#this might be the most embarrassing post i've ever writtwn

[autistic-britta-perry]

ok SO. some celltw thoughts under the cut

I can't stop thinking about how the only thing keeping pac from absolutely ruining cellbit's attempts at recovery is that he's a good person and that he feels so much self hatred over his fucked up wants that he wouldn't go seek it out again. But if he didn't?? If instead of happy pills these were like, 'no morals' pills or he just turned evil for whatever reason? I think he'd be the person who'd be the best at making cellbit go back to his old ways (both in eating people and just going on a murder rampage) if he ever wanted to, not only they have a "history" wink wink but also because how do you even convince someone who's fucked up BECAUSE of you. And it could be VERY interesting in regards to cellbit's relationships with other people in the island as well, we've already seen he lets his closest people off the hook no matter what they do...

also this is me not knowing who knows what but other people finding out about the leg eating in general would be juicy because anyone reacting like a normal person about it would probably require Pac to justify it and be like no it's okay hkdjhvjhd specially since Cellbit canonically regrets what he did but still feels he's right to be hurt about the betrayal so I don't know that he'd be convincing enough about how sorry he is and how that's not him anymore