#this is not even everything in my inbox btw. y'all are showering me in takes

[tawus]

Happy Birthday to Zaddy Toji Fushiguro here are 150 towards devoted to him~<3

on the bed, on the couch, on the kitchen counter, on the table, on the floor, on the balcony, in the shower, in front of the mirror, semi-public, DA BEACH~, melons, front, back, sideways, legs open, shouting, tight, wet, bondage, gagging, lingerie, a man and his stick, doggy style, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, moaning, hair pulling, scratch marks, hickeys, loud loud, noise complaint, sheets gripping, jaw-dropping, tongue rolling, Twinkie, creamy, gushy, lip locking, pounding, vile, vulgar, name calling, oral, anal, 69, call the ambulance for me, legs tangled, bed soaked, bed dead, chair, chair dead, blow job, mind-blowing, make-outs, hickeys, an absolute beast, salty taste, 10 inches, 3 veins, bulge, woops~ my panties slipped~, whole cake ass bakery, biting, marking, claiming, single parent?, Megumi's half-sibling?, half-siblings?, daddy gonna get milk, your friends don't know what you taste like but I do~, Alexa be a darling and play Fantasize by Ariana Grande.

Oh! And water! LOTS of water

This is the oldest ask in my inbox and it’s about 4 months old 😅 Mokona ayo, you wrote it like you're ready to risk everything, including your happy marriage with Gojo, for a frisky night with Toji 👀 These are mad fertile grounds for Toji scenarios btw, so if y'all vote for one of these, I'll put out a lil drabble on the most voted topic 😌

Toji’s birthday is on 31st December apparently btw, which I consider to be yet another cruel joke by Gege 💀

As for myself, I wanted to write a scene from my Toji longfic idea as a response to this ask. In the conception of the fic idea, I often lamented (and still do) how reduced, sexualised, and simplified Toji is in 99% ‘Toji x Reader’ fics. But then it occurred to me that the goddamn scene I’d chosen to write for him and release to the world first – was chock full of sexual content as well. I was doing the exact same thing that I was trying to address in the Toji/Reader fandom…

I realised it doesn’t always have to be sex with him. So here’s some wholesome beachtime fluff with Toji 💕

Face to face with him at last. Just you and him. Like he’d always promised you.

At long last you could take in the calm stillness of his Zenin features, not strained by his resentment of the lineage, not squeezed by his rage with its present members.

His wide forehead was as smooth as sea. His onyx bangs oscillated like pirate sails over his fanning black lashes – ever a rebel. Even like this, with you. Even as his lips parted, guardless at last against you, not scowling and not pressed in his fury with his clan, ready to finally accept your seal. The dagger-shaped scar at their edge – his unique signature to every kiss he ever gave you, the subtle ridge of which you’d always licked before engulfing him in your love, the ridge you could never ignore — for it was Toji, his history, his mouth.

Even as his broad chest lay bare for you to hug, to embrace, to compress with your heart, to press your happy tears against…it wasn’t really the same.

In this sunlight embalming the beach, Toji finally didn’t push you away. He accepted you. He didn’t tense.

You hugged him tightly like you’d always wanted, while red streaked down the corner of his mouth like dry saffron and his emerald greens glowed emptily toward the fading sky.

The sky that was calm. The beach calm. The sea – calm. Toji – so calm.

Too.

Too calm.

Calmness attained only by one state.

Death.

[gideonisms]

a selection of asks from my inbox rn. I have an essay question quiz due in an hour and a half so you all may peruse these questionable casting decisions at your leisure, just know all scarlett johannson asks are another point toward the bad ending tamsyn herself once mentioned in which you marry a demon

[sunnyville36]

RAY MY FRIEND THIS IS YOUR TOUR DE FORCE OMG. I know you're still very early in your writing career haha, but seriously - Terminal Velocity is a masterpiece ❤️❤️❤️ I've seen firsthand (all the love for being such a good Tumblr buddy, btw 🤗) how much love and passion and effort (and Blood, Sweat and Tears hehe) you've poured into TV, and I'm so proud and happy for you that it is out!!! It's insane to think about lol, but we started talking about what would become TV all the way back in July...and here we are in October!! Time flies, life flies by - so thank you for sharing something that you've put energy towards for so long with us like this 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

In terms of TV itself - I don't think I'm good enough at expressing my thoughts/feelings to do it justice lol. I genuinely don't think I've ever read through 40k words that fast ever before - but your pacing, your storyboarding, your flow, everything made this an absolute pleasure to read 💕I think your summary sums it up well haha - it's like the perfect balance of fluff and crack and smut and angst and sheer self-indulgence to make it such a warm, cozy fic to curl up with and read in bed haha (and then in the process get super turned on by cause GIRL those smut scenes JESUS 🥵🥵). I don't think I'd be exaggerating to say that literally everyone of us English-speaking Stays has a soft corner for Chan - for doing his best to make us feel included, to get our sense of humor, and to take care of us in a way (something that you touch on so well); this fic just brings out those aspects of him so well that it's 100% going to become a guilty pleasure fic for people, I can SO see it!!

Anyways, just wanted to briefly slide into your inbox to send you some love. Thank you for being so awesome of a writer and such a sweet person to interact with. I hope you get the chance to rest on your laurels for a bit, and I'm really looking forward to seeing you continue to flourish and grow as a writer in the future! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 - Ava

Ava you absolute angel I can't handle these compliments 🙈🥺🥰

I can't believe we've been talking about this story for so long... I can't even believe Noeasy came out almost 2 months ago already and this is like twice that!! Time is flying by for sure.

I am so lucky, like so sooo lucky, that we started our writing journeys around the same time and found each other to talk to!! You are so supportive, kind, helpful, creative, and talented and I'm so grateful to have had you to talk to throughout this process. As you know, it was a very personal project for me, but even though I put in a lot of work, the ones who should be thanked are all the wonderful readers and friends like you who make sharing my writing so fun and fulfilling!

It is the highest honor to think that Terminal Velocity could be a comfort fic for some people or something they would come back to read again; thank you so sooo much I don't have any words to describe how much that means to me ❤️ You are so right about Chan and I could have only hoped to convey everything that you mentioned so I hope I did in some way at least a little. We must shower our Channie boy with all the love and support!

Y'all definitely got a glimpse into how my brain works in this one, and it is entirely accurate to say it is 49% memes, 49% Chan (fluff, angst, and smut included), and 2% everything else 😂

I can't wait to keep writing and to be able to keep reading all the wonderful work you and the other writers in this community create! Thank you for your support and friendship Ava 💕💕