#this made my life a lot easier bc the shifts go v fast as in if you don't reserve it immediately it's gone and you don't have work
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things that haven't happened yet | javier pena
javier pena x bottle girl!f!reader
summary: they kept everything professional, but some things change. [w.c 2.8k]
warnings: 18+, smut and angst, reader is an informant in danger, oral (f recieving), fingering, dirty talk, unprotected p in v, ambiguous ending ig (?) as always if i missed something lmk!
a/n: anyone else have the i can see you brain rot rn... bc i have 17 requests i could have written but this came out of me instead... please be gentle with it im... strugglin to post.
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It was the early hours of the morning as you walked briskly through the streets after your shift. You kept your head down and all that you could hear was the soft rise and fall of your breathing. You weren’t walking fast enough to warrant heavy breathing, but you did carry information that made your chest rise and fall as if you had sprinted to the familiar apartment.
You rasped on the door three times, no answer. You knocked again, harder this time.
It swung open and revealed a very tired Javier Peña.
“What the fu- what are you doing here?”
“I’m sorry I didn’t call, but this can’t wait,” Your eyes shifted over your shoulder.
He studied your face for a moment before bringing you in.
“And you’re sure the information is good?” He raised an eyebrow at you.
“As good as my life, Javier.” You let out a shaky breath.
“Shit,” He spoke to himself.
“I was the only one in there with Diego and Felix. They don’t trust any of the other girls,” You chuckled at the irony of everything. “They think they’re all sleeping with you.”
“And you?” He said.
“Nobody sees me as more than the bottle girl who won’t put out. I’m the only one that knows, and I know it’s information you can use. It’ll put a target on my back, so it would be a really great time for that visa you promised me.”
He turned rubbing his hand across his chin and made his way to the phone against the wall. You shifted uncomfortably, knowing that if the DEA didn’t protect you this information could cost you your life. You were the only girl in the private booth, there was no other fly on the wall.
Javier was quiet about his conversation, he would turn back and look at you periodically. You were hopeful, but you weren’t stupid, if they couldn’t get you out you’d have to flee. An out with the US DEA is much more likely to result in life than fleeing through the Colombian jungle.
“Okay, gracias,” Javier hung the phone up and walked to a drawer in the kitchen.
He handed you a passport and envelope. You flipped open and saw your face but not your name.
“How long have you had this?” You asked, taken aback.
“Not long, but we knew you would need it sooner rather than later.” He said.
“Okay,” you said. “I guess it’s time to disappear.”
“We can book you on a flight tomorrow night, it gives you time to say goodbye to any family.”
“It’s just me, don’t have anyone to say goodbye to,” You laughed awkwardly,
“I’m sorry,” he said, reaching toward you.
“I’m a fly on the wall, Agent Peña. It’s easier not to have anyone, better to go unnoticed,”
“You haven’t gone unnoticed,” He said, stepping closer to you. The air became thick and heavy with tension.
“I should go, I don’t mix business with pleasure,” You said, placing the envelope of cash and your new passport in your bag.
“As far as I’m concerned, we no longer have business with one another,” he smirked.
You bit your lip, pondering the accusation. He was right, and it wasn’t like Javier Peña was a hard sell. He was gorgeous and he knew it.
“I should pack, if I’m to make this flight,” You said, stepping toward him this time your hand coming to rest gently on his chest.
He gently tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear. The intensity of his gaze made you desperate to shy away, but he had a pull to him that made it impossible.
“There’s a lot of things you should do,” he emphasized, “But stay, please. Just for tonight,” He spoke softly.
His hand drifted down your neck to your collarbone where he brushed the strap of your black tank top off your shoulder.
“Javier, I’m nobody. I-,” you paused, “I’m going to disappear.”
“You’ve always been somebody to me, hermosa,” he kissed your shoulder where your tank top had previously rested.
“Since the moment I met you, I knew you were more than what you gave yourself,” He spoke.
Before you had time to respond he gently nipped at your neck eliciting a soft gasp from you.
“Tell me stop,” He spoke seriously as he continued to leave a trail of kisses down your neck and shoulder.
