#this was longer than i expected it to be i do b talkin tho! but so funny of u to notice the sugar hint LMFAO

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This is why I have problems talking to people

I was just called fake for something I literally had no part in by someone who I thought was a friend. And it wasn't like "oh wow. Ur fake" it was "fuck you. (insert fuckass' name here) was right, u are fake"

This pissed me off because said fuckass knows I don't like him and I've told him that to his face MULTIPLE TIMES so idk how I'm fake but imma get into that in a second...

But the reason I was called fake was because I was in a discord with the accuser and another friend. She and the other friend were kinda bickering but I have garbage internet so all I can hear is robotic voices with patches of silence. I didn't think much of it because they both have very toxic personalities but I thought it was more of joking around or generally being tilted. (As far as I could tell it wasn't "i fucking hate you" it was more like "oh hey we haven't played in a while" after like 2 deaths "wow I see why I stopped playing with u lol" type stuff which is kinda dickish but more of a joke) Me, being my usual quiet self, am not really paying attention as I'm more focused on the game we were playing. Eventually the other friend kicks the accuser out of the discord. After about 30 seconds she goes into private chat calling me fake and bringing up said fuckass.

The real reason I'm really mad about this is because she brought up this guys name. I don't fuck with said fuckass, and I haven't for almost 2 years now. He knows I don't like him because I've told him I don't like him. We used to be friends 4 years ago. He was literally the first person I met in high school. He was an asshole then but we were still friends. He was a toxic person but he was my friend so I just ignored it. After 2 years I only had one class with him but he had become more toxic so I kind of broke away from him. This was junior year. Throughout junior year he generally got more and more toxic. Since first year I met him his only joke for me was calling me the dark knight (I'm pretty black) and this lasted until halfway thru senior year. That was his only joke for 3.5 years but at the end of senior year he moved to just "night." I had already started to dislike him but we had mutual friends (still do) but it annoyed me because he started to claim to be black which normally I wouldn't care but for him who had been making fun of me because I'm black pissed me off. When I called him on it he told me he was "blacker" than me and that I'm not really black. This pissed me off. And it pissed me off because even by his own standards I was "black." "You don't play basketball" played on the school team tho. "You don't listen to rap" because i didn't listen to young thug (he was obsessed with young thug but I think it was around the time he was makin a lot of hits idk I only really heard him on features) "well it still doesn't matter I'm still blacker than you. Just cuz u don't know ur dad doesn't mean ur black" I know my dad but that wasn't the point. The point was to be black u have to be "from the streets"

This pissed me off again. He has a 2 parent household and gets a stupid amount of money for nothing. Literally nothing. He doesn't do chores. I know this because he told me when we were still friends. His parents a rich. Like DUMMY rich. He just graduated high school and is a year into his second car which is apparently $40000 which is prolly a lie but idk. He has 3 different gaming laptops that all work, multiple gaming consoles, a tv in his room, a stupid amount of instruments he doesn't know how to play, a dumb amount of expensive clothes. Never worked a day in his life. I'm not gonna pretend that I have the hardest life but it's not as easy as his. I wasn't raised in the slums, I was lucky enough to have a mom that took me out of the bad area we lived in when I was around 8. We moved a couple times trying to find a nice place. The final place we moved to was right on the border of rich people and lower middle class people lived. (I mean like rich rich people, my first job was like 10-15 min away from where Michael Vick used to live and we had multiple D to C-list celebrities coming to my job idk if that's fucked up to say but I'm mad so fuck it) To this day my mom and I are struggling. I had 2 jobs I still had to go to school. Both jobs paying garbage money. Where did my money go? Into my bank account for college. Where did his money go? At least $600 on league of legends alone. And that's what I know of. He play like 30 other games that costed even more and probably had micro transactions. The worst part is that he was ungrateful. The account he spent $600... he gave away to a friend of mine for free. He constantly bragged that he don't care that his grandmother was died, she (the grandmother) bought him a new laptop a few weeks before she died.

The last reason I hate (yes, hate) this fuckass is because I was showing a mutual friend some of my music because at that time I had just started making songs. As a joke I said my songs were trash. My friend laughed and jokingly agreed, but this punk ass bitch cut in and said they were actually trash. I thought some of them were bad admittedly, but he kept reminding me they were trash and said I didn't deserve my followers on soundcloud. He legit mad I made music. I found out later that he had a soundcloud and had been making music for over a year. At first I saw that I had like 24 followers and he had around 15 and it made him mad or smthn. I just thought he was being petty. Eventually, after he kept trashing my music daily I brought up the followers thing and he blew up. He went into all the reasons I had more followers and why I was bad. "You use samples so your basically not even making the music" "you don't even own a midi keyboard" (I didn't but used one daily because I had a music tech class and he knew this) and other crap like that. I admit I did and still do use samples but idk how that effects my followers and I didn't own a midi keyboard at the time but i still play 4 instruments vs his 0. He said something i don't remember wat it was but I was mad so I probably wasn't listening. This could have ended there but he started going around and telling other people that my music was trash. Actually went out of his way to trash my music. He went and found my soundcloud and followed me just so every time I post a song he can post it on Snapchat to said "look at this trash ass song XD" I dont think he does this anymore but idk. This is when I just stopped associating with him.

Also I found out that he had been taking pictures of me at random just walking down the hall and other things and been sending them to people I don't know talking shit about me MONTHS before this last thing happened. I found this out because 3 or 4 different people I didn't know had stopped me on multiple occasions callin me dark knight and shit like that.

Ye basically the fact that she brought up that fuckass nigga, knowing I fuckin hate him and actin as if I'm fuckin up over fucking nothing. After I've been nothin but nice to her for the past 2 fuckin years. After her dumbass boyfriend (who is almost as bad as this fuckass) cheated on her for LITERALLY, NO FUCKING JOKE, the 7th time. I had known her for about a year at the time. I had known each of them individually but I didn't know they were dating. Mostly because I met him first and he would brag about fucking other girls all the time. By the time I found out they were dating it was because he had cheated on her and when she found out he broke up with her. I only found out it was the 7th time from her because she came to me sad about her ex. She was sad and was hoping that he would: A. take her back (they are currently dating) and B: she hoped that he was at least only fucking the other girl because "if he is only fucking her but still loves me then I win" (again these fuckers are currently dating) Even though I'm lonely I would never go back to someone like that especially if it's the 7th (now 7th) time. She came to me asking for relationship and emotional advice. Even though I'm terrible with both of those things, I tried to help her with any advice and got others to help her.

Now all of a sudden I'm fake over some small ass shit that didn't even involve me...

Holy fuck this longer than I expected and I just realized I'm more mad that the fuckass was brought up and that he is still talkin shit after at least 6 months of not even seeing me, and I'm mad that after all I did to try to help her she gonna turn on me that fast.

I was gonna try keeping it polite and not cuss but I'm fuckin mad. Idk why I went in so detailed either.

Tl;dr

Fuck accuser, Fuck her boyfriend, and fuck the bitch ass fuck nigga who's still talking shit on me