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mosspapi · 1 year ago

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God I know staying down here will be better for me in the long run but being back in my actual room for a bit tonight got me Mad Upset. And I know realistically it's just because this room doesn't feel like My Own, it just feels temporary and impersonal, and that's because it's NOT my own yet and it IS temporary, and once I've got all my stuff set up down here I'll be so much happier. But also the autism has an emotional attachment to the room I was assigned in the first place so I feel like I'm doing a Big Bad No-No Thing by moving. Eugh. Society if I could have a normal functional brain

#this is prolly incoherent it's late and I'm tired and mentally n physically drained #and like. I don't Think the social aspect will bug me all that much but also what if it does #like I technically won't have floormates down here which doesn't Sound like it'll bug me bcuz I like being alone but I'm worried that #the Weirdness of me being the only weirdo living in the hotel ward will feel uncomfy somehow. idk #im overthinkking it it's late and I'm tired and I should go to bed and take the day off tomorrow and I'll feel better #armchair speaks

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