#this is why I'm working on my vtuber- if nothinf changes or somehow shit gets worse idk when my body is going to start giving up so

[taviokapudding]

As a Texan, can I ask everyone of every faith and practice to pray or send good vibes that my state gets rid of Ted Cruz

The ballot this week isn't just for the president and includes federal, state, & local positions + legislation

If we get a Democrat as our federal representative, the bs abortion laws can get changed and I can get treatment for my endrometriosis

Tldr my right ovary is calcified and if at any point the virus decides my ovary is not enough, it can spread to calcify the rest of my organs because it can act like cancer without being a true cancer cell or convert affected organs into tumors and evolve into cancer.

I may need surgery to remove my ovary, so you can see why nobody has bothered with treatment under TX state laws and I can't leave my state because I'm my mom's primary caregiver. So...yeah =(

If we can get the federal level blue, it puts pressure on our shit governor, attorney general, and state legislature to not be shit.

I pretend every day I'm fine but honestly I'm so tired of being in pain. I have debated killing myself because I have never known a day without pain since I turned 7 (and being told I'm a liar and it's just pain from being fat) but I gotta stick around to care for my parents otherwise their dumbasses will die without me around heh. But gods, I'm so tired.