#this isn't revised at all btw just that i found it in my drafts 👍

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I found this in my drafts. It's months old, but I still feel it burning in my soul.

No, but really, I couldn't overdramatize my emotions and react properly when reading BSD: Beast because of work. So then on my 30 minute drive home where I process my work day I just...

Dazai in Beast is NOT the original Dazai. But he has the memories and knowledge of the original Dazai. So this man just. Takes it up on himself to devise a plan where he can feel that that world will be safe so that Odasaku can live and write his novel??????? And his only regret is that he won't be able to read that novel.

For this Dazai he knows Oda without having ever met him and this Oda does not know him. He knows how and why the original Oda died. So he just decides to play the bad guy so that his friend, his dearest friend who his original self couldn't save, could live. So that Oda could live a good, happy life and write the novel he has always dreamt about writing.

Just like: "I don't even care about this world but since he's alive in it, it must stay safe"

I'm ruined okay.