.
Trying very hard to hold you gently, Sirius placed his weight on top of you. He quickly realised he shouldn’t have worried because as soon as he started to lean down, you ripped his shirt open handling him roughly in your haste. He smiled into your mouth thinking ~so she has a rough streak.~ The thought instantly making him harder and he needed more.
Breaking the kiss and holding you tightly to him he apparated you to the top floor of Grimmauld Place: his bedroom. You had never been this far up at head quarters so you had never seen Sirius’ room, a space you had thought about over the past few weeks wondering what it looked like. This would still be a mystery as your focus was only on Sirius and what he was doing with his hands and his mouth.
God the feel of him kissing you and touching you was so good you thought; Sirius helping you to remove your clothes as he walked you backwards towards his bed not being able to stop kissing you or holding your body.
Reaching behind you and undoing the clasp of your bra he threw you down onto his bed. He peeled off his shirt and kicked off his shoes while he looked at you. You were so so beautiful lying against his pillows and his heart squeezed when you smiled holding your arms out to him.
He paused hovering over you, brushing your hair out of your face as he held your gaze. “Y/N, I am in love with you. You said I drive you crazy? Well that’s nothing compared to how you make me feel.” He bit his lip before adding, “if you allow me I will show you.”
Winking at you, Sirius started to slide down your body kissing every part on his way. You gasped as he reached your underwear, fingers under the lace he looked up at you and smirked, his tongue resting between his teeth.
You bit your lip as he slid your underwear off, and dropped your head back when his stubble brushed your inner thigh.
Then…there was nothing else to think apart from: Oh. My. God. This is it.. I’ve died and gone to heaven! His first touch on your core was galvanic. He licked a line from the bottom of your folds to the top. It sent waves of electric currents throughout your body.
Holding you down to stop your hips from bucking, Sirius flicked the tip of his tongue rapidly over your clit sending shocks and sparks up and down your legs. Then, placing his mouth over your core, sucked until the pressure almost sent you off the bed before continuing to flick his tongue on your clit now submerged in a thrilling vacuum of euphoria.
When he inserted two fingers inside you and expertly twisted them against your walls you saw stars….and him. His scent was all around you, throughout the sheets you lay on, on your lips, and now at your most sensitive part.
You grabbed the sheets and wrung them in your fists as your orgasm came crashing down inside of you, lifting you up. Wave after wave of ridiculous pleasure washed over you. “Oh, fuck. Sirius!” was all you could muster before falling back against the bed.
Sirius emerged from between your legs, smiling and wiping his mouth. “You…that was…Oh my god” you breathed. No one had ever made you feel like THAT! Before Sirius could answer you pulled him down on top of you kissing him hurriedly and tasting a tang that only turned you on more.
You guided him onto his back and moved down the bed, undoing his jeans and adeptly whipping them off in a move that surprised both you and him. Taking care of the next layer of clothing your eyes widened in pleasant alarm as his erection popped out of his underwear resting against his stomach. A damp pool of precum settling from tip of his cock showing you just how turned on he was.
Stroking him softly at first, he watched you slide down his legs until you were level with his cock and licked the same line he did for you, ending with a soft flick at his tip. Sirius groaned. One hand gripping the side of the bed the other wrapped gently in your hair he was on fire, as you took him further and further into your mouth, bobbing a rhythm that was sending crackling jolts up and down his spine.
He was a beautiful sight to see, you thought as you stole a glance at him; eyes closed, lips pressed together…Sirius couldn’t take much more, he wanted you, needed to feel you at your closest. “Oh Y/N, you’re going to make me cum if you don’t stop that. Come here!”
Crawling back up the bed into his arms you kissed him, “don’t you want to cum, Sirius?” You teased.
“Yes but there is something else I want first.” He lay on top of you once more and kissed you deeply, bringing your arms up to rest on the pillows above your head. One hand holding both of yours together in place; with the other he reached down between you before pausing and looking at you, as if asking for permission.
There was so much adoration, want, and love in his eyes. “Take me, Sirius.” You whispered. He actually growled before he settled himself at your entrance and slowly slid into you.
“Oh, fuck!” Wrapping your legs around him kissing him hungrily as he moved inside you. At every thrust of his hips you felt more and more rapturous bliss.
Sirius couldn’t think, he could feel every inch of his cock being enveloped by your tight pussy at every moment. With each roll of your hips meeting his and taking him deeper he exploded with yearning. This, feeling you at your deepest, seeing your face contort in ecstasy, sweat trickling down between your breasts was something he thought he could never get used to. He had meant what he said; he was in love with you and sex with love was always better but never did he imagine sex was going to feel this incredible. He wanted to tell you this but at that moment, “Fuck!” was all he could manage.