“Javier,” you hesitated, sounding more like a question than a warning.
“If you don’t want to do this, you need to tell me to stop,” he looked at your face again trying to decipher any hint of fear or regret.
His large hand held your jaw gently and his thumb slowly rubbed your cheek. He was comforting and reassuring. It almost felt wrong for the stone cold DEA agent, Javier Peña, to be looking at you with soft eyes and affectionate touches.
You leaned up toward him, your lips were so close to his you could feel his breath against yours.
“Don’t. Don’t stop,”
And that was all he needed before his lips encapsulated yours in an all encompassing kiss. It was a kiss that spoke all the words Javi couldn’t. Passion, lust, and remorse for the situation he put you in.
Your mouths moved against one another as if you had been starved of kisses your whole lives. Javier gently bit your bottom lip causing a soft moan to escape you.
Your soft moan ignited something within him. He pulled away from the kiss, his hands gripping tightly at your waist and he forcefully turned your back to him. He pushed you toward the wall and you placed your hands against it.
His hands pulled your hips into his own, grinding himself against your ass.
“Ah, fuck,” He groaned, “Baby you are so fucking hot,”
“Javi,” you sighed.
His hands had begun to work your tank top away from your skirt they explored under the thin material and up your back unclasping your bra. He crouched slightly gripping your hips again and kissed your back. His hands dragged your shirt up your sides once again, stopping just below your breast. You swear you heard him inhale sharply, you arched your back slightly knowing you would grind against the strained package in his jeans.
He growled at the sensation pulling your shirt and bra over your head and throwing across the room.
He flipped you around again, pressing your back to the wall, and pushing himself against you. You wrapped your arms around the back of his neck and legs around his hips. He used one hand to grip your thigh tightly holding you up. This caused your skirt to ride up your thighs and your panties to be directly against Javi’s jeans. You could feel his cock painfully hard pushing against the material and there was too much fabric between you.
Before you had a chance to say anything Javier’s lips found yours again, this time more lustful, passionate and messy than before. Your tongue danced with his as you brought your hands to his chest to make quick work of his button up. He let go of your leg and you gently brought your feet to the floor as you pushed the cotton t-shirt off his shoulders.
You took a second to drink him in as you began to work on his belt. He was lean and tan, and looked like the devil himself with his hair tossed and chest rising and falling heavily.
As you unbuttoned his jeans, he brought his hands to your breasts massaging your nipples into hard peaks.
He had brought his mouth to your nipple gently swirling it around his tongue before dragging his teeth across it. You whimpered at the sensation, head falling back against the wall and hips bucking toward him. He made sure to give the same attention and care to the other nipple before slowly kissing down your belly.
“Fuck Javi, on your knees,” you instructed breathlessly.
He sank onto his knees, his hands gripping the backs of your thighs pushing your skirt up to reveal your soaking panties.
“Fuck baby, so ready for me,” he inhaled before kissing the small article of clothing.
His fingers hooked on either side of the lace waistband pulling them down your legs. Once they reached your ankles you kicked them off anxiously awaiting Javi’s mouth to find your pussy.
He kissed up your thighs and slowly licked the space where the inside of your thigh met your hip. you raised one leg over his shoulder, spreading yourself for him. He used his tongue to lick between your folds up until he found your clit.
Your knees were weak and he held you against the wall. Working his tongue over your sensitive bundle of nerves. You felt the pressure building in your lower abdomen and you knew you wouldn’t last long.
Strings of moans, curses, and Javier’s name fell from your lips as you began to come undone.
“Fuck, shi-,” you cursed as Javi’s fingers began toying with your opening.
“So fucking wet for me baby,” He praised.
“You want my hands too, princesa?” He put his lips against you again gently sucking your clit.
“I’m no princess, Javier,” you said as you ran your hands through his hair.
“Hmm, you didn’t answer the question,” he pulled away from you momentarily, rubbing his hands up and down your thighs.
“Fuck me with your fingers, Javi. And quit being such a teasing asshole,” You tugged his hair back toward you.
