#this is assuming yu might actually go back to adachi OR if adachi doesn't call him/stops responding via phone he goes to inaba

[hitachiincest]

adashu (but actually shuada endgame, I just mean yus the one whos changing) corruption as of the accomplice end but not in adachis favor as yu starts trying to push himself onto him & trying to get adachi to be/do things with him, even if adachi is weirded out or disgusted by it or calls him a freak or glares at him. it's what yus deserves. adachi will learn. & he can make adachi better anyway. give him the touch he used to want (but not from yu.. only from "a pretty girl". he'll learn. [this is rly just yus desire, now. to have adachi. but shouldn't he be allowed to be selfish, for once?])

& like, what would happen? why Shouldnt he try? him getting in trouble? when he can spill abt adachi & get adachi roped into a possible jail sentence alongside him (if there are even any police left, like in diff nearby towns)? adachi killing him? when yu can overpower him & probably find a way to get adachis gun away from him anyway which would increase his chances of survival? & when yu is possibly the only person he has left if the fog claims the dojimas? & if yu doesn't have much else to live for anymore except his bond w adachi [if u see it that way]?

yu already loved him so much before & was extremely pushy like with his food offerings & clinginess & such, so now imagine like that... but its not innocent persistent puppy love anymore. its the hardened determination towards a man who he should hate but he doesnt. he cant. that obsession still lingers.

they're in this Together... they only have each other. yu may have doomed himself but he'll stop at nothing to claim the man he did all this for. theyre partners now, after all... isn't that right, adachi-san?