A knot somewhere in your abdomen was unraveling. Sirius was fucking you harder, kissing your collar bone, biting your neck as he moved inside you; moaning your name over and over.
Wanting you closer he let go of your hands and flipped you to straddling him in a seated position.
You scratched your fingernails down his back as you grinded against him, chests pressed together, your nipples grazing his skin as you rocked. Chasing a feeling that was building and building reaching a pressure point and perhaps it was the combination of him fluidly popping his hips up into you, moving with you up and down and kissing you deeply; that brought you to the tip of your climax.
“Come for me, Y/N.” Your orgasm exploded leaving you gasping. Calling out Sirius’ name as he moved with you helping you ride out the waves of pleasure that were not stopping. “Wholly fuck! Sirius!” Seeing you unravel and call out his name for the second time that night acted like a stimulus, bringing his orgasm about with frightening speed.
“I think I’m gonna…fuck! Y/N” furrowed brows and goosebumps erupting all over his body, you felt a warm wave inside you as he came. Breathing heavily, he held you tight, placing soft kisses along your shoulder and neck, only releasing you when your breathing returned to normal and you both had stopped shaking.
Crashing down onto the bed at the same time, you looked at each other.
“That was…”
“…yeah!”
Both laughing and coming down from your highs.
After a moment Sirius rolled onto his side, facing you. “Y/N I’m so sorry for my behaviour as of late. There were a few things that lead me to be certain you were with Charlie and I couldn’t take it.” He paused to stroke your cheek. “My feelings for you started a long time ago and by the night of our ‘fake’ kiss - I was already in so deep and to hear you might be with somebody else…well it cut me.”
“You could have just asked me Sirius. Saved yourself the trouble.” You smiled. You were not angry, you understood miscommunication not addressed can easily cause unnecessary confusion.
“I know, I’m sorry I didn’t. I will from now on though.” He finished looking at you intently.
Breathing quickening again “From now on?” Then not wanting anymore uncertainty, “Until when?” You added, boldly
He smiled and kissed you, “shall we say for as long as you’ll have me?”
You cockily raised an eyebrow at him not letting him win you over so quickly. He laughed and said “well at least stay until we have to get up for the Order meeting?”
“Uh but Sirius, it’s…” looking at the clock on his bedside table, “2am on a Saturday. The next meeting isn’t until Wednesday night?!” Dumbfounded and amused you waited for his reply.
A sly smirk formed on his lips, his grey eyes twinkled as he pulled you to him, wrapping his legs around you before saying: “yes, and?”
Fin.
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Man, god, im just suddenly thinking about "ak/ur/oku" and like.. How the fuck did that even become such a huge thing in early 2000s fandom? Dear god so much early gay shipping in fandom was super unhealthy "sinful" bullshit made by straight people for fetishy purposes rather than genuine representation. But a/kurok/u was such a weird one because it was like.. Just globally accepted and never aknowledged to be problematic?? Man i still remember how lil 13 year old me didnt know there was anything wrong with it, like seriously when stuff like this becomes popularized it ends up sending bad messages to actual queer youth. Learning about your sexuality via the internet cos there's no sex ed irl for you, abd you end up stumbling into toxic fandoms before you have the critical thinking skills necessary to know that this stuff is bad and shouldnt be imitated. Like seriously one of the things i worry about EVERY NIGHT AT 2AM THAT KEEPS ME FROM SLEEPING is that stupid lil 15 year old me made a post on deviantart going like "are pedophiles really all bad? I mean it sounds like an illness. I mean maybe theyre just scared and they want help." Like im terrified constantly that someone will find that old thing and judge me as if i still believe that apologist crap, or as if it was actually an opinion i formed from a fully developed mind, rather than from a kid who (as far as i knew) had never met a pedophile, thinking about pedophiles in the abstract, while being influenced by fuckin pedophile-dominated fandoms and having NO IDEA. and of cooooourse i wanted to believe that i was mature for my age, i thought that was a compliment.. Uuuuugh...
Sorry, going a little offtopic there.
