#tired and exhausted and i want to not feel like a cheap sidepiece who can be tossed aside when you're done and i dont want to feel like you
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#everyone look away for a while i need to have a meltdown on a social media site and i would rather not do it in front of the people i know#on twitter so here we go i have too much anxiety to function and the person i currently love the most on this planet always sends me into#these anxious spirals and its horrible for my health because then i cant do anything but hyperventilate in my bed for hours like it is#unfair of me to expect everyone to accommodate to my problems but the least you could do is tell me whats wrong especially when it is#something that has to do with me like you say you love me and god fuck me you do yet you put me through this every single time and i am so#tired and exhausted and i want to not feel like a cheap sidepiece who can be tossed aside when you're done and i dont want to feel like you#are going to abandon me at any point of time and jesus fucking christ i need you to get some clarity on how you feel about me and what you#want from me because i have been there since day one but you don't know but you still feel that its your right to stop me from forming any#other relation and you leave me with my worry fears and grief for hours before you come back#and no explanation#never a fucking explanation#i love you so much and yet you make me feel like i am dying#please learn to love me back in a way that i can understand
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