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rewatched bsd w my friend seeing it for the first time and the nostalgia of seeing these two together again hit me like a bus
#literally mom and dad of the agency#dazai and kunikida protect yokohama but more importantly they also protect atsushi#funny story but we were watching in sub and the translations were wack bc when i watched dazai refers to kunikida as his colleague#but in the version we were watching he just called him partner w/o any context it was so fucking funnyπ#bro rly just pointed to a random man across the river and was like βoh that's my partner btw!! we can use his money to treat you to dinner!#my bestie made me pause the show and was like β????partner. are they married??? either way it's cute that there's mlm rep in this animeπ₯Ίβ#i was genuinely holding back tears#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#SRY FOR THE UNGODLY HR IM POSTING AT I DIDNT WANT TO LOSE THE MOTIVATION I SUDDENLY GOT AFTER WATCHING THE FIRST FEW EPS#IVE WANTED TO DRAW THESE TWO FOR SO LONG IDK WHAT TOOK ME SO LONGππππ
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will the task force accept cheese? i got parmesanβ¦ mozzarellaβ¦ orange cheeseβ¦
yeah uh, i got cheese, do they want?
what did you put in the cheese???
#ask#get FLATTEN roach#(affectionately)#the moment we got news our proposal submission date got delayed until 3 wks later i knew i could finally draw#im so overjoyed#I CAN FINALLY DRAW (for now. b4 i realize other assignments)#sry it took so long to answer your ask π
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55! My lucky number
lalalalala i like u!
this one uhmmmm.. halloween even tho it's december josuyasu π
except i realized too late that i was thinking of lovey dovey mv LOL.. but whatever they can be roly poly too i guess
#SRY IT TOOK SO LONG LOL#been waitingggg for time to draw them for this but then i got distracted and drew them in totally different scenario the other day OOPS!#but yea i combined the mvs in my head or something#bc i was like 'yes disco and crazy noisy bizarre town is. kind of disco maybe'#and the halloween art by kohei ashiya for the zombie part!!!#obsessed with that art likke omg couples costume..... wow......#but no the zombies are supposed to be at the club not at the disco#struggling like crazy to draw them in these outfits for some reason i give up ππ#lyrics i dont think fit them much even i was mostly thinking mv#except i wasnt even thinking of the right one so ππ...#i think the one part that fits is the part like 'idk what to do! im going crazy i cant lose u'#bc that is what happened when okuyasu died for a little!#him telling a like 10yr old to STFU would be funnier to me if i wasnt busy punching the walls#jojos bizarre adventure#jjba fanart#josuyasu#okuyasu nijimura#josuke higashikata
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sorry if there's an increase in horniness levels on my blogs. im only regaining a taste for life I thought I had lost forever.
#these might have been mentally the most difficult 6 months of my life#but im so glad I got to live those past few days#and hoping for much more to come#ig what im trying to say is thank you to my awesome mutuals#y'all cute af#now this is getting long#sry for the awkward tags and venting on main#love y'all#take care#π«π«π«#im just gonna lay over here#ugly crying over how good it feels#to have people that make me feel loved and happy again
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ik it's stereotypical but siren song of the counter culture is still one of my favorite albums ever
#sry it's been a long while since i listened to a full rise against album instead of the songs in my playlist and woah??? this goes so hard#wish i could remember how i got into them#im guessing the linkin park fansite like 85% of the bands i listened back then lol#also fun fact rise against remains the only gringo band i could actually manage to get my dad to not bitch when i plug it on the car ππΎ#to not bitch about*#that's high praise#also also i seem to have missed a couple albums there so i know what im doing today#Spotify
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Finally.
#oh my GOD.#my save says this playthrough's 53 hrs long#but i genuinely feel like ive been playing this game for 36 yrs#i still have like a dozen quests to do. which im contemplating just not doing and leaving them for a second playthrough#KSJDSKLDHSIUDHSIUD#just because i want to SEE how this game ends#ive seen spoilers already even tho ive blacklisted every possible tag (lol.) but im pretending i didnt <3#ive been holding back from writing in kaiens da verse bcs i want to see how it ends#and if theres bits about his verse i want to change before i rly dive in and start being a menace 2 all my da mutuals#so far no! im happy w what ive got:)#is him being a crow who joined as an adult realistic?no. but i dont care <3#sry i just CANT make him antivan. its bad enough hes half orlesian /lh#AUTEUR.