But anyway isnt it kinda weird how akur/oku was just.. Not even regarded as pedophilia? And when i was a kid it wasnt just me not understanding the gross parts of the fandom, i legit never thought axel was that much older than roxas. And it was one of the more popular gay ships cos at that point as far as we knew it was the only person axel had any sort of backstory with, and he cared so much about this guy that he was willing to sacrifice his life to help sora even when he knew roxas would never come back. At the time without further context it seemed like a reasonable assumption to make? And it wasnt until Days that i realized axel was intended to be an adult rather than a teenager, and even worse A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO MADE THAT SHIPPING ART KNEW THAT. Uuugh it was so gross in retrospect to go back and see all the clues i missed that these people were fetishizing roxas's inexperience and veey much writing him as underage. AAAAAAA!
Anyway im glad that shit is now recognized as shit and now we have canon evidence of this dude being old as balls. And honestly i love the relationship of him as a big brother/dad to roxas and xion a lot more, even though as a kid i was desperate for any kind of queer representation in kh. Like.. I never really actually liked the ship that much or felt any chemistry? I just latched onto a few bad writing flubs that could potentially be interpreted as Gay Evidence because i was SO damn desperate! Like i felt like i had to support all these gross abusive ships in fandom cos if i wasnt then i was being 'homophobic', i mean they were THE ONLY AVAILABLE OPTIONS, right? :( Its only now ive grown up i can see how wrong that was, and how people just used it as an excuse to make gross shit and get away with it. Like how in Black Butler all these 'yaoi fangirls' kept erasing the rarest of rare things, a canon trans woman, because 'its sexier if its gay'. Ughhhh. And seriously that discourse still exists for poor Grell, and there's still a lot of these shitty bigoted people pretending to be allies, but like seriously this was EVERYWHERE in 2005! And lgbt rights and even lgbt communities at all were way smaller and less available to the poor teenagers who really needed that positive influence while they were figuring out who they are. So man the abusive side of yaoi fandom was WAY more powerful, and wya more.mainstream, with barely any criticism. And the whole content of this fandom was creepy fuckin adults making pedo porn, and kids who just discovered they were queer and tried to headcanon their favourote characters as being like them. Fucking predator heaven! So yeh that ruined KH for me and definately made me scared of returning to Black Butler for almost a decade. And then i found out that the manga itself has none of that pedo shit and that one of the fandom's biggest abusive gay man archetypes was actually a trans woman this entire time, and just gahhhhh....
Also like seriously this is a tad offtopic but can we kill the anime trope of either everyone looking young or everyone looking old? Or creepy things where just one character looks the wrong age in order to fetishize pedophilia? I dont think kingdom hearts was one of those intentional ones, like i mean there's super bad shit where its like 'this 5 year old looking person is really 9000 years old/actually 18 and just hasnt had their growth spurt yet' (somehow its even more insulting when theres not even a magical excuse) Or the other way around and we have a character thats canonically underage but drawn looking sexually mature with big ol knockers so its somehow okay. The existence of those horrible things is why i end up feeling uncomfortable even seeing ambiguous ages as just a trope in completely innocent anime, yknow? Like in pokemon and digimon all the 10 year old protagonists are exactly the same height as all the adults, and all the female love interests for ash have to be early bloomers in terms of chest and hips, while notably Iris is the only one who actually looks her age and also the first non love interest. Its another reason why i prefer the new art style for the latest season, they make everyone look like kids and Lillie continues to look like a kid even though she's the main girl and has all the cute scenes with Ash. The girls even got very normal looking kiddy swimsuits in the beach episode! Why is that so uncommon, to find the bare minimum thing of underage kids not being sexualized at the beach??
Soooooo yeah, thats at least part of why kid me thought axel and roxas were within a similar age range. Like i thought roxas was maybe 16 and axel was 18?? Somehow?? I dont even know, kingdom hearts isnt even SUPER bad with the 'kids look like older teens,all adults look like age 20 at the most' anime syndrome. Its probably more because id been raised on games and anime that followed that trope, before i played kh. And as a kid you just dont really know the exact differences between 'old', like i mean i knew teenagers were tall and boys get a growth spurt, so somehow it made sense to me that axel could be the same age as roxas?? And man even if i knew he wasnt, i was barely educated at all about pedophilia and i didnt know the nuances of it. I just knew 'its bad for adults to marry kids' like man i was really behind the curve in general learning due to my undiagnosed autism and abusive parenting so like HERE'S 12 YEAR OLD ME NOT EVEN THINKING ABOUT THE SEX ASPECT. And i didnt know that adults in relationships with teenagers was bad too, or like 16/17 year old teens dating kids... I was so fuckin dumb... I really cant believe that not only did i believe stupid adults saying 'pedophilia isnt bad if you're non offending, its okay to make cartoon child porn as long as you dont physically abuse real kids' but also i somehow just DID NOT EVER REALIZE that axel was an adult and roxas wasnt even a goddamn older teen...
