#this song gives a little nostalgia cuz i finded at 2017(that's a little far nowš§)2017 i used to have...14 years(sigh) time passesš§
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Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I'm tired and I I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep And then leave me alone Don't try to wake me in the morning 'Cause I will be gone Don't feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go
(....)
Don't feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I really want to go
There is another world There is a better world Well, there must be Well, there must be Well, there must be Well, there must be
Asleep by Emily Browning
#music#sometimes i feel so much like this songš§ i...i...(sigh that so horrible)#i mean i not suicidal and would never have the courage to take out my lifeš¦but sometimes i...i wish i didn't exist#I wish I wasn't me(i hate this feeling I hate this thing i don't understand why i have this!!!?i don't understand! i want to understandš¦)#this song gives a little nostalgia cuz i finded at 2017(that's a little far nowš§)2017 i used to have...14 years(sigh) time passesš§#This song remind me of p1nkie pieš§(kinda resonate but...that's so sadš§)also remind me of j1rachi...and chip#and i used to also associate with daniel back then (but nowadays i don't know if combines with him)#this song always makes me cryš§š¦ (especially the ending) I even avoid listen to this song#I feel so hopeless sometimes i really don't know what makes me keep going#š¶There is another world There is a better world Well~there must be...there must beš¶š§#*I feel a little better now but still i hate this feeling(and i still relate to this song sometimes)*#personal#Idk if i take this post out yes or no cuz gives me a bad vibe but at same time i don't like to pretend that i am ok
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i was tagged by @katarahairloopies!!! thank u :mwah:
name:Ā leo! @/zeitgeistofnow on ao3,Ā @lazypigeon & @timetohope on here, altho iām considering uh switching back to not having an art blog :/ i have to think abt it.
fandom(s):Ā ace attorney is my main one rn bc iām replaying the games with a friend of mine and itās reminding me how invested i am in the characters!! a lot of my recent fic is atla stuff, altho iāve been distancing myself from the fandom bc iāve kinda exhausted my interest in it. finally iāve been reading a lot of mp100 fic but i donāt think iāll ever write for it. i just love how dumb all the characters r (with the dubious exception of ritsu)
where you post:Ā ao3!! tbh i always get suprised when people say they write/read fic on any other platform like i havenāt messed around w wattpad or ff.net since middle school... catch up........
most popular oneshot:Ā going just by āone chapterā as the definition of a oneshot, the firestarters, bc itās fluffy and modern au :) i wouldnāt necessarily call it a oneshot tho bc to me a oneshot shows like, one scene? so like by my definition and your sweet sweet sun makes me crazy (i wanna lay you down and see how you amaze me is my most popular!! (also @ kit u thought UR fic titles were unnecessarily long??? iāve hit the ao3 LIMIT for characters in titles. itās about the aesthetic
most popular multichapter fic:Ā sdkjflakjlkj itās two crowned kings; and one that stood alone, which is a w359 fic i wrote back in late 2017. itās literally the last fic i havenāt orphaned from when i actually wrote podcast fic (i have 4 other podcast fics but they were all borne out of nostalgia and written after i stopped participating in the fandom). i rewrote all but the last chapter? the last two? about a year ago and i fucked up halfway through so like chapter 6 and 7 are repeated and thereās something missing but iām too lazy to fix it. no oneās going to read it now anyway :) it WAS the top minlace fic for a little while tho which i take great pride in.
favorite story youāve written so far:Ā oh thatās a hard question akfsldkfj i honestly like most of them!! and i write a LOT so thereās a lot to choose from. tonight, we are youngĀ is def one of my favorites- it was fun to write and i got to explore the ways zuko and yue r similar, which i LOVE to do outside of a zukka/yukka view. you can lean on my arm as you break my heartĀ Ā is one that iām really proud of? the wholeĀ ācooking as an expression of batoās loveā is definitely some of my favorites. a lot of my ace attorney fics would be categoried as my favorites if i hadnāt improved, too, if that makes sense. like theyāre no long my favorites because i can see where my writing is shitty and it bothers me, but if i had written them a month ago theyād be my favorite.
fic you were nervous to post:Ā figures 1-5: killing godsĀ def!! itās a lot more purple-prose-y than most of my fics and it was also written before iād kinda like emersed myself in the atla fandom so i didnāt have as good a grasp on the general understanding of zukoās character as i do now. tbh itās one iām rly happy w tho!! i have a few people leave really nice comments on it and rereading them makes me really happy. also it was the start of me hating the position of fire lord and being at least passively anti-it in my fics.
