#this has triggered my anxiety to absolutely unparalleled levels and I'm about to start going down that deep black hole and somehow
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wow my dudes, dealing with a parent with cancer has to be the absolute hardest thing I've been through in my life
#wondering what tags should i used to get actual advice#cancer#cancer support#this has triggered my anxiety to absolutely unparalleled levels and I'm about to start going down that deep black hole and somehow#seeking internet advice moves my mind away from things#my siblings are the absolute worst and here i am having to send a message because he's refusing to go get A BLOOD TRANSFUSION#the way I've been tested this year is insane#my other side of the family already talking about dead and legal issues?? instead of idk being my support system?#it's like a clock is ticking and the end is imminent and it feels so close and i just don't have the mental capacity to process anything#i think im going to look for psychological help now because i don't think i can handle this#everything came crashing down on me this year and i simply cannot handle it anymore#anyway fellas#this is like my biggest fear materializing in the worst way possible
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