So yeh im making a lot of excuses for why my stupid younger self was blindly parroting bullshit, but im not trying to excuse how goddamn wrong and bad it was. I still wake up ashamed in the middle of the night for crapoy decisions i made as a dumb kid, and in terrified that some shreds of it might still exist out there on the internet and maybe someone else could read it?! Gahhhh! Seriously could i have accidentally helped spread that bullshit brainwashing to other kids? And seriously when people say this shit is harmless they just need to look at this, look at how being into problematic yaoi is such a common 'phase' for ACTUAL CHILDREN. Like its not fuckin NATURAL for kids to fall into this stuff, they do it because they dont know any better but the people making the goddamn founding blocks of the fandom are fuckin grown women fetishizing gay men or grown men fetishing lesbians. There's people who do know better who actually conciously decide that a/kurok/u is a good ship while knowing all the goddamn details of what it actually is and exactly what theyre supporting by shipping it. Ughhhhh!
So yeh fuckin Please Stay Safe In Fandom, Kids
And pedophiles have absolutely none of my sympathy, please ignore that goddamn shit i wrote as a little kid being fuckin groomed by a fandom without even knowing it.
This also applies a lot to the rest of LGBT+ aside from just gay shipping, like seriously it took me til age 18 to find any positive representation of trans people or even a proper explanation of what being trans is, yet before i was even 8 years old i'd seen a million 'lol gross man in a dress who gets sexual gratification from wearing women's underwear' jokes in kids shows. And when i was 12 i'd already been exposed to the fuckin hell of m/pre/g thanks to its prevelance of untagged n/sf/w shit in the kh fandom. And by age 15 i'd been exposed to pedophile apologists arguing whether child porn was okay if they only got off to that and didnt personally abuse that kid with their own hands. All of that shit but actually learning about homosexuality and gender in sex ed would have been 'too much' for someone my age...
God what a fuckin mess. Fuck im really really fuckin worried that any of my ignorant comments at those ages could have been read by other ignorant kids and contributed to that disgusting fandom atmosphere. Fuck i think about this so damn often im so damn ashamed of how ignorant i used to be yet i know the adult fuckfaces making pedo shit never reel one lick of shame any damn day of their life. I used to excuse their shit as an actual kid cos i just ASSUMED they would be ashamed and want to seek help! Gahhhh..
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[Sweeter than Ice Cream -Remus Lupin x Reader]
“She’s fine. She has some ice cream. I wish I had ice cream.” Word Count- 1725 Warnings- None Please don’t plagiarize/ repost Okay, I thought the prompt was kind of funny and kind of adorable so I just went for it. I’ve been posting so much the past few days that I didn’t see any reason to hesitate writing this. Also, I’ve went up seven followers in two days and I know that to other people, that’s not a lot, but to me it really is so thank you to everyone that has followed me and I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it. *** “Why did you recommend the saddest goddamn movie you could find?” Sirius choked, tears welling his silver eyes. You were sitting on the sofa in the Gryffindor common room, buried beneath the fluffiest blankets you could find in your room. You had your legs thrown over your friend, Remus, and James was drowning under his quilt from his dorm on the love seat. Sirius and Peter sat on the floor with their backs leaning against the sofa, chocolate frogs peeking out of the edges of their chocolate coated lips. “I didn’t remember it ever being this sad,” You wept as the credits for Terms of Endearment came on the television screen. “Y/N, are you sure you’re okay?” Remus asked, concern in his eyes. Before you could reassure him, James cut you off. “She’s fine. She has ice cream. I wish I had ice cream.” He grumbled and you rolled your eyes, wiping a few tears from your face. No matter how many times you wiped tears away, more just rolled down your face. “You should have bloody brought some up from the kitchens with you then.” You shot back and he mouthed the words back to you, holding his hand up beside his face, mimicking the motion of a mouth. You sunk further back against the sofa, tiredness plaguing you. “Maybe I didn’t want some then.” “Since when was there a time when you didn’t want ice cream?” “Since-Since- gahhhhh,” James threw his head back against the sofa and you chuckled as he continued to struggle to find a viable answer. “I think we should go back to the dorm now, guys,” Sirius yawned and you looked at the clock, eyes wide. It was three o’clock in the morning. So maybe time did fly when you were having fun. James, Sirius, and Peter gathered their blankets and left up the boys’ staircase, leaving their discarded chocolate frog packets and sweet packets strewn across the common room floor. You settled back against the pillow and closed your eyes, deciding that you