how you choose your titles: theyāre almost all song lyrics!! only 14 of my 50 words ARENāT song lyrics and about half of those are from before i started writing ace attorney fic lol. sometimes i go into a fic with a song in mind for the vibes and then i usually go with lyrics from that (like in ācuz weāre the greatest /theyāll hang us in the louvre), but otherwise i usually pick an artist iāve been listening to and go through their songs until i find a lyric that fits. sometimes the lyric doesnāt even really fit the fic and i just chose it at random or because i searching up the wordĀ āflyā in my spotify library or whatever. honestly i like coming up with titles? i know a lot of fic writers hate it but being able to just use song lyrics is v soothing for me and while i know that most people wonāt search out a song just bc itās a fic title like.. seeing that the title of a fic is a hozier lyric does affect how i read it and i kinda like that.
do you outline?Ā i outline my long form/multichaptered fics with varying strictness. usually anything over ~8k will have some kind of outline. sometimes i go into it with every single scene planned out, sometimes itās just notes on the side of the google doc that sayĀ āit's about MORE family. about how it's not betraying your existing family to find moreā andĀ āscenes i want to include: [...]ā andĀ āvampires... ngl kinda hot.ā iām trying to outline super strictly less bc iāve found itās less fun? but i do try to keep a plot arc in mind. since most of my fics are more character-driven than plot-driven, that usually just means keeping track of what character development i want to happen or what is motiviating the characters.Ā
complete:Ā um everything posted on ao3 i guess. also the MULTITUDE of orphaned fics out there asksfjldkj i always clickĀ āleave my pseud onā so if u look up my username you see all of my fics and then a. lot of other ones.
in progress: - a fic titledĀ ādad phoenixā that is actually just a no DL-6Ā au with defense attorney miles edgeworth and single dad bartender phoenix where neither of them want to date for A While but phoenix gets wrapped up in one of milesās cases. itās about family. itās about writing teenagers. itās about the background franmaya which is ALWAYS what iām here for in wrightworth fics - a franmaya werewolf/vampire au because iām ~gay~ and love rivals to lovers and also franziska and maya both being angry their older brothers r dating each other. - my secret santa fic!! which i canāt talk about much but it does feature toph and zuko and also piandao and jeong jeong???? idk where they came from but they are Part Of The Fic Now also i forgot iroh existed for half the fic and wrote piandao as zukoās father figure and now iām in too deep. - a 5+1 bakoda fic (maybe a bato/hakoda/kay fic??? i need to decide. thatās part of why this fic is still incomplete bc i canāt decide which relationship dynamic i prefer) thatās 5 times bato said he loves hakoda and one time hakoda said it back. possibly i have already written him saying i love u back and i need to change the title a little. - retail au klapollo where klavier works at an overpriced boutique and apollo comes in to buy earrings for nahyutaās birthday. klavier gives him a punch card (one that the store doesnāt actually offer anymore as a bid to get apollo to come back)Ā and all of apolloās family come in to use the punch card and also give klavier variations on the shovel talk/find out if heās actually into apollo. - a LOT of atla fics that i donāt think iāll ever finish :(
coming soon/not yet started:Ā - i want to write some blackmadhi bc theyāre.. cute..... and itās a good excuse to also write athena and i love her - my stuff for yueki week!!! i have NOT prepped enough but hopefully iāll remember in time! i wrote the prompts in a way that kinda set up stuff iāve already wanted to write (donāt look at me lol) so hopefully iāll get at least two or three fics finished in time. - i want to rewrite the wrightworth fic i have about them not getting married bc it was interesting and i like what i wrote about but i think i could have written it better and made it more interesting. rewriting fics is hard tho bc iām never sure if it makes sense to just edit in the new work or to repost it? and then if u repost it do u delete the old one? conflicting so i might just not
do you accept prompts?Ā totally!!! a disclaimer tho iām not super into writing atla stuff anymore (most of the atla stuff iām still writing isĀ something i made a commitment to finish) so if your prompt is an atla one i probably wonāt do it :/ basically anything else is fair game tho!! podcasts/aa/sa/uh i donāt remember anything else but like if you search a fandom on my blog and come up with more than two posts about it chances r iād be happy to write fic for it!
upcoming work that youāre most excited about:Ā oh huh i mean probably the no dl-6 au!!! itās the longest ace attorney fic iāve written already and since itās wrightworth itāll get more attention than any franmaya fic i write. my standards r so high now tho after getting to much feedback from atla fans... love u all... obviously i have no choice but to pressure my atla mutuals into playing ace attorney. pls ask abt it bc i WIll Give You A Sales Pitch about why youād like it in relation to atla
tagging: iām not rly tagging anyone!!! @deadflora if you still consider urself a fic writer also consider urself tagged! also any of my other mutuals who write fic i just canāt think of anyone rn
#leo.txt#thank u!! i think i wrote a lot for this lol#but literally ive been so bored i don't have anything better to do
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