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Finally got myself to start 2009 :D

Warning: long-winded ramble about gifing under the cut
Preface: this is one of those rambles that I have to myself in my head when I'm trying to fall asleep and I just keep repeating it to myself over and over and going over it like it's a monologue and then fall asleep unexpectedly
God I can already tell that gifing anything 2009 and beyond is gonna be an absolute nightmare for me π I mean *positive* nightmare, but nightmare none the less. Basically this is because the more recent the race is, the better the production and camerawork is. Which is good for watching but bad when you're trying to condense all of the post-race into one gifset. Speaking of that, does anyone know exactly when the production improved btwn 2005 and 2009? I watched one 2008 race, I really can't remember how good the production/camerawork was. Also I hope you guys get what I mean by that LOL and it's not just me being overly specific
If you've seen any of my 2023 posts so far, you'll notice I'm able to make a pretty fulfilling set focusing on just one driver, and that driver isn't even the winner of the race. Trying to make a gifset of anyone but the winner in 2005 would be borderline impossible because the camera mainly only focuses on the winner, only really showing the p2 and p3 drivers when they accept their trophies. I mean from a viewers perspective, I obviously enjoy the enhanced production because it's really nice to see more of the drivers other than the winner. But how am I supposed to condense it into only 10 gifs AAAAHHHHHH!!! And like to worsen this, even if 2005 had the same production quality as 2023, I think it'd still be easier for me because there's fewer drivers I really like from that era.
But 2009-2013 is the era in which all of my favs are there and in the forefront, so it's impossible for me to take a 2023 approach to it in which I focus on one driver. Like bruh how am I meant to condense it when it's a Seb, Jenson & Mark podium, my folder for the race is gonna have like...30+ gifs. I have enough issues condensing 2023, one driver focused, to ten, and I had issues with 2005 sometimes, so AHHHHHHHH. It's like that meme of the woman getting fed too many cakes. I gifed a tiny bit of China 2009 if you remember, and even though I was only focusing on a relatively tiny section...I swear to god I made like 10 or some other inane amount.
Speaking of 2023 I gotta say, I'm so fucked when inevitably Fernando doesn't end up being on the podium. How am I supposed to make a gifpost when my number one boy isn't there :(( I'm not sure who else I'd end up focusing on? There's not as many drivers I absolutely love in 2023 compared to, for example, the V8 era. It's not like atp I'm predicting Oscar to get a podium so :,) I guess I'll probably end up just making a more general kind of post, focusing on everyone instead of just one driver?
#ive got my peach red bull ready to try !!#i keep accidentally getting spoiled abt 2009 race results so#im annoyed at myself cause i completely forgot i wanted to remain at leadt partially unaware of the results#the other day i opened the 2009 wiki page to look at the results and then quickly looked away like i burned my eyes when i remembered#i mean yeah i generally know a good amnt of the results bcs ive researched it a bit before and also through fic#but i want to at least give myself the illusion that i dont know who wins what and whos on the podium and what the standings are like#sry that long rant has been on my mind for a while#it was one of the things keeping me away from starting 2009 actually lol#also hope you guys dont mind a 2009 post right before the baku wknd starts? should be fine right?#catie.rambling.txt
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the ask game thingy - best thing to do to bond w you hehe
β‘β¦There are two scenarios. One, the best thing to do to bond with me is to probably just listen when i talk abt smth i enjoy. im not much of a talker abt myself, especially in big groups. so if anyone asks me questions abt me i get all happy and giddy bcs sm1 wants to know more abt me. Two, if the person already knows me rly well, id tend to be quiet and id love if they were to just sit next to me and just appreciate each others existence <3
#this is rly long#im so sry#i got carried away#[πππ¬ π₯π¨π―π?]#[+π ππ«π¨π¦ -Nessa-]
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change @lgcyoojoon
wenjun isn't really into fairytales, but he does know a fair bit about the classics, and the main characters that find themselves in every story. it's a little silly, he thinks, but wenjun's sort of convinced that yoojoon must be the closest thing to a real life prince charming β that if disney spotted him right at that moment, they'd drag him away and do everything in their power to convince him to play the lead in one of their live action fairy tales.