would rather stay in the common room than go back to your dorm. Lily was always a snorer anyway. “You can’t stay down here all night,” You jumped, snapping over your eyes. You had forgotten that Remus was there entirely and you weren’t prepared for anyone commenting. “I think I can, actually. I’m pretty comfy, I’ve finished my ice cream, and there aren’t any snoring roommates down here. I think it will work just fine,” You responded indignantly and he rolled his eyes. “I’m not going to leave you down here on your own.” “Why not? The only other people here this late at night will be the house elves, and they love me. I’ll be fine,” You reassured him but he still looked unconvinced. “I’m staying here just to be sure,” He said and you knew there would be no changing his mind. You moved closer to the back of the sofa and he laid down beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist. You blushed furiously due to the proximity. You would never tell him but you always had a soft spot for the gentle giant. But you also knew that he would never want to be with anyone due to his condition so you kept quiet about it, much to the other marauders discontent. “Why won’t you just say something? He’s been in love with you since second year, it’s not like you would be facing rejection! He’s never going to say anything so it’s up to you to make the first move so just grow some balls and do it!” James exclaimed and you rolled your eyes, closing the book in your lap. “Remus has not been in love with me since second year. I can read that boy like a book, I would have figured it out by now. And even if he was, do you not remember what he said about not wanting to be in a relationship ever in fear of putting them in danger? Even if I did say something and he felt the same way, he’d reject me because he’s that fucking selfless.” You retaliated and James slumped against the post of his bed, defeated. They all knew that you were right. Remus was a stubborn one and he wasn’t likely to ever change how he felt about love and the whole prospect of being in it. Not even you could change his mind, and that hurt you more than you could let them, or anyone, know. “Are you really that much of a chicken that you’re not going to take the chance that maybe, he may be thinking differently now? Come on, Y/N, you’ve always been one to dream,” Peter piped up and you froze, your eyes not moving further past the sentence in the book that you were reading. He was right, annoyingly so. “Just drop the subject already,” You snapped. “But, Y/N-“ “I said drop it!” “Hey, are you okay? You’re still crying,” Remus said, wiping away the tears that were still on your face, the callouses on his fingertips passing gently over your face. “It’s nothing.” It had become your go to phrase the past few weeks. Whenever someone asked if something was wrong or if you were upset, the words slipped out as if they were programmed into your brain for that very reason. You couldn’t let your friends know that your unrequited feelings bothered you so you buried them as deep as you could. “We both know you’re lying.” That, you were not expecting. You stared at the brunette with wide eyes, confused as to how he had figured it out. You thought you were discrete. “I-I’m not lying,” You whispered hiding your face behind your hands. He could always read your facial expressions better than an Enid Blyton novel so you decided to eliminate as many opportunities to find out the truth as you could. “You’re been…different…these past few months. You’re not as bubbly and happy as you used to be. Bloody hell, you barely go pranking with Padfoot and Prongs anymore. And I seem to be the only person that is out of the loop. Whenever I ask the others, they always say to ‘Go ask Y/N’ and ‘It’s her secret to tell you, not ours.’ Since when did you tell them things and not me? It couldn’t be that bad!” Remus’ voice rose with every sentence and you trembled. He never rose his voice at you. Never. “I-I-“ “I want the fucking truth this time, not the first lie that comes into your head!” “It’s because I’m fucking in love with you, that’s why, you idiot!” Silence. You could have heard a pin drop. Remus stared at you, wide eyed, his mouth gaping. Your eyes welled with tears as you jumped off the sofa and started running towards the girls’ staircase, deciding that staying there would be better than the awkward silence and the apologetic rejection that you knew would come to pass. “Y/N, wait-“ “You can reject me in the morning, I’m too tired for this now,” You choked, more tears streaming down your face. You thought that the most tears you would ever cry would have been at the movie you had watched earlier that night, Terms of Endearment. You were wrong. “Would you just listen! When did I say that I was going to reject you?” You froze on the second step, your heart beating loudly in your chest. “You said that you wouldn’t ever want to be with anyone in case that they would find out and call you a monster, or in case you would hurt them,” You recited the words rhythmically, as if you had heard them a hundred times over, which, technically, you had. “Why would I think that I was any different?” “Because