“You have no idea how big an asshole I can be, princessa,” he teased, immediately pushing two fingers inside you before you could respond.
You gasped at the sensation, he shrugged your leg off his shoulder and stood up, still pumping his fingers inside you curling them exactly where you needed to be sent into a fit of whimpers and moans. His thumb found your clit circling with just enough pressure to push you to the edge. His mouth found your neck nipping and sucking at your most sensitive spot just behind your ear.
“Javi, babe, so close,” You panted.
“Don’t be shy, come on my fingers. Tell me how good you feel, hermosa,” Javi spoke roughly in your ear.
“Fuck, so fucking good Javier,” you mewled and with that your first orgasm came crashing over you. Whimpers and moans spilled from you as the waves of pleasure coursed through you.
Javier brought his fingers to his mouth and sucked on them before bringing his thumb to your lips.
“You are so fucking special, I wish we had done this sooner,” He sighed.
“You should never mix business with pleasure, Agent Pena,” You spoke softly.
“Yes, we are keeping it very fucking professional,” He spoke before kissing you again. He gripped your thigh just below your ass and you kissed him back feverishly.
Your hands moved just below the waist band of Javi’s jeans again, this time pushing them down over his ass. He broke the kiss to push them down the rest of the way and remove them. Leaving you both in nearly nothing.
He pulled you toward the couch guiding you between kisses. He sat down on the leather couch and you drank him in all over again. The way his legs lazily spread apart making him even broader. His arms reached for you.
“You can have a seat if you’d like,” He said gently tugging your waist toward him.
You pulled back slightly, “I will, but first we need to make sure you’re comfortable,”
He hummed in response. You kneeled before him, kissing his thighs and nipping at them slightly.
Your hands tugged at the waistband of his briefs and he lifted his hips slightly so that they would be more easily removed. His cock sprung free onto his stomach, the tip reddened and leaking precum. You knew he must’ve been painful strained in his jeans.
You stood in front of him and hiked your skirt above your waist as you brought your thighs to either side of his hips. You slowly began to grind onto his cock nothing in the way to feel how hard he was against you. His hips bucked to meet yours.
“Let me fuck you, I want see you bounce on my cock,” He said clearly unable to contain himself.
“Please,” you begged.
You slowly raised yourself again, positioning him at your entrance. You slowly brought your hips down to meet his, you both groaned at the sensation. He was big and full and began slowly rocking his hips against yours.
His hands found their way around your back. One on your lower back to steady you, the other gripping your shoulder. you slowly began to rise and fall against him, riding him back and forth.
“Jesus, fuck- so fucking tight,” He groaned.
“So fucking perfect for me, princessa,” he continued.
His hips began to thrust to meet yours as moans and the slapping of skin filled the room. You both were blissed out on the feeling of his cock ramming into your pussy, it was addicting the sounds coming from him.
With every thrust his hips dragged across your clit, bringing you even closer to your orgasm. His mouth found your breast once again gently nipping and sucking on the sensitive skin surrounding your nipple as you bounced.
His thrusts became more erratic as you went and you knew that neither of you were going to last much longer.
“Javier, fuck, so close. So so good baby,” You whimpered.
“Waited so fucking long for you,” He mumbled. “Needed to see you, know you.”
You brought your lips to his neck, changing the angle slightly. Javi was ramming into you now, both of you quickly coming undone.
Your orgasm washed over you first as you groaned and cried Javier’s name.
“Oh fuck gonna-“ He said pulling out of you, gripping his cock. Quickly coming on your skirt and his own hand.
His hip bucked a few more times and his face twisted and he let out a few moans.
You collapsed onto his chest and he began gently stroking your back. You were both hot and sticky but your post orgasmic bliss took over. Neither of you made any rush to move or speak for nearly ten minutes. Your mind raced with the possibility of tomorrow
“Thank you, Javier. Just for everything,” you whispered, tears welling in your eyes at the finality of everything.
“Hm. Your thank you is starting to sound an awful lot like goodbye,”
“Javi,” You whispered an edge to your tone. You pushed yourself off him.