and it still feels incredibly unbelievable to wenjun that of all people, yoojoon had asked him to prom. wenjun. he would've been lying if he'd said that he'd never romanticized the idea of prom, even more so if time and time again, yoojoon would appear in these little fantasies of his βΒ but those were just what they were. fantasies. he'd convinced himself that yoojoon wouldn't have asked him, they were best friends after all. simply that, best friends βΒ nothing more, and nothing less.
but this, tonight, felt different. or had it always been different with yoojoon? his mind had been racing, constantly, as he prepared for prom βΒ worried that things would be awkward, that he'd give in to the temptation of wanting to hold yoojoon's hand ( romantically!! ), after years of trying his best to bury that thought deep deep down in his mind. so deep, that he'd convinced himself that they never existed in the first place.
yet, his worries seemed to disappear, because the thing about being with yoojoon was that it was always easy, comfortable. in a way that wenjun cherished. it hadn't been awkward, and he'd had an amazing time. but wenjun wasn't made of stamina, and soon enough, he found himself outside by the gardens with yoojoon to settle down and catch his breath.
they stand by the garden, illuminated by the moonlight. wenjun is happy, so happy. "this is so much fun," he says. it's quiet here, and he likes that. "thank you," he continues, "for asking me to go to prom with you. i actually didn't expect it! i thought you would've asked someone else. i mean, you know, you're..." he fumbles for a bit, trying to find a word, any word in the korean language, "gorgeous," he finally says, because it's the only thing that crosses his mind, and the only thing that is true to what he really feels. "but i feel so lucky! i got to go to prom, with you! my ... best friend." and his eyes travel from yoojoon's face to his hands. oh, he thinks. he wants to hold it. best friends don't do this, best friends don't think about holding each other's hands βΒ at least not in the way that wenjun wants to hold yoojoon's. he wonders if there's a line, wonders if it's okay to cross it. but instead he pulls his eyes away, and looks up at yoojoon, smiling, "i'm so happy."
#lgcyoojoon#lgc:shapn#( why does wenjun think so much omg im sry it got a little long SDLKSMLD#stop thinking abt how yj is a prince wenjun!!!
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it is a little early for the blues, is it not? six fourty-five ( ΒΉβΈ : β΄β΅ ) in the evening on a friday night, sat on fresh cotton sheets still radiating the sweet odour of lavender and overcompensation. emily gilmore seems to enjoy a good prospect, especially for hosting a guest who seems to scrunch her nose up at the slightest of differences, the π ππππππ πππππππππ now just a blur of a memory in her mind. . . a distance she can no longer reach. it was embarrassing enough having to be banished from new york city as a whole, but to hartford? THAT'S THE NEXT BEST THING? (what, the hamptons were closed this time of year?) and sure, setting fire to your headmistress' office ππππ warrant some time away from loved ones and potential beau's, especially if the match was lit with your mind and all, but the worst of the worst seems to be this: on the other side of that door, with it's drapes and fall decor, there's a dinner with dinner guests that she's going to have to pretend to care for at this moment in time, the most daunting activity of the evening being the act of having to make sense of whatever comes out of lorelai gilmore's mouth. and to worsen the blow, there very well may be a mention of yale that slips out of her daughter's mouth, and if so she'll blow. let's just hope she doesn't set ππππ house on fire with that pesky mind of hers.
she's opted out of a dress for tonight, instead snug in a fitted pale pink button up ontop of a black tennis skirt, pearls situated right underneath an unbuttoned collar. those ringlet brown curls remain tight, clasped with a black headband and curtain bangs staying exactly where they've been since before she was ready: framed over thin brows. every feature is sharp, dark features accentuated by the dark hue of her chocolate hair, ebonies a dark flutter too. velvets are a wine shade, cheeks matching the berry hue, and her manicured toes sit comfortably in dior kitten heels. she is pristine, polished, dolled up to a T if only she felt as good as she looked. she's made it out of her room, gracefully made her grand entrance down the spiral of the gilmore stairs, exchanged pleasantries and coy greetings with all the adults in the room. and when they disperse and she's left holding a shirley temple, doe eyes betray their natural state as they narrow towards the youngest gilmore. a sip is taken, and it's very clear how she feels about the absence of alcohol in her system as of now.