you’re not just anyone,” You turned around to face him and he smiled softly, the dim light of the fire kissing the ends of his sandy brown hair. “You’re Y/N. You’re the fifth marauder. You’ve been my best friend since first year and hopefully for all the years to come. You cry at sad movies and yet you watch them anyway. You eat more ice cream than I eat chocolate and your record time for reading a book is tied with mine. You pull pranks and take the blame when you get caught because you know that James is trying to clean up his act and can’t have any more detentions to do so. You have to ask me to reach for the books on the second to top shelf in the library because last time you tried by yourself you fell of the chair and broke your arm. You stopped James and Sirius from bullying Snape even though you hate him just as much. You were the one who came up with the idea of becoming animagi and have the cutest little cat Animagus I think I’ve ever seen. You console the girls that Padfoot dumps and talk James up to Lily, even though you think he’s still too big for his boots. How in the world does any of that stuff make you just anyone?” With every point he said he took a step closer to you until he was standing right in front of you, his face inches away. Your stomach was filled with a thousand butterflies and your heart was beating faster than a snitches wings. “If I admire every single thing about you, what reason would I have to reject you? What reason would I have to reject you if I’m in love with you?” He placed one hand on your cheek and pressed his lips against your gently, pulling away after a few seconds to see if you were alright with it. Your face was brighter than the Lumos charm, blush igniting both of your cheeks. You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him again, grinning that finally, you would no longer have to hide. “So, I guess I’m not going back to my dorm now?” You smirked and he shook his head, pecking you on the tip of your nose. “You could try.”
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Hero 108: Little Red Riding Hood part 1
Hero 108: Little Red Riding Hood ———————————————————– I been thinking to much Lin Chung wolf so much. Hope you like story enjoy. ———————————————————–
In Big Green night time Everyone was going to bed, Mighty ray going bed but he going to Lin Chung room because it was Mighty ray turn to sleep his room. He go in room and saw Lin Chung on bed reading book. “ You read books? Lin Ching heard that ” Yeah just once". Mighty Ray goes in blanket and look at book" Well kind of book you reading and what it about?“ He say . ” It call Little Red Riding Hood, and it about Little girl going to see her Grandma but bump in to wolf.“ He say, ” That sound boring. Mighty ray say. “ Well I think it interested, I even love picture in book.” Lin Chung say. He put his arm around Ray should and nuzzle him. “ You know what be interested, if I was wolf I would wether have something else then eating person.” He say. Mighty ray blushing what he say, “ I would whether be eating.” He say. “ Awww that sad.” Lin Chung say. Mighty ray turn around side bed, “ Well you know me.” He say. Lin Chung cuddle him from back “ I know but it be cute and feel nice.” He say. Mighty ray look at his face, “ Well it would be nice a bit” he say. Lin Chung kiss him Good night. “ Yeah Night Mighty Ray” He say. “ Night Lin Chung” Ray say. They both went to sleep, Mighty Ray hold his hand.
“ Red…. Red……” Mighty ray hear something but voice look familiar, last one was loud “ RED WAKE UP!!”
Mighty Ray get up quick but when he did he look around room it was different, all he see is wall is wood everything in room is wood but not much and there a windows in walls. “ Red breakfast Ready.” Mighty ray know that voice, he get up and open door. He seeing person he know and it “ SONIA?!” He shock. “ Sonia? Wow you must be tried still it me your mom.” She say. Mighty ray was so confuse, he seeing sonia dress up nice and her haor is up. “ Why don’t stand there come seat down and eat banana brain.” Sonia still call him that but he just follow what she say. He go seat down chair. And still look around. “ I make your favorite breakfast which one you like Pancake banana or Blueberry.” She say. “ um Blueberry pancake please.” He don’t like banana, but he feel like he heard name before red. But he wondering why sonia acting like mom? Sonia bring pancake on tables and seat down on chair.
“ Here you go Blueberry pancake.” She say. “ Thank you…mom”. He take bite pancake because he doesn’t know what it taste like when Sonia cook, he started to enjoying Sonia cooking, he eating pancake so much. “ My you must be hungry, anyway before your done breakfast I have something I need you to do red. She say. ” What is it?“ He say. Sonia get up and goes to kitchen while talking. ” I need you to go drop off brakey Carrot Cupcake for your Grandpa jumpy.“ She say. Mighty ray pause right there and look at her.” Huh?“ He say. ” Wow your still tried, You going to see your grandpa Jumpy silly.“ She say. Mighty ray thinking still and still heard these name ” Red, and Grandpa I heard them before but Grandpa sound like Grandma I heard.“ He say.
