#this is ... actualshit i can't believe ;;

[ryjun]

interrupted.

— * for @ryxjinyoung !

          in moments like this, he wanted to be left alone. the quietest room in the house was the library, and he would prefer if no one were to disturb him as he let himself roam in his own throughts— and the only person he'd let into his dark little mind was his own lord in waiting, who wasn't around at the present moment. his homework was sprawled out in front of him on one of the tables, but they were left untouched as he was slumped back in his seat, staring up at the ceiling as opposed to his work. he didn't see the point in doing his work anyway; he knew he was still going to do well in his classes if he missed one weekend of homework. there was just too much on his mind, and he wanted to concentrate on that instead.

          ( not a wise decision, if you asked him. )

          somewhere in between his thoughts, tears began sliding down his cheeks at a rapid pace, his shoulders shaking the more he let his mind roam free. he didn't even notice when someone else had walked in, the fact only registering as he caught the soft click of the door closing. he froze in his seat, daring to speak against his broken voice when he knew he should've just been the one to go. ❝ you need to leave. ❞ he paused, sighing at the sound of how weak his own voice sounded. ❝ ...please. i want to be alone right now, you're disrupting my studies. ❞ either way, if the person refused, jun knew he would be the one leaving; he just preferred this space better. he didn't want anyone lurking in the hallways to see him like this, either.