@girlmore, * " what happened? you used to put up a fight. " ( Λ )
it's funny, hearing it said back to her. rory's only picked up on something in the first five minutes they've spent since blair's arrived, something that has been eating at blair for the past year. MY, SHE REALLY DID USED TO PUT UP A FIGHT, HUH? she would be a force to be reckoned with, carrying a mini flask that would accompany her drinks every friday night dinner she had the honour of attending with her mother, even if it were every six months or so. and now, she's a pathetic sight. she looks beautiful, fresh faced and not one hair out of place, but there's something different. . . those doe eyes now have creases of wear underneath, bags that point to not enough sleep, and that usual scowl on her face isn't as playful as usual: if anything, she looks depressed. ββ πot a lot worth fighting for anymore. ββ it almost makes her gag, just how easily the self deprecation spills out. brows knit together in a moment of relapse, a glimpse of the πππ πππππ evident to signal a throwdown of some sort. ββ please. i get that the whole "deer in the headlights" look is kind of your thing, but surely you're not that naive. emily must've told you why i'm here. ββ and with that, her promise to stay quiet about the whole yale fiasco goes straight down the hatch, just like the shirley temple. ββ i'm sure you'd just looove to tell me that this is what i deserve, especially after giving you hell for the past year or so. so have at it, gilmore. I'M HERE ALL NIGHT. ββ
#hi. :)#this was sm fun oh my god leia#im so excited#im sry its so long#u dnt have 2 match the length at all but#i got too excited#i just love them so much#girlmore#IC.
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Thank you for your response <3
I also imagine them as switches, though I do lean to Kaohika moreβ¦ itβs just that, when you see fanfictions and fanarts of them, in my case I was almost horrifiedβ at the way people take the uke thing way too far (itβs just an act, and like you mentioned, even if Kao likes to be doted on, he doesnβt have to be ukefied to be like that) and the way heβs feminized just make me want to show that he can also take the lead/be in charge (even if mostly in private) like in ep. 15 ;; They also confirmed it themselves in the first volume, that while it seems that Hika takes the lead, itβs the more mature Kao that drives the action/is the same (depends on the translation), and it may sound personal, but I hate it when heβs made all feminineβ like with his Cinderella metaphor (and Hika and Kao always cross dress together), or the fact he ACTS as the uke, and that was only by chanceβ because when they initially joined the host club, Kao accidentally burnt his finger for real, and Hika was holding him, genuinely concernedβ and then they realized that the girls love it so thatβs how the act started in the first place.
oh, yea i remember back when id read a bunch of fics of them after my anime rewatch a few yrs back i was like oh thats.. hm,, ;;; cuz id found a few where kaoru was a bit Too uwu uke iirc tho quite a few of them were p old & from when that was the Norm so i just accepted that some fics were products of the times &/or written by younger fans, as lets face it ouran was & still probably is 1 of the entry level animes. i actually dont consume all that much content of them tho (i only read fics Occasionally [this goes for all fandoms] & theres not much art for them in the eng sphere & i dont follow/kno any jp ouran accs on twitter or use pixiv) so that combined w my bad memory of what i Hav seen means im a bit Unknowing of most fanon for them.. lmao... i figured most of the stuff like that was mostly left behind as of a few yrs ago but perhaps not..?
I can't speak much for the feminizing thing bc I can't recall too many fanworks ive read where that was an issue iirc? tho tbf I can't remember much of what I've read at all bc tht was Yrs ago rip sry ;; I Do think they should be portrayed crossdressing Together more often! it'd be cute; let hikaru be in a cute dress too (I may be biased on everything tho I'm a femboy liker thru & thru lol so I'm like more boys in dresses?? Epic im in lol) softer=fem clothes? False- in this house it doesn't matter the boy type; Get In The Dress lol.
but yeah that doesn't mean he's constantly like that... a princess roleplay or 2 or letting hikaru take care of him, maybe, not unlike ppl w rp aspects to their relationships (like how brats aren't brats Always! time & place, etc etc. someone choosing to be bratty in private doesnt mean theyre gonna act like that 24/7) but it's a little sad if people reduce him to his act all the time...