Sonia give him Basket ” Here cupcake you giving Grandpa jumpy, and I give you something just in case something happen.“ She say. He look in basket and seeing Cupcake have Carrot on top, Map to Grandpa house, and Books for him to read story. ” Wow thank you.“ He say. ” Your welcome I’m just making sure you won’t get lost, now get change and get ready.“ She say. ” ok" he say. He get up and goes get change. He open closest and doesn’t see his clothe but seeing different outfit. He only see shirt that look like suit top shirts, shorts pants, and red hoodie. “ These clothes are weird? But I aren’t got choice.” He say. He changes and grab basket goes to front door.
“ Wait minute!” She say. She put his hoodie on. “ There much better, I’m trying to keep you safe. She say. ” Keep me safe from what?“, ” From bad wolf, I heard they goes after kids and eat them. I don’t want to happen for you.“ She say. Mighty ray hug her for no reason. ” Don’t worry….mom I can kick there butts if they hurt me.“ He say. Sonia smile and open door for him. Mighty ray started to go walking ” Be safe baby.“ Sonia wave bye. ” I be safe I promises.“ He say and wave back too. He goes walking and pasting tress that look like house inside, while he walking he look at window and see him self. ” Oh Dear gosh Iook like Little Red Riding Hood!?.“ Then it shock him, he member now, and say ” This is…. This is fairy tale!!.“ Oh gosh this is going to be dumb.” He look so dumbwearing this and feel like idiots in this story. “ Wait If I’m in this story, I can make my own! I’m so smart.” He say He goes started walking again and feeling happy bit.
In the Forest
Mighty ray walking to his Grandpa but he doesn’t know where he live, he look at map while walking. “ Let see I need to take Mountain walk and then take east?” He look at sign, and see where mountain. He see person walking this way, and he know that person. “ Woo?!” He see Woo with horns and playing banjos. “ um excuse me, sir or goat?” He say. “ Yes boy my I help you today.” Woo say while singing. “ Um can you help me to get to mountain?” Mighty ray show him map. “ You take the mountain ride to get up there.” Woo say. “ um thank you sir.” Ray say, He goes walking to mountain. “ Your welcome and be careful from wolf.” Woo say but turn dark voice. Mighty ray feel that drak voice but still not afried of wolf. He goes to mountain ride to get to top mountain, he seen stand right there. He ring bell, “ Hello is everyone?” Person coming from bottom and pop out scared. “ GAHHH!” Mighty ray got scared from person. “ How may I help you boy?” He know this person and it was Mr.nohand dress up like train station but symbols have mountain sign.
“ Um can get one ticket to go on top mountain.” Ray say. “ That be 10 coins forest.” Nohand say. Mighty Ray didn’t think about if he had money, he each packet and find beg of coins. “ Thank gosh.” Ray Say in his head. He was give him 10 coins, and go to ride mountain. He seat down and enjoy read to get up there, he feel so board waiting. He look at window and see he is way high from forest, “ Man see people I know is weried.” He say. He still thinking of people who in this character, while he thinking he felt ride move. “ What the?!” He look outside window and see sting breaking. “ How this happen?! I have to get out of here.” He say, he grab basket and got out window be on top ride. He got no where else to go but only way is jump sting. He count to make jump, “ One, two, THREE!!” He run fast he could. Sting break and jump for it he got it and hold it tight. He look at ride fall down to ground, he look at mountain and he almost close to wall. He goes to cave from bottom. “ That spot!” He say. He jump off sting and make to cave.
Breath so hard, and take his time. “ Thank gosh I’m safe, even basket.” He look and forgot basket, “ OH MY GOSH!!! THE BASKET.” He look at found and see bear pop out again. “ GAHHHHH!!!!” He scream, and fall down to floor. It was not bear, it was Mr.nohand again riding helicopter bike. “ Top to you boy, are you alright.” He say take off his hat. “ Um yeah! The ride almost kill me and now you almost make me get heart attack again!!!” Ray say. “ Come down boy, I saw you and making sure if you were not injured, and I even save your basket.” He holding basket, “ My basket!” He got it. Mr.nohand hold his hand out, “ Come boy let get you to top.” Nohand say. Mighty ray still mad but he can’t stay here get eating real bear. So he grab his hand get on his bike, “ Going up and hold on tight.” Nohand say. He pedals to top mountain, and land it safe. “ Thank you Mr..um?” “ Nohand you can call me Mr.nohand.” he say. Mighty ray smile, “ Ok Thank you Mr.nohand, but I’m wounding how sting broken?” Ray say. Mr.Nohand look ground and say “ I don’t know but that person, or animals will pay for this. Have nice day boy.” “ I will.” Ray say, he goes walking again, “ And be careful there bad wolf.” Nohand say. Mighty ray turn around and say “ What bad wolf they talk about?” Mr.nohand left already, he thinking who bad wolf but he whether not. So he goes keep walking.
