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soupernatural · 2 years ago

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nobody talks about how mary is given exactly two seconds to mourn the loss of her husband and babies and likely everyone she’s ever known. when do they tell her that ellen is dead? when do they tell her that ellen had a daughter? when does she have time to process the loss of the family she wasn’t allowed to keep building?

#maryellen #maryposting #ellen and mary sitting at the roadhouse and talking about their futures and getting out of hunting and having a life outside of this #ellen and her little knowing smile because mary has her out. mary's out is john and still here mary is #sneaking off to hide in the corner booth with ellen and talk about escaping like she isn't currently doing just that.#the out they want isn't from hunting its from conformity and husbands and fathers and they giggle about the bruised and cut knuckles #that mary got on her hunt and when ellen brushes over them she sees marys ring finger and the little tanline where she's not wearing /them/#this is brought to you by my marytoni fic and how i'm trying to write in mourning ellen and jo.#jo would have called her aunt mary and would have loved her so so so much. mary knows this mary and ellen talked about how they'd raise #their kids together and in all their fantasies about it the husbands are suspiciously missing #all of this. all of that. and mary is expected to just keep going like she's fine like she didn't lose everything overnight #family home turned funeral pyre. life burnt up and left on the altar of Male Pain and Suffering.#sapphicnatural

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