I don't think I mind ppl playing w the princess thing tho considering it Is a part of his chara, but the whole thing was supposed to focus more on the magic of an illusion shattering eventually & losing what he has not quite a princess & prince... ;; but he Was almost/p much comparing himself to a princess' story & when the magic breaks & he's metaphorically left in his simple flats & princeless instead of the lavish life he had at "the ball" [cinderella metaphor. there is no ball, im aware] so it can't be helped if ppl like the princess association i guess.. give ppl an inch & theyll go a mile, & all that. & honestly w hikaru "saving" [ep 15]/"finding" [ep 21] kaoru twice in canon, it doesn't surprise me if they imagine hikaru as his prince & kaoru the princess since while the metaphor was more abt the whole host club not jus hikaru, hikaru was also a big part of it, as the eps focusing on it display his longing looks at his brother & such, w a fesr of losing Him the most. so long as ppl don't Reduce him to his feminine metaphor 100%, i guess. tis only a small part after all, not a loadbearing one. the angst is more the important bit lmao give him a masc cinderella outfit, even. (altho... the allure of a bishie in a dress... Very Enticing to most I'm afraid)
him always having to be the uke role thing in their host act is kind of out of the fans control bc that's canon... if he's content w his act of being that way, then power to him I guess! he himself might also like that in public he's all uwu kyaaa hikaru <3 while at home it's Hikaru who's nuzzling into his throat. a smug sort of feeling, ya know? that only he gets to see hikaru like that, not everyone else.
WAIT actually as I was typing this I remembered some scene from thee movie shoot ep [ep 4, apparently] where they mentioned 1 of them being the receiver or w/e (bc sports) & it was apparently hikaru annoyedly asking why kaorus the seme in the script w their changed charas (hikaru being all "KAORUU OAO" & kaoru gently reassuring him, which is like their actual dynamic instead) w kaoru replying in a similar manner going "yeah >:T"

which implies either he Likes/is fine w his uke role or at least doesn't think the fangirls would like them switching up & wants the status quo to stay the same just in case. I think if he did mind he wouldntve said anything? or even suggested to hikaru that switching up provides something fresh & "it's still doki doki twincest, hikaru~ these girls have a refined taste; they might just take a liking to gap moe ^^"
but those r the 2 charas theyve allowed to be chosen for themselves, in a way, & theyre like yea this is alright. rhey prov have an "if it aint broke dont fix it" mentality & since the girls expect the typical, they see nonreason to deviate. the twins are capable of speaking out- theyd prob speak up if they minded. also, kaoru might kno that hikaru might not want to be seen as vulnerable [ep 16 comes to mind tho that had more to do w circumstances going on at the time] so kaoru takes that upon himself & bears that burden upon his perceived character [as in the way one is seen, not his host club persona] so hikaru won't mind as much? idk im going off on a tangent I feel but I think the thing w "kaoru Having to be the public uke" isn't all that bad since he himself seems fine w playing around w that character. maybe one day they'll switch it up for fun. (not Literally, as technically they could have hikaru play as kaoru but it would still be seen as "kaoru", but I mean For Reals have hikaru as the uke)
in conclusion... to the fandom: pls accept soft dom kaoru into ur hearts & rewatch the twins' eps w fresh eyes I guess. love, @/hitachiincest & @/zyrellla (ghsnkmj lolol)
#THIS GOT LONG IM SORRY ORZ I wrote this up while I had nothing but time on my hands so as always my brain just Ran Off With Shit lmao#I feel as if this is a whole lot of Nothing?? my response I mean! not ur ask!! I have a tendency to prattle while losing the meaning of the#conversation sry. my inherent ability to just start spouting shit... @ me: & The Crowd Goes Mild!! Bros Onto Nothing!! /meme ref#asks#long post
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umm i doubt literally anybody aside from me is at all interested in this but here is my frankensweeney playlist its got all the songs from the 5 casts that r on spotify (1979 broadway, 2006 broadway, movie, 2012 london, and 2023 broadway) organized to the best of my ability :]
#its abt 8 hours long so idk. ig itd be good for listening to at work or something LMAO. ill probably do that monday or somefing...#the ordering shouldd be correct it ws a bit difficult at parts.. im abt to do a 3rd pass just 2 be sure i got it right#im super excited to listen though!! As u may know i lovee sweeney and i have listened to every cast recording in its entirety seperate from#eachother. but itll be cool to hear each song directly...#ummm on the off chance you do listen lmk if you notice any ordering mistakes... like i said some of them have like. removed songs some of#them split songs up into different parts some of them merge songs together so it can be a bitt difficult to keep it all in order#but i think it should be pretty good ^_^ yay#im not putting this in any sweeney tags bc simply put fandom ppl scare me half to death. but feel free to rb if u want AKJSBAKJD#oh also also disclaimer ik movie sweeney switches around johanna and god thats good i know they made that decision but seeing as it is a#stupid decision ive decided to ignore it#so theyre in the same order as every other cast. die mad#um anyways yes. sry idk why im bashful all of a sudden.... <- guy who is scared to talk abt his interests
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πππ: mike wheeler & @artificerdustyββββ ππππ: the weekly dustin-mike-lucas sleepover (before lukey arrives <33) πππππ:hendersonβs house this time !!!