In top mountain forest
Mighty ray go walking and thinking who in this. “ Ok sonia is my mom, jumpy is my grandpa or ma, woo goat singer what so ever, and Mr.nohand mountain ride. So who is wolf? Maybe High Rollar or Twin Master!” He giggle. While he thinking he heard stick break and look around. “ Ok show your self animals or..wolf?” He say. He see brush moving, but it was bunny pop out out no where. He sigh and got hit by apple. “ Ouch! A apple? Where this come from.” He say. “ From tree you cutie.” He knows that voice and look up, it was not High Rollar or Twin Master it. “ Lin Chung!?”
– Sent from Fast notepad
#my fanfiction#hero 108#Mighty ray x Lin chung#you know this is old fanfiction i write#so I just post it anyway#bratcole1us#kittycole#I suck at fanfiction writing
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I was tagged by both @kwamimusings and @mellacherry (thanks!!) so I’ll do this, anyway most of the questions were the same but a few were different so I’ll just do the same ones
Rules: Answer all the questions, add one of your own, then tag as many people as there are questions
1. Coke or pepsi: Coke
2. Disney or Dreamworks: Both are awesome, ahhhh! I’m gonna say Disney though
3. Coffee or tea: Tea
4. Books or movies: Both
5. Windows or mac: Windows
6. DC or Marvel: Both
7. Xbox or Playstation: Neither really, I’m more of a Nintendo girl but I guess I’d say Playstation since I actually have one of those
8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: I haven’t played either but both sound good! It’s like asking me to choose between dragons and space... I cannot do that...
9. Night owl or early riser: Night owl
10. Cards or chess: Both
11. Chocolate or vanilla: Both
12. Vans or converse: Converse
13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: No idea :P
14. Fluff or angst: I say fluff, but honestly I’m a hypocrite... I’ve written like one fluffy thing and that’s it... I prefer reading fluff, that’s for certain
15. Beach or forest: Forest
16. Dogs or cats: BOTH BOTH BOTH
17. Clear skies or rain: Rain
18. Cooking or eating out: I can’t cook so eating out
19. Spicy food or mild food: I’m Indian, I LIVE off spicy food
20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: Solstice/Yule/Christmas
21. Would you rather be forever a little too cold or a little too hot: a little too cold
22. If you could have a superpower what would it be: I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO FLY
23. Animation or live action: Animation
24. Paragon or renegade: Paragon
25. Baths or showers: Both
26. Team Cap or Team Ironman: Both... I just want everyone to get along *cries*
27. Fantasy or sci-fi: Both
28. Do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so what are they: Any time someone asks me for favourite quotes I immediately forget every quote I have ever heard in my life except for “The summit. It is always the pure essence of challenge that burns in an adventurer’s heart. Leaping from here will take all the boldness you possess. You better make sure it’s a long jump.” Captain Toad from Super Mario Galaxy (don’t even ask)
29. Youtube or Netflix: Both
30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: Gahhhhh I love both but I’ll say Harry Potter because I grew up with it
31. When do you feel accomplished: When I stop procrastinating and actually do stuff
32. Star Wars or Star Trek: Both are great but Star Wars
33. Paperback books or hardback books: Hardback
My question (couldn’t think of anything else) 34. Do you have any siblings: One smol brother and he’s great
Okay I don’t want to tag 34 people and a lot of people I would tag have already done it, so I’ll just tag a few - you don’t have to do it, only if you want to! @the-reticent-people @chirrut--imwe @foxruz @colourfulheroes (only Elise if it’s too much to coordinate between all three of you :P) @miraculous-spaghetti @orville-redenbacher-space-hero @marinette-buginette @chatchevalier @itsnotyou-itsmimi @lahiffed @megatraven @wickedchrissy @roboticrainboots and anyone else who wants to do it!! Feel free :D
#random stuff#get to know me#i never know who to tag in these things#edit: FORGOT TO TAG A COOL PERSON. I DID IT NOW
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