#this is 100% a positive post I am happy thriving & laughing about the fandom that shan't be named (the clown movies)

[liesmyth]

When I got back in fandom after [the agonies] chased me out, I thought maybe I should just burn shit down and start from 0 with a new handle. I’m so glad I didn’t! This way, I get to cross paths with acquaintainces of yore who remember my handle and will say cute stuff like “I wrote an anti harassment policy with you in mind” which is very cute but also makes me laugh hysterically because man that sure was a time

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                            APPRECIATION POST!

alright, y’all. i’ve been feeling really emotional all morning / actually wanted to do this for a little while now, but i just wanted to take the time to thank and love all of the wonderful mutuals i’ve come across here. i can honestly say that i have never felt this appreciated, happy, safe and welcomed on any of my other indies, and i owe it all to y’all! i’m so incredibly grateful that i’ve been fortunate enough to have chatted / interacted with these outstanding folks. 

sappy breakdown aside - if i didn’t list you here please don’t take it personally!! this is going to be an ever growing post of those that i’ve connected with via ic and ooc. 

                 BUT THEY’RE MY POSITIVE RP SUPPORT GROUP!

@amelorates : honest 2 god.. loml....... i will always be so grateful that we interacted all of those... months?? ago. also the fact that you stuck through all of my dumb yelling / lasting through the kc era / supporting sleepy ro / so much more. like i genuinely consider you as a friend and i can’t even describe of how, like, happy i am that we not only write and talk about random things but we also farm too (also like fuck timezones tho)!!!! also the fact that we can connect our muses fairly easily / vibe on the same wavelength with several things always got me stunted!! i cherish you so much it makes my heart hurt, and i’m always here 2 hype you up and wish the best for you!!!!

@gothamoutllaw : another loml!! i genuinely can’t even begin to describe how much i appreciate you. you’re so wholesome, positive and honestly someone that inspires me ic and ooc. all of your muses are outstanding, and you write so well it always brings tears to my eyes. i know i mentioned it before, but just the fact that you’re willing to explore so many different themes / ideas has me floored. like i can’t stress it enough, but i’ve only come across one other person where i felt comfortable enough to just be free with my ideas. it’s really liberating and you’re always extremely fun to chat / plot / write with & i hope nothing but the best for you!!!

@sinsoakedsaints : bby you always gas me up regardless of how dumb my ideas are and i’m eternally grateful for that + so much more. ngl it awes me how inclusive you are, and just how nice of a person you are like ???? honestly inspiring, and i’m always so happy to see you on my dash. like even if it’s not us interacting, i get incredibly glad to see you thriving and writing your superb muses!!!!

@waywardfreckled : i’ve said it once and i’ll say it again. your writing? absolutely stunning. i’m being 100% honest here, your style is a huge inspiration for me. like i can get lost in it and have little stars in my eyes the entire time!! another big also that i keep forgetting to mention - i actually started rping within the supernatural fandom but gradually fell out of it for one reason or another. but when i saw one of your posts in the tags, i just had to check out your blog and the way you write dean struck me right in the gut with how much i liked that fandom all those years ago. so a huge thanks to you and sincerely hope things irl stay wonderful for you!!!

@fyrebranded : alright listen up. i just have to say the fact that i honestly never feel pressured to do replies right off the bat with you is something i’ll always appreciate you for. like i can feel at ease with letting a draft sit for awhile, come back to it, and just pick up where things were left like nothing changed. and the fact that you show such an interest in my muses?? hello????? it still has me sobbing on the floor when you have these fantastic muses like ???  slight sidenote, but you’re also a delight to chat to ooc and i’m so glad our humor’s pretty much the same t b h.

@amaarok : here i am.. once again... to say that i adore you and tonraq. like honestly? you restored my faith in people who use j.son momoa as a muse, because i’ve had some preeeetty icky instances before. i’ve said it before but you write so incredibly well, and it’s also a big inspiration for me!! and also, also i’m always sending you good vibes - highs, lows, medium and even medium-rare moments, i just wish the best for you!!!!

@knivsout​ : back again to yell about how much i appreciate you!!!! you deserve the best and only the best. and i know i’m pretty scattered at all times, but i just want you to know that i’m here to support and send you much love and good vibes! you always show such a big interest in my muses, and you’re honestly so kind and a joy to talk with!!

@mcngolove : i will never ever forget how much we bonded over polygon and mister mulaney like. i feel like that was a defining moment. because i mean i’ve always loved your muses, ideas and how you write (it’s a given t b h), but i just treasure you so much. you’re funny, wholesome and always has me in tears either from laughing or from how nice you are!!!

@gobeepmyself​ : i’m going to mention you even though we haven’t written, because i honestly just?? really appreciate you. this isn’t a callout or anything, i just seriously appreciate you like from the times we talked and just how?? relateable you are is something i don’t come across too often. also highkey a huge fan of your richie and clint like i’d be a goddamn fool not to be tbh!!!!

                     ALWAYS ADMIRING EVEN FROM AFAR!

@scotophcbia​ : i’ll be the first to say how sorry i am for being trash at keeping up with ooc messages on here, but you’re honestly really sweet and i’m a fan of your muses and writing!!!

@replicari​ : it’s always a delight to see posts about ripley on my dash like 9 times out of 10 i’m laughing and always interested in her story and interactions!

 @undvrcontrol​ : i know we haven’t written yet, but the concepts you have for your muses are so fascinating. and the fact that you also love plotting / shipping / etc. ??? downright superb. and i really wish you the best of luck and hope things look up for you soon!!

@heaimed​ : here i go again to say hello and i’ve always loved seeing victor on my dash on all.... 1397501735 of my indies. your writing is terrific, he’s such a fun character, and honestly? really relateable!