going to joyceβs services had been surreal and brutal for a number of reasons. there was a part of his childhood that died, a part mike didnβt know he still had. when he was a kid, he thought adults were invincible, and while mike had come to learn that nobody, not even el, was invincible, there was never part of him that considered joyce would die one day. mike had known her as long as heβd known will, and she was kind to him through it all, cindy and the institutionalization. no matter what, joyce still used her spit to wipe his face as if mike were her own boy. she never let him feel alone, she never let anyone.Β
mike knew that post funeral it was time to wrap things up in a neat little bow, or pack it away in their adult sized brief cases. he could sometimes be really good at that, an expert even, but other times, he was just stubborn enough to cling onto something. in this case, it had been the lights that werenβt allowing him to rest as much as he wanted. what did it mean? the only difference between this time and all the other times is that mike didnβt want everyone to think he was having another psychological break. that made him think of joyce even more. her and murray never accused him of anything like that. not even once.Β
whatever luke was saying to him from the passengers seat was lost on mike and he sighed as he put the car in park on dustinβs driveway, he waved luke off,Β βgo say hey to your uncle...β luke only looked back at him skeptically,Β βyouβre not gonna ditch me here again are you?β he said pointedly. mike merely rolled his eyes,Β βno. iβm not.β fuck his goddamnit fucking minute to take a breather, he guessed! he walked inside with luke, not bothering to knock,Β βhey-o!β mike called throughout the house, setting their things by the door.Β βwhereβs lucas?β he asked nobody in particular as he moved into the kitchen. mike made himself at home and grabbed a bowl out of the cupboard to put some snacks in, but willa sprinted by and mike jumped, dropping the bowl.Β βshit! shit!β he yelled, exasperated. wondering why dustin was nowhere in sight, he beckoned through the house,Β βdustin! where are you? i need the broom!βΒ
#ππππ πππ'π πππππππ ππ ( interactions )#dustin ( 001 )#this got so long im so sry
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YAY
#i FINALLY was able to take my old center console out of my car and put in the one i dug from a junkyard#its SO MUCH BETTER LOOKING ITS ALL TOGETHER AND EVERYTHING HAHA#i broke my last one when i got rly angry and screamed and i punched the dash so naturally uhh#the center console bezel broke#and then it just kept breaking the more i fucked it up#now it's refreshed YAYYY#altho i gotta take it apart again to get into where the stickshift is cuz umm#theres a LOT of coins around the stick connecting to the transmission lol#like. a lot. it also needs a lil internal cleaning#but ill get there eventually#for now IT JUST LOOKS BEAUTIFUL AND WHOLE AGAIN AHHHHHHHHH#it took a Long Time (hours lol) because i didnt wanna fuck anything up and um#there were complications in the form of plastic that needed to be figured out#it all worked out tho YAY AHH omfg sry so excited#its been years since i had a NICE CENTER A/C CONSOLE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#fuckin accomplishment fr#i gotta swap my stickshift bezel out too bc i pulled a way nicer one from the junkyard but i gotta disconnect the cig lighter#n idk how to yet im scared ill break it#but >:) all in due time#AHHHHH YAY#hehe#txt#voxxrambles#SUCH A GOOD DAY#toyota corolla#my car tag has now been created >:)#actually its so funny#the console replacement took longer for me than it does to literally change brakes and oil AND calipers combined i swear#at least it felt that way
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It was good to have him in his arms again, sighing a soft relief of the breath he had been holding. But the relief didn't last long, hearing the exhaustion and something more underlying Jer's words. Brows scrunching in concern when it was answered honestly, no he was not okay. A rise in panic boiled over again, of course his gaze immediately honed in on the towel by his neck wanting to immediately tend to it, but Jer had his concerns elsewhere first. Ash pulling his sleeves over his hands to at least begin wiping some of the blood off Jer's face, answering the questions Jer had to alleviate his worries as best he could, seeing those icy blues dart across from person to person to assess. So Ash did his best with a reassurance in being quick, to the point. "I was just with Charlie in the diner, she's hurt, but she's okay. I got the bleeding to stop for now. I'm sorry, I- wasn't here when things happened, I haven't seen JP, I don't think he was here either, I saw Mal with Lane when I arrived." Standing, alive, whether okay, he wasn't sure, but he trusted Lane being there with them. It was chaotic when he and Ruth got here but things had begun settling into a suppressed panic for those bitten - what next?