“I think we should clean up,” you sighed and made your way down the hall to the bathroom.
Javier followed suit, neither of you said anything as you rinsed your legs and skirt off. You sighed frustrated as your skirt was now damp and you would have to wear it home.
“I have something you can wear home,” he said while he washed his hands.
“Uh Javi- it’s okay,” your words fell over one another.
“You could also just stay here,” He said, reaching for you.
“You and I both know that’s not going to happen,” You took his hand in yours and gave him a soft kiss on his cheek.
“We could protect you here. I won’t let them touch you, I just fuck-“ he ran a hand through his hair.
You didn’t know much about Javier but you knew he could be soft with those he cared about and he was always soft with you. You knew he could be an asshole, but he had losses not many could understand.
“You and I both know that’s not possible,” You kissed his hand.
“I’m going to spend the rest of my life looking over my shoulder. You’ll be here bringing Colombia back to peace, and I will be another notch in your playbook,” You let go of his hand and made your way back to the living room.
You grabbed your discarded bra and tank top slipping them back on. Javier joined you in the living room a few moments later, now clad in sweatpants and holding a pair out for you.
“Thanks,” You smiled at him, slipping your skirt off and the soft sweats on.
“Hey, uh- before you go,” Javi shifted slightly, clearly uncomfortable.
You looked up at him.
“Just, when you get somewhere safe. Find a way to let me know, ok?” He said holding out a small note card with an address scribbled on it.
You smiled at him sighing.
“Goodbye Javi,” You kissed his cheek and brushed past him to the door.
It hurt knowing you were leaving your home. And as the warm air of the Colombian night hit you for what may be the last time, you realized, you finally had someone to say goodbye to.
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#so i do agency work right which means i reserve each individual work shift individually from a number of grocery stores that offer shifts#i could work at a lot of different places but basically i just work at this one place bc i like it and i know who the regulars ar by now etc#so somewhere around this year they put me in this special list that the stores can have where the shifts are offered first#to those on the list and there was one person besides me on that list i think#this made my life a lot easier bc the shifts go v fast as in if you don't reserve it immediately it's gone and you don't have work#which was fine by me really bc i don't need money to live yet i'm just saving up#at first i thought this kind of work would be ok for me since i don't really have to try and be super good employee bc i'm not a regular#i was like i'm totally ok just sitting on the register getting paid doing the minimum#but what do u kno ofc things can't stay like that bc that's not who i am as a person ofc i have to do everything as well as i can#even tho it benefits me monetarily and otherwise fuck all bc as i said i'm not a regular anywhere and i can get work regardless#so now the store has removed me from their special list and even tho that should be fine bc there's no reason for me to be committed#i'm stressed the fuk out bc what did i do!!!!!!! i know for a fact i have done nothing wrong and the regulars always say i do good job#and they say i'm glad i'm there when i got shifts bc i know how things work in the store by now so i can work more independently#but i'm literaally always uncertain abt everything i have no idea if i'm doing ok or not bc i've learnt everything by myself while working#in the milk aisle and stocking shelves etc#no one has ever taught me anything besides the work as a cashier a little so idk if i'm by now someone who can be called 'experienced'#there was another person who did a huge error with her register that affected me too and that might've made the emplyers think it was me#i can think of nothing else but if it's that i'm p pissed bc it was literally not my fault and i did nothing wrong#anyway the easy way to solve this would be to ask but there's no way in hell i'll talk to the boss and idt the regulars know#so i'm left with this uncertainty and i hate it bc i shouldn't be so hung up on this shit happens maybe they deleted the whole list#but honestly i doubt it#anyway i love how my fear of failure and disappointment make my life not worth living bc even simple things become impossibilities!!#i have a shift on thursday i'll try to ask someone but yea#i'm so overdramatic abt this hfdhfhshhf wow i was demoted a little like over a week ago and it still bothers me like this#like i'm genuinely considering applying somewhere else altogether but then again i could never write an application bc i dont know my skills#watch me be suddenly over this on thursday or be too shy to ask#shit talking
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