#tho i srs get anxious at times it probably doesn't seem like it w the way i make eye contact w others T_T
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FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL GODDAMN I'M SO MOTIVATED NOW <3
#🌙.rambles#biology. oh my god#one of my fav yk is molecular biology i find it v interesting 🥺#having. literature as my last period rlly energized me huh#not sure if it's just me but i find that i often make eye contact w teachers 😭#i wonder how i look. bcs sometimes even though i think i may look chill#MY EYES. I LOOK. INTIMIDATING OR WTVR T_T#like w oral comm & lit earlier when my teachers wld like say smth. i'd nod. eye contact.#it makes me a bit nervous at times bcs i can't help but get anxious in social situations in school#in the classroom at least idk but when i'm outside i suddenly have a lot more confidence#tho i srs get anxious at times it probably doesn't seem like it w the way i make eye contact w others T_T#in general i remember i've even been told by my closest friends that i have been intimidating at times#maybe it's the seriousness at times. but other than that ppl seem to like. perceive me or wtvr as someone that's kind too#nyways yes 21st century literature but first we're doing 20st n#I SEARCHED UP SOME AUTHORS JUST EARLIER TI MAKE SURE N!!!!!!! GOD I WAS ALRDY SO EXCITED IN CLASS#i think it was vv obvious to my teacher help but !!!! yes !!!! >////<#i don't read as often as i'd like to but god pls i'm a nerd okay i'm genuinely such a nerd when it comes to stuff like books n all#i. love love love learning. so much. thinking abt lit earlier n then stuff apollo n i talked abt yesterday#hehe i rlly love life it's just so interesting yk. relating to what i just mentioned#isn't it lovely pondering n wondering n indulging in thoughts relating to how. these stories we read. were written by real ppl once upon a#time in a setting different than ours in the present. but they're still human yk n oh my god#n then. last night apollo n i were talking abt growing up stuff n our own stories.. writing of certain points in our life or#thoughts scenarios we imagine or whatever has so much depth to it. it tells so much of the person we were in that time#n we won't ever be able to experience that again.#n then take as well my age now; months before being this age i am now felt so weird. but now i wldn't yk associate myself w my age last year#n to think. the same phenomenon will definitely happen later this year when my next bday comes#I JUST LOVE THINKING ABT THESE KIND OF THINGS SM 😭 i don't even read abt these stuff v often i just. think. question. wonder. write. observe#but i rlly want to read more from professionals n gain more knowledge wisdom wtvr from sm other ppl in this world.. there's just so much to#learn n do n i don't think i'll ever have enough of it. this. passion. this love for life puts me at peace#it's such a lovely feeling when my heart just fills so full of love n. hope curiosity n stuff like that r just so special
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