Ash immediately pulled his attention solely back to Jer the moment his name was called, and almost didn't believe the next words Jer said, it was only for a flash of a second, but his own deep blues flickered through a rush of denial, fear, love, but he kept his panic soaked thoughts to himself. Everything he felt, Jeremiah had to be feeling a thousand times over. Instead, Ashton pulled whatever strength he had to keep doing what he can do right now, managing a small, shaky smile to Jer despite the fear of losing him in his eyes, words coming through as a soft murmur, "c'mere, let me see." He stood as close as possible, the chance of Jer turning didn't matter at all to him, carefully taking the towel from Jer's hands, pulling out fresh gauze from the medical bag he had from Ruth.
Fuck, it looked bad seeing flesh near his neck, blood began to seep again once the pressure of the towel came off. His heart ached so much seeing Jer hurt this badly, steeling himself to be something steady for him to hold onto, his hands began to work, a warm palm over the gauze to press down on the bite, "it's still bleeding, we'll keep the pressure first, Ruth isn't far, she'll get it stitched up." Ashton spoke to keep their attention on the here and now, the worry of death can come later, they both sat in the camp of delayed, and if Ash thought too much about Jer dying, he might break. And he can't break right now, not when Jer needs him.
Despite Jer's outward muted emotions, there was something visible in his eyes of spiraling terror. "Hey, look at me?" Ashton had one hand pressing on the wound, the other tracing up to Jeremiah's chin to gently turn and focused his gaze on his own, "I'm here, I'm not going anywhere, we'll get through this, okay? Together. No matter what."
he didn't linger on the balcony with dev for too long. jeremiah needed enough time for a smoke, a quick chat, and then he was back to business. which sounded like assessing the damage at the moment, finding his people and making sure they were okay and then getting his wound covered. eventually there would be the pesky task of breaking it to the family and ash and sada that he'd been bit, but that was a problem for future jeremiah to figure out.
then again, maybe not. he thought as ashton ran towards him. "hi," the responded greeting was hoarse and breathed out. jer returned a lingering one armed hug, the other holding a clean rag to his neck still. "no, no, i'm pretty far from fucking okay right now." ashton looked like he'd missed the attacks. a silver lining. "have you seen charlie, jp, mal? anyone?" he left sada out because he knew exactly where she was and he hadn't seen ria or tad among the mid-morning crowd. from over ash's shoulder he spotted eric and the turner siblings at the fireplace.
fuck. not her. got her out of one hell just to bring her to another.
his attention turned back to ashton, the scans quick and notes made, despite his spiraling thoughts. "ash," he started and let out a slow exhale to stop any emotion from coming into play. "i got bit." jer removed the towel so he could see.
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LUNCH
Billie eilish x driver!reader
Face claim Pinterest girls
Summary Billie Eilish has a girlfriend, and the whole world knows.
Warning spelling mistake, not proofread
A/N not the biggest fan but I like it. Thanks for the request, and sorry that it took so long to post, but life has been a bit busy atm.


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billieeilish NEW YORK AM I PLAYING YOU MY ALBUM TOMORROW ??!!???!!!???!!!?
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Yourusername my lovely girlfriend just released a brand new album!! Go stream βHIT ME HARD AND SOFTβ !!!
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billieelish THANK TOU LOVEE! Liked by author
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User8 looking at this cute post while I know that lunch is probably about her is so weird
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Yourusername My amazing girlfriend just released an album and did a remix with Charlie xcx!!!! Dear billie, I am SO proud of you! And I feel honoured that I get to call you my girlfriend (and that you wrote me songs)
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billieelish I LOVE YOUUU!!!
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billieelish MY GIRLFRIED JUST WON HER FIRST F1 RACE!! I am so proud of you!! Aso it was really great meeting everyone in the paddock!
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